The Disaster of Shyness

Hua Yu put the person on his back on the sofa and sat down, then went to the cabinet to find safflower oil.

"Where do you hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anywhere." Ah Qing shook his feet, blinked and smiled, "You are still the same as before, easy to be fooled by me."

Hua Yu looked back at her and asked hesitantly, "Isn't this the way you want?"

Nodding, Ah Qing replied: "Isn't jealousy the most obvious sign of liking a person? But he doesn't seem to respond. He really is a cold person. You are so pitiful."

Hua Yu laughed and sat on the edge of the bed, "It's not as pitiful as you think. I know I have a place in his heart."

Ah Qing nodded with her legs crossed, indicating that she could see it, but she just felt that the man sometimes hid his thoughts and pretended to be arrogant, which could easily hurt others.

"My ex-boyfriend is very similar to him." Ah Qing said with his chin resting in his hands, his eyes revealing the sorrow and sympathy of the person in front of him.

"You broke up?"

"Yeah, he was the one who got dumped. I think I'm beautiful, IQ-superior, and have a bright future. Dumping me really blinded him." Ah Qing gritted her teeth and chatted about her love affairs in foreign countries for the past few years indignantly. .

The time in the living room turned minute by minute, getting closer to the early hours of the morning.

Liang Xi quit after losing again, "It's almost time, hurry up and prepare the fireworks."

Hua Xiancheng checked that the time was almost up, so he went to Lin Fan and said, "Xiao Fan, go ask Xiao Yu and the others to come out and set off fireworks."

"Okay." Lin Fan got up.

Liang Xi watched his knock on the door, and quietly said to Hua Xiancheng: "Do you think Ah Qing provoked him?"

"No."

"Obviously there is, you see this card is played."

"That's because you don't know how to play cards. How can you blame the younger generation if you don't know how to play?"

"Get lost." Liang Xi stared and kicked his leg, "Go and help set off the fireworks."

Hua Xiancheng pulled him up and said with a smile, "Are you angry? Then I'll carry you on my back too, and come up." He turned his back and bent over.

Liang Xi didn't bother to talk to him, and got up to find a lighter.

Hua Yu opened the door and walked out with Ah Qing.

"Let's go, let's set off the fireworks." Lin Fan stood at the door, glanced at Hua Yu, and then met Ah Qing.

Ah Qing resisted the chill on his back, grabbed Hua Yu's sleeve and said, "I'm going to release it too, and I'll take a short video for my parents to watch."

"Okay." Hua Yu agreed, then turned to Lin Fan and asked, "Xiao Fan, do you want to wish your family a new year too?"

Lin Fan paused for a few seconds before answering.

"Z - bang bang bang -"

Fireworks bloom beautifully in the night sky. The beam of light seems to wipe away all the remnants of the old year, but it can only bring them to a new cycle, embellishing a touch of loneliness in the world of mortals.

"Happy New Year!" Liang Xi held Hua Xiancheng's hand with tender eyes.

"Happy New Year, thank you for always being here." Hua Xiancheng smiled softly, holding his lover in his arms.

After Ah Qing took a picture of the fireworks, he handed the phone to Lin Fan and jumped away, "Please take a group photo for us."

Lin Fan looked at the phone in his hand, and then saw Ah Qing leaning into Hua Yu's arms, with his left hand on Liang Xi's shoulder, and his right hand on Hua Xiancheng's shoulder.It's like a family portrait of four.

"Brother Huayu, get closer." A Qing pouted.

Lin Fan's eyelids twitched several times when he saw the intimacy of Hua Yu and Ah Qing leaning their heads against their shoulders in the camera.

After the fireworks were set off, everyone took a few more photos together, and when Hua Yu and Lin Fan took a group photo, they just put their arms around their shoulders.

"Come on, there's still fireworks here. Your dad and I will go to sleep first. Happy New Year, young man." Liang Xi smiled and waved his hands before entering the room with Hua Xiancheng.

"Xiaofan, have you paid New Year's greetings there?" Hua Yu asked.

Lin Fan didn't speak, looked at the photo on his cell phone, and smiled miserably.

Seeing Lin Fan's uneasy expression, Hua Yu was a little worried.

"are you tired?"

"Well, sleepy."

"Then I'll go and warm you a cup of milk, drink it before going to bed."

"it is good."

Seeing that Hua Yu and Lin Fan also returned to the house, Ah Qing quickly followed their footsteps.

"Brother, I have something to tell you."

Hua Yu replied "Yes", and let Ah Qing also enter the bedroom.

"Oh." Ah Qing wrapped his hands around Hua Yu's arm, and said softly, "It's very important, you have to listen to me carefully, and you can't refuse me, because I will leave at noon tomorrow. Got to go."

Hua Yu nodded, glanced at Lin Fan and then at Ah Qing, "Go out and talk."

Ah Qing shook her head, she was going to say it in front of Lin Fan.

"I know you have always regarded me as your younger sister, but you may not know that I have fallen in love with you for a long time when I was drinking at home when I was a child. Later, when we were all grown up, I found that my feelings for you could not be contained. I have always missed you in the past few years when I went abroad, and I just wanted to hug you when I finally saw you, but now I am even more greedy...Can you date me? I like you. "

Hua Yu was stunned, and was stunned for a moment when he saw Ah Qing's serious appearance.

Lin Fan walked around behind the two of them and opened the door, "I'll heat the milk myself, you guys talk."

"I..." Hua Yu looked at Lin Fan in a panic.

"Hey, I'm leaving tomorrow, just treat it as a joke, promise me." Ah Qing held Hua Yu's hand, and his eyes were entangled.

Hua Yu couldn't bear to hurt Ah Qing, but he couldn't bear to deceive her even more.

"sorry."

"Click."

Lin Fan gently closed the door and left.

Even if he didn't see the face, Ah Qing knew that Lin Fan must have laughed at her in his heart.

Staring at Hua Yu, she gritted her teeth and let out a laugh, then hugged Hua Yu's arm and lowered his head, bitterly said: "I confess to you, what are you doing all the time watching Lin Fan? Forget what I told you Did he tell the truth?"

Hua Yu showed a surprised expression, "You are so serious, I didn't realize it for a while..."

Ah Qing rolled her eyes in her heart, she smiled at Hua Yu, "Thank you for praising my acting skills, I am the actress who has been missing for many years."

Hua Yu looked at her awkwardly and didn't know what to say.When Lin Fan looked at him just now, he was really flustered.

Ah Qing let out an "hey", opened the door and went out bitterly.

"Are you happy?"

Lin Fan was heating milk when a person walked in from the kitchen door.

There was interest in Lin Fan's eyes, and after one glance at her, he turned away from staring at the microwave oven again.

"I know you're just betting that he cares more about your feelings. People like you are really selfish."

"You're mistaken, I didn't bet anything with you." Lin Fan said.

"Just because he likes you, you take it for granted that he has given you, and enjoy the pleasure of his world revolving around you alone. Don't you think it's shameful for you to be like this?"

Hearing what Ah Qing said, Lin Fan frowned.

"He likes me, what does it have to do with whether I like him or not?" Lin Fan looked down at her and asked, "What does it have to do with you?"

There was a sarcastic arc in the corner of his mouth, which made Ah Qing sullen, and her good temper was polished away by this man's indifferent personality. She no longer maintained self-cultivation, did not continue to "persuade", but satirized back!

"The routine is very deep, if it's close, it's ambiguous." Ah Qing sneered, "To use a metaphor, you have a loose button in your hand, give him some hope occasionally, and then wait for him to fall into the trap set by you step by step. You pull again, but it becomes a knot. Is this fair to him?"

Lin Fan didn't speak, but the indifference in his eyes showed his attitude towards Ah Qing's words—disdain.

"You don't like him at all. Even if you like him, it's not as much as he likes you. Why do you pester him? If you don't like him, let him go. You're delaying him like this!"

Lin Fan frowned and said, "He is willing."

Ah Qing was so angry that she laughed out loud, "Hmph, it's unreasonable, don't you even consider his feelings?"

Lin Fan replied indifferently: "You are not him, how do you know how he feels?"

"Of course I know!" Ah Qing immediately replied, her eyes widened and glared at Lin Fan in front of her, her eyes turned black for a moment, sweat dripped from the tip of her nose, which showed how excited she was.

Pointing at Lin Fan's nose, she cursed, "People like you like to step on other people's sincerity, isn't it good? Scumbags!"

At the end of the scolding, Ah Qing no longer knew who she was scolding, and the sneer of her ex-boyfriend when he dumped her flashed in her mind, and she felt her whole body trembling, being stared at by Lin Fan's cold eyes, she couldn't breathe at all Come.

Lin Fan quietly stood aside and looked at her, until he felt that Ah Qing's breathing was not so urgent, then he asked indifferently.

"Finished?"

"I can't finish talking," Ah Qing became hysterical in a blink of an eye, "Who the hell just wants to treat you well without asking for anything in return, you think you are the queen bee! You will be happy when you ruin other people's hearts, and wait until the day you lose Only then will you know that you are an idiot who doesn't know how to cherish!"

Lin Fan's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, he gave a "tsk", and impatiently stretched out his palm towards the woman, instinctively wanting to block her rambling mouth most directly!

Ah Qing was startled, took a step back, and shouted subconsciously: "What, you still want to hit me?"

"You guys are on good terms, so I won't do anything." Lin Fan put his hands into his pockets as he spoke.

Ah Qing's heart trembled, her lungs were about to explode, since she was a child, no one wanted to do anything to her, the person in front of him was so gentle and gentle, he didn't expect that he was a beast in clothes, and he actually wanted to do something to her?

"I'm going to introduce someone to Brother Huayu. If he's so good, he won't be able to find a good partner? Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Even if you are the drug he is addicted to, I will help him quit, so that he will not continue to be stupid." Silly giving everything for you, a white-eyed wolf." Ah Qing stomped her feet, gnashing her teeth in anger.

Lin Fan was silent, with his head slightly lowered, as if he was thinking about the most important decision in his life.However, within a few seconds he exhaled and chuckled in relief.

"You think too much, maybe he is the poison I can't quit."

"What did you say?" Ah Qing was so emotional that he couldn't concentrate on listening to Lin Fan's words for a while, and was even more stunned because of the man's sudden laugh.

"I said..." Lin Fan's mouth did not even have a trace of a smile, and his eyes were full of exhaustion, as if a person's enthusiasm was gradually exhausted and disappeared without a trace.

He slowly turned his back to Ah Qing, and said, "I understand what you mean, thank you for helping him out. It's just that I'm used to being selfish, and it's hard to throw away something that I use very easily."

Looking at the back of Lin Fan leaving, Ah Qing felt her stomach twitching and hurting, "I can't communicate, why did Brother Huayu find such a bastard who doesn't understand the style!"

At night, when the room was quiet, Lin Fan turned over on the bed to face Hua Yu who was sleeping on his side.

"Hello." Lin Fan called him softly.

After receiving no response, Lin Fan felt a little more relaxed.

"Cunning man."

So cunning that he fell into this man's gentle trap easily.He thought he could escape, but he had no chance at all, because he was entangled too tightly and deeply.

He didn't want to be gay, but he couldn't help being seduced into bed by this man.Originally suffering physically and mentally, but because of Ah Qing's words, he began to really feel that he was the abuser.

"It's my fault for letting my feelings wander on the edge of ambiguity." Lin Fan said as he hugged Hua Yu's waist, leaning his head on his shoulder, with his lips next to this man's ear.

"I like you."