Lynn doesn't speak

When I left the spiritual world, my eyes were still a little dazed as always.

Still holding the milk glass, Hank was still clearing the table, Little Lynn was still standing in front of them, Bucky was still looking down at the boy, it seemed that time stood still the moment he left, and only now slowly started to flow again .

He felt Charles' worried gaze on him.Lynn pursed his lips tightly, and the knuckles holding the glass turned white from the force, but he didn't say anything or move.

He cannot be so weak.

not the right time yet.

Taking a deep breath, he put the milk glass back on the table, and looked at the unconscious Bucky and his past self.

It was probably because he hadn't talked to anyone for a long time, and he couldn't speak for a while when he wanted to say something. Little Lin En raised his head and stared at the expressionless face for a long time.And when he was looking at Bucky, Bucky was also looking at him calmly. Although the little guy was not exactly the same as the Lynn he was familiar with, those eyes, big or small, were as bright as jewels. , all bewitched him in the same way, letting himself fall into it.

"..."

As soon as he let go of his hand, the teddy bear that was tightly hugged in his arms fell to the ground.The boy hesitated, bit his lip, and slowly reached out to the Winter Soldier. ?

Startled by his action, Bucky didn't know why, but subconsciously bent over in the direction where the little guy was standing.

Then, he felt that the hair hanging on his cheek was being pulled.

"... Lynn?"

I could feel Hank sniggering not far away.Bucky picked up the boy a little helplessly, let him sit on his lap, pursed the corners of his mouth, and didn't know whether he was calling the older one or the younger one.

"Don't count on me."

It's rare to see such a frightened expression on the face of her boyfriend, Lynn folded her arms and leaned back in the chair, shrugging: "He really likes you."

Just like me when I met you for the first time.

is it?

Lowering his head, looking at the little guy who was still pulling his hair in his arms and not letting go, Bucky's eyes softened imperceptibly for a moment: "Lyn?"

"……Bear."

He opened his mouth, and finally uttered his first syllable since coming to X Academy, but it was confusing.The boy tugged at the hair in his hand, his vocal cords were stiff from not being used for a long time, and his hoarseness made it almost impossible to hear what he was saying.Even if Bucky listened carefully, he could only make out a few simple words sporadically:

"... Ann's bear."

Ok?

There was a little confusion in his eyes, he supported little Lin En who was still about to put his arms around his neck, and turned his head to look: "Who is Ann?"

"Himself." Lin En curled his lips: "A hapless knight in a fairy tale with a teddy bear to save the princess... just role-playing, children like this."

Of course, sometimes adults like it too.

"So I'm your bear?" Bucky frowned slightly, looking at the puppet thrown on the ground by Little Lynn, Bucky seemed a little surprised.

Does he look like it?

"……of course not."

After a little silence, Lynn shook his head and replied in a low voice.

Even if it is a fairy tale, it does not necessarily have a happy ending.At the end of the story, the knight who overcame the thorns and thorns rescued the princess, and was scarred, but they did not stay together in the end.On the hillside reflected by the setting sun, the princess leaned over to say goodbye, and went to another prince's invitation.The knight watched the kingdom's convoy drift away, turned and left, and disappeared alone in the snowstorm in the forest.

Destiny probably has meaning.

From the very beginning, everything has been written down.

He thought bitterly, turned his face, and looked into Bucky's warm eyes.

"You are obviously my princess."

The princess that the knight can't catch, can't keep, and will eventually stay away in the setting sun.

# # #

After this morning's overtures, Little Lynn started clinging to Bucky as expected.

You have to eat together, and you have to go to class together. Originally, you just need someone to accompany you to prevent your ability from getting out of control, but now it has developed to require the company of the Winter Soldier.Although most of the time the two of them were together in a silent daze, and there might not be a single exchange of words in a day, to the boy, as long as this person was sitting next to him, then nothing else mattered.And Bucky didn't like to talk at all, and it was Lynn from the past who needed him. As long as he had such a reason, it was enough for him to do anything, let alone just be with him.

So, for the next few days, the entire X Academy could see two people, one big and one small, sitting on the grass with their faces paralyzed.Like two cats doing nothing, occupying the quietest corner of the manor, watching from a distance in unison, letting go, and basking in the sun.

The harmonious atmosphere and harmony of getting along make every passerby who passes by can't help showing a loving smile.

...except for certain people.

Lying on the soft sofa in the living room, the overhead lights are as pale as Charles's spiritual world.Lin En was holding a book that he hadn't turned over a page all morning, trying to squint his eyes, but found that he really couldn't read the densely packed words, so he had to give up and cover his face with a 'snap' .

There was a very thin breeze blowing by the ear, and the raised hair brushed against the ear, like a feather brushing by, slightly itchy.

"Is something wrong?"

Lynn knew who it was without looking up, Lynn said lazily.

"Come to play with you." The covered book was lifted, revealing Kuaiyin's face with a bright smile: "I saw you staying here alone, looking very lonely, so I ran downstairs .”

"...Then thank you very much."

Rolling his eyelids, Lynn seemed uncomfortable with the renewed overhead light, turned over and buried his face in the pillow, leaving enough room for Pietro to sit down.

Of course, one could hear the sluggishness in this man's tone, Kuaiyin reached out and patted his waist: "Are you okay?"

"of course."

I'd be better off if you guys didn't act like I've been dumped every day and come and see my jokes in the name of sympathy.

Silently complaining in his heart, Lynn rolled his eyes.It seemed to be the same when Hank passed by the sofa just now, watching him hesitate to speak, as if he was watching a child throwing a tantrum, it was unbearable.

He didn't have to stay with those two guys, and if he didn't talk to his boyfriend for two days, it didn't mean they broke up. What were these mutants thinking every day? !

"But that's not the case with your expression."

Still smiling, Pietro shrugged: "It's really like being dumped."

Feeling that the person he was patting stiffened suddenly, and then seemed to be discouraged, and buried his face deeper in the pillow.The silver-haired young man rolled his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Why don't you go talk to him." Kuaiyin said, "I went out to check just now, and your boyfriend doesn't seem to be very energetic."

Lynn paused: "...No."

There is nothing between them, what can they talk about.

"Okay then." The guy who wasn't honest at all.

Curling his lips, although he was brutally rejected, Pietro was not angry at all, but smiled more happily: "Since you don't want to talk to your boyfriend, how about going to talk to the professor?"

Ok?

"You mean Charles?" I didn't expect Quicksilver to say that suddenly.Lin En raised his head and asked in confusion, "What should I talk to him about?"

"You can talk about anything!"

For some reason, whenever Professor X was mentioned in front of him, he became inexplicably excited.Pietro couldn't help but moved closer, shaking Lynn's shoulders, his whole body was almost on top of him:

"Look, the professor is very gentle, right?"

"Yes." Lynn didn't know why.

"Then look again! The professor is also very beautiful!" Pietro continued.

"……Yes."

"That's all right! The professor has such a good temper, no matter what you say to him, he will listen carefully. You have nothing to do anyway, so why not cultivate a relationship with him! Maybe someday you will figure it out before changing it." What about a boyfriend!!"

Lynn: ...

It turns out that Peter, you haven't given up on your great career as a man, have you?

After being given a mouthful of Amway inexplicably, he is really a little bit better now.

Outside the window, the warm breeze in late spring passes through every crack, bringing a faint fragrance of flowers.At the same time, the light at the gate seemed to be covered by something, dimmed for a moment, and cast a long, long shadow on the marble floor.

"Peter."

He struggled to move the box into the gate, and accidentally bumped into the shiny metallic arm of the person next to him.Hank nodded apologetically, then looked at the two figures on the sofa who looked like they were wrestling together, and said in a helpless voice, "Did you do it on purpose? Why do you get caught every time you pry the corner of the wall?" ?”

"what?"

Startled by Hank's voice, Quicksilver paused the hand shaking Lynn's shoulder, raised his head suddenly, and met a pair of cold and sharp eyes like knives.

"……God."

Being stared at by Bucky who didn't know when he was standing at the door, Pietro's scalp tingled for a while.Following his gaze and looking up, Lynn froze, immediately took off the silver-haired young man's hand that was still on him, and continued to shrink back into the sofa, trying to reduce his sense of existence.

Although, it's obviously useless.

"I... I, I, I still left a little bit earlier, Lynn, come on!"

Feeling that he would be torn apart by the Winter Soldier if he stayed here any longer, Kuaiyin jumped up from the sofa, left such a very disrespectful sentence, and disappeared without a trace.

"There will always be a lot of people passing by here." Holding the cardboard box, Hank also sighed and walked up the stairs: "So, if we don't just talk, it is better to go back to the room."

Lynn: ...

After stimulating my boyfriend, he left me here to be fucked. Are you guys so special?Still human? ! !

Turning his head to look at Bucky's eyes, Lynn froze all over, turned around with the corners of his mouth twitching, smashed the jar, and lay back on the sofa to pretend to be dead.

"What about him?"

Hearing the sound of footsteps from far to near, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, and opened his mouth lightly.

"Fell asleep."

Know who Lynn is referring to by 'he'.Bucky walked to the sofa and pulled the man's hand from his face, but he didn't get angry, but leaned down and carefully observed every slight change in his expression: "That white-haired woman took him back Room."

"……Um."

Turning his head, not wanting him to see himself like this, Lin En responded in a low voice, and stopped talking.

However, this still cannot escape the gaze of the Winter Soldier.Soon discovering the tiredness and bewilderment hidden in those brown-green eyes, Bucky frowned slightly, and regardless of Lynn's willingness, he grabbed his collar and dragged him from the sofa.

"You've been avoiding me for the past two days."

He wanted to retreat, but found that he had already stuck to the back of the sofa, and there was no way to avoid it.Lin En looked up at the face of her boyfriend who was close at hand, and a strong feeling that could not be ignored spread, wrapping him in a cage called the Winter Soldier, and he could not escape, nor could he escape.

His knees were firmly stuck between his legs, and his hands were wrapped around the back of his head, completely blocking any possible dodge.Bucky lowered his head and breathed lightly on the tip of Lynn's cold nose, as if he wanted to see the secret in his heart that he didn't want to say through those bright eyes.

"why?"

Except for necessary conversations, I didn't say a single word to him in two days.He fell asleep before he came back at night, and when he woke up in the morning, his surroundings were already cold and had lost their body temperature, and there was no active physical contact anymore.At the same time, this person's mind-wandering became more and more obvious. He sat in the same place all day in a daze, as if he wanted to see another world he didn't know through the empty air in front of him.

Bucky had seen Lynn like this.In the last days when he stayed in Hydra, he seemed to be carrying an invisible burden, and he was in a trance all day long, and finally threw the postcard with the breakup in front of his door.And now, he could clearly feel that Lin En had something on his mind, but he never thought of telling him, he just stayed in a place where he thought no one would see him, thinking about something that would annoy him.

"Tell me, Lynn."

Insert right hand.into his hair, forcing him to lift his head up.Bucky spoke in a low voice. Although his tone was as cold as ever, Lynn could fully hear the harbinger of a storm coming.

He was really angry.

After the brain realized this fact, Lynn couldn't help but smile bitterly.He didn't want to do this at first, and didn't want Bucky to fall into this kind of anxiety and confusion again because of himself, but there was really no way.After Charles made such a conclusion, even if his final choice was already doomed, too strong unwillingness and despair were constantly eroding his heart, preventing him from persuading himself to calm down so quickly.

What's more, when he was weakest and most in need, he still couldn't give enough reasons to let Bucky be by his side.

...It's too ugly, Lynn.

Biting his lips tightly, he lowered his eyes, feeling the taste of rust spreading from his lips and teeth, he had to do his best not to let the sparkle in his eyes come up.

However, in the next second, plug in.The hand in the hair suddenly exerted force, causing him to completely raise his head, and his neck was almost bent at a right angle.Immediately, the light in front of his eyes was covered by shadows, and the sharp teeth biting his lips were pried open by the tip of another person's tongue and invaded.He gnawed it hard, not only licking away all the blood, but also completely deprived him of every breath he took with restrained anger.

"Lynn."

We lingered for a long time, until his eyes gradually became dizzy due to lack of oxygen, Bucky finally stopped the seemingly endless plundering, looked at him panting violently with his head tilted, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't force me."

The warm breath passed by the ear quietly, bringing a trembling touch.Feeling that the Winter Soldier kissed the side of his face like a warning, as if he must give an answer, Lynn could only gradually calm down the violent ups and downs of his chest, stretched out his hand, and wrapped his arms around the man's strong waist.

"I'm just... just a little scared." Burying his face into Bucky's collar, he took a deep breath: "Will you leave me?"

"will not."

Pressing the back of his head and pulling him completely into his arms, Bucky could feel the uneasiness clinging like a shadow in his heart.However, he had already proved this to Lynn countless times with words or actions, and he had never expressed doubts about it, but now, due to some unknown reason, it suddenly broke out, which made him really A little confused.

Tighten his arms tightly, as if trying to embed Lynn into his body.Bucky looked at the hair spinning on the head of the man in his arms, lowered his eyes thoughtfully, and remembered the conversation he had heard when he was standing at the door not long ago.

"You don't want me to accompany him?"

Pietro's evaluation of "like being dumped" came to mind, and after careful recall, he found that he had indeed stayed by little Lynn's side for a long time, and every time Lynn would leave silently, Bucky frowned involuntarily: "I didn't stay by your side, so I'm not happy?"

"...That's right."

Although not the main thing, it did make him feel unhappy.It was absolutely impossible for him to say the deeper reason now, so Lynn hesitated for a while, but chose to nod.

"Why?" Bucky's eyes were even more puzzled: "Isn't he also you?"

"……Yes."

Smiling bitterly, Lynn grabbed her boyfriend's clothes tightly and buried her face deeper: "Although I say that, I know it's weird, but these feelings are beyond my control."

Thinking of Little Lynn following her boyfriend step by step, being able to get his hugs, touches, and even kisses.Even if they intellectually know that they are their past selves and they are the same person, they still feel emotionally that what originally belonged to them has been shared by others.

It's a really bad feeling.

In particular, that is the last thing I want to lose.

What if the Winter Soldier who forgot everything was like this, and before he had time to get it back, he had abandoned him and stayed with someone else?

Unable to stop such dark thoughts, Lynn could only keep himself as far away as possible, so that he could slightly restrain the surging pain in his heart, and prevent himself from falling into inextricable despair before everything came.

"I do not want to leave you."

He raised his head slowly, with a hoarse voice, struggling to tear away the deepest fear in his heart: "I don't want you to leave either."

Lynn Morris can face any possible ending alone.But only this, he was terrified to death, he dared not gamble.

"I said, I won't." Interjected.The hand in the hair was gently waving, as if comforting, Bucky leaned over and kissed him on the forehead: "You are not allowed."

Probably because such words are still too pale, and the shadow in Lin En's heart has not dissipated.He pursed his lips again, and moved his right hand to the man's cheek, his eyes focused and sincere.

"If you don't like it, I won't do it again."

As if trying to comfort a restless milk cat, Bucky's eyes flashed a trace of tenderness that no one noticed: "We can go too."

Get out of here, go where no one can find us, just you and me, even if we wander together.No Hydra, MI6 or whatever else, nothing will keep me away from you.

It seemed that some scorching liquid dripped on his neck and slid all the way down, scalding an indelible scar on the bottom of his heart.

The Winter Soldier's embrace seemed to be suffocating.The blood was frozen, carrying ice slag all the way upstream, but it was still not as good as the throbbing pain in his chest.He was cold all over, but the tears shed were so hot that it was frightening, like a child who couldn't stop sobbing, and in this world, only Bucky could make him do this time and time again.

Obviously he was the one who took that step first, but in the end, it turned out that the Winter Soldier was more determined than him.

Lynn thought silently.

How can I be afraid if I am not even afraid of him?

The hand holding Bucky's clothes slowly loosened, groping to cover his cheek.Lin En exerted a little force, raised his head, and actively bit the man's unusually soft lips.

It was a very strange feeling.

Feeling his haphazard nibbling like venting, although it is fierce, it is also inexplicably pitiful.Bucky didn't refuse, nor turned against the customer, but quietly tightened his arms, opened his lips slightly, felt the tip of his tongue being scratched by sharp teeth, and was willing to indulge.

"Feel sorry."

In between the deep kisses, Lynn looked at her boyfriend with a little apology for his red and swollen lips, and said hoarsely, "I shouldn't only think about myself."

"It's ok."

Looking at those eyes that were as bright as jewels, the light reflected a faint golden color on the edge.Bucky stretched out his hand and stroked his smooth short hair, lowering his voice:

"Now, continue?"

……it is good.

Urgently needing the familiar body temperature to make him make up his mind, Lin En didn't hesitate, and was just about to nod when he suddenly felt a breeze blowing across his cheeks.At the same time, the Winter Soldier straightened up abruptly, pulled out his knife from nowhere and placed it in front of him, looking up vigilantly at somewhere.

"Uh, I really didn't mean to interrupt."

Deliberately standing at the stairway where Lynn and Bucky couldn't reach, Kuaiyin, who went back and forth, scratched his head in embarrassment, his eyes flicked around, but he didn't look at the two people who were still stacked together:

"But the professor has something to ask you, so..."

"What does he want us to do?"

Withdrawing the knife from her boyfriend's hand and gesturing him to get up, Lynn turned to look at Pietro.But before he could reply, at the other end of the living room, in the corridor leading to the principal's office, there was the familiar sound of a wheelchair moving.

"I know your ability is very suitable for gathering intelligence."

The expression reappeared the exhaustion that Lynn had just met him at that time.Charles seemed to have just gotten off the brainwave enhancement machine, with one hand on his forehead, his eyes were complicated.

"I've done everything I can, but there's still something I can't do. So I'm just asking you, Lynn."

He spoke in a low voice, imperceptibly tinged with pleading in his tone: "I want you to help me find someone."

Quickly covering her boyfriend's mouth, which seemed to be dissatisfied, Lin En raised his eyebrows in doubt:

"Who are you looking for?"

"My old friend, Magneto."

The author has something to say: make up two small theaters XD——

1.

Wishbone: Not to mention anything else, is it really good to eat your own vinegar?

Lynn: I'd love to, why do you care?

Baji: Yes, he is willing, so why do you care.

Wishbone: ... Winter Soldier, you will be punished by this world. I will tell you.

(Baji in the past: Who called me?)

2.

CHARLES: Do you feel any difference with the two Lynns?

Baji: There is no difference.

Charles: Be sure to say one.

Baji: ...the little one is very cute, I want to protect him.

Charles: What about the big one?

Baji (Looking at Lynn who is chatting and laughing with Kuaiyin): I want to fuck:-)

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In the past two days, I can’t extricate myself from the beauty of stuffed bags, and I almost forgot the code word qwq

I guess I'm going to enter the little black room.