Lynn doesn't speak
Chapter 43
Just as Bucky knew Lynn would never say no to him for anything, Lynn knew he would never blame himself for anything.
He is willing to tolerate everything about him, good or bad, even to the point of being unprincipled, and has been like this for a long time.But even knowing so clearly, after hearing what Bucky said, those uneasiness and burdens in his heart were really unloaded, and disappeared in the kiss like floating water.
Don't feel guilty about me.
In the rare tenderness of that person, Lynn seemed to be able to hear him say that.
Even if everyone is against it.
Even if you lose confidence.
Even if you forget it again in the end.
I don't want to leave you either.
……it is good.
Probably bewitched by such a Winter Soldier, the bottom of my heart seemed to be swept by countless feathers, itching and itching.If Hank hadn't come up to call for someone at the end, Lynn felt that he might have to get hotheaded and ignore everything, and then roll back to bed with his boyfriend and fight for [-] rounds.
Hearing the sound of pushing the door, he motioned for Bucky to let go of the hand holding his head, and looked up.
"Uh...I didn't come at the right time."
Obviously very self-aware.Seeing the two hugging each other in the room, even their clothes were half torn, how could Hank not know what was going on.But there is no way, the professor is still waiting downstairs, even if the Winter Soldier's sharp eyes like knives are about to pierce him, he can only bite the bullet and interrupt.
"Charles told me to call you down."
Turning his face away, the corner of Hank's mouth twitched: "So, you see, should you bear it for a while?"
……cough.
Is this kind of thing tolerable?
Rolling his eyes towards the ceiling, Lynn didn't know what to say, so he patted his boyfriend's arm around his waist, signaling him to let go of himself.But Bucky didn't pay any attention to him, instead he tried harder, his eyes without warmth fell on Hank, like an extremely dangerous beast.
"Get out." He said coldly.
"...Ah, he means, give us another 10 minutes."
Seeing that Hank was shocked by Bucky's murderous intent, he froze in place and was about to cry.Lin En sighed helplessly, ignoring her boyfriend's instant displeasure and tightened her waist, and waved towards the door: "We'll go back right away."
"Then I'll wait for you downstairs."
Heaving a sigh of relief, Hank turned around without hesitation, left, and closed the door in one go, as if something terrible was chasing after him, and he wanted to turn into a beast and run away.
...Ah, this world is too unfriendly to single dogs.
After making sure that he had run far enough and could no longer hear any movement in the room, he pushed his glasses, thinking so hopelessly.
But is 10 minutes really enough?
Should he inform the professor to prepare for never seeing those two people again today?
While Hank was standing downstairs struggling, in the re-locked room, Lynn was struggling with her tantrum boyfriend.
"Come on, I talked to them for 10 minutes."
He wanted to grab the Winter Soldier's hand from his waist, but his strength was no match for him anyway, so he could only try to reason with him in a polite voice: "Charles must have something to do with us, otherwise he wouldn't have let Hank come up to call us."
"Then let him wait." Bucky pursed his lips, and Bucky narrowed his eyes slightly.
"But maybe there is something urgent, we can't leave people aside like this..."
"I do not care."
"So you must be like this? Can't you be obedient once?"
"No."
"you--"
"To shut up."
An angry kiss fell on his lips, blocking all the unfinished words, and Lynn was completely choked like this.
Got into trouble with my boyfriend for a while.He wanted to hide back, but Bucky chased forward, until the two of them leaned back against the window sill, and finally there was no way to escape, the man stopped the seemingly endless plunder, licked his lips, and watched him being illuminated by the sun Incomparably bright eyes.
"You owe me once."
I could feel Lynn's reluctance. Although he said it absolutely, he couldn't embarrass him after all.Finally, after kissing the corner of Lynn's eyes, Bucky let go of his hand, but still didn't get up, but just stared at him condescendingly, obviously threatening until he agreed: "Return to me and double it."
"..."
You have changed, Winter Soldier, you were obviously not like this before.
Lynn felt a burst of despair.But what else can he do, if he dares not to nod, Bucky dares to make him really a missing person—the kind who can't crawl out of the room even tomorrow.
"...Okay, I'll listen to you."
Although this only extended his death for a short while.
Sadly and Bucky signed the death penalty clause, Lynn watched her boyfriend nodding in satisfaction, and simply got up and went to the bedside to change clothes, always feeling that he seemed to be tricked by someone.
And this feeling lasted until they walked into the restaurant and saw Charles sitting at the table smiling, and finally got confirmation.
"I'll make room for you at that time."
Putting down the knife and fork slowly, the young Professor X paused, and said pointingly: "A place where no one will disturb no matter how long."
Lynn: ...
I knew it! !I knew you definitely asked Hank to call the door on purpose! ! !
Thinking of the concept of the Winter Soldier's "double" made his head ache with anger, Lynn's entire face twisted together, and the knives and forks in the restaurant that had just been beaten by little Lynn began to move again.However, before he really ran away, Bucky, who was unconscious beside him, stretched out his hand, slapped him on the chair, dragged the breakfast handed by Hank, and placed it in front of him.
"Have a meal."
Rubbing Lynn's soft hair, as if he was stroking a kitten that didn't grow up, Bucky spoke seriously.
The noisy voice in the restaurant returned to silence.
Seeing that Lynn's expression suddenly returned to normal, he obediently picked up the cup to drink milk.Charles pressed his fist to his lips, coughed lightly, and smiled very lovingly.
And after taking off the combat uniform that comes standard with Hydra, Little Lynn's attitude towards Bucky also returned to normal.Probably because he once had a glimpse of the Winter Soldier's information in his father's hand, and vaguely remembered this face. After the two of them stepped through the door, his eyes stayed on Bucky, as if he was observing something.
Glancing at the boy, Lynn didn't speak.And if he didn't say anything, Bucky would naturally not open his mouth. He just sat quietly in his seat, separated from Little Lynn by a whole long table.
But this doesn't stop the boy from exploring in his eyes.
He reached out and tugged on the sleeve of Charles beside him, and got an encouraging smile.Little Lynn hugged the teddy bear tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to get closer but didn't dare to leave the professor's side. He could only swing his legs agitatedly, and even accidentally kicked the leg of the table, making a muffled bang.
Lynn still didn't look up.
And Bucky took a big look, seeing that he didn't mean to respond, so he pursed the corners of his mouth, and reached out to reach for the milk that he put a little far away.
However, before he touched it, the glass moved in his direction as if he had grown legs.
Can't help being taken aback, Bucky looked up, and happened to meet the boy's clean and pure brown-green eyes.
"He's flirting with you."
Sensing the bewildered gaze of her boyfriend beside her, Lynn hummed softly, and finally turned her attention away from the breakfast, and looked at the nervous little guy opposite.
"Don't be so timid." He frowned slightly: "If you want to do anything, just come here by yourself, and you can't do anything if you always rely on Charles."
"..."
With his eyes wide open, the boy's hand holding the teddy bear tightened a little more, but he still hesitated.
"You're too hard on yourself, Lynn."
Naturally, he could hear the complexity in his words.Probably because no one wants to see their weakest past, nor do they want to be reminded of those bloody wounds at any time.Charles sighed softly: "It's not wrong to rely on others at this time."
"But he can't rely on others for a lifetime."
Pressing on Bucky's shoulder, Lynn signaled his boyfriend not to move. Lynn looked at himself at the other end of the long table, and said firmly, "He's here, come here if you like."
"..."
It was obvious from the boy's eyes that he was fighting fiercely in his heart, but yearning prevailed in the end.Jumping up from the chair with his little bear in his arms, Little Lynn walked towards them slowly, cautiously and tentatively, and finally stopped in front of Bucky who had been looking at him.
He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.
But at this moment, when everyone's attention was focused on the boy, Lin En suddenly felt a familiar force pulling his consciousness.Immediately, everything around him became blurred, as if surrounded by a water curtain, which separated him from the real world and brought him into a warm space.
Sofas, chandeliers, some harsh lights.
And, the young professor who stood by the sofa with arms folded and looked down at him.
It is the spiritual world of Charles again.
"...Hey, I know what you're thinking."
Signal Lynn to sit up and make room for himself.Charles pouted, put his arms on the backrest behind him, and rolled his eyes towards the ceiling:
"If I don't pull you in, will your boyfriend let us have a private conversation?"
"Yes." Lynn nodded, answering with absolute certainty.But soon, he was defeated by Charles' meaningful eyes, the corner of his mouth twitched, and his expression suddenly collapsed: "Of course, he may still stand at the door and listen openly."
"So, this is the best way."
Shrugging, Charles turned his head to look at the person close to him: "I can't bear your boyfriend's fist."
"...Don't make trouble, how could he touch you? It's enough that you don't send him into the Pacific Ocean."
Don't think this joke is funny, Lynn waved his hand without energy.Immediately, as if he had thought of something, he pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, and a deep thought flashed in his eyes.
And Charles didn't answer, he knew Lynn would definitely have something to ask.So, she just sat beside him quietly, waiting for him to speak, without disturbing.
The sudden silence did not last long.
"so……"
He raised his head and looked into Charles's blue sea-like eyes.Lynn took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, his face gradually became serious: "Do you have a solution for that thing in his mind?"
"Yes." Charles nodded: "But, you need to think it through."
"What do you need me to think about?"
Not understanding why the professor said that, Lynn raised his eyebrows in doubt.
Looking at his somewhat nervous face, Charles sighed slightly.Although he didn't want to make such a cruel choice, there were always some things, like a joke made by fate, even if he tried his best, he couldn't change the final result.
"Human memory is like a painting on white paper. The more it is drawn, the clearer it will be. Even if it is wiped off, it will leave traces on the paper."
Lowering his eyes, the young Professor X whispered:
"He has been brainwashed more than once. Those instilled instructions are too complex, tightly entangled with his memory, and it is difficult to completely erase them. And as long as there is a little bit of these instructions left, he may be controlled again. Once again, it becomes a weapon without self-awareness."
"unless……"
"Unless what?"
Lynn's voice was a little unsteady.Because, he had already guessed a possibility, a possibility... a possibility that made his whole heart curl up in pain.
"Unless all his memories of Hydra, along with those brainwashing instructions, are deleted. That's why I asked you to think clearly—"
There seemed to be a flash of pity in his eyes.Charles looked at him, biting every word clearly:
"All the memories I'm talking about, including what is included, you also understand."
"..."
Of course he does.
How could he not understand.
Under the harsh light, Lynn Morris slowly closed his eyes, his expression becoming indescribably tired.
He should have known.
In this world, there has never been a perfect fairy tale.
And he obviously already had this kind of awareness. If Bucky wants to get rid of Hydra's brainwashing, he must strip everything that the title Winter Soldier represents from him.
Including those bloody past, those frozen loneliness, those involuntary tasks, and...
"I."
Even if it was heart-piercing pain.
The author has something to say: Since the dog food is full, let’s not feed it qwq
There are still private settings, don’t take the exam ~ remember to give it XD
PS I remember adding updates, I will find time!Manual comparison! !
------------
Boots boots two big babies!
He is willing to tolerate everything about him, good or bad, even to the point of being unprincipled, and has been like this for a long time.But even knowing so clearly, after hearing what Bucky said, those uneasiness and burdens in his heart were really unloaded, and disappeared in the kiss like floating water.
Don't feel guilty about me.
In the rare tenderness of that person, Lynn seemed to be able to hear him say that.
Even if everyone is against it.
Even if you lose confidence.
Even if you forget it again in the end.
I don't want to leave you either.
……it is good.
Probably bewitched by such a Winter Soldier, the bottom of my heart seemed to be swept by countless feathers, itching and itching.If Hank hadn't come up to call for someone at the end, Lynn felt that he might have to get hotheaded and ignore everything, and then roll back to bed with his boyfriend and fight for [-] rounds.
Hearing the sound of pushing the door, he motioned for Bucky to let go of the hand holding his head, and looked up.
"Uh...I didn't come at the right time."
Obviously very self-aware.Seeing the two hugging each other in the room, even their clothes were half torn, how could Hank not know what was going on.But there is no way, the professor is still waiting downstairs, even if the Winter Soldier's sharp eyes like knives are about to pierce him, he can only bite the bullet and interrupt.
"Charles told me to call you down."
Turning his face away, the corner of Hank's mouth twitched: "So, you see, should you bear it for a while?"
……cough.
Is this kind of thing tolerable?
Rolling his eyes towards the ceiling, Lynn didn't know what to say, so he patted his boyfriend's arm around his waist, signaling him to let go of himself.But Bucky didn't pay any attention to him, instead he tried harder, his eyes without warmth fell on Hank, like an extremely dangerous beast.
"Get out." He said coldly.
"...Ah, he means, give us another 10 minutes."
Seeing that Hank was shocked by Bucky's murderous intent, he froze in place and was about to cry.Lin En sighed helplessly, ignoring her boyfriend's instant displeasure and tightened her waist, and waved towards the door: "We'll go back right away."
"Then I'll wait for you downstairs."
Heaving a sigh of relief, Hank turned around without hesitation, left, and closed the door in one go, as if something terrible was chasing after him, and he wanted to turn into a beast and run away.
...Ah, this world is too unfriendly to single dogs.
After making sure that he had run far enough and could no longer hear any movement in the room, he pushed his glasses, thinking so hopelessly.
But is 10 minutes really enough?
Should he inform the professor to prepare for never seeing those two people again today?
While Hank was standing downstairs struggling, in the re-locked room, Lynn was struggling with her tantrum boyfriend.
"Come on, I talked to them for 10 minutes."
He wanted to grab the Winter Soldier's hand from his waist, but his strength was no match for him anyway, so he could only try to reason with him in a polite voice: "Charles must have something to do with us, otherwise he wouldn't have let Hank come up to call us."
"Then let him wait." Bucky pursed his lips, and Bucky narrowed his eyes slightly.
"But maybe there is something urgent, we can't leave people aside like this..."
"I do not care."
"So you must be like this? Can't you be obedient once?"
"No."
"you--"
"To shut up."
An angry kiss fell on his lips, blocking all the unfinished words, and Lynn was completely choked like this.
Got into trouble with my boyfriend for a while.He wanted to hide back, but Bucky chased forward, until the two of them leaned back against the window sill, and finally there was no way to escape, the man stopped the seemingly endless plunder, licked his lips, and watched him being illuminated by the sun Incomparably bright eyes.
"You owe me once."
I could feel Lynn's reluctance. Although he said it absolutely, he couldn't embarrass him after all.Finally, after kissing the corner of Lynn's eyes, Bucky let go of his hand, but still didn't get up, but just stared at him condescendingly, obviously threatening until he agreed: "Return to me and double it."
"..."
You have changed, Winter Soldier, you were obviously not like this before.
Lynn felt a burst of despair.But what else can he do, if he dares not to nod, Bucky dares to make him really a missing person—the kind who can't crawl out of the room even tomorrow.
"...Okay, I'll listen to you."
Although this only extended his death for a short while.
Sadly and Bucky signed the death penalty clause, Lynn watched her boyfriend nodding in satisfaction, and simply got up and went to the bedside to change clothes, always feeling that he seemed to be tricked by someone.
And this feeling lasted until they walked into the restaurant and saw Charles sitting at the table smiling, and finally got confirmation.
"I'll make room for you at that time."
Putting down the knife and fork slowly, the young Professor X paused, and said pointingly: "A place where no one will disturb no matter how long."
Lynn: ...
I knew it! !I knew you definitely asked Hank to call the door on purpose! ! !
Thinking of the concept of the Winter Soldier's "double" made his head ache with anger, Lynn's entire face twisted together, and the knives and forks in the restaurant that had just been beaten by little Lynn began to move again.However, before he really ran away, Bucky, who was unconscious beside him, stretched out his hand, slapped him on the chair, dragged the breakfast handed by Hank, and placed it in front of him.
"Have a meal."
Rubbing Lynn's soft hair, as if he was stroking a kitten that didn't grow up, Bucky spoke seriously.
The noisy voice in the restaurant returned to silence.
Seeing that Lynn's expression suddenly returned to normal, he obediently picked up the cup to drink milk.Charles pressed his fist to his lips, coughed lightly, and smiled very lovingly.
And after taking off the combat uniform that comes standard with Hydra, Little Lynn's attitude towards Bucky also returned to normal.Probably because he once had a glimpse of the Winter Soldier's information in his father's hand, and vaguely remembered this face. After the two of them stepped through the door, his eyes stayed on Bucky, as if he was observing something.
Glancing at the boy, Lynn didn't speak.And if he didn't say anything, Bucky would naturally not open his mouth. He just sat quietly in his seat, separated from Little Lynn by a whole long table.
But this doesn't stop the boy from exploring in his eyes.
He reached out and tugged on the sleeve of Charles beside him, and got an encouraging smile.Little Lynn hugged the teddy bear tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to get closer but didn't dare to leave the professor's side. He could only swing his legs agitatedly, and even accidentally kicked the leg of the table, making a muffled bang.
Lynn still didn't look up.
And Bucky took a big look, seeing that he didn't mean to respond, so he pursed the corners of his mouth, and reached out to reach for the milk that he put a little far away.
However, before he touched it, the glass moved in his direction as if he had grown legs.
Can't help being taken aback, Bucky looked up, and happened to meet the boy's clean and pure brown-green eyes.
"He's flirting with you."
Sensing the bewildered gaze of her boyfriend beside her, Lynn hummed softly, and finally turned her attention away from the breakfast, and looked at the nervous little guy opposite.
"Don't be so timid." He frowned slightly: "If you want to do anything, just come here by yourself, and you can't do anything if you always rely on Charles."
"..."
With his eyes wide open, the boy's hand holding the teddy bear tightened a little more, but he still hesitated.
"You're too hard on yourself, Lynn."
Naturally, he could hear the complexity in his words.Probably because no one wants to see their weakest past, nor do they want to be reminded of those bloody wounds at any time.Charles sighed softly: "It's not wrong to rely on others at this time."
"But he can't rely on others for a lifetime."
Pressing on Bucky's shoulder, Lynn signaled his boyfriend not to move. Lynn looked at himself at the other end of the long table, and said firmly, "He's here, come here if you like."
"..."
It was obvious from the boy's eyes that he was fighting fiercely in his heart, but yearning prevailed in the end.Jumping up from the chair with his little bear in his arms, Little Lynn walked towards them slowly, cautiously and tentatively, and finally stopped in front of Bucky who had been looking at him.
He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.
But at this moment, when everyone's attention was focused on the boy, Lin En suddenly felt a familiar force pulling his consciousness.Immediately, everything around him became blurred, as if surrounded by a water curtain, which separated him from the real world and brought him into a warm space.
Sofas, chandeliers, some harsh lights.
And, the young professor who stood by the sofa with arms folded and looked down at him.
It is the spiritual world of Charles again.
"...Hey, I know what you're thinking."
Signal Lynn to sit up and make room for himself.Charles pouted, put his arms on the backrest behind him, and rolled his eyes towards the ceiling:
"If I don't pull you in, will your boyfriend let us have a private conversation?"
"Yes." Lynn nodded, answering with absolute certainty.But soon, he was defeated by Charles' meaningful eyes, the corner of his mouth twitched, and his expression suddenly collapsed: "Of course, he may still stand at the door and listen openly."
"So, this is the best way."
Shrugging, Charles turned his head to look at the person close to him: "I can't bear your boyfriend's fist."
"...Don't make trouble, how could he touch you? It's enough that you don't send him into the Pacific Ocean."
Don't think this joke is funny, Lynn waved his hand without energy.Immediately, as if he had thought of something, he pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, and a deep thought flashed in his eyes.
And Charles didn't answer, he knew Lynn would definitely have something to ask.So, she just sat beside him quietly, waiting for him to speak, without disturbing.
The sudden silence did not last long.
"so……"
He raised his head and looked into Charles's blue sea-like eyes.Lynn took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, his face gradually became serious: "Do you have a solution for that thing in his mind?"
"Yes." Charles nodded: "But, you need to think it through."
"What do you need me to think about?"
Not understanding why the professor said that, Lynn raised his eyebrows in doubt.
Looking at his somewhat nervous face, Charles sighed slightly.Although he didn't want to make such a cruel choice, there were always some things, like a joke made by fate, even if he tried his best, he couldn't change the final result.
"Human memory is like a painting on white paper. The more it is drawn, the clearer it will be. Even if it is wiped off, it will leave traces on the paper."
Lowering his eyes, the young Professor X whispered:
"He has been brainwashed more than once. Those instilled instructions are too complex, tightly entangled with his memory, and it is difficult to completely erase them. And as long as there is a little bit of these instructions left, he may be controlled again. Once again, it becomes a weapon without self-awareness."
"unless……"
"Unless what?"
Lynn's voice was a little unsteady.Because, he had already guessed a possibility, a possibility... a possibility that made his whole heart curl up in pain.
"Unless all his memories of Hydra, along with those brainwashing instructions, are deleted. That's why I asked you to think clearly—"
There seemed to be a flash of pity in his eyes.Charles looked at him, biting every word clearly:
"All the memories I'm talking about, including what is included, you also understand."
"..."
Of course he does.
How could he not understand.
Under the harsh light, Lynn Morris slowly closed his eyes, his expression becoming indescribably tired.
He should have known.
In this world, there has never been a perfect fairy tale.
And he obviously already had this kind of awareness. If Bucky wants to get rid of Hydra's brainwashing, he must strip everything that the title Winter Soldier represents from him.
Including those bloody past, those frozen loneliness, those involuntary tasks, and...
"I."
Even if it was heart-piercing pain.
The author has something to say: Since the dog food is full, let’s not feed it qwq
There are still private settings, don’t take the exam ~ remember to give it XD
PS I remember adding updates, I will find time!Manual comparison! !
------------
Boots boots two big babies!
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