The system knelt down and begged me to let it go [unlimited]

Hunger, thirst, exhaustion...Chang Yuesheng didn't know how long she had been in this state, there was no concept of time here, she could only count time occasionally.

In a dark and silent environment, time will be infinitely stretched by yourself, but it is conservatively estimated that more than ten days have passed since she entered this strange space.

In ten days, they went through a lot of things. Chang Yuesheng and Lin Yu were exhausted from the quarrel. Although they tried their best to restrain themselves, two women who disliked each other were in the same room. Chang Yuesheng felt that she was not that good. The mentality can completely ignore her.

And... there is nothing here, not even a quarrel.

"Who is it? Lao Fei, you can quarrel with her. I can't quarrel anymore." Chang Yuesheng squinted her eyes wearily, she was not sleepy, just tired.With no water or food, no light or entertainment, the only things to pass the time were sleep and bickering.But she had already had a headache from sleeping, and her voice was hoarse from the noise, and she couldn't sleep or make noise.

After such a long time, no matter how slow you are, you can find something is wrong.

Chang Yuesheng wasn't suspicious, she was sure and certain that this was not the real world.

How can it be that in reality, if you don't drink water or eat for ten days, you are just too tired to walk? !

A burning sensation rose up in his stomach, and Lin Yu held his stomach, almost crying.

"Pirian..." she murmured, "Baby, my baby..."

Lin Yu felt that he should be dying soon.She was weak, so weak that she was already playing those events in her mind.She remembered how she had just fallen in love with Fei Chengfeng, how she had made up her mind to raise the child in her stomach to grow up, and how hard she had been during pregnancy, tortured by pregnancy reactions, and accused by others Pointing, stimulated by Chang Yuesheng's eyes, finally... she reluctantly gave up her child.

I want revenge.Lin Yu said this to himself.

She couldn't live any longer, life was too bitter, too bitter!All her life, she grew up soaking in bitter water!Why is it so difficult!Why is it so difficult!The more she thought about it, the more painful she became.

In the end, Lin Yu found a way to relieve it—revenge!

She pushed all the faults on Chang Yuesheng and all the hatred on Chang Yuesheng.

She wants to live, she must live!In order to see Chang Yuesheng in pain and embarrassment, no matter how hard it is, she must live on!

For this reason, Lin Yu spent 18 years raising a son for the woman she hated the most!

During the days tortured by hunger and fear, she tried to hate Chang Yuesheng a little more, tried to hate her a little more, so that she would have the motivation to live hard, so that she could continue to support herself.

But people have limits.

Chang Yuesheng is crazy.She can keep calm, but she can't!She can't!

I'm dying.But at least, at least one more time to hear my baby call me "Mommy" before I die.

"Baby...baby..." Lin Yu cried and stretched out his hand to Fei Rui'an.

"Go away! Old woman, what do you want to do?!" Fei Rui'an didn't have any affection for Lin Yu at all, and he didn't take advantage of this space to beat her to death, which was already the result of being obedient.

In this world with only darkness, there are only four of them.Loneliness, despair, fear...the greatest enemy comes from one's own weakness and wild thinking.

In such a situation where emotions are prone to collapse, even if you are reluctant, you must support each other and go on.

This is what Chang Yuesheng said.Fei Ruian is still here, she must find a way to send her An An out of here safely, even if everyone is dead, she is dead, and An An must live.

Chang Yuesheng is definitely the most powerful of the four.Fei Chengfeng is afraid of her, loves and hates her, and his feelings are very complicated.But no matter how complicated the relationship is, there is one thing Fei Chengfeng has never doubted from the beginning to the end-Chang Yuesheng is very reliable.As long as it doesn't involve something that drives her crazy, she is always reliable and gives a sense of security.

So even though it was convenient to attack Chang Yuesheng here, Fei Chengfeng chose to obey her obediently.

Needless to say, Fei Rui'an, although he acted willfully, he knew that he was the most important existence in Chang Yuesheng's heart, no matter what, Chang Yuesheng would not let anything happen to him.Therefore, even though he was dissatisfied with Lin Yu, he chose to be obedient.

But still annoying!I hate things like Lin Yu, and I can't change it for a while!

Therefore, Ferian has been avoiding her these days.He was afraid that if he lost his temper accidentally, he would strangle Lin Yu to death!

Although Chang Yuesheng hated Lin Yu, they were currently facing a severe test of survival, how to get out was the most important thing to think hard about, and it didn't matter who was right and who was wrong in private matters.

Chang Yuesheng's relationship with Lin Yu is not so stiff at the moment. Fei Yuan, who is the most eye-catching, rarely appears in front of her eyes, and has no sense of presence. Although Lin Yu is bouncing around, he can't take anything away from her. .Although Fei Rui'an was suspected of having an accident, she had to endure it even if it was disgusting for her An'an to leave this ghostly place smoothly and safely!

But Lin Yu obviously didn't think so.During the few days in this ghostly place, Lin Yu thought a lot. Her spirit was already on the verge of collapse before entering this world, and with the stimulation of darkness and silence——

"Baby, I'm going to die, so I have something to tell you!" Lin Yu was very haggard, her eye sockets were deeply sunken, and her eyes protruded like goldfish, and there was no light in her pupils. The lips were dry and cracked, the dark red blood was frozen in the corners of the mouth and the cracks of the lips, and the hair was messy. It didn't look like he hadn't taken care of himself for ten days, but he looked like a dead body that had been frozen in the freezer for ten days.

"Go away!" Fei Rui'an was protected by Chang Yuesheng. Although he hadn't eaten for ten days, Chang Yuesheng let him conserve his energy and kept holding his hand to comfort him. Besides, he was only eighteen, so it was true. The most vigorous age of life.So among the four, he was in the best condition, and he still had the strength to kick Lin Yu away who was trying to move closer to him.

"..." Lin Yu foolishly maintained the posture of being kicked away for a long time.

It's like a machine that has no electricity and crashes.

The hand mentioned by Ferian is very painful, very painful, but the heart hurts even more, it is a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times more painful than the hand.

The remaining reason told her that this was normal. In Ferian's eyes, she was now a mistress who wanted to rob him of property. It was normal to hate her and disgust her.

But Ferian is not "Ferian" to her!He is the baby left over from her hard pregnancy in October!It was her sustenance that she was willing to give everything just for him to live a better life!It's the baby she can't give up no matter what!

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…" Lin Yu lay on the ground and howled out in pain.

She cried so heartbreakingly, her liver and intestines were broken, and her body that had lost so much water did not know where to squeeze out tears again. She cried without a trace of tenderness at all. image.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." Lin Yu cried out in pain, her despair almost turned into substance in her body.

Chang Yuesheng didn't show any sympathy, she looked at Lin Yu coldly with a calm expression.There was neither pleasure nor pity.

Intellectually, Chang Yuesheng could understand Lin Yu.There are four people in total. Fei Rui'an and Chang Yuesheng belong to the same country, and no one else can interfere in their relationship. Chang Yuesheng will never betray Fei Rui'an, and Fei Rui'an will never betray Chang Yuesheng.Although Fei Chengfeng loves Lin Yu, his love is too cheap. In order to improve his survival rate, he will definitely choose Chang Yuesheng, whether it is from the mind or "power".

Four people, three of them formed an unbreakable ally, only Lin Yu was left behind.

Even if there were four strangers, the one left behind would seem to panic, not to mention, Chang Yuesheng, the leader of the three-person alliance, had a grudge against her!

What happened to her, did she count on the underestimated enemy who destroyed her family to save her?No one should be so stupid, right?

Chang Yuesheng is not the Virgin, not only is she not the Virgin, but in a sense, she is also ruthless.Counting on a madman, an enemy to save her? !As long as Lin Yu is not a fool, he will know that such a thing is absolutely impossible!

And one-on-three, she was a soft woman who had never fought a few times, and quickly and accurately dealt with Chang Yuesheng without any movement under the noses of the two big men, the possibility of that was zero.

The matter of Chang Yuesheng, Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu was a pile of bad debts, but generally speaking, Chang Yuesheng didn't hate Lin Yu as much as Lin Yu imagined.

All the faults belonged to Fei Chengfeng.If he hadn't been greedy for Lin Yu's body, he wouldn't have seduced Lin Yu for a lifetime, if he hadn't been greedy for "20 years less struggle", abandoned Lin Yu and hooked up with Chang Yuesheng, if he hadn't been greedy enough for fish and bears If you want to hold your hand, you can't stand the temptation. It won't be like this between them.

So in the final analysis, it was Fei Chengfeng's fault.

Chang Yuesheng hated Lin Yu, hated her low morality, hated her corrupt integrity, hated her bottom line without a lower limit, hated her lack of self-love and shamelessness.But the dislike for her only goes to "don't appear in front of me".

Joining Lin Yu took the money and walked away obediently, never appearing in front of her again, and Chang Yuesheng would never even remember such a person.

Although arrogant and arrogant, Chang Yuesheng really stepped on the heads of many people. Her pride and self-esteem did not allow her to look down from time to time.

Chang Yuesheng didn't sympathize with Lin Yu, and she chose to have today.She is not Lin Yu's, and has no obligation to be responsible for her life.

So when Lin Yu appeared in front of her once again overbearing, Chang Yuesheng was not going to show mercy.

Her sympathy and mercy towards Lin Yu had been exhausted 19 years ago.

Lin Yu is also a poor person. She was born in a rural family that favors boys over girls. Six older sisters have to support a younger brother, and they often don’t have enough to eat. As the sixth older sister, she has to take care of her younger brother who was born a few minutes younger than her. , To be instilled with the outlook on life of "everything is for the younger brother".Her future is almost as an "item" to marry a man who can get a generous gift to pave the way for her younger brother's future.

Fei Chengfeng used to be her light. He was a scholar in the village who was given high hopes. He was a college student who was about to go to university. She imagines the future.

There is no accident that Lin Yu fell in love with Fei Chengfeng, but their love affair can only be an underground love affair.

Fei Chengfeng's parents placed high hopes on him, and Lin Yu's parents also found her a husband's family who could give her a generous bride price—so she was a 40-year-old lame man.Just wait for her to marry as soon as she turns eighteen.

The two can only secretly plan for the future.

But the reason why the underground romance will always be underground is naturally because Fei Chengfeng never really planned to include Lin Yu in his future plans.

Fei Chengfeng went to college, Lin Yu waited for him to come back with full expectation.

But Fei Chengfeng never came back, and when he arrived at Lin Yushiba, seeing that he was about to get married, Fei Chengfeng didn't come back either.

Lin Yu ran out after receiving her salary regardless. She wanted to find Fei Chengfeng, and she wanted to find her future.

But when he got there, Lin Yu realized that she had no future.

Just a meeting, the beautiful and proud Chang Yuesheng shattered Lin Yu's future into pieces that couldn't be pieced together.

Chang Yuesheng didn't know her, and didn't even have an impression of her, and walked past her without looking sideways, without even giving her a look of contempt.

Lin Yu didn't bother to meet Fei Chengfeng, but Chang Yuesheng became her eternal nightmare.

Chang Yuesheng is very Lin Yu, why doesn't Lin Yu hate Chang Yuesheng?She should have had a happy life, but because of Chang Yuesheng, she has nothing!

"Chang Yuesheng, do you know? It's all because of you, my life has been completely ruined! What do you want to match me with?! What do you want to use?!" Lin Yu shouted hysterically.

"Huh?" Not only was Chang Yuesheng not angry, she even found it ridiculous, so ridiculous that the corners of her mouth raised uncontrollably, "Are you insane? Lin Yu, you call me a lunatic every day, and you are the only one who can cooperate with you." The craziest one!"

Chang Yuesheng stood up. She was not going to pay attention to Lin Yu. This kind of person is not worth her effort to deal with.

But it was so funny.

"Let me smooth it out for you first." Chang Yuesheng squatted in front of Lin Yu for the same ten days. There is still light, she still has a spirit.

"I didn't force you to like Fei Chengfeng, did I? I didn't instigate Fei Chengfeng to hook you up, right? It wasn't my idea to marry you to an old cripple for money, right? You ran out and found Fei Chengfeng For Cheng Feng's change of heart, let me take it as part of my responsibility. Although it was unintentional, I can barely be regarded as a third party."

"But don't you think you are the most excessive and disgusting one in this matter? It's not that you didn't find out that Fei Chengfeng cheated on me. Why didn't you ask him for an explanation? You allowed him to cheat. Are you right? Said I ruined your life? I also said you pushed my life into darkness!"

Chang Yuesheng sneered: "I was blind when I fell in love with Fei Chengfeng! But if you make a fuss about his cheating, I promise to pack him up and throw him to you overnight! What the hell! You don't know how to fight for him!" I don’t know how to resist, blame me? Don’t forget, who gave you all the food and clothing in your life! Where did Fei Chengfeng give you the money? Where did you get the confidence to spend so many years? ? It’s all me! I’m giving you alms, understand?!”

"Without me, you and Fei Chengfeng are nothing! How much do you think you are worth? My mother gave you 300 million back then, not because you were worth so much money! It was because I bought 300 years of quietness for 18 million. !"

"I ruined your life? Are you kidding me! Without an old lady, you have a shitty life! To marry, you either marry an old cripple, or you are poor and poor, worrying about hundreds of dollars in water and electricity rent, and even a down payment for a son to marry a wife If you can’t get it out, that’s your life! Don’t be a female cousin and want to set up a chastity archway! It’s dead early in the morning! No one will give you a memorial archway!”

Chang Yuesheng's words were like a knife, sharp and hurtful, piercing in one knife at a time, leaving no room for harm.

"...Heh...hahahahahahaha——" Lin Yu laughed out loud, tears streaming down his face, "Yes, you are amazing! You are proud of yourself! But how amazing you are! How proud you are! For the rest of my life, you still lost a head to me!"

Lin Yu was trembling from crying and laughing, she rushed towards Fei Rui'an like a flashback, and Fei Rui'an subconsciously wanted to kick her away, but Lin Yu hugged her tightly.

Lin Yu's face was contorted from the pain and his facial features were hideous, but she held back from Fei Rui'an's kick on her lower abdomen.

She must hold back.

"Baby, you are my baby." Lin Yu looked at him lovingly and tenderly, "You are not called 'Fei Rui'an', nor are you Chang Yuesheng's child, you are my baby, I am pregnant in October The child born is my treasure and my life!" This is the existence of her giving everything!

"Crazy woman!" Fei Rui'an looked disgusted, and wanted to tear her apart, but Lin Yu didn't know why, and now his strength was terrifying.

"Really!" Lin Yu shouted eagerly, "Really! It's true! I didn't lie to you! How could I be willing to lie to you? You are my life! How could I be willing to lie to you?"

Ferian's pliers were tearing at her, her thin body seemed to be creaking because of his strength, but Lin Yu didn't seem to feel anything, just looked at him infatuatedly: "Baby... Baby……"

She began to cry, tears streaming down her face like a faucet was turned on.

"Baby, for you, mother can die!"

Lin Yu spoke sincerely, but Ferian didn't take her seriously from the beginning to the end!

After discovering that the person who came was Lin Yu, Chang Yuesheng talked with Fei Rui'an.

The three of them are a natural alliance, Lin Yu is one against three, and will definitely find a way to break this balance.The most likely thing to do is to fight for Fei Chengfeng.Over the past few days, Lin Yu also said a lot and did a lot in front of Fei Chengfeng, just to win him over and make it two-on-two.

But Chang Yuesheng and Fei Rui'an had been on guard for a long time, but they didn't let her succeed.

No matter how touchingly Lin Yu spoke and how sincerely he cried, to Fei Rui'an, it was just Lin Yu's means to separate him and Chang Yuesheng!

How stupid!

Lin Yuxu talked about how she planned, how she planned to take revenge, and how she wanted to make Chang Yuesheng suffer.But neither Chang Yuesheng nor Fei Rui'an took it seriously.

Even Fei Chengfeng didn't believe it.

"Really...really, this is all true! If you don't believe me, you can go for a paternity test! Do this, and you will know everything!"

Chang Yuesheng looked at her like she was looking at a fool, there is no light here, how can there be such a condition to do a paternity test!What a nonsense!

Lin Yu was in a hurry.She is telling the truth!But no one believed her.

"An An, come sleep with your mother." Chang Yuesheng didn't take Lin Yu's words seriously, but she was afraid that Lin Yu would do something crazy to Fei Rui'an.

Chang Yuesheng had a dream.In the dream, she seemed to be waiting for someone.

Will he come to see me today?Can I see him today?Can I talk to him today? ...today... will he come?

Chang Yuesheng sat by the window every day and waited, waited, waited...

But she couldn't wait for that person anyway.

Come and see me, come and see me.You can scold me, you can curse me, you can beat me, kill me, torture me, whatever.Just... come and see me.

Kakigaki... come and see me... let me meet you...

but no.

Chang Yuesheng didn't wait for Fei Yuan, not even his photo.She could only look at the gate of the nursing home day after day, hoping that Fei Yuan would come to visit her one day.

very noisy……

very messy……

so painful...

Ji Congming is a very strange child.Since he was a child, he liked to laugh at the air, cry at the air, and lose his temper at the air.

For him, the butterfly, which no one can see, is his friend and his elf.

Butterflies brought him all the sounds in the world, which humans can hear and cannot hear.

Butterflies brought him all the sights in the world, both in and out of human vision.

All the time, every moment.

Even if he covered his ears, even if he closed his eyes, sounds and sights would continue to penetrate into his ears and into his eyes.

can't sleep...

So sad……

very scary……

Ji Congming is a weirdo in the orphanage.

It has been since childhood.

will die?

Ji Congming, who was tortured with all his energy, finally became quiet in the last period of his life, no longer tossing or resisting.

"It would be nice if... I could never hear or see again..."

Then Ji Congming really survived like this.

It's just... a world where no sound can be heard anymore... a world that can no longer see anything but white...

Quiet and nothingness.

Such a world is lonely and painful...

But it was his own choice.

It's not that Ji Congming couldn't hear and see things at the beginning.

It's just that one day, suddenly I couldn't see anything, couldn't hear the sound, and the world... turned into a vast expanse of whiteness, silence and nothingness.Before he had a little understanding of this world, his world became a blank.

Ji Congming's childhood was different from others, but he couldn't tell what was different.

Kindergarten, elementary school and junior high school go to the same school together with children from orphanages.

Because it is a small town, everyone in the town is familiar with each other.

So Ji Congming's weirdness has been known to everyone since he was a child.

Can't laugh, can't cry, although can't make trouble, but unexpectedly troublesome.

Because of the exceptionally outstanding facial features, there will always be people who like him, but soon after all the likes come over, they will turn into "this child is really strange", "such a weird child", no matter how good the facial features are, no one is willing approach him.

"What! What disgusting eyes! Hey, idiot! I said your eyes are disgusting! Did you hear that!"

"Are you trying to get revenge?! I've said it all! Don't look at me with that look! It's disgusting!"

"Pull out his eyes! It's scary! He must be thinking about how to kill us!"

"Ah, you're talking about the kid Ji Congming, right? He's really a bit perverted, he doesn't speak, and he doesn't know what he's thinking every day. Fortunately, he doesn't look like a smart kid, otherwise he will definitely become a murderer in the future." A criminal with a high IQ who doesn't blink!"

"..."

very sad.

But not because of their obnoxiousness.

Ji Congming thought, just because she was too lonely.

Whether malicious or not, casual worth mentioning.

In fact, Ji Congming didn't feel anything at all.

Can't hear, can't see.

So naturally I don't care.

It's just that sometimes, it will be a little lonely.

Will it be a criminal?

Beautiful butterflies were flying around him where no one could see. For a while, Ji Congming was really afraid that he would become the kind of criminal hated by everyone.

The current me is just being disliked by others. If I really become a criminal, I will really... be alone forever.

Although living in loneliness, what Ji Congming fears the most is loneliness.

Thinking that her future could only be spent in endless loneliness, Ji Congming was so frightened that she hardly dared to eat or drink water.

It was scary and painful.

Just thinking about it makes me unable to breathe.

...I don't want to...be that kind of person.

"The reason why people are respected and liked is because they can protect others. The spirit of sacrifice..." The kindergarten teacher gave them a class. When talking about the "spirit of sacrifice", the children were all ignorant and at a loss.

But Ji Congming listened very carefully.

Although he couldn't "hear", the butterfly could tell him what the teacher was saying.

It was a very strange feeling. I couldn't hear the sound, and I couldn't use words as a medium, but Ji Congming could know it.

I want to be someone who can protect others.

I want to be recognized.

I want to no longer be alone.

Because I don't want to die in loneliness.

So, you have to be a hero.

Ji Congming began to study seriously.If you get a good result in the high school entrance examination, you can go to the best high school in the city to study.

Ji Congming left the small town where he was born, and began to live alone in the big city.

New neighbors, new classmates.

Although there is still only one person, but...it seems not so lonely anymore.

Everything in the big city is different from everything he encountered before, it just...doesn't belong to him.

A quiet and empty world, this is his choice.

Since I gave up the hustle and bustle of the world in order to survive, I should bear this loneliness.

I will be a hero.

As long as I don't become a criminal, I can live.

Ji Congming's understanding: Criminal = hated by everyone, no one will come close to him = will die in loneliness = very scared, absolutely not.

Hero = Not a criminal = Even if you will continue to be lonely, you will not be hated by everyone = You will not die in loneliness = You must be a hero.

Well, the perfect equation.

As long as I continue to be a hero, I can survive.

A recognized hero!A hero who is loved and popular like Uncle Lei Feng!

Many people are saying that Ji Congming is a terrible person because he has no heart.

how can that be possible?He is a human being, of course he has a heart. Every day, he can hear his heartbeat beating again and again in his own world.

I just don't have feelings, I have a heart...

Ji Congming can't understand the true meaning of "no heart" in other people's mouths, because he can't see the world, can't hear the sound, and what he "sees" and "hears" are all told by butterflies.

Butterfly has no heart, no emotion, not even a creature, it is just a friend of Ji Congming, an elf that can only be seen by Ji Congming.

Since he is not even a living thing, how could he convey other people's feelings to him?

No one taught him, no one told him, and no one gave him a demonstration, so how could Ji Congming have feelings?

——The new experience in the big city did not improve Ji Congming's life.

He can't read atmosphere, doesn't like to talk, is not likable and has no good personality.

Although there is a good-looking face.But the way he looks at people is too scary, no one wants to talk to him.

Ji Congming accepted everything calmly.

However, from a certain day, Ji Congming began to care about someone.

One, a classmate named Fei Gaki.

Fei Yuan was at the table next to him, less than one and a half meters away in the aisle.

Ji Congming had noticed Fei Yuan a long time ago.

This person always doesn't speak, just like him, always stays alone.

But unlike him, this person seems to have a magnetic force, attracting others to gather around him.

Two, three, four... are very cheerful and gentle people.

When people get along with each other for a long time, habits and personalities will slowly start to contagious. Slowly, Ji Congming discovered that Fei Yuan had changed.

Butterflies have no thinking, they can only rigidly convey to him the objective existence within the scope.

Because he was lonely and bored, Ji Congming watched Fei Yuan change little by little.

I said two more sentences today, I said five more sentences today, and I lost ten sentences today...

A little... Envious.

Ji Congming "sees" the few of them sitting together, laughing and playing together more often, and feels... Fei Yuan... has become more cheerful.

But he doesn't know exactly what being cheerful is like, it's just that he has "heard" others say that more often.

That's great, slowly, more and more friends will be added!

Because of loneliness, Ji Congming sometimes pays attention to a certain person, but also because of loneliness, he soon stops paying attention to that person.

If you pay attention to it for a long time, you will become concerned, right?What should he do if he cares?

It is impossible for a person like him to be friends with those people.

Although I have been living in loneliness, although I have been learning to get used to loneliness.But sometimes, it will become extraordinarily afraid of being lonely.

Ji Congming has fallen into such a trough for a long time.

I don't know how to solve it, and I don't know how to solve it.

Just vainly envious of other people's liveliness.

But the sad thing is that even his envy is faked by himself.

"I'm not lonely" is a lie, the more you lie to yourself, the more lonely you will be.

Having friends...it's really great.

Ji Congming is really happy for Fei Yuan.Probably the kind of mentality of "I can't get it, but you who are as lonely as me get happiness, so I am happy too". Ji Congming even understood "sustenance" during that time.

If only you could be happy forever.

Ji Congming thought so.

But not long after, Feigaki took leave for a long period of time, and when he came back to class again, Feigaki spoke less frequently.

Judging from the reactions of the surrounding students, Feigaki became gloomy again.

I heard that there was a big change in Fei Yuan's family, a big, big, big change.

Although Ji Congming and Fei Yuan haven't spoken to each other, deep down in their hearts, there is a bitterness that is more lonely than loneliness.

A little... a little sad.

The other students in the class should be more sad, right?It must be painful, it must be, something more painful than loneliness.

Feigaki liked to be in the rain before he became cheerful, and now he likes to be in the rain even more.

Seven times out of ten, Ji Congming could see him hunched over and walking slowly on the way home alone.

Every time it rains, Ji Congming will become very tired. His communication with the outside world depends entirely on transparent butterflies. Butterflies without souls will not be flexible. They will only mechanically transmit the coordinates of their body to Ji Congming. A building is a coordinate, and a raindrop is also a coordinate.So every time it rains and snows, Ji Congming's brain speeds up uncontrollably and crazily, which is beyond his control.

The depressed mood, the low-pressure weather, and the low-condition body all made Ji Congming feel a little tired.

However, it is tolerable.

However, Feigaki probably couldn't stand it anymore.

Rainy days in the south are always hot and humid.It made the already bad mood even worse.

Ji Congming thought vaguely, and then saw Fei Yuan sitting in the corner of an alley as if he was tired from walking, his whole body was decadent and exhausted.The hair covered with water droplets sticks wetly to the face, covering most of the face, and the water marks are drained along the hair to the face that is not covered, as if crying, but It seemed that nothing could be cried out.

Powerless, sad.

For their own weakness, sorrow for their own weakness.

I...no one can save...

Ji Congming could both understand and not understand.He thought that Fei Yuan's state should be similar to his, very tired and wanted to be relieved, but he couldn't find a way to relieve himself.

That kind of sadness is extremely sad, when you want to vent through crying but sadly find that you can't even cry, it's very sad.

Fei Yuan was drenched in the rain all night, and Ji Congming also stood with an umbrella at the place separated by a wall all night.

The reasons for the two people's fatigue may be different, but their tired hearts are similar.

So tired, so painful.

Can't take it anymore.

Ji Congming walked into him step by step, Fei Yuan didn't respond as if he was dead.

Ji Congming didn't speak, or he had long forgotten how to communicate with people normally.And he doesn't think that Fei Yuan needs someone to chat with him.

If it's just chatting, the other students in the class should understand his heart better, and they will say more and better comfort than him.

So Ji Congming just stretched out his hand, put a silver butterfly in front of Fei Yuan, and walked away holding an umbrella.

It wasn't until Ji Congming left for a long time that Fei Yuan raised his eyelids and looked at the butterfly.