Song Song

The little boyfriend stayed at their house.

Lin Xiaosong had to go to the kitchen to make milk powder for his child at night, and he had to pass by the living room five or six times a night. He was afraid of disturbing the young couple, so he specially hung a cloth curtain beside the sofa bed.

Behind the cloth curtain, there are often a pair of overlapping figures. Accompanied by restrained and unrestrained moans, his face turns red, and a certain part of his body seems to be hollowed out, becoming thinner and more empty.

Fortunately, such a day ended with the breakup of the two two months later.

Lin Xiaosong was secretly happy. He was extraordinarily diligent that day. He helped Liu Yang remove and wash the quilt, and the next day he moved the quilt to the balcony to dry in the sun. of licentiousness.

At this time, it was almost April, and the heating stopped.He regained the old days - sitting on the balcony every night watching, running downstairs to welcome the man back with the child in his arms, and serving him tea and hot meals.

They knew each other well, but neither of them pierced that layer of window paper. The man seemed to be gradually getting used to his ardor.

Liu Yang has a friend who used to drive a taxi and made a small fortune in Shenzhen over the years.I have been to the house a few times, and every time I have a big belly, the fake LV belt is tied high, tied around the thick waist and neck, and the words are very false, and it is this project or the business, which is obvious to all.

Rich friends always urged Liu Yang to go to Shenzhen to do business with him, and promised that he would double the principal and profit after one year.

But he himself couldn't make up his mind, so he asked Lin Xiaosong every now and then: "Xiaosong, you have stayed in Beishi, you said it is so easy to make money in that big city?"

Lin Xiaosong didn't want him to go, and replied ambiguously: "I don't know, maybe your friend has a lot of connections."

"He, what he said is too fucking exaggerated, I can only believe half of it."

"I don't know what's going on with your friend, but the big city is really difficult and tiring."

Liu Yang smiled, but didn't answer, almost made up his mind.

After staying in the provincial capital for five years, he is used to being comfortable, like a frog in warm water, Liu Yang's yearning for first-tier cities is not so great.

Everyone loves money, but they also know that money is hard to earn.

It was useless to persuade the wealthy friend many times, but he didn't come here very often. Lin Xiaosong secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

He still carried the child downstairs to welcome the man back every day.

When the man walked in front, he followed closely behind.The person walking in front is not an ordinary person, but Lin Xiaosong's life-saving straw. He often confuses love with kindness.

On this day, Liu Yang came back from get off work in a bad mood. Lin Xiaosong guessed that he might have encountered unqualified passengers.He had a stupid mouth and didn't know how to comfort others, so he simply plunged into the kitchen to cook.

After the food was cooked, Lin Xiaosong called Liu Yang to come over for dinner, but Liu Yang was sitting on his bed with a calculator and pressing back and forth, not knowing what to calculate.

Lin Xiaosong walked over: "Let's get busy later, let's eat first."

Liu Yang said "Yes", dropped the calculator, and accompanied Lin Xiaosong to have dinner.

After dinner, Lin Xiaosong cleaned up the dishes and heard the man calling on the balcony. His words were very earnest. He had no intention of intruding on his privacy, but he heard Liu Yang mention "Shenzhen", and then the man said, "OK , I will as soon as possible."

Lin Xiaosong thumped, feeling as if his body was being hoisted by ropes, his feet didn't touch the ground, and his whole body couldn't fall into place.

Liu Yang confessed to him: "Xiao Song, I won't be staying here next week. I have an appointment with my friend to go to Shenzhen next Monday."

Lin Xiaosong lowered his head and picked at his fingernails: "Didn't you say you couldn't do it before?"

Liu Yang sighed: "After much deliberation, it's better to start a business by yourself, and don't need to work for others. It's no big deal to be tired."

"I'll go with you" was about to blurt out, but Lin Xiaosong finally held back, he was carrying a bottle of oil, following him would only be a drag.

The most important thing is that Liu Yang has never made any promises to him, and he has no obligation to take care of him for the rest of his life.

"Next Monday, it will be soon." Lin Xiaosong raised his head, his eyes pretending to be relaxed, "What time does the car arrive? I will see you off then."

Liu Yang said: "I haven't bought the ticket yet, and I just decided today."

Lin Xiaosong couldn't pretend, his eyes were elsewhere, and he murmured: "It's good, it's good, I can make a lot of money there..."

Across the wall, his daughter suddenly burst into tears, and Lin Xiaosong's heart sank back to reality. He hurried back to the room, hugged the child and coaxed him, and walked up and down with small steps. walk around.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and a ray of light slanted in from the living room outside, falling on the white and blue tiles, which belonged to the old-fashioned kind.

That night, he snuggled up to his daughter and had a sleepless night.

When leaving, Lin Xiaosong went to the station to see Liu Yang off.After six o'clock in the morning, the square in front of the station was full of people, seeing off passengers, rushing to and fro, and Ping Ping was still sleeping soundly in his infancy.

Seeing that he was about to enter the station, Liu Yang stood still outside the fence, looked at Lin Xiaosong: "I'm leaving, take good care of myself and my children."

Lin Xiaosong looked at the man and forced a smile: "You too, take good care of yourself."

"Now life is a bit difficult. When Pingping can jump and dance, and someone will accompany you to talk, the time will be easy to pass."

Lin Xiaosong nodded, with tears in his eyes, he pressed his cheeks tightly against his daughter.

Liu Yang put down the bag, and opened his arms towards him: "I'll hug Pingping." He said, taking the sleeping child from Lin Xiaosong's arms, carefully holding the child, "This girl looks like you, and she will grow up with you in the future." Must be pretty."

Lin Xiaosong stretched out his hand to tuck his daughter in the blanket, smiled wryly, and said, "My life is bad, so it's better not to be like me."

"Think of the best in everything, don't be too stubborn." Liu Yang spoke with a strong and tender air, "If you have any difficulties in the future, just call me, and I will think of something for you."

Lin Xiaosong chuckled, "Don't find me annoying at that time." He added, "I haven't been to Shenzhen yet. When Pingping is a little older, I'll take her there for a walk."

Liu Yang returned the child to Lin Xiaosong, and put on his bag: "Call me when you come to Shenzhen, and I will provide food and lodging for you father and daughter." The last sentence was, "Xiaosong, I'm leaving."

"Goodbye." Lin Xiaosong said softly.

Liu Yang left without looking back, because he had to catch a car and time was running out. Lin Xiaosong watched the man squeeze into the crowd, and the tall man of 1.8 meters quickly disappeared.

He has been watching others leave all his life, and no one has ever been willing to take him away with him.

After Liu Yang left, Lin Xiaosong stayed in their "home" all the time, and the rent changed from five hundred to one thousand. He lived there for more than half a year, but then something happened, and he had to leave this sad place and continue to wander. .

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Here's a reunion a few years later.