Song Song

At the beginning of September, Lin Xiaosong gave birth to a daughter, five catties and three liang, named Lin Ping'an, nicknamed Pingping.

Liu Yang drove the father and daughter back home. This was the beginning of Lin Xiaosong's new life.

The child is too young and has to be fed every two hours at night. Imported milk powder costs 120 a can, and there are expenses such as diapers. He often feels stretched.

Liu Yang knew that life was difficult for him, so he bought an oven online and gave him a trick: "You know how to make desserts, so you can make desserts at home. I have many friends, and I will help you promote them later, so I can earn some money. "

Similar to a private bakery, there is no need for a store or a business license, and it is only sold to regular customers. Once it is passed on to ten, ten to hundreds, and then the business will come.

Liu Yang drives during the day, from the east city to the west city, and from the south city to the north city, and sometimes helps him deliver goods along the way.After a month, Lin Xiaosong can still earn five to six thousand after excluding the cost.Not much, but enough to feed myself and my children.

The days gradually improved, and he was very grateful to the man in his family, but this gratitude didn't last long, it fermented, and gradually became passionate and sharp.

Lin Xiaosong would imagine it as redemption and love in the middle of the night.The way he looked at this man changed, and he no longer had the pity of "the same fallen man in the end of the world". In those eyes, there was clearly an immortal desire and eternal passion.

As for that man with a bright future far away in Beishi, Lin Xiaosong could barely remember his appearance.He is only 20 years old, at the age when his emotions and desires are growing, he will dream at night and feel lonely.

This hotness made Liu Yang feel scared, he was vaguely aware of it, because he wanted to take the other party's face into consideration, so he didn't point it out.

"Are you going home for dinner?" Lin Xiaosong called Liu Yang with the child in his arms, and asked, "When will you come back?"

Liu Yang was bored with his new boyfriend, not on the phone, so he made excuses and dismissed it.

The little boy friend became jealous, squinted his eyes and tortured: "Who is it?"

Liu Yang pinched his face, with lust in his eyes: "I mentioned it to you, my roommate."

The little boyfriend sat up straight on the bed, and jokingly said: "What roommate, those who don't know think it's your wife."

"What nonsense, everyone has children."

The little boyfriend snorted coldly, sounding like he was acting like a baby.

Liu Yang was very helpful, he stretched out his long arms, and embraced him, and they "fought" with each other for a while.

Lin Xiaosong left food for Liu Yang, two dishes and one soup, fearing that it would be cold, so he took the clean plates and put them back one by one.

Pingping was always babbling and begging for milk, Lin Xiaosong hugged her and patted and coaxed her, and looked at the window from time to time. Once he found that Liu Yang's car had returned, he would run upstairs with the child in his arms. Go down to meet the man.

It's like a family of three.

I waited until after ten o'clock today, but the man still didn't return.He put the child to sleep first, then tidied up and was about to turn off the lights. Unfortunately, there was the sound of a key drilling a hole outside.

Lin Xiaosong brushed back his messy hair caused by the child's scratching, suppressed his excitement, and slowly walked out of the room.At the entrance of the door, there were two people standing.

Liu Yang and someone he didn't know.

Liu Yang raised his eyes to look at him, and apologized slightly: "I came back late, so I didn't wake you up."

Lin Xiaosong first stared at the strange man for a while, then turned his gaze away, and smiled at Liu Yang: "No, I haven't slept yet."

Liu Yang took his own slippers from the shoe cabinet, put them on the ground, and said to his little boyfriend, "You can wear my pair."

Lin Xiaosong could see the relationship between the two of them, neither standing nor walking, felt a dull pain somewhere in his heart for a few seconds.

The little boyfriend whistled, and greeted Lin Xiaosong: "Hello." Then, he put his arms around Liu Yang's neck, and put his face on it very intimately, "I am in a relationship with Liu Yang, do you see if we are married? Mutually?"

Lin Xiaosong smiled awkwardly: "Yes, you two are a good match."

The two changed their shoes and came in. The little boyfriend sat on the sofa bed and swayed up and down. He felt that the mattress was a little too soft. He lifted the sheet and looked, "Isn't there a heater? It won't be hot if you weigh so many layers."

Liu Yang didn't even think about it, and explained: "The door on the balcony is a bit windy."

The little boyfriend muttered: "Who told you to sleep in the living room?"

Lin Xiaosong pretended not to hear, and went into the kitchen to cut fruit for them. The little boyfriend was not polite at all, and stuffed the pieces into his mouth with a toothpick, while chatting with Lin Xiaosong again, "I heard from Liu Yang, you can still do it yourself. Making cakes, you can earn a lot a month."

Lin Xiaosong was honest in his bones, and despite the awkward relationship with each other, he still said generously: "I made a lot of egg yolk cakes and Liuxin mooncakes today, and you can take some back to try later."

"Okay." The little boyfriend smiled, looked up at Liu Yang, and ordered him to pour water.

Liu Yang looked very attentive, different from his usual, Lin Xiaosong thought in a daze: So this is called liking, he is really self-indulgent.

The little boyfriend patted the empty seat next to him and asked Lin Xiaosong to come and sit.

Lin Xiaosong sat down, the man suddenly approached, and asked him mysteriously, "How did you feel when you did that kind of thing?"

Lin Xiaosong didn't understand what he meant, and was taken aback: "What?"

"What are you pretending to do?" The little boyfriend shoved him, and his tone became more straightforward, "You have children, so I'll ask you, how did you feel for the first time?"

Only then did Lin Xiaosong understand. He curled his fingers awkwardly, lowered his head and said, "I can't remember..."

At that time, Chu Yi had been in their restaurant for almost two months, and Lin Xiaosong chatted with him whenever he had time, but the other party ignored him, and he never got tired of it, telling the man about his 18 years intermittently.

Later one day after work, Lin Xiaosong saw Chu Yi go to the bathroom, so he followed him in and locked the door behind him.

Before washing the mirror, he stared at the man enthusiastically and unrestrainedly, without hiding anything: "They said you used to be a doctor, so you must have seen a lot."

Chu Yi didn't dump him. After washing his hands, he was ready to go out.

Lin Xiaosong blocked the door with his legs, secretly organized a few words, raised his head and said with a firm look: "I like you, and I hope you do the same."

Chu Yi was amused by him, he didn't even know the boy's name, "Who are you?"

Lin Xiaosong was not discouraged, and said cheekily: "My name is Lin Xiaosong, the forests of the forest are small in size, and the pine is the pine of the pine tree."

"Little kid." Chu Yi didn't take it seriously, "Get out of the way."

Lin Xiaosong refused to give way, blocking the road arrogantly, shouting loudly: "Do you remember, my name is Lin Xiaosong."

Chu Yi still didn't dump him. Anyway, the other party had small arms and legs, so he could carry Lin Xiaosong beside him without much effort, just like carrying a chicken.

"Huh? Why don't you talk?" Lin Xiaosong muttered, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Chu Yi tapped his forehead with his hand, and seemed to be in a good mood: "What do you want me to say."

Lin Xiaosong swallowed his saliva, and the dead horse acted as a live horse doctor, he tiptoed and hugged the man's neck and kissed it, the faint breath of mint fainted, his cheeks were flushed, and he gently attached the man's ear: "I just specially I ate a mint."

Chu Yi was teased by him, licked his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Where do you live?"

Lin Xiaosong's face was still red, and his heart was beating loudly: "I live in the staff dormitory now."

"Come with me later, are you afraid?"

"Not afraid."

Lin Xiaosong was stupefied for a moment, the little boyfriend swayed in front of his eyes a few times, then turned up the volume: "Hey, why are you in a daze."

"It's nothing." Lin Xiaosong shook his head to clear his mind, and stood up, "I'll go find a bag and put some snacks for you, you take it first, I'm afraid I'll forget it later."

Liu Yang came over with a glass of water, put it on the coffee table for his little boyfriend, and said: "There is no hot water in the kitchen, boil it now, drink it when it cools down."

Lin Xiaosong staggered away from Liu Yang.

In the room, Lin Xiaosong heard the conversation between the two people outside, and he also heard it clearly. Liu Yang repeatedly reminded, "Keep your voice down, people are not deaf."

"I don't care about these things." The little boyfriend said confidently, "Hurry up and get rid of this house, or kick him out, we just happen to live together."

Liu Yang suppressed his anger: "What kind of crazy are you?"

"What an elm bump." The little boyfriend was anxious, "You can't tell, your roommate likes you."

Lin Xiaosong squatted beside the bed, kissed his daughter's little fleshy hand, as if talking to himself: "Baby, why are you so small."

The daughter was sleeping soundly, like a little angel, stretching her arms, kicking her legs in her dream, and occasionally smacking her mouth a few times.

In the corner of the room was a large box of snacks that had just been made today, and they were reserved for express delivery to customers tomorrow. He took out ten of them each, packed them into a bag, and walked out.

"I put it here for you." Lin Xiaosong put it next to the cup of hot water, "Don't forget to take it when you leave later, there is no preservative added here, it won't last for a few days, so you have to eat it quickly."

The little boyfriend blinked: "I'm not leaving today."

Lin Xiaosong knew what he was thinking, and deliberately followed him and said, "Then you two have a good get-together, and I'm going to sleep."

Back in the room, Lin Xiaosong lay down next to his daughter, patting and coaxing her, and in another hour, the little girl would be begging for milk again.

At this time, it has been almost a year since he left Beishi, almost six months, and he is very satisfied with his current life.