beginning

Lin Xiangwan looked at the people around him. It had been a long time since she had looked at this child carefully. The way she frowned and looked at herself was indeed much more mature than when she first met a year ago. When did she start to get used to it? the existence of the child.

Seeing that Lin Xiangwan remained silent for a long time, Chen Li said, "You don't have to worry too much about things in the future. I will always care about you no matter what time it is." Aware of the ups and downs in my heart.

Lin Xiangwan smiled, raised his hand and patted Chen Li's head, "Forever, forever, how long, you won't realize it at this age. In a few years, you won't say such things casually."

Chen Li took a deep breath, and raised his head to meet Lin Xiangwan's eyes, "But Lin Xiangwan, no matter how much time passes, I will always want to be with you forever."

As soon as he said this, Chen Li regretted it. Every time he was forced by Lin Xiangwan, he lost his last bit of reason.The so-called "impulse is the devil" probably means this.

Before, she was even afraid that Lin Xiangwan would know that she liked girls and would push her away regardless. She even said "no" fiercely when Lin Xiangwan first asked her what she wanted.So many worries that made her timid and flustered, and so many dishonesty and concealment caused by it, became worthless when Lin Xiangwan really started to retreat.When she was really flustered, she didn't have any worries, she was only afraid that the man would leave.

After Chen Li finished speaking, he clutched the hem of his clothes and waited for Lin Xiangwan's answer. Lin Xiangwan smiled and didn't say much. The smile on the corner of his mouth seemed to understand Chen Li's reaction clearly, and he said, "The hands I'm done with my work, let's go and go home."

Chen Li was startled, he didn't expect Lin Xiangwan to react like this, and stared at her blankly.

Lin Xiangwan raised his eyebrows, "What? Don't want to leave? Do you want to stay and help Auntie clean the school?"

Chen Li regained his composure, shook his head for a while, picked up his bag and followed Lin Xiangwan's footsteps, Chen Li also didn't know what he said just now, so as long as Lin Xiangwan didn't speak, she would never dare to say anything more.

"What are you thinking about?" Lin Xiangwan asked seeing that Chen Li had been silent.

"I miss you..." Chen Li struggled and said, "Why didn't you respond when I missed you?"

Lin Xiangwan didn't respond at all to her confession just now, which made Chen Li very uncomfortable. She couldn't figure out what she was thinking. Chen Li was a little impatient, and the constant waiting made her a little irritable.

"Yes, I heard." Lin Xiangwan spoke unhurriedly, as if intending to whet Chen Li's appetite.

"Then, then, don't you have anything to say?" Chen Li blushed, it was embarrassing to say such words, "Did you understand me? I said, I want to be with you .”

Lin Xiangwan let out a "puchi" laugh, and looked at the frowning expression of the person in front of him, and waved his hands embarrassedly, "I'm not laughing at you, I just don't know what you want to do, and you said no to it a while ago." Like me, I had to force you to say a few good words to make me happy, what's your situation now? You're not possessed by something, right?"

"I...", Chen Li couldn't think of anything to justify.

"Chen Li, I hate people lying to me the most, one-vote veto." Lin Xiangwan tilted his head and looked at the blushing young man in front of him, "If you say that you only like me these few days, guess who I am? Believe it or not?"

It was only then that Chen Li realized that Lin Xiangwan couldn't answer Lin Xiangwan's question no matter how she answered it. At this moment, she realized how broken the sentence "there is no regret medicine in the world". Chen Li stared at Lin Xiangwan in a daze. , Now I can't say a word, "I... before me, I... was afraid... that... afraid of you..."

"Afraid of me?" Lin Xiangwan raised his eyebrows, "You are still afraid of me, why haven't I heard of it? Huh? Now, are you not afraid now?"

Chen Li was at a loss for words for a while, looking at the person in front of him who was deliberately teasing with a bit of embarrassment in his tone, Chen Li felt as if there was a force beyond his control, rushing straight to his mind, she had no time to think, and fixedly looked at Lin Xiang Wan, with a bit of decisive tenderness in her eyes, she knew what she wanted to do, "Lin Xiangwan, I like you. Since I stepped into this school for the first time in my first year of high school, I saw you at the school gate for the first time. I fell in love with you when I was a child. You can say that I am a child who is unreliable, love at first sight, or superficial love at first sight, but when I saw you standing on the podium of our class in the second year of high school, I was really happy You must go crazy. Lin Xiangwan, in fact, I have secretly liked you for a long time."

"I've been avoiding and keeping silent about it before. It's not that I don't like myself like this, it's that I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will be disgusted because of this. I hate me and think that everything I do is approaching with ulterior motives. Lin Xiangwan, No, I just simply like you, want to treat you well, and want to take care of you. After meeting you, I hope that I will grow up faster every day."

"But now, I can see... I can see that you already want to push me away, so I said it. Lin Xiangwan, I don't accept it. I don't accept that you do it when you don't know anything or only rely on your own guesses. any decision I make. At the very least, I want you to know that you were the one and only love of my entire teenage years."

Chen Li smiled, and she looked at Lin Xiangwan.She knew that she must be laughing so badly, she couldn't control what happened next, she couldn't control Lin Xiangwan's reaction.She knew that compared to Lin Xiangwan's escape, she could not accept her helplessness and disgust.Chen Li told all this, all she got was a strong sense of relief, and it seemed that only Lin Xiangwan's trial was waiting for her next.

Lin Xiangwan stood where she was. Although Chen Li's words were within her expectations, they really touched her.To be honest, in the past 27 years, there have been many people who have pursued Lin Xiangwan. There have been veterans in the love scene and some young people like Chen Li, but Lin Xiangwan rejected them with a tactful but equally firm attitude.But to Lin Xiangwan, they are just a fleeting moment, and some of them can't even remember their faces and names.

But only looking at the young man in front of her, Lin Xiangwan felt hesitant for the first time. She looked up at Chen Li and met his eyes. There was a sincerity and eagerness in those eyes that Lin Xiangwan had never seen before, which made her wonder what to do. Open your mouth.

Lin Xiangwan's silence undoubtedly made Chen Li panic, and she regretted her impulsiveness, but her rationality was always just nonsense in front of Lin Xiangwan.

Chen Li pursed his lips, lowered his head and sighed, then raised his head to meet Lin Xiangwan's eyes, and said hesitantly, "If... If you don't like it, you can pretend that I didn't say anything today. I will continue to straighten things out. The position of my own student is only to be a good student under your command. As for the others, if you don’t like it, I won’t mention it.”

"However, this does not mean that I will take back what I just said."

"I don't care if you accept it or not, or understand it or not, I still want to like you."