beginning

Lin Xiangwan looked at the panting young man running from a distance, and asked with a frown, "What's wrong? You ran so fast."

Chen Li didn't answer her question, and asked, "You asked me before...", but he didn't want to be interrupted by the other party in the middle of his sentence.

"I'm just joking, you don't have to take it to heart." Lin Xiangwan calmly met Chen Li's eyes and said, "Is there anything else besides this?"

Chen Li was confused by her sudden indifference, and shook his head, "No, it's all right..."

Lin Xiangwan nodded and turned around, "It's okay, you go back first, and then check your things so that you don't leave them behind, you have to go back."

Chen Li froze in place for a few seconds, always feeling that Lin Xiangwan was acting strangely, as if something that had been maintained had suddenly changed.

There is still a month before the end of the summer vacation, and every time Chen Li sits at the table and brushes the papers that Lin Xiangwan arranged, he can't help but think of the last conversation between her and Lin Xiangwan.While my brain exploded, there was also a little bit of fear.Lin Xiangwan has always been a person who can't be seen through, and she dare not speculate on Lin Xiangwan's mind.I picked up my phone a few times and wanted to send Lin Xiangwan something on WeChat, even if it was to ask a few academic questions, at least to ease the awkward and unclear atmosphere, but every time I typed a line after thinking for a long time , but sighed and closed the dialog box.

Chen Li thinks that she has lived for nearly 18 years. This is the first time she has been trapped by love. In the 17 years before she met Lin Xiangwan, she had more than one time to helplessly laugh at the people around her who were ashamed to express their unrequited love. Thinking about it carefully, thinking about it today, I can't help but look up to the sky and sigh: Let her meet Lin Xiangwan, it's really a reincarnation.

The summer vacation passed quickly, and two months flew by in the blink of an eye.In September, Chen Li sat in the classroom where the third grade of senior high school was completed, looking at the hibiscus flowers blooming with small flowers downstairs.Thinking about it, it seems that when he first entered the school with a childish face, he ran into Lin Xiangwan at the school gate just yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, he was already sitting in the classroom of the third year.The countdown to the college entrance examination was already written on the blackboard, and the students around him preferred to call it the countdown to liberation, but Chen Li felt that it was counting down the days until he would leave Lin Xiangwan.I couldn't help feeling sour, Lin Xiangwan, there is still one year left. ,

In the third year of high school, they were divided into classes according to their grades. Chen Li, Yan Qi, and Shen Duo were naturally assigned to the key class led by Lin Xiangwan, and the three of them naturally bonded even tighter.When the first day of school started, Lin Xiangwan walked into the class, and when her eyes habitually drifted to Chen Li's position, she saw the other two sitting around her, and felt a little relieved in her heart.Looking at Chen Li's sly eyes, Lin Xiangwan felt that he was really crazy.

With this in mind, Lin Xiangwan sighed and prepared to start class.I raised my eyes to see the countdown on the blackboard, smiled and praised the students below, and really began to feel a sense of time crisis in the third year of high school.Looking at Chen Li in the back row, he was talking to Shen Duo beside him for some reason. It was not the first time that Lin Xiangwan had sent a student away, and logically, he should have been immune. I feel a little bit sad.Looking in Chen Li's direction, he cleared his throat. The other party was sensible, smiled shyly at her, and sat upright to attend the class.

For several days in a row, Lin Xiangwan didn't stay in class after class. When he met Chen Li in the aisle of the cafeteria at noon, he made an obvious avoidance posture. The child is afraid that he has almost felt his avoidance, so he must think more.

But every time she entered the classroom and saw the countdown on the blackboard, it seemed to remind her over and over again that Chen Li was a senior high school student who was about to take the college entrance examination. At this time, she couldn't be distracted by anything, let alone herself.

When school was over, Chen Li told Yan Qi and Shen Duo to leave first, and went to Lin Xiangwan's to discuss things clearly.

Wandering outside the office for a while, thinking about how to speak, I heard the person inside say, "Come in, what are you doing outside?"

Chen Li smiled embarrassedly, pushed the door open and went in.

Lin Xiangwan lowered his head and graded the exam papers in the morning, "Tell me, what do you want me for?"

"I have something to ask you." Chen Li sat down on the chair beside Lin Xiangwan, "Let's go together when you get off work today."

The movements of Lin Xiangwan's hands obviously stopped, and without looking at Chen Li, he took the answer on the table as a cover-up

"Tell me what you want. It's late after school now, so you go home early."

Chen Li looked at Lin Xiangwan's appearance, and the gesture of avoiding her was too obvious, so she didn't hide anything, "You have been avoiding me since the beginning of school, why did you deliberately alienate me?"

"You think too much, I don't." Lin Xiangwan never thought that Chen Li would ask so directly.

Seeing that Lin Xiangwan didn't want to talk about this topic, Chen Li made it clear on purpose, "No? Lin Xiangwan, do you really think I'm a child who doesn't understand anything? I only see you every day, and every word you say Will I not be able to observe your changes?"

Chen Li paused for a few seconds. Seeing that Lin Xiangwan was holding his pen with his head down, and didn't answer, Chen Li wondered if his reaction just now was a little too aggressive, so he calmed down and said, "Lin Xiangwan, can you tell me where I am?" make a mistake?"

As soon as Lin Xiangwan raised his head, he met the man's burning eyes, and subconsciously withdrew his eyes, "It's not your fault, it's me."

This answer made Chen Li even more confused, she was a little anxious, "Then why are you ignoring me? You can't be wrong, and it can only be me."

Lin Xiangwan put down her pen. She was a little tired. She rubbed her temples and met Chen Li's gaze. "Stop making trouble, leave me alone, and go home quickly."

"I don't." Chen Li's stubborn temper also came up.

"Chen Li, let's go." Seeing Chen Li's attitude of not giving up until he reached his goal, Lin Xiangwan gave the order to evict the guest.

Chen Li insisted, "You are only allowed to care about me and worry about me, so why don't I treat you the same?! Lin Xiangwan, you are too domineering."

"That's how I am." Lin Xiangwan paused, and continued, "Let's not say that I am your teacher, and, Chen Li, I can't bear your concern."

"You are a student and I am a teacher. You are in your third year of high school, you are about to graduate, and you are about to leave. Your concern should not be placed on me."

"Should it be or not, I have the final say."