Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

Ye Mu originally didn't plan to tell Zhan Shuduan that Qi Shi called him, but after that phone call, he felt that he knew why the other party rejected Qi Shi so much, and he felt helpless and sweet as honey. It's better to roll hard on the bed with the quilt in your arms.

However, the plan couldn't keep up with the change, because Qi Shi sent him a text message and Zhan Shuduan happened to see it, and the other party knew about it.

The president of Zhanda, who peeked at other people's text messages, didn't feel ashamed at all. Instead, he kissed Ye Mu and tortured him on his lap to extract a confession. In the end, Ye Mu laughed so hard that he couldn't breathe, and weakly grabbed the hand on his stomach to break Open, gasping and confessing to be lenient.

Although he purposely avoided Qi Shi's words that Zhan Shuduan might empathize with another in the future, but Zhan Shuduan's combination of back and forth can also deduce what kind of bad things Qi Shi said about himself in front of Ye Mu.

He sneered secretly in his heart, thinking that this little grandson would really put gold on his face, and looked like a peerless good man. If others knew that he had done such disgusting things, he would probably be able to hear these words overnight. Spit it out.

"He doesn't want to see us well, and he is deliberately sowing discord." Zhan Shu held him in his arms and kissed him, his eyes were full of disdain.

Ye Mo pursed his lips. He didn't know what Qi Shi's purpose was. He also thought about it after the phone call. Could it be that Qi Shi liked him, so he deliberately provoked the relationship between him and Zhan Shuduan like this, but The question is, why does Qi Shi like him?

When the other party received the love letter, he transferred directly to another school, without leaving a single word. Now, after so many years, he has faded away, and he didn't even want to know why Qi Shi suddenly transferred to another school at that time. He looks familiar and is not good. He couldn't figure out why Qi Shi fell in love with him at this moment.

He reached out and hugged Zhan Shuduan, bowed his head and hummed, "By the way, what was written in the text message he sent?"

Zhan Shuduan returned the phone to Ye Mu, and asked him to turn it over by himself. Ye Mu blinked, squinted at Zhan Shuduan, and found that the other party had no expression on his face, and he was concentrating on brushing his hair. Talking about why there is always a hair on the top of his head that can't be pressed down.

Seeing that the other party didn't mind, Ye Mu calmed down and opened the message window frankly, but after looking through it for a long time, he didn't see the text message Qi Shi sent him, instead he saw a message from someone who had just charged the phone bill 10 minutes ago. Short message.

Looking at the balance, Ye Mu was dumbfounded and froze.

"I see that your phone bill is almost empty, so I'll make it up for you." Zhan Shuduan, who had finally suppressed his dull hair, patted the top of Ye Mu's head in satisfaction, leaned over and glanced at the phone, explaining while not forgetting to post it kissed.

Ye Mu regained his composure and stared at the string of numbers on the phone, feeling a little sore and aching, "I don't need much, and usually the company's finances will reimburse me, so you don't have to charge so much."

Zhan Shu smiled and said, "What's the difference between the reimbursement and the one I paid for you?"

Ye Mu: "..." It seems that there is really no difference.

Thinking of this, Ye Mu immediately felt relieved, and continued to look for the text message Qi Shi sent him, even the draft box, but after searching around, he still couldn't find anything, so he had to turn his head to look at the chin pad. Chests on his shoulders.

"Hey! I seem to have accidentally deleted it just now!"

Ye Mu: "..." Can you be more careful when lying, the expression didn't change.

Ye Mu, who rarely felt dumbfounded, put away his phone and didn't continue to look for it.Since Zhan Shuduan cares, it doesn't matter if he doesn't read it. He was just curious about what Qi Shi posted, and it wasn't so important that he had to read it.

Zhan Shuduan was still worried about whether Ye Mu would be angry that he deleted the text message without authorization, but now that the other party's expression did not change, he was relieved, and went over to have another kiss with satisfaction.

He deleted the text message on purpose, the reason is very simple, he didn't want Ye Mu to see the content, if Ye Mu saw the confession that made his teeth sour, he might be annoyed how to reject it later.So he replied directly for Ye Mu, and then not only deleted Qi Shi's message, but also quietly deleted his own reply.

And what he is most happy about is undoubtedly Ye Mu's attitude of not caring about this, which means that the current Qi Shi is not a threat to him at all.

As for what happened back then, Ye Mu obviously didn't know about it, and he didn't intend to tell Ye Mu about those broken things. Sometimes it's not a bad thing not to know, but it's just that Ye Mu liked such a scum back then.

And this scum actually still has the face of regret, and even wants to turn a corner.

"I didn't do it on purpose," Qi Shi, who was pointed out by Zhan Shuduan in the office that day, lowered his head and said hoarsely, "I didn't know that things would turn out like this..."

"You don't know?" Zhan Shuduan sneered, "Yes, it's normal if you don't know, I guess you just wanted to stimulate your father at that time, you just wanted to make your father unhappy, and you didn't think about it at all The consequence of being known by your father will even affect Ye Mu a lot!"

Every word of Zhan Shuduan was like a sharp dagger, stabbing straight at Qi Shi's heart that had been escaping from reality. His lips turned white and his body trembled slightly, but even now, his trembling voice could not be ignored. I still have to retort: ​​"I didn't... I regretted it when I found out, but my dad had already gone, and I didn't have time to stop it..."

He clenched his hands into fists, the veins on the back of his hands were faintly visible, and his suppressed voice became hoarse, "I like him..."

"You don't deserve it." Zhan Shuduan's voice was as cold as if he had been frozen in an ice cellar.

Qi Shi finally stopped talking. He lowered his head and stared fixedly at the floor. The circles of his eyes were unknowingly stained with red. In this well-heated office, his body was as cold as a snowstorm in the twelfth lunar month. From the street to the end of the street, he was shivering from the cold, his hands and feet were cold, and the air was frozen, so that every breath was like a knife pierced in his heart, bit by bit, it hurt him so much Without any effort.

God knows how angry Zhan Shuduan was when he read the information that day, angry at what Qi Shi did, angry at the selfishness of the two fathers and sons, and even more angry at himself for not getting to know Ye Mu earlier.

Even now, the society is slowly showing tolerance for the three words homosexuality, but they are still a vulnerable group. The atmosphere of ten years ago, the release of these three words undoubtedly brought Ye Mu earth-shaking changes. I also know that his situation at that time must have been comparable to a desperate situation.

To put it bluntly, it is not easy to be unbearable to commit suicide or suffer from mental illness.

Qi Shi himself is good. After achieving his goal, he was thrown abroad by his father, and he was not affected at all. At most, he would be a little uncomfortable being suddenly thrown to a strange place, but Ye Mu's situation at the time was said to be on the tip of the knife. Walking on tiptoe is not enough.

It was also at that time that Zhan Shuduan finally realized why Ye Mu always had an indifferent attitude towards public opinion on the Internet. Only when it is stretched wide can it be infinitely tolerant.

Zhan Shuduan felt that his heart was going to die, he wondered why he was such a jerk before?It's ambiguous what to play, but when Guan Wei came back, Ye Mu's appearance of supporting him and Guan Wei was also made by him.

Perhaps from the very beginning, Ye Mu never thought that he would like him, subconsciously lowered his posture, quietly guarded his position, carefully stayed by his side, and prepared himself to throw him away at any time. Prepare.

Thinking of this special situation, I wish I could turn back time and tell Ye Mu earlier that I like him so that he doesn't have to be so inferior. He is very good, better than many people, especially in his heart.

He thought that Qi Shi was such a scumbag that he didn't understand Ye Mu's goodness, but at the same time, he felt contradictoryly grateful that Qi Shi didn't understand, so that he could meet Ye Mu. Although the beginning was not perfect, the present and the future are beautiful. It is enough.

But thinking about it this way, he felt a little guilty. After all, how hard Ye Mu suffered back then, he couldn't bear it just thinking about it, let alone the other party experienced it himself.

He insisted on coming out of the closet with his family back then. Although he was opposed, he was already an adult at that time, not to mention that his family background was superior and his personality was even more arrogant. At that time, he had an attitude of not being afraid of any public opinion outside. Guan Wei's departure dealt a blow to him, but the others did not have much impact.

But Ye Mu is not.

Tonight's Zhan Shuduan was particularly enthusiastic and energetic. I don't know if it was Xiao Biesheng's newlyweds, or was stimulated by Qi Shi's text messages. Anyway, to Ye Mu, it was like a long-distance high-speed train, fast, It's been a long time.

In the end, his consciousness became slack, and his whole body was like a dried radish that had been dehydrated in the sun. Zhan Shuduan let Zhan Shuduan drag him into the bathroom to take a shower to clean himself up, and then dragged him back to the bed.

Zhan Shuduan also knew that he was ruthless, but he couldn't restrain himself in the end, Ye Mu was like a pot of wine, the more he drank it, the more delicious it became, the mellow and pleasant taste made him feel the taste, hard to extricate himself, willing to be intoxicated in.

"Good night." Zhan Shu bowed his head and kissed the forehead of the person in his arms. The moonlight outside the window came in through the gap of the curtains, filling the dark room with a bit of moonlight.

Ye Mu rubbed his eyes, whispered good night in a daze, and fell asleep in Zhan Shuduan's arms.

The recording at the homestay has all been completed, and the film crew kindly gave everyone a one and a half day off to rest before going to the next shooting location, so Ye Mu could secretly come and spend the night with Zhan Shuduan.

Originally, he planned to sneak back directly the next morning, but he never expected that Zhan Shuduan would make him so hard, and he could not sleep until the middle of the night. Woke up by a knock on the door.

Zhan Shuduan opened his eyes in dissatisfaction, glanced at Ye Mu in his arms, and sure enough, he woke up too, and immediately got up, angry, and shouted irritably, "Who is it?"

"Shu Duan, are you still sleeping? Get up and go out with Mom."

The voice of Zhan's mother outside the door made both of them startled, and their drowsy heads instantly woke up.

Zhanmu, who didn't get a response, called out again, "Shuduan?"

Zhan Shuduan flustered as if being caught by someone, and replied in an unsteady tone: "Hey! Mom, I'm still sleeping. If you want to go out, wait for me, I'll go there right away!"

Zhan's mother outside the door let out a cry, and the two of them slowly breathed a sigh of relief. Unexpectedly, the breath was half loose, and Zhan's mother said quietly outside the door again: "What did you suddenly run out in the middle of the night last night?" ?”

Zhan Shuduan: "..."

Ye Mu: "..."

Tell me to go out and see the stars and the moon. By the way, talk about poetry and songs. Do you believe it?