Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

Looking at Zhan Shuduan's stiff face, Ye Mu realized that he had made a mistake, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that!" He just had what Aunt Fang said to Zhan Shuduan suddenly popped up in his mind, and he just said it without paying attention. blurted out.

"I know." Zhan Shuduan reached out and hugged him into his arms again, and kissed him on the top of his head, "But you also need to know that I've only had you all this time."

The body of the person in his arms was visibly stiff, and Zhan Shuduan finally realized that in Ye Mu's eyes, he might really be a libertine, but this misunderstanding is not unreasonable, after all, before the relationship is confirmed, The relationship between him and Ye Mu is unclear, and it is understandable for the other party to think so.

But in fact, Zhan Shuduan was really wronged. Since he was born, his father has been famous outside. Even though Zhan's mother drove those third parties away one after another, the real source is still having this thought. Status and financial resources, when one falls, another group will be posted behind, and there is no such thing as never having future troubles.

At the beginning, because Zhan Shuduan was still young, Zhan's mother was reluctant for him to experience a childhood with a broken family, so she just turned a blind eye and closed one eye to support not to divorce. However, this behavior could not change Zhan's father's romantic behavior, so that Zhan Shuduan has been hostile to his father since he was a child.

Zhan's mother taught her two sons not to learn from their father since they were young, so Zhan Shuduan went to university with good conduct, and only opened the first bud in his life. die young.

The people who tried to climb into his bed these years can be said to be one after another, but in the end he is only Ye Mu, and Hu Feng has even made fun of him because of this.

Zhan Shuduan didn't take it seriously, and now he is even more grateful for his 'clean body and self-care' back then.

"Don't believe me?" The person in his arms was silent for a long time without any response, Zhan Shuduan began to feel uneasy, and when he was thinking about how to explain this misunderstanding, Ye Mu raised his head, his eyes met with clear eyes like water.

Ye Mo shook his head, held Zhan Shuduan's hand, his heart flustered as if he had been filled with honey, and finally choked out a word: "Thank you."

In fact, there is always a little gap in his heart, and he still has an incredible feeling that Zhan Shuduan likes him. The main reason is that he has always had no confidence in this relationship, or in himself. I am very ordinary, and Zhan Shuduan seems to be people from two worlds, the fact that the other party likes him is like a dream.

So that Ye Mu had the illusion that he was dreaming. Once he woke up from the dream one day, he and Zhan Shuduan still had the unclear relationship in the past, and faced the day when they would part ways one day. At that time, it may not even be possible to pass by.

Zhan Shuduan felt that Ye Mu's thank you was filled with a lot of emotions, and before he had time to chew on the meaning, a discordant voice suddenly sounded from the side.

"Extraordinary?"

The two people who were sticking together were stunned, Zhan Shuduan was the first to react, and when he turned his head, he saw Aunt Fang - his mother was standing not far behind him, walking towards this side with a face full of doubts.

"Mom! Why are you here?!"

"I think you haven't come back for a long time wondering if something happened, you..." Before she finished speaking, she saw Ye Mu who was blocked by Zhan Shuduan, if she didn't know what she was disturbing, then She was such an idiot, and the atmosphere was so awkward for a while, Ye Mu almost wished that a gopher would get out of his feet and dig a hole for him to fall in and bury him.

"Since you're all fine, I'll go around by myself first." Mother Zhan silently picked up the sunglasses in her hand and put them on, as if blocking her view, so as not to see Ye Mu and Zhan Shuduan too directly , before turning around, he still said earnestly, "This is outside, how did I teach you special skills before? In broad daylight, be careful."

Zhan Shuduan: "..."

Ye Mu: "..."

After talking, Mother Zhan carried the bag, and moved away bit by bit with her foot that was not walking very quickly, leaving behind Zhan Shuduan and Ye Mu who were stunned in place, and looked at each other, Zhan Shuduan smiled heartlessly.

Ye Mu lowered his head sadly, "Aunt Fang, she misunderstood..."

"It's okay, let her misunderstand." This saves him the time to make a special introduction.

When it was different from Zhan Shuduan, Ye Mu was listless on the way back, like a hamster who lost his strength, even if Zhan Shuduan around him kept comforting him, Zhan's mother's attitude was the default meaning, she still I can't cheer up.

Ye Mu went back to the homestay of the program group, while Zhan Shuduan booked somewhere else. The main reason he came here was to pick him up. He disappeared from home without saying a word, and left home for fun when he was old. The mother who ran away, so the residence is nearby, just a few steps away.

After going back to the room to remove makeup and take a shower, Ye Mu still felt that ugly daughter-in-law saw the most indecent moment when she saw her mother-in-law. He didn't feel much when he didn't know that Auntie Fang was the mother-in-law. She was mostly a kind middle-aged man. , but now I know, recalling every little bit of contact with Zhanmu before, I feel that this is wrong and there should be something wrong, anyway, it can be summed up in one word - all wrong!

Standing in front of the sink in the bathroom, looking at himself in the mirror with moisture, his cheeks were reddened by the steam from the water, he patted his cheeks, and forced himself to calm down and stop thinking about those messy things.

Back in the room, he lay down on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, then couldn't stop thinking about what happened when he was outside with Zhan Shuduan just now, when he was bumped into by Zhan's mother, and the things that Zhan Shuduan left behind before he left. A word with a lot of heart and soul.

Thinking about it, he was so embarrassed by himself that he hugged the quilt and rolled on the bed in embarrassment.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, and he reached out to touch the phone, and just picked it up and turned over to sit up, but he didn't notice that the side of him was empty, and he fell straight up, dizzy, and the pain in the back of his head was almost not his own.

"Ye Mu?"

The room was very quiet, even if Ye Mu didn't turn on the speakerphone, he could still hear what was said on the phone.

The back of his head hurt so much that he didn't get over it for a long time. He was so lazy that he lay down and didn't get up. He put the phone to his ear and said with a frown, "Hello."

"What happened? Why is it so loud."

The voice sounded familiar, Ye Mu picked up the phone and looked at it, only to realize that it was Qi Shi calling.

He hasn't contacted the other party since he went out to record the show, and he almost forgot about the other party. He sat up slowly while rubbing his head, "It's nothing, I just dropped something accidentally." It's just this 'thing ’ It’s just him, he cleared his throat, changed the subject and said, “Is there something wrong?”

Qi Shi paused, his voice seemed to be a little lower, and he said, "Well... I have something to do, do you have time?"

"Me?" Ye Mu rubbed the back of his head in confusion, and after confirming that there was no swelling, he felt relieved, "Is it about the script? I can't help you with that. I'm out of town now, and I don't have much time recently, no Excuse me."

"It's not this," Qi Shi said, "The movie has changed, and that one... I won't make it."

"Oh, okay." Ye Mu didn't understand why, but since Qi Shi said so, he didn't intend to ask why, but there seemed to be no other topics between them except this.

Qi Shi cautiously said in a pleading tone, "Do you have time now? Let's talk on the phone, shall we?"

Everyone has talked to this point, Ye Mu can't hang up the phone anymore, so he can only say: "Now I have time."

"Could you tell me, what is your... relationship with that Zhan Shuduan?" Qi Shi paused, and then added: "Are you two together?"

Ye Mu didn't expect that the other party would ask this kind of question as soon as he came up, he held his phone and rubbed his nose, and hummed as an admission.

Immediately, there was no sound on the other side. Ye Mu didn't know what Qi Shi asked this for, but he could vaguely sense that something was wrong, because Qi Shi's tone today was obviously much worse than the previous meeting, he hesitated and hemmed, as if he was very worried Like he hung up the phone.

Although Zhan Shuduan told him not to contact Qi Shi, but he would not cut off the phone indiscriminately in the middle of talking.

"He is your boss," Qi Shi said again after a while, and said in a dry tone, "You are an artist under his banner. When I was abroad, I saw you being hacked by netizens because of him." I have criticized and criticized, and there are many indiscriminate black and white things on the forum.”

"It's not that you don't know the domestic atmosphere, and once this matter is discovered by the outside world, it will undoubtedly be a fatal blow to you." At that time, it will not be the strength of the school class, and it is possible to be banned.

Ye Mu lowered his eyes and listened to Qi Shi's word for word. During the process, he didn't defend himself or refute, because he knew that what Qi Shi was telling him now was the truth. Now, what kind of public opinion and results he will face are unknown.

He had thought about these issues long ago, even more than what Qi Shi said.

After the other party finished speaking, Ye Mu said slowly: "Well, I know."

Qi Shi was taken aback for a moment, "Then you..."

"I like him." Ye Mu's tone was very flat, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.

Qi Shi was silent for a while, and then he spoke with a sudden agitation, "But what about him? He may just be on a whim for you, and you are just a moth to the fire, desperate! If one day he gets tired of you and doesn't like you anymore ,you……"

"Then I might just be like that." Ye Mu narrowed his eyes and interrupted Qi Shi, "At least for now, I'm very happy."

Immediately, all the words were blocked in his throat. Qi Shi opened his mouth in a daze but could not make a sound. After a long silence, he felt his throat was slightly blocked, and said: "You have been out of town for a while, you see Is there anything online?"

Ye Mu thought for a while, "Is it about the person with the surname Y?"

"...Yes." Qi Shi said with difficulty: "What do you think about this matter...?"

Ye Mu couldn't help but squeeze the phone tightly. He seemed to understand the real purpose of Qi Shi's call. After a moment of silence, he replied: "It's over, it's over."

People have been moving forward, and the pain that was difficult to overcome at the beginning is not so painful when I recall it now.

Time can erase everything, no matter how hard the pain is or how passionate the love is, to this day, it is nothing but a basin of cold water that has completely cooled down, and its owner has left, and will not look back, let alone start again. Warm up this basin of cold water.

Qi Shi knew that he would never go back.