Kill me Heal me

To come out, I had a fight with him, and I won. Cay-z's hand stroked his face again, "I'll be jealous when you look like this." "

Chen Qiushi grabbed his hand and clasped his fingers tightly, "I want to sleep, how about you?"

"But I want to sleep with you." Cay-z reached in and stroked his soft belly. "Will it be disgusting?"

"Not really, but I don't like it." Chen Qiushi only felt that his pores were standing on end now, because Cay-z touched his back and the position of the back of his heart, which was where he killed those girls.

"If I don't do anything, can you relax a little?" Feeling Chen Qiushi's tense muscles, Cay-z felt a little uncomfortable. In his eyes, Chen Qiushi should be a docile and soft kitten, not As it is now, the hairs are standing on end.

"Okay." Chen Qiushi pulled out his hand and grabbed it, "Okay, you can sleep with me." Cay-z is not suitable for confronting him head-on, if you are softer with him, he will be very tolerant to you.

"Okay, I'll accompany you." Cay-z let Chen Qiushi hold him cooperatively, watched him close his eyes, watched him fall asleep, he was jealous of Cai Zhao, this cat would only be by his side when he was asleep , will face him relaxedly, but he glanced at the red rope in his hand, Cai Zhao, you have finally done a good deed.

When Chen Qiushi woke up again, Cai Zhao was still sleeping, his clothes were intact, and he didn't feel anything else. It seems that Cay-z did nothing, but I don't know, when Cai Zhao woke up again, who will become.

Chen Qiushi ate breakfast and medicine, stayed with Cai Zhao, and continued to read and listen to music. Not long after, he heard Cai Zhao wake up, "Are you Zhao Zhao?"

He rubbed his eyes, "Yeah, brother, don't you have to go to school?"

"No, I'm already working. My job is to be with you." Chen Qiushi put down his book and earphones, and brought over the breakfast according to the photo. He felt that he would definitely not eat it, but Chen Qiushi still persuaded him patiently, "Good boy." , have breakfast first, and I'll watch TV with you later."

"I don't want to eat this." Zhao Zhao turned her head away and pouted.

"Eat, if you don't eat, you will be hungry, and your mother won't like children who don't eat breakfast." Chen Qiushi handed over the steamed buns, "If you don't eat, mother won't come back to pick you up." He didn't know whether to It should be said that he is really not good at coaxing children in a sensible way, especially a brat like Zhao Zhao, but according to Cai Zhao's physique, no one would deny that he is a bear.

As soon as he heard that his mother might not come back to pick him up, Zhao Zhao became honest immediately, and obediently began to eat breakfast, "Brother, I have eaten breakfast, will mother come back to pick me up?"

Chen Qiushi hesitated for a moment. It is a principle not to lie to children, but after much deliberation, Chen Qiushi didn't know what to do. "You go to sleep, and you wake up, maybe your mother will come."

"Really?" Zhao Zhao lowered her head, as if she didn't quite believe it, "Mom always said to come back to pick me up, but I still went home alone."

"Then I'll accompany you now." Chen Qiushi patted his hand for the photo, "It's okay, I will always be with you."

"Really? Brother." Zhao Zhao's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Really, don't worry." Chen Qiushi patted her head, "I will always be with you, you will not be alone."

"Then let's pull Gogou, shall we?" Zhao Zhao stretched out his little finger, he used his right hand.

Chen Qiushi also stretched out his little finger and hooked it up, "Okay, pull the hook."

"Then if you violate the agreement in the future, I will tell the teacher." Taking care of him, his eyes were full of joy.

"Teacher?" Chen Qiushi was suddenly puzzled. It seems normal for children in elementary school to be afraid of teachers. "Okay, no problem." Chen Qiushi thought about it, and decided to ask, "Are you afraid of teachers?"

Zhaozhao's expression seemed a bit cramped, "I'm afraid—the teacher will hit me." Zhaozhao touched his palm, "It hurts so much, she will hit my palm."

Chen Qiushi touched Zhaozhao's hand, "Don't be afraid, tell brother, what kind of person is the teacher? Brother protect you, okay?"

"Okay." Zhao Zhao nodded, and rubbed Chen Qiushi's shoulder twice, "The teacher is so scary, every time I fail in the math test, she will hit me, the palm of the hand, and hit me in front of the whole class. "

"Then do you listen to the teacher? Are you not being naughty?" Chen Qiushi stroked the back of his head and scratched his braid.

"Be obedient. I listen to the teacher the most. She is very nice to me when she doesn't hit me." Zhao Zhao tilted her head, "The teacher is very beautiful, as beautiful as my mother."

"Oh, that's it." Chen Qiushi nodded. When children are young, they tend to judge people by their appearance. It is understandable to like beautiful people. Teachers symbolize authority, and what teachers say is often more useful than parents. "Take a picture, go to sleep, wake up, I'm still here."

"Okay." Zhaozhao was quite obedient today, probably because "teacher" and "mother" played a role, so Zhaozhao lay on the bed obediently, "Brother, tell me a story, or I won't be able to sleep."

"Okay." Chen Qiushi lay down beside him, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and told a fairy tale.With Cai Zhao's stature, Chen Qiushi's arms became sore after a while, and he persisted with gritted teeth, not letting go.

Zhao Zhao fell asleep, and Chen Qiushi kissed him on the forehead, "Cai Zhao, come back quickly."

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After sleeping for about an hour, Cai Zhao woke up, "Qiu Shi, Zhao Zhao came out again?"

"Yeah." Chen Qiushi put his head on Cai Zhao's shoulder, "I'm pretty good today, I didn't cause any trouble."

Cai Zhao sighed, "That's good, as long as I didn't cause trouble for you."

"By the way, do you still remember when you were about eight years old? Your math teacher, what kind of person is she?" Chen Qiushi always felt that what he said today seemed to suggest something. "According to Zhao's description, she is a very beautiful woman. She can also slap her palms. Zhao Zhao is very afraid of her."

"Eight years old? Math teacher?" Cai Zhao thought for a while, "When I was young, except for the fifth grade, the math teachers were all men, and no teacher ever hit me."

"Ah?!" Chen Qiushi was stunned for a moment, "Yes, that may belong to Zhao Zhao's memory, not yours." Among Cai Zhao's three personalities, Cai Zhao himself is the master personality, and Zhao Zhao and Cai Zhao are neither. Knowing each other's existence, and Cay-z is a spy, he will open a gap in the bedroom and watch what happened in the living room, he is most related to Cai Zhao to some extent, but he is different from Cai Zhao , is an independent individual, he and Cai Zhao are more like twins.Zhao Zhao is independent. He is very likely to be Cai Zhao's first personality. Now that Cai Zhao's triple personality has appeared, Chen Qiushi feels that he can break through one by one. Everyone seems to be satisfying Cai Zhao's subconscious differences. The longing, Zhao Zhao wants to get maternal love, does not want to grow up, is evading social responsibility, represents the cowardly Cai Zhao, Cay-z is the indulgent Cai Zhao, he hates women and loves women, he is lonely and crazy in his heart, strong Longing for love and afraid of losing, that's why I choose to possess in another way.Cai Zhao is the most normal personality, cheerful, lively and optimistic, with a bit of art and petty bourgeoisie. Chen Qiushi likes Cai Zhao who is warm, as warm as the sun.

"Qiu Shi, if one day, one of my personalities intends to hurt you, don't hesitate to beat him hard." Cai Zhao rubbed his forehead, "Don't care about me, I'm just afraid to see you get hurt."

"Don't worry, I know those are not you." Chen Qiushi helped him massage his temples, and they should have lunch later.

In the afternoon, Chen Qiushi applied to the little nurse. The two of them wanted to go out for a while. The little nurse called and asked several people there, but finally agreed.The back garden of the nursing home is quite beautiful, with beautiful flowers and fountains. Chen Qiushi pulled him to sit above the field. At this moment, no other patients came out for a stroll, and it was relatively quiet.Cai Zhao was carrying a camera. The light at this time was not particularly good, but today the weather was a bit cloudy, and the clouds just covered the glare. He took a few more photos for Chen Qiushi. Chen Qiushi was still a little stiff at first, but he gradually relaxed. Do what you want to do, pose what you want, and let Cai Zhao capture it. They went back and picked a few photos, imported them into the little nurse's USB flash drive, and asked her to take them out and develop them when she was free.The little nurse also agreed, and Chen Qiushi happily waited for the photo to come out.

That night, Cay-z did not appear for the first time. Chen Qiushi knew that this was a very good phenomenon. Cay-z's power was weakening. Cai Zhao fell asleep holding Chen Qiushi. Chen Qiushi slept later than him, with his eyes open until After confirming that Cai Zhao really fell asleep, and Cay-z did not come out, he dared to sleep.

Cai Zhao’s condition has become more and more stable these days, and the frequency and time of Cay-z and Zhao Zhao have become less and less. When Chen Qiushi saw his mentor, he also asked him, and what he got was of course that he was recovering. However, Chen Qiushi always felt that it was not over. Although Cay-z and Zhaozhao came out for a short time and did not appear every day, his doubts were still unsolved.

He got information about the teacher from Zhaozhao. The teacher is a woman around 28 years old. She is very gentle to Zhaozhao and takes care of him like a mother, but she is very strict with her grades. According to the teacher, when his mother doesn't come to pick him up, the teacher is also taking care of him.In Zhaozhao's mind, this teacher is higher than his mother. He is both a mother and an authority. There is no father in Zhaozhao's world. This is also related to Cai Zhao's own childhood experience.

Chen Qiushi once asked about Cai Zhao's family situation. He was reluctant to talk about many details. Even in front of Chen Qiushi, he still chose to bury many things.Chen Qiushi knew that those were his most painful memories, and also the things he was least willing to face.Regarding the divorce of his parents, Cai Zhao said that the reason was that his father cheated, and his mother was so painful that she almost committed suicide. If it wasn't for him, her mother might not be here anymore.Cai Zhao’s relationship experience is also quite bumpy. He had a first love in high school and failed to confess his crush on a female classmate. When he was in college, he had a relationship, but it ended because of the woman’s cheating. Chen Qiushi’s intuition told him that the appearance of Cay-z was extremely It may be related to this experience.He informed his tutor to help him collect information, and it would be best if he could find the information of Cai Zhao's girlfriend at the time.In addition, at that time, he was helped to contact Professor Li, who was the expert the police had found.It was he who hypnotized Cai Zhao and learned of the existence of Cay-z.

When Professor Li learned that Chen Qiushi was in contact with Cai Zhao and tried to cure him, he chose to see him immediately.Professor Li is about 50 years old, neither fat nor thin, looks very energetic, wearing the popular metal frame glasses, dressed casually, the first thing he said when he saw Chen Qiushi was: "You violated the principle of consultants, you know ?!"

Chen Qiushi didn't refute, just nodded with a smile, "Yes, we can't establish a dual relationship, but you also need to know that before being a consultant, I am a person first."

Professor Li nodded, "I respect you, but you have to understand that everything you do is for his own good. I heard that you also came for treatment because of depression, right? You look like this, you can definitely treat it." Good him?"

"It doesn't matter. The cure rate of this disease is low. Neither of us is sure that a miracle will happen." Chen Qiushi spread his hands and shook his head helplessly, "I told him many things, and he agreed. Besides, it’s normal for us two patients to keep warm for each other, isn’t it?”

"You are crazy, you are taking a risk." Professor Li looked at him calmly, and he patted Chen Qiushi on the shoulder, "I appreciate your adventure, it is really romantic."

"Thank you." Chen Qiushi lowered his head and smiled a little shyly, "I don't know what's the matter with you this time?"

"Something happened," Professor Li said with a serious expression, "it's about Cai Zhao."

"Have you hypnotized him before, and did you get any useful information?" Chen Qiushi didn't write too much about Cai Zhao himself in the information he got at the beginning. After all, no one except himself knows the inner experience.

"During my hypnosis, Zhaozhao did not appear. Cay-z told me about his existence. Cay-z has been trying to occupy the entire room, but he failed. Caizhao and Zhaozhao have been checking and balancing He, let him come out for a few hours every day, I heard from your instructor that he has been out for a short time recently, and the frequency is also low, right?" Professor Li said looking at Chen Qiushi's reaction.

"A lot less indeed. He seems to be very interested in me. In my opinion, the Cay-z you see is just a coat for him to arm himself. He is also very delicate and soft inside, and lacks love. A few days ago, I talked to Cai Zhao talked about his love experience in college, and when he talked about it, I could feel that his heart was hurt a lot." Chen Qiushi analyzed, "I think it is very likely that Cay-z was at that time Also, I suspect that Cai Zhao's mother is prone to depression, and he told me about some of his mother's daily habits, which are somewhat similar to mine."

"You're right." Professor Li looked at him appreciatively, "When I hypnotized him, what Cai Zhao said was indeed the same. His mother was lethargic, depressed, sometimes inexplicably crying, and anorexia. These are all guesses. As far as the details can be recalled, his mother often watched him cry, because Cai Zhao looked like his father."

"Tsk tsk tsk—my future mother-in-law must have such a strong heart to survive until now—" Chen Qiushi thought about his own situation, "Oh—I can survive too, nothing is impossible."

"Indeed, you're right, your future...mother-in-law? Are you sure you're not a mother-in-law?!" Professor Li glanced at Chen Qiushi's thin figure, "Forget it, don't worry about it, considering the conditions at the time, she was indeed It was not easy, so she began to devote her energy to her career and became the leading rich woman at that time. Now she can only care about her career and not herself. She also tried her best about Cai Zhao's affairs and invited many people to participate in activities , only the current treatment."

"Oh, I see." Chen Qiushi glanced at the location of Cai Zhao's room, "Zhao Zhao has been waiting for his mother to pick him up...why doesn't auntie come to see him? I mean Cai Zhao."

"She's recuperating abroad. She just had an operation on uterine fibroids some time ago." Professor Li looked around and lowered his voice, "Actually, I was entrusted by her to intervene in this matter."

"So that's how it is." The tutor introduced Professor Li's academic background to him, and he wondered why an expert like Professor Li would be involved in this case. After all, this case is indeed just a serial case on the surface. murder.

"By the way, I'm going to give this to you. What I gave to the police is not comprehensive. Have you noticed?" Professor Li took out a thick file bag from his bag, "Here, this is what we got in hypnosis. I have sorted out all the conversations, and I always feel that I can give you the most value."

"Thank you," Chen Qiushi weighed the file bag, it was really heavy, "Thank you for trusting me."

"You're welcome, young man. As you said, the cure rate of this disease is very low, and no one is sure that a miracle will happen." Professor Li patted his arm, "Come on, call me when you need it." Phone." He handed a small piece of paper with a phone number on it to Chen Qiushi, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye." Chen Qiushi waved his hand and went back to the room to read the documents.

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When Chen Qiushi opened the file, he was mentally prepared. He knew that Cai Zhao's memory would never be bright, but he did not expect it to be so dark and painful.His father was a corporate executive. He had a lot of entertainment when he was young, but he didn't drink well. He would go home and beat him and his mother when he was drunk. His mother was often bruised and bruised to protect him. The insults made it hard for him to accept. Words such as "stupid, fool" were blurted out, and his mother was also called "slut, ****". Chen Qiushi suddenly thought of a lot, and everything happened for no reason. , Regarding Cai Zhao's two split personalities, he seems to have found the source.After Cai Zhao's parents divorced, that was the happiest time for him, but his mother still shed tears, but fortunately, she no longer has to go through that pain.But his mother seems to be becoming more and more numb and doesn't care about him. Although she is still very good to him, Cai Zhao feels that he can't get maternal love. His mother's attitude towards him is very strange, and she will cry when she looks at his face. But I will still prepare three meals for him every day, and care about his life and study.

Zhaozhao should have appeared at that time, and children are most likely to get the care of their elders.Cai Zhao portrayed Zhaozhao as another him. He was young and could act like a baby with his mother, hoping that mother could protect him, love him, and pay attention to him. However, Zhaozhao seemed to fail. No matter how much he cried, his mother would ignore him. He closed himself up because he was in pain and because Cai Zhao didn't need him anymore.As Cai Zhao grows older, his attachment and affection for his parents will gradually diminish. His attention begins to turn to the outside world and himself. He fell in love. Although it was just a secret love, the final confession also failed, but at least at that time, he No other personalities have been split.

The appearance of Cay-z is indeed related to Cai Zhao’s university relationship. The two met during the military training of freshmen. Cai Zhao has a deep affection for girls. Until he graduated from university, he found that girls have been in two boats. Cai Zhao would have collapsed. At that time, he had already bought an engagement ring and planned to marry her after graduation, but in the end he encountered a cuckold. Cay-z appeared, and he began to take revenge on women. In two years, he successively killed six women in special occupations.Chen Qiushi found a photo of Cai Zhao's ex-girlfriend in the back, and she was really beautiful. The six victims were also in different places, and they were similar to this ex-girlfriend. That is to say, Cay-z did not kill selectively. . Cay-z has a high dual quotient, which is why he discovered that he has another personality at the beginning. He has his own independent memory, but his memory is full of pain and betrayal. He can express and vent in the way of painting, and also Before he falls asleep, he hides the paintings, puts things back in their original places, and pretends that he has never been there, so that Cai Zhao will not discover his existence, and he can do what he wants to do.He is extremely popular with women, with superior appearance, generous shots, sympathy with his own experience, and a sense of humor.No wonder the police haven't found such a murderer with high IQ and EQ after two years of searching.

Chen Qiushi read all the materials, as if he had read his whole life.He tried his best to calm down his emotions, and went to find Cai Zhao.Cai Zhao knew that he was busy today, so he was reading a book by himself.

"Cai Zhao, what are you doing?" Chen Qiushi was carrying a pack of snacks, "Here, the little nurse bought it for me just now."

"Eating so many snacks, I'm going to be unable to eat again." Cai Zhao said on the lips, but still took it. He has always been doting on Chen Qiushi.

"It doesn't matter, half of it is yours." Chen Qiushi opened a pack of Miaojiao, crunching and biting.

"Qiu Shi, Zhao Zhao and Cay-z didn't show up recently, I always feel uneasy." Cai Zhao looked at his side face, and the outline seemed to become a little rounded.

"You have to have some confidence in yourself, don't worry, this is a good sign." Chen Qiushi stuffed a crispy corner into his mouth, "If you have this skill, it's better to eat."

"Oh." Cai Zhao put down the book, and grabbed the crispy corners from him to eat.

Something went wrong, Chen Qiushi snatched the last Miao Crispy corner from Cai Zhao's mouth.He doesn't reject kissing Cai Zhao, and Cai Zhao can also calmly face himself kissing a man.They enjoy the touch between their lips and teeth, the person they love the most, doing the most intimate thing, Cai Zhao's hand tightly fixed the back of Chen Qiushi's head, preventing him from escaping, and there was still a taste of crisp horns in his mouth.

"Well——" Cai Zhao suddenly started to feel a headache, which is not a good sign, "Qiu Shi, I started to have a headache again, you should go back first."

"It's okay, I'll accompany you." Chen Qiushi didn't want to let him go, he fixed Cai Zhao's head and began to massage him.

Cai Zhao fainted, and Chen Qiushi didn't know who he would become when he woke up.

"Hey, cutie." Cay-z opened his eyes, and what came into view was Chen Qiushi's round chin.

"It's you, long time no see." Chen Qiushi let go of his head and sat aside.

"Well, I've been sleeping for a long time, and I haven't slept deeply for a long time." Cay-z rubbed his forehead, "You press it very comfortably, continue."

"Ah? Oh, good." Chen Qiushi continued to massage him, but his body was tense, ready to run away at any time.

"Don't be nervous, I don't want to do anything to you." Cay-z patted his butt, "It's really cheap."

"If you do this again, I'll leave." Chen Qiushi moved his position and stayed away from him.

"Don't go, cutie, I—" Cay-z took his hand, "I might have to leave."

"What?!" Chen Qiushi froze for a moment, "You..."

"I'm starting to get weak." Cay-z kissed his fingertips, Chen Qiushi was a little itchy, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but failed. "Little cutie, can I draw a portrait of you? Those who wear clothes, don't worry. Of course, you don't want to wear them."

"Really?!" Chen Qiushi touched his face, Cay-z's weak expression made him feel a little distressed, but he didn't relax his vigilance, this guy is the most deceitful.

"Really, I promise." Cay-z caressed the back of his hand and rubbed it lightly twice, "Little cutie, I think I may understand what love is."

Chen Qiushi nodded, and kissed him on the forehead, "Okay, I promise you." It's not that he didn't doubt Cay-z, but trusted Cai Zhao.

Chen Qiushi found a ballpoint pen and a stack of A4 paper from the nurse, "Is this okay? She doesn't have a pencil."

"Okay, give it to me." Cay-z took the pen and paper, let Chen Qiushi sit by the window, and carefully traced his outline. Chen Qiushi tried to keep a motionless posture, and Cay-z let him relax. Chen Qiushi also tried his best to cooperate with him.

Cay-z draws very meticulously, down to every strand of hair and the texture of the skin, as if he wanted to describe all of Chen Qiushi. Chen Qiushi was a little impatient and kept asking him if he was okay, but Cay-z was not bothered , but let him rest, he has captured the feeling he wants, and is constantly filling in the details. Cay-z is really a genius in painting. Chen Qiushi leaned over and saw that he can also draw dark changes, shades of tones with a ballpoint pen, and the sun is very warm. He couldn't help but start to feel sleepy and kept nodding his head, Cay-z He stopped his paintbrush and pecked him on the lips, "If you are sleepy, you can sleep with me."

"No need." Chen Qiushi immediately woke up, the person in front of him was not a kitten, but a lion.He plugs in his headphones and listens to music, waiting for Cay-z to finish the painting.

"Cute, can you stay with me for a while?" Cay-z stopped again, "Come here, I want to be closer to you, it doesn't matter if you sleep, don't worry, I won't do anything, I've changed my mind."

Chen Qiushi hesitated, sat beside him, and leaned on his shoulder, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't have to go."

"No, we are all in love with you, my existence is a threat to Cai Zhao." Cay-z rubbed his hair, "If you love me too, maybe I will come back."

Chen Qiushi hugged his arm, shook his head, and didn't say anything, he was sleepy.

Cay-z finished the painting, signed his name, and put it on the bedside. He hugged Chen Qiushi and lay on the bed. He opened his eyes and watched him sleep. Suddenly, his head started to hurt. Forehead, close your eyes resignedly, goodbye, my little cutie.

When Cai Zhao woke up, Chen Qiushi was still sleeping. He helped Chen Qiushi tuck the quilt and found the painting on the bedside. This is Cay-z's painting. It is indeed much better than his painting. He put the painting back to its original place , and began to listen to music on Chen Qiushi's mobile phone.

When Chen Qiushi woke up, a glass of warm water was handed to him, "Are you awake? Drink some."

"Okay." Chen Qiushi took the water and took two sips, "Cay-z left?"

"How do you know I'm not Cay-z?" Cai Zhao was curious about his ability to distinguish them at a glance.

"The tone, movement, and feeling are different." Chen Qiushi stretched out his fingers and began to count, "You will hunch slightly, Cay-z has always been straight, you handle things with care, Cay-z wants If you do this, it will be more stiff. You look at me with gentle eyes. Cay-z looks like I want to eat me, but it’s getting better recently. The end of your speech is soft, and Cay-z’s end is always rising. will drag."

"I didn't expect you to love me so much." Cai Zhao smiled shyly. He didn't expect Chen Qiushi to observe so meticulously.

"Of course, I love you so much, how could I admit my mistake." Chen Qiushi saw the painting on the bedside, and reached out to take it, "The painting is not bad——"

"Well, he fell in love with you too." Cai Zhao didn't know if he should be jealous of himself, but if he was asked to draw, he really couldn't draw it, he would only use the camera to record and capture it.

"Well, it should be." Chen Qiushi nodded. If this painting is put on the market for auction, it must be a sky-high price. Sure enough, there is only a thin line between a genius and a lunatic. Although only a ballpoint pen is used, Cay-z wants to express The effects are drawn.Chen Qiushi doesn't understand painting, but he can also see the love that Cay-z wants to convey in the painting. He didn't expect that Cay-z didn't leave a single word. Maybe what he wanted to say is in the painting. .

"Let's frame the painting another day, it's also a souvenir." Cai Zhao looked at the remaining ballpoint pen marks on his hands, all of which were on his left hand, which was quite magical.

"Well, good." Chen Qiushi put away the painting, "Cai Zhao, are you unhappy?"

"It's a lie to say there is none." Cai Zhao covered his face, "But I know you love me, and I love you too."

"Yes, that's right." Chen Qiushi rewarded him with a kiss on the face, "I love you, I have always loved you."

"Well, I love you too." Cai Zhao hugged Chen Qiushi, resting his head on his shoulder, "Qiushi, I feel very sad."

"It's okay, I'm here, I've always been here." Chen Qiushi hugged the big man and put his hands on his chest, "Do you feel it? I'm here."

The heart under the palm is alive, beating up and down, the person in front of him is real, laughing, making noise and even biting him, Cai Zhao hugged Chen Qiushi and cried aloud, releasing all the unhappiness in his heart .

Chen Qiushi patted him on the back, like coaxing a child, he knew what Cai Zhao lacked in childhood, and he would try his best to make up for it in the days to come.

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After Cai Zhao cried, the situation got better and better. He learned to release his emotions more reasonably and express his inner experience better. Chen Qiushi felt that Cay-z might never come back, because Cai Zhao had already Very powerful.

But unexpectedly, the accident still happened.

Zhaozhao pushed him into the pool while walking with him, and tried to hold him down to suffocate him, but luckily, the medical staff rushed over in time, and Chen Qiushi just choked on a few sips of water, and there was nothing wrong with him. Cleverly hold your breath for the first time without inhaling too much water.

"Zhaozhao, why did you do this?!" Chen Qiushi dried his hair and looked at him angrily.

"I'm sorry...it's the teacher—the teacher asked me to do it." Zhaozhao looked at Chen Qiushi aggrievedly, and couldn't stop rubbing his hands.Chen Qiushi didn't ask anyone to give him a sedative, he was afraid that he would fall asleep anyway, and he wouldn't be able to ask any more questions.

"Teacher?!" Chen Qiushi suddenly remembered that in the information given by Professor Li, there was no mention of the teacher, because Zhao Zhao hadn't woken up, and Cay-z told him about Zhao Zhao's existence.

The teacher in Zhao Zhao's memory seems to coincide with the image of Cai Zhao's father. Because of his father's relationship, Cai Zhao seems to have a rejection of male images, so the teacher is portrayed as an authoritative female image.Teacher, yes, a teacher is also a symbol of morality, so why does the teacher obliterate his existence?

"Zhaozhao, did the teacher tell you why you did this? When did you see her?" Chen Qiushi drank a cup of hot water and looked at Zhaozhao behind the iron gate.

"Just now on the phone, the teacher said that you made a mistake and you will be punished. She said that homosexuality is wrong." Expressing it truthfully, this content is enough to scare Chen Qiushi.

Zhao Zhao asked him for a phone call just now, but he didn't find any call records.Chen Qiushi rubbed his face, his mind went blank, Cai Zhao was indeed straight at first, but from the analysis of his situation, he has the potential to be curvy, otherwise Cay-z would not have always been interested in him.The teacher represents authority and secular morality, and also represents a kind of sacredness and ideal. Perhaps in Cai Zhao's heart, he is also expected to become a gentle and powerful person, but it seems that the influence exerted by his father in his childhood is indelible. Children will worship their fathers, and his father is like that...

Chen Qiushi began to worry about a problem, whether Cai Zhao would have a hidden personality, and that would be this teacher.He felt that he needed Professor Li's help now.He went back to the room, found the small note from the previous information, called Professor Li, and briefly told him about the situation here, then Chen Qiushi shut himself in the room, holding In a daze under the quilt, he began to hesitate, is it really okay to do this by himself?He bent Cai Zhao and let him be with him. The two of them depended on each other because they were both patients here. If they left the nursing home, would they still love each other?Or, after Cai Zhao leaves, will he still love himself?He didn't dare to think about the result. Originally, their encounter was such a strange opportunity. If they were placed in a different environment, Cai Zhao is also an ordinary person. He would never fall in love with himself...

"Qiu Shi! Qiu Shi, are you there?!" After an unknown amount of time, Cai Zhao woke up, and he heard the whole incident from the medical staff, who hurt him again.

"I'm here." Chen Qiushi wiped away tears, and ran to the next door, "Cai Zhao, I'm here."

"Qiu Shi, you're crying—" Cai Zhao stretched out his hand only to realize that the iron gate was closed again, and he withdrew his hand resentfully, "I'm sorry, Qiu Shi."

"It's okay, I know it's not you." Chen Qiu rubbed his eyes with his sleeve.

"But I still hurt you." Cai Zhao lowered his shoulders angrily, and slapped himself on the head hard.

"Don't do this." Chen Qiushi held his hand, preventing him from hurting himself further.

"Qiu Shi, how about—let's break up, I don't want to hurt you anymore..." Cai Zhao covered his face, and Chen Qiushi could see the tears flowing from between his fingers.

Chen Qiushi patted him on the shoulder and slapped him hard, "What are you talking about you!!! Break up!!! If you want to break up, you can break up!