Kill me Heal me

Said.

"Well, this guy is sleepy when it gets dark, so I can come out." Cay-z pointed to his right hand, "You know, I'm different from him, I still like nightlife, unfortunately, now I'm locked up Get up." He knocked on the iron door, "Can you open it for me, cutie"

Looking at the smile on Cay-z, Chen Qiushi's intuition told him that he was in danger. He was about to run away, but Cay-z grabbed his neck from behind, "Don't run, cutie. I know, you can do it. "

Chen Qiushi tried to calm himself down, "Let me go!" He tried hard to break Cay-z's hand, but the difference in their physique made it difficult for him to do so.He felt Cay-z's breath right next to his ear, and the air flowed across the thin skin on the tip of his ear, making him tremble, "You—let me go, or I'll call someone."

"Hahahaha—little cutie, why are you so cute." Cay-z licked the pinna of his ear, seeing his blushing face, "Don't move around, or I can't help but want to hug you." He purposely pushed Chen Qiushi's butt with his knee.

Chen Qiushi took a deep breath and slowly calmed himself down. "It's impossible to let you out, I can only chat with you here." Chen Qiushi relaxed himself, leaned against the iron gate, and gave up struggling.

Cay-z gradually tightened his arms, watching Chen Qiushi's breathing become short, "Is it okay?"

Chen Qiushi felt suffocated for a while, maybe this is not bad, he didn't have the courage to kill himself, it is also a relief to be able to die at the hands of others, Chen Qiushi showed a smile in the room, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, originally—— I don't want to live anymore."

Cay-z immediately felt annoyed when he heard this, he relaxed his arms and fixed Chen Qiushi on the door, "You make me very angry, you know?"

"I know, but I'm telling the truth, cough—cough—" Chen Qiushi took a few deep breaths and coughed twice, "I know you really wanted to kill me just now, but you changed your mind , because you don't want to follow my wishes, do you?"

"That's right, you guessed it right." Cay-z stroked Chen Qiushi's chin lightly, "Tsk—you're so skinny, you should be fatter to touch." He stretched out his other hand and put it into Chen Qiushi's clothes Li, touched his protruding ribs and flat abdomen, "The skin is so smooth, it's as good as a girl's."

"Don't mess around." Chen Qiushi pressed his hand, "What do you want to do?!"

"Fuck you." Cay-z leaned into his ear and whispered two words softly.Seeing that Chen Qiushi's ears turned red, he licked it twice.

"You—you—" Chen Qiushi covered his ears, he felt powerless and lost the initiative, which made him uncomfortable. "I want to ask you, when did you show up? When Cai Zhao was a teenager?!"

Cay-z let go, "Go, don't let me see you again." He lowered his head, as if he didn't want to answer this question.

"I'm fine to go, but you don't want to throw things any more, and don't hurt yourself." Chen Qiushi pointed to his still-unhealed hand, "This is also Cai Zhao's hand, and it will hurt you too, won't it?"

"Do you like Cai Zhao?" Cay-z raised his head and looked at Chen Qiushi's face through the lens.

"I like him, I like him very much." Chen Qiushi didn't shy away from his gaze, "Cai Zhao is a very warm person, simple and kind."

"Simple? Kind?! Heh!" Cay-z sneered disdainfully, "If he was really simple and kind, how could I exist. Don't be fooled by him."

"I know that everyone does not have only one side. Although Cai Zhao does not look as strong as you, he is also very strong inside. Otherwise, you would not only show up at dark." Chen Qiushi knew that Cai Zhao is just an ordinary person, everyone will have a dark part in their hearts, but some people suppress them, some people release them, and some people choose to release them reasonably.

"Heh—you guessed it all." Cay-z seemed to have lost the aggressiveness just now, "You go, while I don't want to do anything to you now."

"Oh, then - see you tomorrow." Chen Qiushi waved to him and returned to his room.He closed the door, panting with his back against the door panel, God knows he was pretending to be calm just now, but in fact he was already too frightened, this is the first time he felt the danger of Cay-z so intuitively, just now he It was really almost dying.

Chen Qiushi lay on the bed, but did not hear the sound of smashing. It seems that Cay-z seemed to have listened to his words and did not continue to hurt himself. He felt that he had experienced a lot today. Just now, Cay-z's hand slipped on him. It felt like being entangled by a python.He suddenly remembered that Cai Zhao seemed to have a triple personality, which he had heard from the little nurse. It seemed that he would ask the little nurse to help him get some materials tomorrow.

Chen Qiushi's upper eyelids were about to lose their hold. He closed his eyes and fell asleep quickly.

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The little nurse moved very quickly. Chen Qiushi told her in the morning, and the little nurse brought him the materials in the afternoon. The little nurse said that the hospital immediately copied a copy for him when they heard that Chen Qiushi wanted to read it. Maybe it was because Chen Qiushi lived here, so it would be easier to observe.Cai Zhao was not pulled to do the test today, but honestly in the room, Chen Qiushi asked for the key from the nurse, and wanted to go in and have a good chat with Cai Zhao, but the nurse hesitated, and gave it to him, she also knew Cai Zhao Nothing aggressive.

Chen Qiushi took the key and opened the iron door of the room, "Cai Zhao, I'm coming in." Then he changed hands and locked the door.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll get sick suddenly? What if Cay-z comes out again?" Cai took care of him coming in without hesitation, and even sat on his bed.Cai Zhao woke up and saw the finger marks and bruises on Chen Qiushi's neck. It took a lot of effort to pinch them out. After watching for a long time, the more he looked, the more familiar he became. Spreading his left hand, Cai Zhao was stunned, it was Cay-z. of.

"It's okay, I have confidence in you, and Cay-z usually comes out at night." Chen Qiushi lay down on the bedside, hugging Cai Zhao's pillow, only heard a "click", Chen Qiushi immediately froze, "What are you doing?" Well?!"

"I took a snapshot, it's okay, it looks good." Cai Zhao handed him the camera in his hand, on which was Chen Qiushi nestled on the bedside, with an expression like a lazy cat.

The texture of the black and white photos is very good. Chen Qiushi looked at it and thought it was good. He has high requirements on himself and is rarely willing to be photographed. "It's really good." Like pajamas, who would know that they were in the ward.

Chen Qiushi saw that the photos taken by Cai were good, so he relaxed and asked him to take a few snapshots.Patting and patting, Chen Qiushi started to feel sleepy again, "Qiu Shi, Qiu Shi? Are you sleepy?"

As soon as people relax, they tend to be lazy. Chen Qiushi is definitely a typical representative of them. He woke up earlier today, but now he can’t open his eyes again. “Well, I’ll sleep for a while.” One of the symptoms of depression is Lethargy, he is still very glad that he has no symptoms of insomnia.

Chen Qiushi fell asleep very fast, and soon fell into a deep sleep. Cai Zhao watched him fall asleep, and secretly took a few photos of his sleeping face. Chen Qiushi was fixed on the photo, and Cai Zhao seemed to see his innermost feelings through the lens. Soft and fragile, crystal clear like crystal, but also crisp and fragile. In fact, this kind of personality is not suitable for being a consultant, but it is only this kind of personality that can fully express people's hearts.

When Chen Qiushi woke up again, he realized that he had made a big mistake, and it was already dark outside.He pushed the man on top of him, "Cay-z!!! Let go of me."

"Little cutie, you should continue to sleep—" Cay-z didn't let go of him, and continued to lick his skin with his tongue, "It's okay, I can also be a boy, although I usually prefer girls, but you It’s so cute, you’ll feel like a pity if you don’t eat it.”

"You——" Chen Qiushi didn't eat two meals, and he didn't have much strength. He is also bisexual, but he has a mental cleanliness. Can be long.He also dated a few girls, but because of personality differences and other reasons, they all broke up.

"Hey, leave it to me, I will make you comfortable." Cay- unbuttoned his hospital gown, and kissed his chest.

Chen Qiushi resisted the urge to vomit, and started negotiating with Cay-z, "Let me go, please? I don't want to do it with you."

"Then do you want to do it with Cai Zhao? It doesn't matter, I use the same body as him, you just treat it as Cai Zhao's love for you." Cay-z didn't stop, he gently bit Chen Qiushi's neck and Adam's apple .

"You are you, not Cai Zhao." Chen Qiushi covered Cay-z's lips with his hands, "I can tell the difference between you, but what you do will only make me hate you more, and it will also make me sick."

"Ha, cutie, you're so uncute." Cay-z dressed Chen Qiushi in a gentlemanly manner, "Disgusting, really? You don't like men? But I don't think that's the way you look in your eyes." .”

"I'm bisexual, but I can't accept sex without emotion. I have an emotional cleanliness." Chen Qiushi hugged the quilt, moved to the head of the bed, hugged his knees with his hands, and curled himself into a ball. "You are very smart, smarter than Cai Zhao, but I like him better, I don't like your type."

Cay-z pinched his chin with his hand, raised his head, "You really hate me so much?" Cay-z took off his sunglasses, and looked at Chen Qiushi sharply.

"I hate it, and I don't hate it." Chen Qiushi stared into his eyes, his eyes were a little wandering, "I-I like you more normally, you are more cute when you are not crazy. But you look like this, which makes me very uncomfortable. "

"So that's how it is." Cay-z let go of his hand, lowered his head, and gently kissed Chen Qiushi's hair, "Then what about this? Is it still disgusting?"

Chen Qiushi pushed him away, "Don't be like this, I'm slower."

"Oh, so we can only hold hands?" He grabbed Chen Qiushi's hand and clasped his fingers tightly, "It's all right."

Cay-z's hands are a little calloused, which was rubbed by Cai Zhao with a camera, and he rubbed it with a pencil, "Don't rub me." Chen Qiushi blushed, and his fingers and palms were rubbed lightly by him. It's a little itchy, but I can't shake it off.

"Okay, I won't rub against you, how about this?" Cay-z stretched out his long arms and hugged Chen Qiushi in his arms, "How about this? Is it okay?"

Chen Qiushi pushed him a few times, but he couldn't move him, "Okay, okay." He had no strength in his hands and was not hungry, "You can help me pour some water, by the way, where is my medicine? I have to go back to take medicine. "

"The medicine is on my side. I asked the nurse to give it to me directly. Just now I pretended to be Cai Zhao." Cay-z smiled triumphantly, and handed the water and medicine to Chen Qiushi, "I ate all the rice, and I didn't give it to you. Keep."

"Oh, it's okay, I'm not hungry." After taking the medicine, Chen Qiushi began to feel drowsy again. He was a little dizzy, so he could only hug himself, rest his head on his knees, and squint his eyes to rest.

Cay-z leaned over and let Chen Qiushi's head rest on his shoulder, "How about this? Do you like me a little more?"

"Well, you look like Cai Zhao." Chen Qiushi nodded in a daze, and suddenly remembered the key on his body, "I'm going back." He touched his pocket, but the key was gone.

"Are you looking for this? Here you are." Unexpectedly, Cay-z returned the key to him cooperatively. "Anyway, there is no key here. It's useless for me to hold it. It's not interesting for me to run out in the wilderness. Why don't I play with you here."

"Oh, then I thank you for your cooperation." Chen Qiushi opened the door with the key, and then immediately closed the lock, "I don't want to play with you at all!!!"

"Then do you want to be serious? It's okay." Cay-z lay on the door, watching Chen Qiushi return to the room.

"No, I'm serious with Cai Zhao, so forget it." Chen Qiushi locked his own door, feeling uneasy, and locked a few more. Today he was too stupid and naive, and almost got eaten without knowing it.

Chen Qiushi fell on the bed weakly, suddenly, he found today's dinner on his table, still steamed buns, stir-fried vegetables, and porridge, with a note under it, Chen Qiushi got up, and the porridge was cold, so he put Hot water, ate steamed buns and fried vegetables, the note was written by Cai Zhao, he had seen Cay-z's signature, with a kind of wild and unruly, Cai Zhao seemed much more gentle and relatively well-behaved. Cay-z lied, Cai Zhao brought the medicine and dinner, the medicine was put there, and Cai Zhao brought the dinner.There is also a smiley face painted next to the signature, Cai Zhao is the one who can do this kind of thing.

After eating enough, Chen Qiushi felt much more comfortable. He lay down in bed and began to watch TV.The guy next door started knocking on the wall, once, twice, three times, with irregular lengths, sometimes in a hurry, and sometimes slowed down. Before Chen Qiushi went to bed, he was still knocking.He slept for a long time today, lying in bed, listening to the irregular noises next door, he began to become agitated.

Chen Qiushi had no choice but to open the door and walk over, "What's wrong with you?!"

Cay-z squinted at him, "It's nothing, I just missed you, look, my hand." He stretched out his left hand, and the wound that was bandaged before was a little cracked.

Resigned to his fate, Chen Qiushi went back to the house to get iodine, and re-disinfected and bandaged him, "Won't it crack if you don't knock on the wall..."

"I want to see you." Cay-z looked into his eyes, "I want to see you so much."

"Do you like me?" Chen Qiu put on the Band-Aid without looking up, "What do you like about me? I'm not a girl, you prefer girls, right?"

"You are clean, you are cleaner than them." Cay-z stretched out his hand, stroking Chen Qiushi's face, "Do you like me a little more? I will try my best to be like him."

"No need, you are you, not someone else. You and Cai Zhao are one person, and you are just his split personality, do you understand?" Chen Qiushi suddenly didn't know what to say to him, "Anyway, don't think about it. There are too many, liking you and liking Cai Zhao are two different things, I like Cai Zhao's warm sunshine, you are too cold, I don't like to be close."

Cay-z withdrew his wrapped left hand, "I like what you like and want to go crazy, I want to draw you down, and it will always belong to me."

"Like those girls? Kill me?" Chen Qiushi stared at him, "Then I have to stay away from you even more, because you only have possessive desires and don't know what love is."

"Don't I understand?" Cay-z looked at his left hand in a daze, and when he raised his head again, he found that Chen Qiushi had already returned to the room, "It seems... I don't need to understand either."

Chen Qiushi put down the iodine cotton wool, lay back under the quilt, and closed his eyes with An Xin, it's better to sleep, don't think about anything, go to sleep.

Chen Qiushi also learned a lot from the pitfalls. He returned the key and borrowed it occasionally to use it. He never dared to sleep with Cai Zhao again. Even if he slept, he would set the alarm clock or ask Cai Zhao to wake him up. , although he will get angry and have a temper with Cai Zhao, but Cai Zhao is still tolerant of him in every possible way.Cai Zhao took many photos of him, and Chen Qiushi liked them all, but unfortunately he couldn't print them out.Cai Zhao has a great sense of humor, he can make him laugh, play with him, and he has gradually mastered the rules of Cay-z's appearance, and when he feels it, he will let Chen Qiushi leave first.Chen Qiushi could feel that Cai Zhao was gentle and considerate to him, but Cai Zhao should be a straight man, alas...too bad, the one he likes is straight, and the one who likes himself is still a lunatic.

Chen Qiushi also met Cay-z a few times, he only dared to talk to him through the door, and he didn't dare to get too close, Cay-z's attitude made him a bit unbearable, he tried to get him Knowing something, but he cleverly changed the topic every time, but Chen Qiushi didn't get nothing, at least he knew that Cay-z was not Cai Zhao's split personality at first, and from his words, Chen Qiushi could feel The appearance of Cay-z should be related to the opposite sex.Chen Qiushi asked Cai Zhao to draw a tree while he was awake during the day. The tree was drawn on the right side. The branches are upward as a whole, but some of them are drooping. The trunk is twisted, but there are many scars on it. The crown of the tree is large, and the left side is painted a little more than a little bit.Looking at this painting, Chen Qiushi found that the overall character was very consistent with Cai Zhao's character, young, cheerful, sunny, gentle, with scars in his heart, weak willpower, and a little Oedipus complex.On the whole, Cai Zhao seems to be in a relatively healthy state of mind. Although he is nostalgic for the past and may not get out of the old memories, he is still optimistic and positive.

Cay-z killed all women, all young women. From the information obtained by the police, Cay-z seems to have a kind of disgust and hatred for women, but it seems very contradictory. The women he draws are beautiful. Chen Qiushi It suddenly occurred to him that all he painted were dead people. Perhaps in Cay-z's eyes, death was a baptism. He suddenly remembered that Cay-z seemed to have said one word—dirty.At that time, he had just read the information. All the women who were killed were engaged in sex work. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with being described as dirty by Cay-z, but he forgot that there should be a deeper level in it. reason.Sure enough, the brain would rust if left untouched for too long. Chen Qiushi patted his forehead, hoping that his brain could start working again.

Chen Qiushi's mentor came to see her regularly, and seeing that his condition was much better, he began to discuss with the dean whether he should be released from the hospital, but Chen Qiushi refused. The inheritance left by his parents is enough for him to live here until the next life. After discussing with the dean, Chen Qiushi continued to live here, he was reluctant to part with Cai Zhao.Apart from chatting and playing with Chen Qiushi, Cai Zhao is just taking pictures and reading books. His books include philosophy, aesthetics, and several novels, which fit his personality very well.

Cai Zhao spread out the book and sat on the bed watching. Chen Qiushi was lying on him, with his head resting on his stomach, fiddling with his mobile phone. The signal here is okay, and the network is extremely unstable. You can only make calls, and forget about surfing the Internet.Chen Qiushi saved a lot of numbers in his mobile phone, but most of them are no longer used. They are all his visitors. Except for his mentor, no one calls him. He doesn't have many friends, and even fewer can be contacted.He took out the headphone cable to listen to music, and the two shared the same headphone. Chen Qiushi played soothing piano music, and Cai Zhao felt sleepy after listening to it.Seeing that he was about to doze off, Chen Qiushi hurriedly took the earphones back. If Cay-z came out right now, he didn't know what to do.

Cai Zhao stroked his head one by one, he enjoyed the feeling of cuddling with Chen Qiushi very much now, and Chen Qiushi became his only friend here. "Qiushi, if I'm not good all the time, will you stay with me all the time?"

"Me?!" Chen Qiushi took off his earphones and stared at him with wide eyes, "I'm very expensive, five hundred an hour."

"Ah? It's really so expensive. What should I do? I can't seem to afford it." Cai Zhao pulled his braids in confusion, "Since we know each other so well, can we get a discount?"

Chen Qiushi rolled his eyes at him, "You can exchange things."

"Ah? What? My house is empty now, with nothing to worry about." Cai Zhao looked at the things in the house, and the most valuable thing was his camera.

"You, give me you, and I'll trade with you?" Chen Qiushi turned sideways and looked at him seriously. He is not a consultant sitting in a chair, but a poor fellow with the same illness as Cai Zhao. .

Cai Zhao paused in his heart. It wasn't the first time a man showed love to him, but it was the one he couldn't refuse, "Qiu Shi..." Cai Zhao lowered his head and looked at his rosy and full lips, "Are you Does that mean?" He kissed lightly.

Chen Qiu put his fingers to his lips, "Then do you want to?"

"Well, I am willing." Cai Zhao nodded and held his hand, "Then are you willing?"

"Nonsense." Chen Qiushi couldn't hide his excitement, "I said, it seems like it's time for us to exchange rings." He said to Cai Zhao in a joking tone.

"Wait a minute." Cai Zhao tore off two pieces of red string from the bookmark in the book, tied one to Chen Qiushi's ring finger, and handed the other to him, "Come on, tie it on for me."

With trembling hands, Chen Qiushi tied the red string and tied a bow on him. The moment he let go, he finally cried, "Cai Zhao——Cai Zhao..." He hugged Cai Zhao tightly, this was his last After the life-saving straw was tied with the red rope, it seemed that the sacred ceremony had really been completed, and the fate of the two people was closely linked ever since.

"Don't cry, cry like a cat." Cai Zhao took out a tissue and wiped his tears, "Should I kiss you now?"

"En." Chen Qiushi quickly wiped his face, blew his nose again, and closed his eyes obediently.

Cai Zhao was against the light, and Chen Qiushi's face was crystal clear and beautiful. He lowered his head and kissed his bride reverently.Wearing a hospital gown, no witnesses, no flowers, no blessings, no wedding candy, but Cai Zhao has never felt so happy.Her parents divorced when he was 12 years old, and he stopped believing in love since then.When he was in college, he had a girlfriend, but he was cheated on, and then...he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have been sleeping for a long time since then, maybe it was at that time that Cay-z appeared.

After exchanging a sweet kiss, Chen Qiushi looked at the red string in his hand with a blushing face, "It is said that the red string will not be untied. I will leave in the future, or if you recover from illness, we..."

"Don't think too much," Cai Zhao patted his head, "Although I don't really believe in love, I believe in you."

Chen Qiushi hugged him quietly, "Thank you for still trusting me."

"I don't believe you, who do you believe? By the way, the wedding photos haven't been taken yet." Cai Zhao said, picked up the camera, adjusted the delay to automatically shoot, put the camera on the table, and sat side by side with Chen Qiushi, holding Her shoulder, "It's time to start, one, two, three—"

The flashing light was accompanied by the sound of clicking, a wedding photo lined up in the ward, an absurd and impromptu wedding, like a child's play, but it seemed extremely sincere.Chen Qiushi took a look at their wedding photo. Cai Zhao adjusted the color temperature to make the cold ward a warmer one. The sun is just right today.

That night, Cay-z looked at the red strings in the hands of the two. Fortunately, on the left hand, Cay-z did not express dissatisfaction, but just took Chen Qiushi's left hand and stroked it over and over again.

Chen Qiushi was finally annoyed by his touch, "What the hell are you doing?!"

"I've never been in such a good mood." Cay-z showed a faint smile, "Are you my bride?"

Chen Qiushi couldn't bear to hit him, "Really." He didn't withdraw his hand, but took Cay-z's left hand and clasped his fingers tightly, "Why do I feel that you are about to disappear?"

"I don't know." Cay-z shook his head, "I feel very happy, really happy." He began to open his heart to Chen Qiushi, telling about his inner experience.The reason why he will kill those women is because he loves and hates these women. He finds these women beautiful, sexy, and full of temptation, but they are also dirty at the same time. He will kill them to save and cleanse them. He felt that when these women died, they regained their pure and beautiful appearance.

Chen Qiushi just listened to him quietly, and gave him a little support when he needed it. Maybe these words sound absurd, but this is indeed Cay-z’s inner experience. Chen Qiushi chose to understand. If Cai Zhao is A gentle goat, then Cay-z is a raging lion, he chooses to destroy, chooses revenge, he doesn't trust anyone, including himself, he wears a decent suit, combs a fashionable hairstyle, wanders in the city, Longing for love, but afraid of being hurt by love, Chen Qiushi finally saw that under the carefully packaged shell of Cay-z, he was actually just a child who wanted to be loved.

Tonight Cay-z went to bed very early, Chen Qiushi said good night to him, and went back to sleep, the night was very quiet, he was in the room, as if he could hear Cay-z's even breathing.From the initial fear and curiosity to the present understanding and sympathy, Chen Qiushi feels that Cai Zhao will recover soon.

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"Who are you?!" Chen Qiushi came to find Cai Zhao and found that it had changed into another person. Is this his third personality? !

"My name is Zhaozhao, brother, who are you? Where is this place?" Cai Zhao changed his tone, like a child. Instead of wearing sunglasses and earrings, he was barefoot and sitting on the bed with a pillow in his arms.

"A photo? How old are you?" Chen Qiushi tried to be as kind as possible, "Tell brother, okay? I'll give you snacks."

"I'm eight years old." Zhao Zhao put down the pillow in his hand, "Brother, what is this place? Can you take me to find my mother?"

"This—this is a hospital. You are sick, so you are here. Your mother is busy with work, so let me take care of you here." Chen Qiushi took out a pack of blueberry-flavored potato chips, "This Here it is, it's a gift from my brother."

"Thank you brother." Zhaozhao took the potato chips, tore them open, and ate them in big mouthfuls.

Playing with children is a very troublesome thing, but children are simple-minded, so it is convenient for Chen Qiushi to ask for information.Zhaozhao is eight years old and still in elementary school. After learning that he doesn't have to go to class, he happily watches TV and eats snacks with Chen Qiushi.Zhaozhao is a single-parent family. There is only a mother in the house, and there is no father. This is probably Cai Zhao's own inner projection.Zhaozhao is much more difficult to deal with than Cay-z and Caizhao. Those who don’t like it and disagree with it will act like a baby and make trouble with him. Chen Qiushi has experienced the feeling of raising a child this time, but Caizhao is so old He was so tall that he really couldn't stand the trouble. In the end, he had no choice but to call the hospital and give him a tranquilizer.Watching Cai Zhao fall asleep peacefully, Chen Qiushi now only hopes that when he wakes up, he will return to Cai Zhao, or Cay-z will do.

When Cai Zhao woke up again, he felt that he didn't sleep at the right time. It was already dark, and there was a person beside the bed, "Qiu Shi, what are you doing?" His throat was a little hoarse.

"Reading." Chen Qiushi put down the book in his hand and poured a glass of water for Cai Zhao, "Get up and have a drink."

"Well, good." Cai Zhao drank the water and felt much more comfortable. "What's the matter? I feel like I slept for a long time, and Cay-z came out again?"

Chen Qiushi shook his head, "No, someone else came out this time."

"Huh? Who is it?" Cai Zhao scratched the back of his head, "I seem to have a triple personality, but usually Cay-z will come out, right?"

"Well, indeed, the one who came out this time is Zhao Zhao, an eight-year-old child." Chen Qiushi patted his hand, "A very willful child, I have no choice but to call the doctor to give you a tranquilizer. "

"Then I didn't hurt you, did I?" Cai Zhao looked around twice to check if there were any wounds on his body. The fingerprints left by Cay-z last time left him with lingering fear.

"It's okay, he's just a child, it's not that scary." Chen Qiushi pulled up his clothes, "Don't worry, I won't be like last time."

"Your safety comes first. I'm really afraid I'll hurt you." Cai Zhao looked at the red string on his finger and fell into a painful conflict. He wanted to be with Chen Qiushi, but the current self, even No one can guarantee the next second.

"I'm not afraid, you won't hurt me." Chen Qiushi sat beside him, lifted the quilt and sat down, "Move over there."

"Well, good." Cai Zhao moved a few times, the bed was a relatively wide single bed, but it still seemed a little narrow for the two of them.

"I like you, I love you, so I'm not afraid." Chen Qiushi felt that his depression seemed to have almost healed, and he had already walked out of that period of haze, but for the time being, he still couldn't face the trauma.Now he has more important things to do and has found a new purpose in life.

Cai Zhao kissed Chen Qiushi's left ring finger, "Thank you, I love you too." He kissed his lover, from the forehead to the temples, to the chin, to the lips, one by one, full of joy and love, as long as Chen Qiushi When he is around, he will feel at ease.

"I'm not going back tonight, I'll be with you." Chen Qiushi patted the pillow twice, "It's settled, I'll sleep here."

"You'd better go back, I'm afraid Cay-z will hurt you again." Cai Zhao didn't dare to look at him, he also wanted to be with Chen Qiushi and fall asleep with him in his arms, but who knew that after he fell asleep, that person Will you come out again?

"It's okay, Cay-z won't attack me, he is much more docile now." Chen Qiushi hugged Cai Zhao's waist, "You have to have some confidence in yourself, I believe in you."

Cai Zhao stroked Chen Qiushi's hair, "I——I can only say that I did my best."

"It's okay, Cay-z's nature is not bad." Chen Qiushi bit his side, "Actually, I quite like him, as long as he doesn't go crazy, it's quite normal."

Cai Zhao clasped his hand, "Then which one do you prefer? Me or Cay-z?"

"You. It was you from the beginning." Chen Qiushi understood his lack of confidence, and just wanted to reassure him. He kissed Cai Zhao's chin, "Although Cay-z is indeed very charming, I am not the same as him. Humanoid, and I have no taste for adventure. I've always loved you."

"Actually, I have also thought about it, if you like him more, I don't need to continue the treatment, but I like you too, what should I do, my rival in love is actually me?!" Cai Zhao thought of it, and felt a little bit Something absurd.

"You really are second..." Chen Qiushi poked his forehead, "Don't say such things, you have to be stronger, stronger, protect me, you know?!"

"Well, I see." Cai Zhao nodded emphatically. Chen Qiushi's words reminded him that only when he becomes stronger, Cay-z will not take advantage of it. As long as he can face everything, he doesn't need Cay -z exists.

Cai Zhao slept for a long time today and was not very sleepy at night, but Chen Qiushi was sleepy. Cai Zhao hugged him and tried to keep himself awake. Red rope, spread out a book, and started to read. Chen Qiushi's sleeping face was like an angel. He couldn't help taking out his camera to capture it. Suddenly, he felt a dull pain in his head and passed out.

Cay-z did not expect that it would be so difficult for him to come out today. He looked at Chen Qiushi sleeping peacefully, and gently stroked his face, "Little cutie, cutie, wake up, if you don't wake up, I will strip you naked You?!" Cay-z smiled lightly, her tone as usual intimate.

Chen Qiushi felt something on his face, someone was touching him, it should be Cai Zhao, or Cay-z, wait, Cay-z? !Chen Qiushi immediately opened his eyes, "Cay-z? Is it you?"

"It's me, cutie." Cay-z grabbed Chen Qiushi's hand, "I haven't seen you all day, don't you miss me?"

"Okay, where is Cai Zhao? He fell asleep?" Chen Qiushi stared into his eyes, he was not wearing sunglasses, Cay-z's expression always made him a little scared, his eyes were like snakes, and he was his prey .

"No, it's me