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Cheng Yang sent me to a drug rehabilitation center.

However, within a week I was back at the apartment.

It's a new rule in rehab centers that offer relatives and friends help for addicts if needed.

My parents didn't know about my drug use.

However, Cheng Yang is willing to accept me, help me, and tolerate me.

Nine weeks later, with Cheng Yang's help, I managed to get rid of drugs.

During this period, Cheng Yang suffered a lot of injuries, which were all caused by my failure to control myself.

When the addiction kicked in, I had very little control over myself.

Most of the time I hurt myself, because at that time, I found that the pain can make me temporarily forget about the painful body without the comfort of drugs.

Sometimes Cheng Yang would tie me up with a rope and watch me struggle until there were blood marks on my body.

Every time the drug addiction is about to end, I can't help but push Cheng Yang to the ground.

Restrain yourself through rough sex.

Cheng Yang hugged me tightly, spread his legs wide and clamped me tightly, accepting me while calming my nerves controlled by drug addiction.

But when you're quitting, you hate the moment the sun goes down because you don't know if you're going to make it through the night.

How could there be such a terrible thing as drugs in the world?

It clings to your body like your blood, pricking you all the time.

It's not pain, it's worse than pain.

It was cold, it was emptiness, it was an unquenchable longing.

Cheng Yang said, if I had been taking drugs for a longer period of time, my life would have been ruined like this.

After hearing this, I smiled and said, "It's good that I have you, so my life has not been ruined."

"I won't take you like this..." Cheng Yang blushed and glared at me.

My arms are full of dense pinholes one after another, looking at it can make the backs of secret phobia patients definitely break out in cold sweat.

I solemnly swear on my body that I am no longer a virgin, I will never want to recall this period of time in the future.

Not long after I successfully detoxified, I began to receive eye treatment. The doctor in charge of my eyes was Cheng Yang's mother, a well-known surgeon, especially in ophthalmology.

She was also the one who discovered Cheng Yang's hearing problem. At that time, she called Cheng Yang softly, and it took Cheng Yang a long time to turn back.

After treatment, although his hearing has returned to normal, it is difficult to grasp the rhythm of the piano sound.

Cheng Yang's mother said that my right eye may still recover, which made me ecstatic, so I devoted myself to the treatment of my right eye.

Cheng Yang complained several times that I ignored him, but the next time he obediently brought me his love box lunch.

I still have to say nonsense, Cheng Yang's cooking skills can definitely be a chef!

I ended up having a minimally invasive surgery on my right eye and it was back to normal.

When I saw the sun again after more than a year, I almost cried out of disappointment.

Xin Hao finally held back his tears, otherwise I would have been laughed at by Cheng Yang for a long time.

That day Cheng Yang hooked me up for a show.

Afterwards, I helped Cheng Yang clean up for the first time.

Cheng Yang blushed like the red clouds in the sky, full of affection and shyness.

His body trembled a lot in my hands, and then I saw his erection again.

It turned out that I couldn't see clearly, so it was Cheng Yang who did it all the time.

This has never happened.

So I had to help him solve it with my hands.

At the end, Cheng Yang sighed, and said eagerly: "It seems that I will have to clean up by myself in the future, ah, you must know that once you touch me, I can't control myself."

Cheng Yang's words suddenly reminded me of He Zhou. Ever since Cheng Yang put me in the water to wake me up, I seldom think of He Zhou.

Actually forgot.

Obviously ready to break up with him.

When I returned to the bedroom, I saw that Cheng Yang was almost asleep, so I called He Zhou.

I know that He Zhou has returned to China to look for me more than once.

But at the time I was either in rehab or in the hospital, so I didn't dare tell my parents.

Of all the people, only Cheng Yang knew exactly where I was.

So even though He Zhou used his family's power, he never found me in the end.

"Ah..."

"He Zhou, let's break up."

After I finished speaking, I didn't listen to the reaction over there, so I hung up the phone decisively.

Then open the phone case and take out the calling card.

Cheng Yang didn't know when he woke up, he hugged me from behind, then took my hand and bit by bit opened my fingers holding the card tightly.

It turned out that I was holding the phone card all the time.

The flesh of the palm sank in.

Cheng Yang took out the phone card and put it aside, kissed my palm distressedly, his voice was a little hoarse: "Ah..."

"Why did you wake up?"

"It's a bit uncomfortable in the back."

I touched his head by feeling, and said: "Sorry, A Yang, I can't see in my left eye, and it wasn't so clean when I cleaned it."

Cheng Yang responded after a while.

do not know why.

I'm actually a little sad.

The heart throbbed a little bewilderedly.

He Zhou and I... broke up.

Really.

This is a stranger.

Obviously I brought it up, but I couldn't hold it back and cried out.

Cheng Yang seemed to be in a panic. It was the first time he saw me crying, and he was in a hurry to comfort me.

I saw him scratching his ears and scratching his cheeks to no avail, and I couldn't help laughing through tears.

I know that Cheng Yang is actually very afraid of He Zhou.

Once two women came to find Da Vinci, and Da Vinci told them to fight, and whoever won would stay with him, and then the two women really fought.

That kind of fear is not unreasonable fear.

He Zhou is a child loved by God.

If we are apples bitten by God.

Then He Zhou is the apple that has been kissed countless times by God.

If He Zhou and I were rivals in love, I would also be afraid of him.

He is so perfect, like living in another country, no one can resist such a He Zhou.

Especially, this kind of He Zhou is not like Da Vinci.

He Zhou is affectionate and persistent.

That kind of fear is mixed with a series of negative emotions such as inferiority complex, fear, looking up, and jealousy.

That fear has been distorted.

Fortunately for me, Cheng Yang only met He Zhou once, at that piano competition.