Teacher, don't hide from me

"Mingchu, I will not change, I will always be with you, and I will treat you well from beginning to end!

A failed marriage makes you no longer believe in love, I can understand, I can wait!But you have to know that I am different from Gu Xiaoran, I will treat you well from beginning to end, and spend the rest of my life to treat you well! "Ye Fan said seriously.

"The rest of my life is too long... Besides, you are just a child." Song Mingchu sighed.

"I'm just young, but I'm sane and I know who I am and what I'm doing!

I can't control this ever-changing society, I can't control how the world changes, and I can't control the changes in the people around me, but I can at least control my own heart!I promise I won't change!

If you have no sense of security, then I will do my best to give you a sense of security,

You don't believe in love anymore, but you can at least believe in me,

I can wait for you at the beginning of the Ming Dynasty, until the day you believe in me,

Wait until the day you want to start a new relationship,

Until the day you can rely on me,

Wait for a lifetime! "

"Why wait stubbornly for an impossible person? Why do you have to do this? Stupid!" Song Mingchu couldn't bear to look at Ye Fan's deeply furrowed brows, and kept his eyes on the ground when he spoke.

"Maybe, maybe I'm really stupid in your eyes, maybe

I've been doing stupid things the whole time.

"I just can't bear it, but every time I see you, I can't bear it too much...

I can't bear to hear your daily lecture voice become hoarse,

I can't bear to see you working overtime every day until late at night,

I can't bear to see you not eating on time,

I can't bear to see you not taking good care of yourself,

I can't bear to see you always drink away your worries,

I can't bear to see you doing so well when you're alone,

I can't bear to see you so insecure and close yourself up,

I can't bear to see you bear so much alone,

In front of others, you are calm, wise, indifferent, and unrestrained.

But I know... Whenever you are alone, you will be cranky, so you are used to drinking alone late at night, you always hide your vulnerable side well, you always act so strong... In this city, You have no family, no friends, you have always shown that you don't care about anything, you always look indifferent, but I know... your desire for family and friendship, I know that you actually desire these, you are just afraid of losing again... So I follow your ass every day, and slowly become your friend, I gave you friendship, if possible, I also want to be your lover, relative!Give you the love, affection you want... I want to give you everything you desire...

I want to take care of you, I want to treat you as well as I can, and I want to be someone you can rely on. "

This is the first time Ye Fan has spoken so much. In the past, she was a person who just did not talk, but now, facing this extremely insecure person, she needs to speak out.

Song Mingchu's tears could not stop flowing, and Ye Fan's words hit the softest part of her heart.

"Ye Fan, I really think I'm so selfish...

I... I have always accepted your kindness to me openly, but I can't respond to your feelings, and I can't hide from you again,

But every time I face you, I feel a deep sense of guilt!

Whenever you are nice to me, this sense of guilt will engulf me, leaving me nowhere to hide!I really appreciate that you like me, thank you for appearing in my life and warming me...but I beg you to stop being so nice to me...really don't be nice to me again!I don't deserve you to treat me so well..." Song Mingchu covered her face in pain, this is her habitual action, whenever she couldn't face something, she would close her eyes and cover her face, very resembling A self-defeating ostrich with its head buried in the sand.

"No...Mingchu don't feel pressured, I treat you willingly...you have the right to reject me, I don't blame you..." Ye Fan put his arms around Song Mingchu, who sobbed with his head on Ye Fan's shoulder with.

"I don't want to... I don't want to hurt you all the time, if I can... I really don't want to..." Song Mingchu was a little slurred, talking drunkenly intermittently.

"Don't cry at the beginning of Ming Dynasty, I won't force you anymore...don't cry..." Ye Fan stroked Song Mingchu's back, and kept comforting him until the person in his arms gradually became quiet.

Although Song and Mingchu sent away batch after batch of students, Song Mingchu felt inexplicably uncomfortable at the thought of Ye Fan leaving the school and himself after the college entrance examination. Ye Fan is really a very special student.

Seeing that the last semester of the third year of high school is coming to an end, thinking that the time for the college entrance examination is getting closer, and thinking that there will not be much time to get along with each other, so after the reconciliation, she became indulgent, and she indulged Ye Fan's frequent love words, no matter what No matter how Ye Fan confessed, Song Mingchu was no longer alienated, and he tried his best to find Ye Fan and accompany her, hoping to add some good memories to Ye Fan's high school life.

After the two reconciled, she decided to appease Ye Fan while bearing the condemnation in her heart alone. She pampered Ye Fan as much as possible, because she didn't want Ye Fan to recall more painful memories of high school life in the future, so she also indulged I love Ye Fan,

She thought that when Ye Fan went to university after the college entrance examination, and met better people, he would naturally let go of herself.

However, petting belongs to petting, and petting and love are different. What she can give Ye Fan is the favor of a teacher, and the favor of a sister, but she still can't give Ye Fan the love he wants. When Fan is full of admiration, whenever she hears Ye Fan's eager concern, whenever she receives Ye Fan's meticulous care, whenever she hears Ye Fan's love words, she can't respond, she can't respond to Ye Fan For the love Fan wants, she can only accompany Ye Fan as much as she can. She can only suffer from the condemnation of her conscience alone, while accepting Ye Fan's care, while pretending to turn a blind eye to Ye Fan's urgent love.