if you catch up

That night, Xiao Yuan came to knock on his door.

He has always been decisive. In the business world, no matter who mentions Mr. Xiao, he will inevitably boast: young and promising, rational and decisive.But now, those rare and rare hesitations seem to have appeared. He hesitated, as if he was dealing with a century-old problem, thinking back and forth, making judgments over and over again, and finally couldn't help being impulsive.

Yi Yang didn't resist this time either, he let Xiao Yuan in and made him a cup of tea.

In fact, he didn't think about what to say. He thought for so long and still didn't have an answer. Why don't you see what Xiao Yuan said.

Xiao Yuan first expressed his apology, and he said, "I'm sorry, I was drunk yesterday... I'm sorry to trouble you..."

"...um...", Yi Yang answered the words lightly, and sat down opposite him.

"Yesterday I...was impulsive, don't mind," Xiao Yuan said solemnly.

Yi Yang's face couldn't help getting a little hot, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and tried his best to say "um".

Xiao Yuan's expression remained unchanged, but she felt a little regretful in her heart. No matter what, he hoped that Yi Yang could give him some reaction.He said with a normal face, "I didn't cause any trouble for you...and Chen Fan, did I?".

Yi Yang looked at him, frowned slightly, feeling a little puzzled.

Xiao Yuan regarded his expression as disgust, thinking that she had really created a rift between him and Chen Fan.

Of course, he is not a complete gentleman, and at the moment of knowing this, he even jumped for joy in his heart.

It is so easy to have conflicts, which shows that their relationship is not strong.

He paused, thought for a while, and said calmly, "I know you are with Chen Fan now, but I don't think you are suitable. I don't want you to easily start another relationship just to avoid me. It was so long before, I also try not to disturb you, but you can also see that I can't do it, Yi Yang..."

He looked up into Yi Yang's eyes, "I can't let go until I'm not sure if you really have a home and a place to belong."

His resolute and firm tone caught Yi Yang a little off guard, and he couldn't help retorting, "I'm not with Chen Fan...", he was startled when he said this, he did say that he was already with Chen Fan words, but it was just a stopgap measure at the time, so long, he almost forgot.

"What did you say?" Xiao Yuan obviously couldn't believe it, he raised his voice and asked back.

"...", Yi Yang choked, didn't speak, annoyed himself in his heart.

Xiao Yuan was not dismissed so easily, he repeatedly asked, "You just said that you have never been with Chen Fan? Are you lying to me?!"

There is nothing to hide now, Yi Yang thought, besides, what's the point of this trick?Xiao Yuan didn't back down either, one lie would require more lies to be fulfilled, even if he wasn't discovered, he couldn't involve Chen Fan anymore.Thinking of this, he also calmed down, looked at Xiao Yuan, and said lightly, "Yes, I lied to you...".

"You..." Xiao Yuan frowned deeply, wanted to say something but held back, he exhaled heavily through his nose, and then suppressed the urge to teach Yi Yang and the faint joy, and said in a low voice, "Don't do this in the future...".

Three months was enough.

Yi Yang didn't know how to answer the words, so he looked away without embarrassment, but didn't make a sound.

Xiao Yuan didn't force it either, he stood in the suitor's position, and the fact that he learned by accident was beneficial to him, besides, Yi Yang politely let him into the house today, which showed that he was willing to communicate.He was actually a little puzzled. Yi Yang was very resistant before, and he didn't know why he suddenly softened his attitude today.

However, it is the best that he no longer resists him, and he can take his time in the next thing.

Xiao Yuan considered it for a while, and then said slowly, "Since you are free now, then I can continue to pursue you, right?"

After finishing speaking, he smiled slightly, and continued, "Of course, even if you are not free, I still want to chase you."

"Then why are you asking me?" Yi Yang asked unconsciously, turning his head to one side, frowning slightly, with a little impatience on his face.

But in fact, he was uneasy in his heart. He knew that he was giving in and giving hope to Xiao Yuan. After knowing the fact, he had no way to refuse Xiao Yuan any more, and he even had some expectations in his heart... But, like this Is it right?

Although Yi Yang's behavior made him angry, the fact that he had nothing to do with Chen Fan pleased Xiao Yuan greatly. He smiled again, moved closer to Yi Yang, and said, "Yi Yang, I am very happy." Happy, really."

His voice was deep and gentle, so pleasant and pleasant under the warm yellow light, Yi Yang's heart moved, and he turned his head, seeing Xiao Yuan looking at him with a sea of ​​stars in his eyes.

The stars are shining, dazzling and gentle.

His heart seemed to be hit suddenly, and he was in a trance.

I do it right?

"Xiao Yuan..." After being silent for a while, Yi Yang finally opened his mouth slowly, he had to tell Xiao Yuan how he felt.

But when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what to say, as if there was too much to say, but there was nothing to say, he hesitated and hesitated.Xiao Yuan didn't interrupt, just looked at him quietly, waiting for him to sort out his thoughts.

In the end, Yi Yang didn't figure out anything, he even felt a little bit broken, and said with some annoyance, "I don't know... I don't know how I feel, I..."

"I...Xiao Yuan, I admit that I can't let you go, I may never forget you in this life...It's been too long between us, there are too many things, I'm not who I used to be...I'm afraid of many things, I don't I know how to deal with your feelings, I don't know if it's right to do so, but I know, if I want to accept you now, I can't do it."

He bowed his head deeply, his face full of bewilderment.

Such an expression that took off all the disguise suddenly hurt Xiao Yuan. Many years ago, when he said that, his Yi Yang was also so at a loss.

Yi Yang said that the distance between them was too long and there were too many things. In fact, he understood and could vaguely feel that during the years he was away, Yi Yang experienced many things and a lot of pain, and most of them , all originate from oneself.

So the former delicate, lively, cheerful and generous Yi Yang is gone, and now he is calm, calm and timid.

But what can be done?He loves Yi Yang.The past is a foregone conclusion, he can't change it, he can only make up and make up for it in the future.

Xiao Yuan walked slowly in front of Yi Yang, squatted down, looked into his flustered eyes from bottom to top, and comforted him softly, "Don't worry... Yi Yang, I won't force you... It's okay, if you don't accept it It doesn't matter……"

He comforted Yi Yang gently and repeatedly. He knew that Yi Yang's heart was in turmoil now. He didn't force him. The future was very long. It didn't matter if he didn't accept it now, they took their time.

"I, I may never be able to accept you... Is that okay?" After a long time, Yi Yang asked in a low voice, but avoided Xiao Yuan's eyes again.

He didn't want Xiao Yuan to wait meaninglessly, but he couldn't give him the result he wanted.

I really hate myself for being like this.

"It's okay." Xiao Yuan smiled softly, "This is my business, just take care of yourself."

It's okay, it's fine if you stay like this all the time, I can get close to you slowly.

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