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The three people in the living room all looked at Yi Yang who came out of the bedroom, with different expressions.Chen's mother looked at him with questioning eyes, Chen Fan's incomprehensible face showed worry and anxiety, and Xiao Yuan——Xiao Yuan's face was normal, but his eyes were still a little undetectable dodge.

It seems that I have not forgotten what I did last night.

Thinking of this, Yi Yang felt awkward, and his face blushed unconsciously. He pretended to be indifferent and glanced at Xiao Yuan and Yi Yang. He walked up to Mother Chen and asked in surprise. , "Why did you come here? When did you come here?"

Mother Chen said, "I called you last night, and this morning too, but you didn't answer, and Xiaofan and I came here together, and your door was unlocked, and I saw this gentleman when I came in..." , she said and looked in Xiao Yuan's direction.

"Eh...", he was a little hard to answer, and after a pause, he said, "He was drunk last night, so he stayed overnight..."

As they spoke, they glanced at Xiao Yuan, and when their eyes met, both of them paused, as if there was some... embarrassment in the air that only the two of them could understand.

After being stunned for a moment, Yi Yang still said flatly, "You're sober, go back first...".

Xiao Yuan also seemed to be a little dazed, and the momentum with Chen Fan just now was gone, so she nodded her head dully.

But before he could move his feet, Chen Fan couldn't help but said, "Yi Yang, what's going on? You and him..."

"It's nothing." Yi Yang quickly cut off his words, and motioned to Xiao Yuan, "Go back first."

He didn't want to have one more person to worry about, so it was better not to let mother Chen know as much as possible.But Mama Chen has always been observant and smart, so how could she not see a clue.

"Xiao Yi..." Mother Chen hesitated, then turned her head to look at Xiao Yuan, "Are you... Are you Xiao Yuan?".

Xiao Yuan was a little surprised, it was the same before, Chen Fan knew his name a long time ago, and now this woman knows it too.What happened to Yi Yang during these years in Germany?

He was a little surprised in his heart, but his face was still calm, "Yes".

"Mother Chen, we have nothing," Yi Yang held her hand and said softly, "Don't worry..."

Mother Chen nodded to him, and said, "I'm not worried, your matter..." She sighed again, and looked at Xiao Yuan, "Mr. Xiao, did you come here because of Yi Yang?"

Xiao Yuan could tell that this woman was Chen Fan's mother, but she didn't expect that Chen's mother's attitude towards him was not as bad as imagined, but there was deep helplessness in her calmness.

After a pause, he still replied politely, "Yes."

Yi Yang was slightly taken aback, isn't... isn't it for work?

"You still love Yi Yang, right?"

This question couldn't help Xiao Yuan, and Yi Yang was also a little panicked. He didn't really want to hear this answer now.

Xiao Yuan took a deep look at Yi Yang, who had her head down, and said, "Yes, I have always loved you." Her voice was not loud, but she was firm.

Yi Yang's heart skipped a beat unstoppably, he could feel Xiao Yuan's eyes on him, but he didn't dare to look up.

Before, even though he said he was blaming himself, he still blamed Xiao Yuan in his heart, you love me, you obviously love me, why can you say such things and do such things?He put this betrayal on Xiao Yuan, silently relived it, and silently hated it.But now, He Yi told him that the expulsion of that lesson was not only about Xiao Yuan, that cruel and ruthless refusal, maybe his father was behind it... But can he forgive Xiao Yuan just like this?

He thought about it all night last night, but there was no result.

Mother Chen sighed again, patted Yi Yang's hand lightly, and stopped talking.

Xiao Yuan knew that Yi Yang attached great importance to the relationship with the Chen family, and also respected Chen's mother. He knew that they must have something to say at this time, so he walked out without waiting for Yi Yang to speak again.

After Xiao Yuan left, Yi Yang sat down Chen Fan's mother Chen, went into the kitchen and poured them each a glass of water, while thinking about how to speak.

How should I put it, he couldn't make sense of Xiao Yuan himself.

In the end, it was Chen's mother who spoke first. He took Yi Yang's hand and said, "Xiao Yi, you... I don't know how to say it. Hey, when you first came to Germany, you spent all day I was bored, my health was not good, and my stomach troubles happened again and again, each time getting worse, I knew you didn’t love yourself, you were torturing yourself, Zhongqing was worried, he told me, you have a The person I like very much is still a man, he... Don't blame your father, how could he handle these things, he brought you out in a panic, but who knows that even if you leave, you still can't let go... Later Your father had an accident, and you got better, but I can also see that you haven't really walked out of the house in these years..."

Holding Chen's mother's hand, Yi Yang's nose was a little sore.

Chen's mother sighed softly, and continued, "You can't hold others in your heart. You have changed your way and are still tossing yourself. We also feel distressed when I look at you. I have watched you for the past few years... I don't think so either. I hope you and this Xiao Yuan will continue to be entangled together, but things like feelings don’t happen if you don’t want them to, Yi Yang, what should come, it will always come, don’t burden him, follow your own heart That's good, your father... If he was here, he must have thought the same way, I know he regretted it at that time..."

At the end, Mother Chen couldn't stop crying, Yi Yang took her over, hugged him gently, and wet her eyes.

He imprisoned himself in a cage, frozen his heart, pretended to be indifferent and calm, deceived everyone, and even deceived himself. He wanted everyone to stop worrying, but he didn't know that someone had always understood He has been silently feeling sorry for him.

Although this person is not his mother, he understands him better than his mother and cares about her.

Do you follow your own feelings?Do you really not have to worry so much?

……

In the end, Mother Chen took the ingredients and tonics she brought over and had lunch with Yi Yang. She told Yi Yang to think about it, and said that she would go back with Chen Fan.

When going out, Chen Fan looked back at him, Yi Yang moved his lips, but he still couldn't say anything.

Chen Fan and Chen's mother sat in the car together, but Chen Fan in the driver's seat didn't start immediately, he was still sitting upright, but his downcast eyes still couldn't hide his frustration and loneliness.

He opened his mouth softly, with a tired and low voice, "Mom..."

At this moment, he didn't want to hide this secret anymore, he wanted to confide to his closest person, his mother.

Mother Chen sighed too many times today, but there is no way, these are his two sons.

She touched her son's head, and said softly, "I know, son, mom knows..." as she did when she was a child.

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Ah,,,, finally here.