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Taking advantage of a few days before the new year in China, Li Jin's parents flew to country t to visit him.Li Jin lived outside with them, and followed the strategy on the Internet to go nearby.

Li Xiuping brought a camera, and took pictures with his son again after many years. Both father and son cherish the few time they spend together.

Ding Qiaoman is thoughtful and specially invites Zheng Heen to have dinner together, thanking him for taking care of Li Jin all the time.

Zheng Heen is also considered to be acquainted with them. He had met Zhou Wenchen a few times back then.There was some flattery in his words unconsciously.

Ding Qiaoman saw it, but Li Jin didn't say anything, so she didn't intervene.

Li's father and Li's mother knew that their son was different from an early age, so they never demanded too much from him, and their standards for a partner were almost zero, as long as he liked it.This time, he somehow felt that he encountered the word "love", and the two were worried and anxious, and they couldn't help him.

Li Jin looks good recently, but he hasn't recovered yet. Ding Qiaoman wanted to stay for a few more days, but Li Jin said that the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there are a lot of things to do at home, so that they don't have to accompany him in a foreign country.

Li's father and Li's mother couldn't resist him, thinking that he wanted to heal his wounds quietly, so they set off to return to China.

Therefore, Li Jin did not go to the garden for several days.

On Friday, Joy and David brought their equipment to the nursing home as usual.

As soon as the power was turned on, the monitor screen flickered and went off completely.

David patted the meter in a daze, trying to restart it, but it was obvious that the tester had been damaged.

Joey had a headache, "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't adjust the instrument properly. But I have to try the second-generation experimental product this weekend, and today's data is quite important... Li Jin, look, can you go to the hospital next door with us? Taking a test? 5 minutes away."

"Dr. Joey, can the test be done tomorrow? There's still time." Zheng Heen said first.

Li Jin frowned, feeling strange.Zheng Heen seems very reluctant to go to House Hospital by himself?This is the second time it's blocked.

"It's okay, I'll go with you." Li Jin got up and put on his coat.

"Li Jin, this...tomorrow is fine..."

Li Jin glanced at Zheng Heen indifferently, his eyes were probing, Zheng Heen opened his mouth slowly, and could only calm down, and did not speak again.

...

The plants and trees in House Hospital are really monotonous and terrifying. Except for the feature of evergreen, the rest are very blunt, cold like a prison.

Joey and David went to change the equipment, and Zheng Heen took Li Jin to Joey's office.The two walked through the corridor on the first floor and got up from the elevator next to the office.

Not long after sitting down, someone knocked on the door.

Li Jin was relatively close to the door and got up first.But the door has already been opened, and a person walks in, with familiar eyebrows kind and honest, and unfamiliar temples with slight whiteness.

Li Jin suddenly froze in place, even Zheng Heen was taken aback, stood up, and looked towards the door in a little panic.

The atmosphere froze to freezing point in an instant.

Li Jin looked sideways slightly, and seeing Zheng Heen's eyes without any doubts, he suddenly saw the sun in his heart.It turned out that he knew that Zhong Liang was in House Hospital, so he did everything possible to prevent him from coming.Sullen and angry lingered in his chest, Li Jin knew that his expression must be ugly at the moment.

Wang Haodi's hand was still on the doorknob, and he passed Li Jin directly, looking at Zheng Heen with annoyance and resentment.

At this moment, Zheng Heen understood that everything was hopeless, so he could only hold on, and said to Wang Haodi, "May I ask Dr. Joey? He's not here." After finishing speaking, he almost wanted to bite off his tongue, hating himself for talking nonsense.

Wang Haodi snorted coldly, "I'll come back later." She twitched at Li Jin again, "What a coincidence, Mr. Li is here too. We haven't seen each other for half a year."

"Unfortunately." Li Jin said hoarsely.

Wang Haodi had no intention of talking to him, so he nodded and turned to leave.

There were only two people left in the room, but they never recovered.

"When did you know?" Li Jin didn't look back.

Zheng Heen bit his lip, and after a while, said in a barely audible voice, "Two weeks ago." He didn't know if confessing would make him feel better.But facing Li Jin like this, he was afraid that if he continued to hide, it would only make the two of them go further and further apart.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Li Jin asked tremblingly.

Zheng Heen took a deep breath, and looked at Li Jin's side face with almost pity.Unwillingness and rationality were fighting in the brain, nails dug into the palm of the hand.

"Why?" Li Jin turned around and stared into Zheng Heen's eyes.

Zheng Heen was stunned for a moment, the pitiful complex emotions were all contained in Li Jin's eyes.A flash of light flashed in his mind, Li Jin was not surprised by Wang Haodi's existence, that kind of stiffness was more like a guilty conscience.

It turned out that Li Jin also knew about it.

Zheng Heen's Adam's apple twitched, and suddenly a surge of anger rushed to the top of his head, making his eye sockets a little hot.He heard his voice mean and merciless, "He can't get pregnant."

Li Jin's eyes widened for a moment, he couldn't believe it, "What?"

"Zhong Liang, omega, you can't get pregnant." Zheng Heen spit out the secret that had been buried for a long time word by word, with a kind of pleasure to ease the tension.He speeded up his speech, "Yes, the files I saw when I came to Dr. Joy's office. You, the omega you never forget, are now just a pheromone shell!" He roared uncontrollably.

Li Jin took half a step back in shock, then held his heart in pain, opened the door and rushed out.

"Li Jin!" Zheng Heen couldn't react in time, Li Jin had already run away along the corridor.He followed up again, passed by the door of 1206, and found Zhong Liang standing there, staring fixedly at the end of the corridor.

Zheng Heen kept walking, but turned his head, and raised the corners of his mouth provocatively at him with anger.

...

After chasing all the way to the corridor on the first floor, Zheng Heen was out of breath and called Li Jin.

Li Jin finally stopped in place.

Zheng Heen rushed in front of Li Jin, pressed his shoulders, and stared into his eyes, "Li Jin, can you look at me, look at me? I'm no worse than him. Now he's no different from me... No it's just Pheromone... just give me a little more time, okay? I will definitely make a very pure pheromone..." He didn't regret what he just said.

Li Jin waved his hand away with some annoyance, and continued to walk forward.For the first time, he discovered that he couldn't resist Zheng Heen's fierce pursuit.

Perhaps in the past, he was also like this, chasing after him passionately, leaving scars all over his body.Up to now, I only feel tired and at a loss for others and myself.

"I admit that I have missed many things, but I am sincere to you! Li Jin, can't you see it?" Zheng Heen quickly followed behind him, with grief and pain in his voice. "I left the research institute in China and went to country T with you to take care of you in daily life. Only I can take care of you... Think about it, you are not the president of Mingda now, and you have no job. The dividend from the research institute is the only income at present. , and the income generated by the research institute is also achieved by me... Well, even if you go to submit a photo shoot, but the manuscript fee is only how much, how much does it cost you to live in a nursing home for a day..."

Zheng Heen knew that he was at the end of his rope, so he brought up these things.His contribution was not to get any material return from Li Jin, but just to hope that Li Jin would take a look back at him, wouldn't he just take a look?

Li Jin is really cruel.

Zheng Heen babbled all the way, the moist eye sockets were dried by the wind.Unknowingly, the two arrived under the tree in the northeast corner of the garden, at the edge of the hospital, where Zhong Liang played the guitar.

It was only then that Li Jin was willing to turn around.He pursed his lips, making full mental preparations, and slowly approached Zheng Heen, who was choking and panting, but refused to shed a tear, raised his chin with his hands, and looked at him carefully.

"Heen..."

Before Li Jin could sigh, Zheng Heen clasped his hands on his shoulders, tiptoed slightly, trying to reach his lips.

Li Jin lowered his gaze, turned his face sideways, and avoided it.

That kiss fell silently on Li Jin's cheek, it was clean and soft, but it was not what he wanted.

Zheng Heen maintained that pious posture, and then slowly backed away after a while.He raised his hand to caress his lips, with endless loss and nostalgia in his eyes.

"Heen, I'm sorry...I was in the office just now, so I don't mean to blame you. Thank you for doing so much for me."

Zheng Heen was suddenly afraid of hearing him say, "It's just that I don't need it." He clenched his fists nervously, and his heart beat faster.

"Heen, I'm fine." Li Jin stared into his eyes, "I'm an incomplete alpha, I feel like my heart won't beat anymore, do you understand this feeling? For a while, I was very scared , I wake up every day, my hands and feet are cold, and the thunder and lightning keep haunting me in my dream... I feel that I may go crazy at any time, just like □□. You know why I came to country T, don’t you?

When I wanted to be drunk and dreamy, it was you who gave me a hand, and I am very grateful to you.So I can't ruin you.You are so good, you deserve a better person, he will protect you from the wind and rain, he is more gentle and considerate than me, he is worthy of you.

Heen, there will be no results if you stay with me.I'm not a tree, I can grow when I water it, I'm ice, I can only freeze you and me together.

You are free, don't tie your hands for someone who doesn't deserve it. "

Li Jin spoke to the end in one breath, feeling that he hadn't said so many words for more than half a year.

Being hit on the chest, Zheng Heen suddenly hugged Li Jin, his body trembling slightly.

Li Jin knew he was very sad.He understood and even empathized with him, so he didn't act so decisively.He didn't know whether such an approach was correct.He can only cut off half of these unreasonable feelings, and leave the remaining half to He En himself.

He embraced Zheng Heen, patted his shoulder lightly, and comforted him silently.

Zheng Heen did not comment.

Li Jin braced himself, but no one comforted him.Looking back at this moment, he almost opened his eyes in a daze, still unable to believe what happened to Zhong Liang.

He is reluctant to bear Zhong Liang's pain, but he doesn't know what capacity he should be reluctant to bear now.Hearing this news alone has already caused him pain, sadness and self-blame beyond measure.

Li Jin knew that Zhong Liang liked children, he was so gentle to Dayong and Serena.Even though Li Jin never thought about having children from the very beginning, when he learned that Zhong Liang had injected an overdose of inhibitors, and then the two marked him down, he didn't intend to have children with Omega.

He just loves without hesitation.No matter how dazed to hate, don't know who to hate, those who hate Zhong Liang leave without saying goodbye, or hate their crippled body.

But now he doubted it.Could it be that what he did in the past, those blunders, brought Zhong Liang a lot of disaster and pain?If he hadn't appeared, hadn't imposed his feelings on Zhong Liang, and hadn't insisted on intruding into his life, wouldn't his revenge have been smoother?Nor is it forced to be unable to conceive.

Li Jin always thought that all this was due to a misunderstanding, Zhong Liang's wishful abandonment, and his own wishful thinking.

Perhaps, he was very wrong.He should stay away.

Until returning to the office to complete the test, the walking dead usually pass through the corridor on the 12th floor, feeling the familiar and pure amber flavor pheromone.Li Jin suddenly woke up and fled quickly.