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Joey's leg injury was almost healed, and he walked with difficulty to the nursing home with a small crutch.Behind him, David was a little frightened, carrying a small box on one shoulder, and holding his hands behind Joey.

David tried to persuade him many times, but Joey didn't want to take a wheelchair anymore, so he insisted on seeing Li Jin.

As soon as the two of them entered the gate of Building C, David received a call from Zheng Heen.

"Assistant David? You haven't arrived at the nursing home yet, have you? Lijin is not feeling well today, or..."

"But...we are already in the elevator. The teacher is here today." He glanced at Joey, who was a little worried, and said to Zheng Heen, "Let's go up and see the situation and decide?"

"it is good..."

Zheng Heen opened the door for the two of them, signaling them to go at their own pace.He walked to the bedroom door alone, knocked lightly, "Li Jin, are you feeling better?"

There was no movement at the door.

Zheng Heen frowned and hesitated for a while, then tiptoed in, taking advantage of the light from the living room, and slowly squatted beside Li Jin's bed, "Dr. Joey is here."

"I really can't..." Li Jin's muffled voice came from under the quilt, he turned over and turned his back to the door, "I'm sorry, I...I can't do the test now..."

Zheng Heen had no choice but to come out, and explained to Joey and David in a low voice, "There is no fever, and there is no other abnormality. He didn't sleep well last night...a little nervous...Dr. Joey, look at this situation... "

"Don't panic." Joey said, telling him to call Dr. Anna over.

Anna arrived in a hurry, her hair draped over her shoulders, exuding a sweet scent of gardenia.Ignoring Joey's obsessively admiring eyes, she entered the bedroom after obtaining Li Jin's consent, and she and Li Jin came out together in about half an hour.

"I've made an agreement with Mr. Li, don't bully him." Anna half-jokingly said, winking at the people in the living room, and then drifted away like a gust of wind.

Li Jin was a little uncomfortable surrounded by the piercing eyes of the three, "I'm sorry, I didn't adjust well."

"It's okay." Joey said with a smile, "I just finished breakfast and digested my food." By the way, during this time, I quietly looked around today's room.

Only then did Zheng Heen realize that he and David had been standing up until now, and felt guilty about moving chairs for them.

Joey raised his hand to stop his movement, showing a reassuring smile.

David looked at Li Jin's neck and found that he didn't wear a first-generation product, and there were many bloodstains from fingernails on the gland, he was shocked.He gave Joey a look, and Joey limped around to Li Jin's back, and quietly put on the test instrument patch on him with one hand.

"Do you know terminal phobia?"

"What's that?" Li Jin asked softly.

"Every time I approach the finish line, I stop because of fear. Fear of the unreal feeling of success, fear of easy gain and loss, fear of the unknown after the finish line." Joey said to himself, "Strange to say, yesterday In the evening, the patient next door refused to take the medicine. He was about to be discharged from the hospital, so he delayed it abruptly."

Li Jin said "Oh", still feeling sorry for his self-willedness just now, so he took the initiative to answer, "Why?"

"Probably because there is a hurdle in my heart that I can't get over. Chronic consumption is torturing my body in disguise." Joey gestured to David to turn on the switch.

"What's wrong with him?"

"A disease that alphas cannot understand."

Li Jin seemed to be ignorant of micro-currents, pondering the words "terminus phobia" in his mind.Are you also afraid?Then, unexpectedly, Joey asked again, "What will happen to him if he gets sick again?"

Joey's hand paused, "No matter what kind of illness you have, if you don't have the heart to heal it, it will be the same in the end."

Li Jin remained silent.After running through the almost certain clues in his mind, Zhong Liang's face finally appeared clearly.He tilted his head slightly, staring at the flashing heartbeat value on the screen of the instrument.After a few seconds, move away immediately.

Yes, it only takes one night and a little help from others to re-arm yourself from head to toe and cheer yourself up.He can do it.

But once I think of that person or things related to it, there is a tearing numb pain in my heart.

He tried to hate with all his strength, scolded himself for being cheap and self-indulgent, and deserved to be thrown away like a used rag...

But the tense reaction of his body told him exactly that he would still be throbbing.All preparations collapsed across the board.

He is so tired.I tried to get rid of the illusion in my mind over and over again, but it was like a cloud of smoke, which quickly condensed into shape again.

Li Jin ran endlessly in the wilderness of his heart.

He forgot why he started.Was it because something he had hidden was cut out, causing someone to chase after him, or was he spontaneously chasing some existence that dismissed him?Everything started wrong and was induced.And the so-called force majeure is an excuse, he just fell in love with someone who mistakenly thought he liked him.

He didn't know whether his body reached the end first, or the white mist dissipated first.And what happens when they get to the finish line?

Li Jin had countless hypotheses, all of which were refuted one by one.

He understood everything, but in the final analysis it was because that person didn't love him.So I can't be harsh on what that person did to me...

Right now Li Jin is just anxious to find an outlet, such as scratching the skin covering the glands at the back of his neck, or showing off his temper willfully.

Joey leaned against the table, and waited for David to finish the test quickly, before speaking again, "If you are not in good condition and don't want to test in the future, you can tell me directly. But don't forget your original intention to participate in the treatment. The second generation of products will be launched soon , every test data is very important. You also hope to get the results soon, right. Let nature take its course. At that time, you will no longer be afraid of the difficulties in front of you."

Li Jin pulled out a smile, "It won't be like this in the future."

"Well, remember to continue to use the first generation of test products, and don't hurt yourself." Joey comforted, knowing that Li Jin had listened.

"Okay. Thank you, Doctor." Li Jin watched their backs disappear outside the door.

...

House Hospital, Joey changed into a white coat and planned to go for rounds.Before entering the room, the nurse said to him, "Mr. Zhong still refuses to take injections and medicines."

Joey had a headache, scratched his hair, pushed the door and went in.

The moment his eyes met with Zhong Liang's, Joey froze for a moment, and his back felt slightly numb.It's hard for him to describe this kind of look, which is sharp and hurt, but also mixed with a trace of defense and strangeness.

In the next instant, it returned to normal.

"I heard from the nurse that you didn't take your medicine on time." Joey Tuotuo's glasses said, "You have to work overtime and don't treat your illness properly. How can this work?"

Zhong Liang sighed, "Doctor, it doesn't matter if the pheromone concentration is low. Do I want..."

"No." Joey interrupted seriously, "As long as your glands are still there, you are an omega, and the pheromones must be maintained at the normal level of omega, otherwise there will be big problems."

Zhong Liang closed his eyes, looking gloomy.Put on your coat, stand in front of the window, and stare at the desolate scenery outside the window.

He didn't expect the reunion to come so suddenly, leaving him in a state of embarrassment, confusion, and almost losing the courage to fight against everything.

He kept asking himself, so what if he was cured.

Regardless of resentment or chills, the small flame that was about to extinguish was thoroughly infused by that person's eyes at the moment they met, like a sizzling iron plate, with only a sliver of warmth remaining.

Joey walked over slowly and sat on the sofa, "You guys, one or two are not worrying."

"Huh?" Zhong Liang turned around and put the crutch aside for him.

"It's a coincidence that when I went to the nursing home today, the alpha excused that he was ill and didn't do the test. When I saw it, the plush toy was gone. Do you know what the problem is?"

Zhong Liang felt a tremor somewhere in his heart, and the inexplicable feeling of déjà vu was instantly suppressed by him. "What's the problem?" He also sat down and asked curiously.

"Generally speaking, plush toys give people a sense of security, or have some special meaning. It is more likely to hide the toy than throw it away. To hide your sense of security, what do you think it means?"

Zhong Liang bent the corner of his mouth, "Doctor Joey, I don't understand."

"I'm guessing too. It's just a discussion with you." Joey was quite unpredictable.

"Well... Then I guess, the last fortress was breached, and he had nothing left, so he just gave up on himself and exposed himself to the enemy..."

Joey nodded meaningfully, "The side effect is refusal of treatment."

Zhong Liang's body stiffened immediately, and he understood what Joey was implying.He adjusted his sitting posture awkwardly, and forced himself to calm down, "Doctor, actually, I've always wanted to ask, does the person you mentioned really exist? Or are you trying to coax me..."

Joey couldn't help laughing, "Is Mr. Zhong still young?"

It was rare for Zhong Liang to feel warm. After all, it was a child's behavior not to cooperate with the treatment. "Then... May I ask which plush toy this alpha likes..."

Realizing what he asked, he bit his lips hard, as if standing in front of a mysterious door, knowing that there was a trap behind the door, but giving others a chance to open the door.He remedied, "Doctor, if it's inconvenient, don't tell me..."

"It's not inconvenient, I don't think you know... it's the orange cat."

Zhong Liang's face changed suddenly, he half stood up in a panic, and sat back slowly under Joey's surprised gaze. "...Orange cat..." he murmured.

It has been guessed for a long time, but now the clues are completely seamless.It was his birthday that day, he likes to watch documentaries, and the orange cat...

Zhong Liang regretted that he didn't take the orange cat away half a year ago, so wouldn't he be so embarrassing now?

"What's wrong?" Joey asked puzzled, "Is it uncomfortable? Let me see."

Zhong Liang stepped back a little, pretending to be normal and said, "I'm fine." But his nails dug into the sofa.

Joey was silent, "Okay." He walked to the table, found out exactly what Zhong Liang was taking from the bottles and jars of medicine above, and poured him some hot water.

Zhong Liang finished taking the medicine in a dull manner, and raised his head under Joey's satisfied eyes.

Seeing that he was willing to obey and treat him, Joey was naturally kind and amiable, "Is there any problem?"

"Hmm..." Zhong Liang's lips trembled slightly, and the crystal water droplets on them also moved.

Joey felt his pheromones rising and falling, and his breathing was messy.Too much thought, Joey said in his heart.

After a long time, Zhong Liang spoke softly, "Doctor, how is the patient you mentioned now?"

"I was injured. I'm almost healed now." Joey thought thoughtfully, "You also cooperate with the treatment, okay?"

Zhong Liang bowed his head, as if acquiescing, and stopped talking.