The enemy is actually my wife

Mrs. Ding couldn't answer Lin Yan's question, maybe she also wanted to ask, why there are so many people in this world, but she is in such a dilemma.

If possible, she is willing to die instead of Lin Changye and his wife. It is true that she is not Lin Changye's biological mother, and she is only a few years older than her, but Lin Changye has always respected her since she married Mr. Lin. Mother", after calling for a long time, her heart also softened.

Of course, it's not that she didn't think about having a child of her own, especially when she was in a helpless situation at that time, it was convenient for her to have a child, a child that was nominally her and Mr. Lin's. It is the best choice, so she took the risk to get pregnant at the age of 32 and gave birth to a child.

Maybe God is good to her after all. When the news of her pregnancy came out, Mrs. Lin, who was in her sixties, happily spent a lot of money and bought her a villa in Mid-Levels, Hong Kong.

A few days later, her daughter-in-law also reported that she was pregnant. She was about the same age as Lin Changye and his wife, and her pregnancy was related to each other. So during that time, her relationship with her adopted son and his wife It is extremely harmonious.

The moment she was pregnant in October, she successfully gave birth to a baby girl. Although this result was not very satisfactory to Mrs. Lin, it was the best news for his ambitious second son. up.

The eldest brother has no heart in the family business, and the stepmother gave birth to a girl. Lin Shouye's position as the crown prince has finally been stabilized, but not completely, because his brother's wife is pregnant with another child.

Ten days later, that is, on the 10th day after Mrs. Ding gave birth to the child, Ms. Ming gave birth prematurely because of fetal gas.

Lin Changye was so happy to love his daughter that he almost jumped up in the ward with joy. He even named his daughter "Lin Yan", thinking that the geese in the forest will be blessed and equal to the sky.

In the end, I don’t know if it was because the nurse didn’t catch it clearly, or because his southern accent was too strong, and he wrote “Lin Yan” as “Lin Yan” by mistake. Lin Changye wanted to change the name back, but he was lying on the ward. After Ms. Ming got her daughter's birth certificate, she laughed out loud:

"It's a very different name."

It's his wife who is like his lifeblood. After hearing this sentence, Lin Changye gave up the idea of ​​changing his daughter's name back.

So Lin Yan was really called Lin Yan.

Mrs. Ding, who is thousands of miles away, is also happy to love her daughter. Mrs. Lin named her Pan Xi. Originally, she wanted the child to follow the Lin family's surname, but Mrs. Ding was stubborn and insisted that the child follow her surname.

Mrs. Lin had nothing to do with her, and she knew that she felt ashamed of Mrs. Ding, so she admitted it, so Mrs. Ding's child was named Ding Panxi.

If the matter develops to this point, it will be considered very smooth, and it will be a very happy situation, but it is a pity that Lin Yan's birth was due to premature birth, so he was congenitally deficient, and he was always sick every day, but Lin Changye and his wife As a scientific researcher again, it is difficult to stay at home for a month in the early years of the year.

The family and the country were in a dilemma, and the two couples had no choice but to send the child back to the old house of the Lin family, where Mrs. Ding took care of it.

The difference between the two children is not too big, and they can be a pair of playmates. After Mrs. Ding became a mother, she was not as fussy about the past as before.

She sincerely treats the two children as equals and takes good care of them, but luckily, the two children caught up with the change of winter and spring when they were 7 months old, and the younger one caught the flu, which caused encephalitis.

Mrs. Ding took the child to dozens of hospitals, but failed to save the child, so in the spring of that year, the child named Lin Yan died in the season of dead trees and spring.

Lin was tired to death, but Ding Panxi was still alive and healthy.

It's difficult to have both, especially love, and it is absolutely impossible for Mrs. Lin to know about Ding Panxi's life experience, so she had a crazy idea, and once that idea surfaced, she couldn't calm down anymore.

She personally sent the child who had closed her eyes to the cremation ground, selected the cemetery, and engraved the word Ding Panxi on the tombstone.

From then on, Ding Panxi became Lin Yan, and Lin Yan became Ding Panxi.

Her plan is so perfect that even Mrs. Lin has never noticed it. He already likes to mess around outside and doesn't stay at home for two or three days in the early years of the year, so he can't tell the difference between a child in his infancy. So come here.

The scientific research of Lin Changye and his wife lasted for six years. After six years, the couple finally came back. Facing the grown-up Lin Yan, his heart was so soft that it was embarrassing.

"Banyan, come to Mommy quickly." Ms. Ming stood at the garden gate and said to the girl who was swinging on the swing.

Mrs. Ding stood on the second floor, watching the nominal mother and daughter downstairs who recognized each other and embraced each other. The picture was so dazzling.

For a moment, she actually told Ms. Ming everything, but she knew too well how she felt when she learned that her child had died. So many years had passed, and she still couldn't recall the day she hugged her. The feeling of walking into the cremation ground watching the little child who has closed his eyes.

She has already suffered it once, so she doesn't want Ms. Ming to suffer it again.

It's good for Lin Yan to be their child.

***

"Your life was not given to you by me alone," Mrs. Ding said, "Even if it was for me, for the dead Lin Changye, Ming Huan...you shouldn't have said such things so casually."

"Are you worthy of mentioning their names in front of me?" Lin Yan said sarcastically, "If you hadn't forced them into that situation, they wouldn't have died."

Madam Ding frowned even deeper: "I told you, I never forced them."

"Really?" Lin Yan didn't seem to believe what she said at all.

Of course, don't look at the current Lin Yan who has exhausted verbal violence and facial sarcasm towards Mrs. Ding, but many years ago, she also trusted and respected Mrs. Ding like that.

When she was young, only Madam Ding was with her. She knew very early on that Madam Ding was not her mother. Her parents were working far away and could not come back to see her.

Of course the child is resentful, but at the same time she is glad that her parents are away, because then she can live with Mrs. Ding.Although Mrs. Ding is her grandmother, she is too kind to her.

Her grandma is the youngest and most beautiful grandma among all the children, even prettier than the mothers of some of her friends. Her friends are very envious of her having such a grandma, and she is also proud of it.

A child's concept of right and wrong is so straightforward. In her young understanding, Madam Ding is the omnipotent god in her mind. Whenever she asks, as long as she wants to know, Madam Ding will answer. She can talk freely and calmly point out the clearest path for her.

It's not that she didn't admire Madam Ding, nor did she secretly swear in her heart that when she grows up, she will be as smart, capable, confident, generous, elegant, and calm as Madam Ding.

With Madam Ding as her target, she has worked hard for more than 10 years to become like Madam Ding.

But one day, she suddenly discovered that the omnipotent, supreme, and flawless God in her heart was actually so ugly, despicable, and unscrupulous.

She can't accept it.

Not only can she not accept that the real face of Mrs. Ding that she imagined would be like this, but she also can't accept that the parents who love her so much are not her own parents.

She was struggling so much when she was young, and finally she mustered up the courage to talk indirectly in front of Ms. Ming, saying that the child that so-and-so raised for many years was not her own. Ask Ms. Ming what she thinks?

Ms. Ming said: "So what if it's my own? Then the relationship of these years is always true."

She was stunned.

Ms. Ming said with a smile: "What's the matter with our Yanyan recently? Why are you always depressed?"

"I... I just had a dream," she lied, "I dreamed that I was a picked child..."

"Silly boy, whether you picked it up or not is irrelevant to me and your father."

"Why, why?" she asked, "Don't parents feel that they are unwilling to raise children for others for so many years?"

"Why do you feel that way? You have been with us for so many years, and we live happily without you." Ms. Ming touched her head and said, "Memory can't lie."

Her eyes turned red immediately, and she secretly vowed in her heart that she would be more kind to her parents in the future, and she would not ask whose child she was.

She thought that the worst outcome would be that she was actually Mrs. Ding's child and her father's sister.

But after all, she is still relatives with her parents and a child of the Lin family.

But what she never expected was that God would play such a big joke on her.

She is not even a child of the Lin family.

She is a child whose father is unknown and whose mother is unworthy. She is a child who cannot see the light. She has been full of conspiracy and schemes since she was born.

Mr. Lin wrote her name in the will and gave her everything he could, how ironic.

She used to be favored by Mr. Lin with peace of mind, but now she has obtained everything that does not belong to her with such trepidation.

She was a liar, she lied to everyone, and she also lied to herself.

She really wanted to find a reason for her relief, but the reality stepped all her fantasies into the dust.

"How do you want to believe it?" Mrs. Ding finally couldn't bear it and asked her.

Lin Yan smiled softly: "Unless you die."