Brother, he can read minds

This question stopped Nix, she blinked, looked down at her outstretched hands, which were not clean, stained with blood and... tears.

Tears just fell on the palm of the hand without any warning, blurring the eyes and blurring the old scar on the palm.There were scrapes, scars from branches, stones, knife wounds and shrapnel.

One of the traces was left 12 years ago in a cave in the southwest. She chased that woman for a long time. It rained heavily that day, so she hid in the cave and was lucky. Unfortunately, there are no other animals and beasts in the cave, but unfortunately, when she was sleeping in the rain, the mountain rain caused a mudslide, so the only escape exit was buried by stones when she was half asleep and half awake. .

There is no one, no light, only the heavy rain outside the stone and a flashlight with extremely weak power.She could only push the stone with her bare hands, but of course she got nothing.

In desperation, she looked up and saw the rain drifting in along the cracks in the stone, so she planned to climb up the stone to a place where the rain could float in.

Failed once, twice, three times... She couldn't remember how many times she failed, because she fell countless times, because the stone was muddy and slippery, and finally she found a stone that could lead to the outside world, and moved it, but it was obvious It was the gap in the stone that only allowed her to see the outside, but could not let her go out.

It was dark outside and it was raining heavily, but she knew she couldn't wait any longer.No one will come to rescue her, and it is absolutely impossible for anyone who knows that she is here to save her, and there is only a small mouthful of steamed buns left on her body.Of course, apart from this, the most important thing is that the soil here is yellow clay, and there is such soil in the cracks of the stones. It is raining now, so the soil is still wet and muddy. Well, the sun came out and baked the soil, and the connection between the stones became stronger, and she probably didn't have to think about going out again.

So she gritted her teeth and pinched the gaps between the stones with her fingers bit by bit, trying to loosen them.One piece, two pieces, three pieces, four pieces... The night outside gradually receded, the sunlight began to replace the darkness, and the space in front of her gradually became larger. At first, she only needed to move one or two pieces, and then she needed to move one floor later. There are a few more stones, and the stones are not neat. We can only move a little bit by perseverance.

She told this story to someone later, and the person asked her sympathetically, did she ever think about giving up?

Since then, Nix has never mentioned this matter again, because the person who would ask such a question must have never experienced life and death. Even after hearing the whole story, the other party would at most express emotion, comfort, and maybe say that you are lucky.

But for her at that time, she actually had nothing in her mind, and her fingertips were already bloody, but there was not much blood on the stone, because the mud and sand mixed into her flesh, and the blood was frozen. Yes, it hurts, but she hardly feels the pain, because despair is stronger than the pain of her fingers.

It is the despair that dies here.

At that time, she understood what she was thinking in her heart. She could die, but she must not die worthlessly. She wanted to avenge her brother, and she wanted to let the group of demons who played with people's hearts taste the bitter fruit that she planted herself.

Her mind was blank, and her beliefs made her movements mechanical and numb.When another stone was pushed down by her, she knew that she had succeeded, and she lay on the stone exhausted, her head was dizzy, and she didn't know why, she just felt that she had lost her balance and fell down from the cave.

In fact, it is not surprising that she put her waist on the stone at that time, and she was light-headed and dizzy, so there was a chain reaction of snowballing later.In fact, she didn't feel it anymore, even if she rolled down a high rocky mountain, even if there was a prickly pain in her back, it couldn't cover up the joy brought to her by the fresh air outside.

She escaped.

Later, she seemed to have fallen asleep, or maybe she was in a coma. After waking up, she appeared in the ward just like in the movie. The nurse said that someone called 120 and directly directed the ambulance personnel to find the place where she was. Location.But they only knew that it was a female voice calling, because when they arrived, there was only her exhausted and bloody.

Who is it?

In fact, she probably knew in her heart that after all, in such bad weather, the only people who could find her were probably those who knew where she was.But she will not give up her pursuit because of this, because she will never forget every word of her brother's suicide note——

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"My brother felt as if there was a voice in his head that kept ringing, telling me, persuade me, die, you will be happy when you die, and you don't have to worry after death. There is no pressure or depression after death. My brother has fought, but my brother can't, I can't defeat him, he is like a nightmare that makes me restless and forced me to listen to his persuasion all the time."

"I can't control my hand, I can't control the hand touching the blade, as if pain can make me perceive the world and the flow of life."

"Xiaoqi, maybe saying this will scare you, but my brother knows you, and fairy tales can't coax you. I hope you can understand my brother's selfishness, and I hope you will never fall into a situation like my brother's."

"Xiaoqi, brother is tired and sleepy, brother wants to sleep."

"Good night, brother loves you."

At first she didn't understand her brother's choice, she cried and quarreled with her brother's photo, why can't she tell her, why can't she be stronger.But later she understood, she finally knew what a nightmare is, and when she realized that her brother's death was not that simple, the nightmare had already come to her door.

That kind of feeling is very strange, obviously she is standing under the sun, she knows that many people passing by her are happy, but she knows but can’t feel the same, she is no longer happy because of other people’s happiness, she seems to be from this world Withdrawing from the top, she watched the world walk with cold eyes, but her eyes were only on the truth and the person who killed her brother.

She can't sleep for a few hours, and she doesn't know what sleep is good for. She doesn't care about the so-called health. As long as she can get revenge, she doesn't care how long she can live after revenge.

If you use an idiom to describe yourself, the walking dead is probably the most appropriate.

She didn't know what kind of feeling her brother was facing at that time, but if it was her, she could understand his brother's choice.Later, when she began to study systematically and understand psychology because she wanted to find out the truth, she realized that maybe that woman had deliberately unsealed the demon in her brother's heart back then.

The devil was already in my brother's heart, the woman broke the seal and catalyzed the growth of the devil.

The demon in my brother's heart came from the car accident of his parents. It was at that time that she realized that for the brother who was taken to buy birthday presents and sat in the back seat to witness the moment of the car accident, the obstacles in his heart could not be resolved simply by being strong and optimistic. of.

Mother used her instinctive strength to hold her brother tightly in her arms. Perhaps in his impression, his parents died because of him.My brother is very gentle, but the gentler the person, the easier it is to blame everything on himself.Meng Yun might be an introduction, igniting all the guilt and uselessness in my brother's heart.

She has also experienced this feeling countless times. In those ten years, she always felt this way whenever that person slipped away from her.But now she doesn't think so anymore, because the ten-year lonely journey made her understand many things, for example, not all crimes can be punished by law, and not all shadows and sunshines can be driven away.

Only in the first two years, she simply relied on the way of chasing, and then she met some friends and made some connections, including all kinds of people.So she began to know that Meng Yun was not alone, there was an organization behind her.The more you know, the more you will feel the weakness of your own strength. Kill Mengyun?No, this is not the ending she wanted.If she just let this person disappear, she has countless opportunities. Not only does she want Mengyun to die, but she also wants Mengyun to see what she got lost little by little, destroy her belief, and let her watch the organization suffer from She died and watched her face the punishment she deserved 12 years ago.

She had already begun to approach Meng Yun's organization, and when she was trying to make herself an associate member, she rescued a man, an Italian man in his 40s.

She didn't know anything about this man when he was saving them, but when he gradually got to know him while recuperating, she found this learned and refined man interesting and powerful, and when they walked together later, she even had a feeling The younger generation's admiration for the elders.

But after ten years of accumulated information and contacts, she soon found out that this man who claimed to be a teacher and good at persuasion had done far more cruel cases than Meng Yun's methods, and she knew that he was not a traveler who died while traveling. Nor is he the teacher he claims to be.Most importantly, she also knew that this man created an organization that began to erode countries and make Interpol fearful - Caius.

The author has something to say: Yi Qi's transformation history~

She is a brave and tenacious girl who decides her goal and goes all out~