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Three, plan

Shen Shu had to spend another night with Su Qin today.In the back room with no one around, Shen Shu showed a little impatience.

"Shen Yunping, you're here, what happened? You look a little unhappy today." A clear voice accompanied by a figure in a light blue skirt appeared from behind the curtain. The visitor looked left and right, reaching waist She has long black hair, skin that is watery, and a pair of eyes that are very agile. She has a beautiful face and a beautiful face. Behind her are two maids who are inseparable. They are Su Qin, the young lady of the Su family who just married into the Shen family.

Shen Shu replied: "Well, I'm worried about whether the plan will go well. I'm a little anxious. I hope the progress can be faster."

Shen Shu and Su Qin, who hated women, could stay in the same room for one night, partly to pretend to be seen by others, and partly to discuss plans.Both Shen Shu and Su Qin didn't want to be victims of political interests, they were barely half-children, and there were only a few children of similar ages from big families in the capital who at least often met each other at banquets.As early as when Shen Shu was only 12 years old, the future fiancée of the Shen family was appointed internally. Shen Shu, who was planning for future freedom, preemptively established a private letter contact with Su Qin.The Miss Su family who looks like a vase is unexpectedly an honest, trustworthy, smart and reasonable person who can communicate, so Shen Shu bluntly expressed that she doesn't like women, hoping to form a relationship for the common interests of the future lifelong happiness of both parties. United front, plan and prepare some plans that will be used in the future.

Because Su Qin, who is also a book lover, later became best friends with Shen Xueyin, the younger sister of the Shen family who traveled from the future.Shen Shu saw that she barely had the feeling of an old friend, and he was more casual and relaxed towards her than ordinary people, occasionally revealing a little real feeling.

However, the Shen and Su families, who were eagerly expected by the elders on both sides, should have married a long time ago, have been dragged down to the present under Shen Shu's efforts.But in fact, this is the most suitable time to get married. So far, everything has gone smoothly according to Shen Shu's plan. The irritability just now came from not being able to be with Luo tonight, rather than having to stay in the same room with a woman.Shen Shu sighed inwardly, followed Su Qin and said, "Well, you can't act too hastily."

Su Qin thought for a while and said, "Actually, it's almost the same. We can choose a suitable day for the doctor to announce the news."

Shen Shu listened with a relaxed and kind smile on his surface and said: "It's hard work. Even if you can't cover the sky with one hand in the Shen family, you can basically control it. I will pay attention to it, and you don't have to pretend when the time comes." It's too hard."

Su Qin nodded, and went to the room to read a book quietly by the lamp, occasionally chatting with the personal maid to discuss the problems in the book, and went to bed quietly when she was sleepy.When Shen Shu had to stay here at night, she would spend most of her time dealing with official business, and would make a bed on the floor when she was sleepy at night.The two have been living in peace.Su Qin always does her own things quietly when she needs to be quiet like this. Such a temperament is rare in a group of young ladies from famous families who seem to be a lady but love to make trouble. A long time ago, I was bullied by some hot-tempered young ladies from other families because of this, but I didn't dare to say it.At that time, it was the Shen brothers and sisters who discovered these things and helped her, and Su Qin gradually learned how to protect herself from being bullied.

Mrs. Shen, who has been in the door for more than a month, is happy.Within a few days, everyone in the Shen residence knew the happy news.There was also an endless stream of people who came to congratulate her, because of Su Qin's pregnancy, Shen Shu, who was already a little busy, became completely busy, busy with socializing, busy with accompanying the pregnant wife, and busy with the smooth progress of the secretly set plan.

Ye Luo, who was dressed in a black dark guard uniform and seemed to be perfectly hidden in the shadows, could only watch silently recently. Shen Shu and his wife were like a pair of noble-looking, beautiful-looking and elegant-behaved biren surrounded by everyone.There was no emotion on the black-clothed dark guard's face either, maybe he wasn't that sad, or maybe he had habitually cleaned up all his sorrows.The black-clothed dark guard thought silently, it's good for them to be like this, what's wrong with a normal marriage and having children and having a harmonious and stable home? That Shen Shu begged himself for help back then, and his desire for "freedom" has now been fulfilled. The current self has no reason to stay.

If someone asked if he would be reluctant to leave just like that, Ye Luo knew that he would only answer "I don't understand about feelings, but I don't want too many entanglements".Although he stayed in the capital briefly for two or three years now, Ye Luo always felt that sooner or later he would leave here. Sooner or later, he would wander the world.So I don't want to admit my feelings for Shen Shu, so now is a good time to leave.

Although the senior sister once taught that it is very rude to leave without saying goodbye, but I am afraid that I will have to deal with troublesome retention, and I am afraid that I will face the inner reluctance, so let's just leave when no one finds out!He was originally such a temperamental person before coming to the capital, and his life changed because of an accident should return to the original track.

Ye Luo, who didn't disturb anyone, left the capital city in the dark, lying on a big tree branch in the remote outskirts of the capital city, silently looking at the sky through the treetops, the sky tonight is a bit beautiful, some stars are hanging in the sky and twinkling , there is no starry sky and brilliant galaxy, but it is also beautiful and atmospheric but a bit lonely. The night here does not have the noise and lights of the capital, and it returns to the green and lush nature. Listening to the lively insects makes people feel refreshed. She couldn't help but relax, and suddenly felt a chill on her face, Ye Luo wiped away her tears in confusion, did she really develop the habit of crying after being tossed by Shen Shu for a long time?Suddenly someone grabbed the hem of his clothes, and his keen senses knew that it was a familiar person, but Ye Luo didn't move or resist and let himself fall from the tree and hit the ground, and then was pinned down by that familiar figure.Ye Luo felt a little guilty about her leaving without saying goodbye, but she was also in a bad mood and didn't want to talk. She just looked at the person who was suppressing her with a paralyzed face indifferently. The baby face, the skin is always fair and tender, with the temperament of a nobleman and the gentleness of a scholar, it looks harmless to humans and animals, and it is hard to hate, just like the beauty who was rescued by him and begged for help at that time, making people feel soft-hearted and confused A young man, but now Ye Luo already understands that there is a lot of darkness hidden in it that he doesn't want to believe.Ye Luo hoped that Shen Shu was really as innocent, beautiful and harmless as he appeared on the surface, but what he saw and heard in the Shen family in the past few years made him understand that a person who is really innocent and harmless cannot be the head of the Shen family. The capital is also a place where tricks, disguises, and darkness behind the scenes are prevalent everywhere.It's not that I haven't thought about many things, I really don't know anything, I just don't want to think about it.If Shen Shu really cheated on him, or had some plots against him, he didn't want to blame him, he always felt sorry for this person who looked younger than himself, living in such a complicated place, always smiling at others to make others feel good, But he is very lonely.

Ye Luo guessed that Shen Shu was probably very angry because of his leaving without saying goodbye, but Shen Shu was better than him at hiding her emotions, she couldn't see anything on her face, she just firmly pressed him down and played with his hair casually, and slightly Looks a little aggrieved.After a long silent silence, she spoke: "Ye Luo. Ye Luo, you really don't know how to get along with the person you love." Shen Shu can always appear like this suddenly, but seems to be able to Words that pierce the heart.

"Actually, you have been looking forward to it." Shen Shu stared at Ye Luo's expression without any trace, and slowly said the cruel words to Ye Luo with a childlike innocent and cheerful tone, "There is Someone who will always hold on to you like this."

Even though it was only the night when the heat of early autumn had not subsided, the air between the two of them was as heavy as if it had been frozen. Shen Shu continued, while Ye Luo remained expressionless and silent. He intuitively felt that he was falling into a quagmire, and this was the last time he could get out. He was struggling with every opportunity, and wanted to leave indifferently, but Shen Shu could always find the key point and break through the defense line with ease.Ye Luo's silence lasted for a long time.Shen Shu waited patiently for a long time but didn't get the answer he wanted, so he decided to use a simple and rude method instead, forcing poor Luo to make a choice. He tore off Ye Luo's clothes, and kissed from the tender skin on the neck. After biting, a fiery red mark was left in a short while, Ye Luo was stunned on the spot, and a lot of clothes were peeled off all of a sudden.The chilly feeling made people finally come to their senses. Ye Luo, who was taken aback by this unreasonable play, hurriedly pushed Shen Shu away, and shouted angrily: "Why are you crazy, there are people nearby!" This is in the open grassland, where someone may pass by at any time, Ye Luo, who has been practicing martial arts for many years, clearly knows how many people Shen Shu brought ambushed around her with her keen senses.

"Then let them see." Shen Shu said nonchalantly, and then planned to push forward and continue, "Although I don't want others to see you like this, but I don't know martial arts, so what if you really can't escape. Besides, don’t you really look forward to liking this kind of thing? After I got close to you before, you think that I have done it many times myself. Although I did deliberately provoke you like that, but you are also very problematic .”

Ye Luo was so angry that she was about to laugh back, thinking to herself: It's just an arm that looks so fragile, and obviously it can only use such strength, why would you dare to force me like this.Shen Shu seemed to see what he was thinking, her face darkened, she stared at Ye Luo quietly, and said quietly: "Are you planning to reject me?"

Ye Luo was stunned by this expression of resentment that he had never seen before, and he also had an intuition that it would be really dangerous to reject Shen Shu at this moment.

Shen Shu said surprisingly: "If you really plan to leave me, I will die in front of you." Then he was shocked by Ye Luo, quickly took out a dagger, and stabbed it into the body without looking at it. , Ye Luo stopped him quickly, blood flowed down from the palm of Ye Luo's grasping blade, Ye Luo asked confusedly, "I don't believe that I am so important to you, why did I do this?"

Shen Shu still couldn't see anything on his face, he just said with a smile as usual: "Stay and obey me, or leave me, which one would you choose?"

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Ye Luo silently gave up resistance, ----------------------------------------------------------------- ---------It is obviously an excessive movement that will make people feel painful, but there is a feeling that it can pry open the heart and leave a mark inside, and there is a feeling that I really want to indulge in this body at this moment. among.Always hold on to something and never let go.Trance thought of forever.

Ye Luo was suddenly desperate and relieved to realize that there was still another person's shadow deep in his heart.As if the tears that had been accumulated for a long time found a gap and burst out, weeping silently while muttering to himself: "Why do you have to come to me, why do you have to force me like this. What should I do."

Looking at the appearance of the person he likes, Shen Shu raised the corner of his mouth quietly and said: "It's okay, leave everything to me."

Being humiliated like this for a whole night and not resisting, Shen Shu was satisfied that this person already belonged to him.

Too exhausted, after the one-sided tormented sex, the embarrassed young man slowly fell asleep in the embrace and comfort of his lover, looking at the rare Ye Luo who fell asleep, Shen Shu put his face on the bed with a feeling of distress and satisfaction. The other party dawdled on his face: "I don't want to go too far. It's not bad, why do I always feel that no one in this world belongs to me except you, so I don't want to live in this world alone. You let I don't think this world is so annoying. Fortunately, you belong to me. If you keep refusing to respond to me, then I will cut your neck with a knife and stab into my heart. I will tell you with a smile, accompany me. Let me die together, so that we can finally be together, and my heart will be at peace. That's good too. But you belong to me, so let's have a chance to escape from here together." As if mixed with sex Honey, with rotten sweetness and some clamoring emotions, the voice in the dark seems to be telling a beautiful story, and innocently looking forward to it.

A group of onlookers watched the inner self-hypnosis of the dark guard: we can do whatever the master wants us to do, and the rest has nothing to do with us even if the world falls apart. Brothel, I have seen the master do some dirty things behind the scenes.Hmph, people like us are often different from the wood and stones on the side of the road.

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In the eyes of outsiders, there is no abnormality in the Shen residence, everything is very smooth and normal, but the head of the family who has just been in the weak crown has successfully secured this position, managed the Shen family properly, and smoothly swallowed up the old family step by step. The power of the Lord Shen Yi, even the newly married wife has a happy event of pregnancy, it seems that the future is bright and bright.It's just that a knight who is always dressed in black and has a temperament like wandering around is missing, and a secret guard who is good to people although taciturn.However, even if such a person suddenly disappears one day, it is not surprising.

In a place where almost no one knew, the former dark guard who disappeared was secretly imprisoned by martial arts. The reason was partly because of the personal bad taste of the current Shen family's parents, and partly because of his own petty thoughts.

After Ye Luo woke up, the first thing Shen Shu said to him was: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I hope you won't be too cruel to me in the future, and I'm also afraid that you will suddenly abandon me one day."

Even after a good night's sleep, Ye Luo still felt exhausted physically, and her heart was terrified and desperate. Finally, she trembled and asked the doubts buried in her heart: "What's the matter with you? Why do you feel so sick? Yes Have you suddenly been so ill recently, or have you always been so ill?"

Locked in a dark room isolated from the outside world, I don't know the exact time, but I can only estimate that a few months have passed.Fortunately, Ye Luo used to meditate for a long time in order to cultivate her internal strength, so she was more resistant to this closed environment than ordinary people.The only people I could see were myself, Shen Shu and the old servants who delivered meals and cleaned up. Those old servants never spoke like moving logs.Ye Luo thought, in fact, there is no need to guard the servants so strictly under the condition of sealed martial arts, and she can't escape from Shen Shu's hands.

In this darkness, loneliness and emptiness, any warmth would be infinitely magnified, and no matter what, he couldn't resist the growing dependence on Shen Shu.Everything is so lonely in the oppressive and quiet closed space, after a long time people even start to doubt their own existence, only when they are gently hugged and coaxed by Shen Shu can they fall asleep well.Even when Shen Shu is not around, he always thinks about him. Only in this way can the loneliness of the collapsed person be alleviated.Ye Luo is extremely greedy for every warm move of that person towards him, how desperate, angry and extremely dependent, he is being locked by an invisible chain that can never be untied by the person he loves, even if he can get out from here, the chain will still remain. bound him.Even if he was dying of pain in his heart, he could only watch helplessly now—his heart and freedom were taken away, taken by others forcefully, and then he didn't even have the ability to hate him.

"I can't understand Shen Shu's thoughts. But maybe in the future, she might be locked up and used as a plaything to survive."

I was afraid because of this, but martial arts practitioners are almost naturally tenacious and play a role and gradually get used to it. At this time, Shen Shu suddenly began to come less and less.

Even though I know rationally that I am just a prisoner in the hands of others and is indispensable when I am bored and abandoned, it is still difficult to accept and bear the pain that is clamoring in my heart.This kind of situation should not be tolerated by anyone, the uncontrollable anxiety, the rationality began to blur, and countless emotions became fierce and seized the heart and then got mixed up, any method was no longer effective, no matter what The person on the opposite side was also indifferent to his pleading and crying.Shen Shu no longer comforted Ye Luo gently as before, but also became a little indifferent, and started talking about other people's affairs, talking about the cuteness of women, the gentleness of his wife, and the beauty of brothel girls. . . . . .These words cut deep and visible bone wounds like knives in the numb heart.

It was obviously not like this before.Why can you do this?I really don't understand and can't understand.This kind of person is too much.When was the last time you came?How long has it been since we disappeared?

My heart seemed to be taken away and crushed on the ground, and I died several times in a daze where no one saw it.If I could, I really wish I could dig out the broken heart beating in my chest and throw it away.Even if the chest is empty and has no temperature, it is better than staying in the chest and spreading it to the whole body.

Despair within despair, despair reincarnates to nowhere to escape, and that ends in collapse.