Amnesia becomes daily

"Student, do you have anything urgent?"

Qiming woke up suddenly, and exchanged glances with the man far away on the podium.Shaking his head lightly, Qiming turned around and ran out of the auditorium in a hurry.

"Okay, let's continue..."

Qiming didn't go far, and sat on the steps beside the auditorium.

When Cheng Jue rushed out after finishing his speech, he saw him huddled together, and the sunlight cast mottled spots on the top of his buried head through the gaps between the leaves.Very soft and fragile.His condition was obviously not good, but it was expected, so he slowed down and deliberately amplified the sound of his footsteps to let him know that he was coming.

Qiming raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Cheng Jue walking towards him like a god against the sun, a sense of guilt welled up, "Just now, I'm sorry... I meant when you were giving a speech."

"It's okay, is it uncomfortable to see your complexion?" Cheng Jue walked over and sat beside him naturally, looking straight into his eyes.

"I, maybe it's because the auditorium is too stuffy, so I can't breathe." Seeing that he was obviously dodging, Cheng Jue's eyes darkened, and he continued to approach him, trying to grab his right hand, but Qiming avoided it.

……

The atmosphere between the two of them froze for a moment.

Cheng Jue sighed softly, being too impatient, he raised his hand and brushed off the yellow leaves that fell from his head, "Although I'm just a psychiatrist, I have also studied the basic knowledge of medicine. It doesn't look like it's just a little bit out of breath."

"You're a psychiatrist?!" Qiming was startled.

Cheng Jue smiled helplessly, "So you didn't listen to my speech just now, did you? My undergraduate and graduate studies are all about psychology, but I suggest you go to the hospital for a physical examination. This is my business card. If you have You can also come to me if you need this.”

Qiming held that business card in doubt, "Psychiatrist, what a coincidence?"

"Okay, the floor is cold here, let's not sit here, I will take you to the coffee shop I used to go to to relieve my mood? I don't know if you have been there before..."

Zhang Chengjue took him to a coffee shop called "Encounter" next to the campus cafeteria and sat down. Without asking his opinion, he ordered a cup of boiled water for him, and he ordered a cup of black coffee. .

Qiming opened his eyes wide, looking at the smiling man in front of him in puzzlement.

"what happened?"

"It's not... you, you just ordered... this?" Although it's a little impolite, how can you entertain guests like this.

"I'm afraid your stomach hurts, so I don't order anything else."

What, what?Qiming blinked, "How do you know that my stomach hurts?"

Cheng Jue didn't answer directly, but asked instead, "Do you usually have a dull stomach pain after you haven't eaten a good meal?"

"Yes." That's what it was this morning.

"Traditional Chinese medicine has the four characters 'Want, Wen, Ask and Cut'. My grandfather is a Chinese medicine practitioner, and I have learned some before. And many people around me who often stay up late like you have symptoms similar to yours, so I can't help guessing."

Although I feel that there is something weird, but after all, people are concerned about themselves, so it is not easy to refute.I wanted to order something by myself, but I don't know why, looking at Zhang Chengjue with a serious face, I didn't even have the courage to stand up, so I could only sip water resentfully while holding a water glass, with a grievance on my face.

Cheng Jue coughed a few times unnaturally, "Drink water now, and treat you to a delicious meal tonight."

Hearing what he said, Qiming realized later that he was acting like a baby with a man he had known for less than two hours.In fact, it was really too shameful, Qiming settled down and decided to pretend that nothing happened.

"That's too embarrassing, I'd better come tonight." In an instant, he returned to the previous Bai Qiming who was wearing a "protective mask".

……

The two chatted about some buildings on the campus. The complex building has always been the object of complaints from the students, because almost no one works in it, but it occupies a large area of ​​the school; According to the indispensable background; Luohe, which surrounds the entire campus, separates the teaching area of ​​H University from other parts, and is jokingly called a moat by classmates... But most of it is just Cheng Jue talking and listening.After all, Qiming's memory about this campus is basically blank.

"Are all of you psychiatrists so talkative?" It seems that Zhang Chengjue's image is more suitable for reticence, after all, his facial features are too sharp compared to his gentle personality.

"If you want to communicate smoothly with people who come to consult, you must have the ability. But more people feel that communicating with a psychologist is a burden, and they are always worried that their secrets will be discovered during the chat."

Bai Qiming suddenly mentioned, "Then you...found mine?"

"What?" Cheng Jue couldn't help laughing, "No, I never pry into the secrets other than my patients. After all, it will be very tiring to pay attention to others all the time in life. And such a magical skill It is deliberately exaggerated if I say it, even if it is not so easy to dig out the secrets during the treatment... After all, there are some secrets that even the parties involved have not discovered."

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Chatting with Cheng Jue was a very comfortable thing. His originally gloomy mood became much clearer, and his recovered vigilance was broken by him layer by layer.Time passed quickly, before he knew it, Bai Qiming drank several glasses of boiled water in one afternoon.

Near the meal time, the two went to the off-campus restaurant "Mo Langan", which is said to be the best restaurant recognized by H college students, and had dinner, but Bai Qiming thought it was average, but found that Zhang Chengjuan's eating posture was also pleasing to the eye, which seemed to be a habit developed all year round , I can't tell whether the food is good or bad.

In the end, Qiming ended the dinner while he was going to the toilet, so let's repay his favor, whether it was material or psychological.

"Did you go to pay the bill just now?" Unexpectedly, Zhang Chengjue revealed his whereabouts as soon as he came back.

"Ah...you found out." Qiming was really embarrassed.

"Do you consider me a friend?"

"Of course! And your personality suits my taste..."

"Then there's no need to cover up between friends. I hope we can open up next time, okay?" Cheng Jue stared at him with his eyes like a deep pool, persuasive.

"it is good."

After dinner, Cheng Jue proposed to go to the school celebration party, but Qiming refused.

What Cheng Jue said just now made him inexplicably uncomfortable. He felt that something was blocking his chest, and he felt a little stuffy.And the party is of no use to him. Most of the time, he listens to the alumni who have graduated around him lamenting that time flies and youth is gone.At that time, a communicative person like Cheng Jue will definitely be able to chat with them naturally again, and I can only sit silently aside if I can't find a topic, and I can't understand or read. Can't enjoy watching.That feeling of being isolated in a group must be uncomfortable.

"To be honest, today's day can almost be said to be the most comfortable day in this period of time."

"Really?" Cheng Jue couldn't help laughing, "Is it because of me?"

Qiming couldn't help but blushed, "Let's just say so."

"Then I'm really honored. Do you want me to take you back?"

"No, I'll stay at the nearby Liuhehua Hotel."

"Okay, then be careful on the road, see you next time." After Cheng Jue said goodbye, he was stunned for a while, and when he remembered that he hadn't left contact information with each other, he had already disappeared.Qiming couldn't help but feel a little disappointed that he finally made such a friend.

This night, Bai Qiming slept very well. When he woke up the next day, he was still in a daze. got in the way.

Although it is said that people should look forward, how can they imagine the future without the past?If it is in a brand new world, he certainly does not have a strong desire to pursue the past. Society is a complex network of interpersonal relationships, and it is impossible to completely isolate yourself from the past.What's more, he has already intersected with his past.

The current self is not a complete person at all. I want to search but find that the power of a person is small. I want to tell my "friends" to seek help but always doubt the people around me. The subconscious tells myself They will not tell themselves the so-called "truth".

So, what I need is probably a professional?

Rubbing his sleep-swollen head, Qiming casually opened a bottle of mineral water from the bedside to drink, and inadvertently glanced at the white card protruding from the wallet on the bedside table.This is... yes, a business card!Isn't this the business card that Zhang Chengjue gave him before?Moreover, he is a psychiatrist.

Qiming tightly held the business card in his hand, with a tangled expression.

Should I go...

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Ruogu Avenue is worthy of being called the art and culture corridor of H City. On one side of the street is the huge Huxin Park in the city center, and on the other side are various art galleries, coffee shops, design studios and the famous Central Art Museum. hospital.

So why is a psychological counseling room opened here!Qiming looked at the high-hanging sign called "North Star Psychological Counseling" and slandered.

So I still came, and I haven't called to make an appointment yet, I just think of it, it doesn't fit my calm and mature personality at all.Um?incompatible?Who knows if it was the same before.

Go back, and not reconciled.After wandering outside for a long time, Qiming was still debating whether to go in, when a girl with braids came over and led him in.

The girl seemed to be a receptionist, and she went to hand Qiming a glass of water as soon as she came in, and the service was very thoughtful. "Dr. Zhang is busy, you wait in the lounge and he will come over later. You are tired, drink a glass of water first, there are magazines and other books for you to read, and the WiFi is open, please feel free. If there is anything else If you need it, please ring the bell and call me."

"Ah, thank you, don't bother me." Qiming quickly took the water, feeling uncomfortable with her warm hospitality, the girl didn't stay too long, smiled and returned to her job.

About half an hour later, Zhang Chengjue finally came out of the office, followed by a very fashionable woman, but the woman showed a surprised expression when she saw him.

how?That woman knows herself?

Fragments of information: Zhang Chengjue, a psychiatrist, is talkative. He has a studio in H City. Knowing that Bai Qiming has a bad stomach, he is not allowed to drink coffee. Qiming feels very relaxed when he is with him.