Amnesia becomes daily

The surroundings were a little too noisy, the sound was distant and close at times, Qiming's ears rang for a while, he was about to fall in a trance, and he was helped by the people around him.

A sudden touch brought him back to reality, and the voice in his ear was much clearer.

"Mr. Bai? Are you okay? Your face is very pale!"

Qiming raised his forehead, "Ah, I'm fine, maybe a little hypoglycemia..."

"Do you want to take a break?" Dong Xue looked worried.

It was hard to refuse, so Qiming went to the lounge to sit for a while.Secretary Liu Jia thought he was really hypoglycemic, so he kindly made Qiming a cup of hot cocoa, but it was just what he wanted.

Holding the hot cocoa, Qiming fell into confusion. Is the tinnitus just now psychological or physical?Could it be that I lost my memory due to the blood congestion in my brain, so if I go to the hospital for treatment from time to time, there is a chance of recovery?

After resting for a while, Qiming felt that he should not faint suddenly, so he said goodbye to everyone in Liuhehua Real Estate and hurried back to the hotel.

He thought the previous tinnitus was just an accident, but he didn't expect his temple to hurt like being hit by a hammer as soon as he returned to the room. A series of familiar and unfamiliar clips flew before his eyes, making him breathless.

Thinking of nothing else, Qiming nestled directly under the quilt, and kept the things he was afraid of out of the quilt just like when he was a child, unconsciously buried his head in the pillow and muttered "Go away, go away", as if he was escaping from the whole world .

By the time he woke up from the stomachache, it was already noon the next day.

Recalling the clips that flashed before, there are only a few images that I can think of: the man's smile blurred under the mottled tree shadow, the angry scolding of the woman on the beach, and the endless darkness.

Bai Qiming couldn't help but smiled wryly, and rubbed his aching stomach, as if he didn't eat well.In the current state where his mind is not clear, if there are some problems in other parts of his body, he will be considered useless.

But he didn't have any medicine to take, so he had better go out to see where there was a pharmacy or get something to eat. Thinking of this, he tidied himself up casually, put on a coat and went out to look for food.

After leaving the hotel, I realized that I didn’t know the way, so I picked up my mobile phone and searched for the nearby breakfast restaurant with a high rating, and followed the navigation.

In less than 10 minutes, Qiming came to a small shop called "Southern Dumplings".

When the hot dumplings warm the stomach, the discomfort always disappears.Hearing the students at the next table discussing the just-concluded exam, Qiming looked out the window only to find that the opposite of the small shop was the side entrance of H University.

Just like Xue Dong said, there is a banner celebrating the school celebration on the side door of H University. From time to time, foreign cars drive into the campus, presumably they are alumni who are going to attend the school celebration.The students walked in and out of the campus talking and laughing, surrounded by a relaxed and cheerful atmosphere. He thought this was probably what youth looked like.

As a student of H University, would I also sit in this small shop and look at the scenery outside the window, just like now, in this posture?Why did you choose this store when you searched for stores before?Is that a deliberate act?Does that mean that subconsciously, I am still familiar with this place?

Qiming shook his head, he couldn't think too much, these were just some unnecessary assumptions.

But when you come here, it would be a pity not to go in and have a look. Since it is your alma mater, there must be many things that can remind you of the past.This time, no matter how much his body resisted, he couldn't resist the desire for knowledge in his heart.If you want to know the truth, you can no longer escape in such a muddle.

Thinking in this way, Bai Qiming walked across the road into H University, embarking on the road of searching for memories.

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It's 2pm, the hottest part of the day.Fortunately, it's autumn now, so it won't be too hot, so Qiming just took off his coat and put it on his arm.

The sycamore trees on both sides of the main road of H University are covered with banners. It seems that this school celebration has really attracted the attention of the school, no, it should have attracted the attention of the whole society, after all, this is one of the best universities in the country.The invited alumni must be influential figures in society.

As Qiming walked towards the school, he heard the students passing by chatting about the lively school celebration.

The evening party is not far away at the open-air circular stadium, but there is an exchange meeting of outstanding alumni in the auditorium at 3 p.m., and many students are now queuing there.Exchange?That should be the place Dong Xue said he was going to.Bai Qiming decided to go to the auditorium first, and if there was still time in the evening, he would go to the performance.

Originally, he wanted to quietly observe the auditorium among the students, to see if he could think of anything, but he bumped into Dong Xue just after entering the gate, and Bai Qiming was embarrassed. Before Xue Dong invited him to join him, he ignored it. He, now... Isn't this a slap in the face?Seeing his surprised expression, Qiming decided to act first, "What a coincidence, Dong Xue, I didn't expect to meet here."

"Manager Bai, you're here too. Are you feeling better?" Dong Xue also greeted him.

"It's much better. I was really sorry yesterday. I made an appointment with my friend before."

"It's all right, where's your friend?"

"He left in a hurry, and I was worried about being alone."

"Well, I just finished my speech and the company has something to do later, so I left." Bai Qiming just breathed a sigh of relief, and the next second, "This junior is also the child of my relatives, and the graduate from H University is just two years older than you , you two can act together."

What?Bai Qiming blinked, and turned his attention to the man standing behind Dong Xue on the left.The man looked quite tall, about 185, wearing a black formal suit, his bangs were lifted up with jelly to expose his smooth forehead, as if he was about to attend some kind of meeting.The man frowned tightly, and the corners of his mouth were pursed, with a feeling of calm and prestige.

Qiming was suddenly overwhelmed by his aura, seeing his deep eyes, his heart beat faster.But still bit the bullet and stretched out his right hand, "I'm Bai Qiming from Daxiao Media, nice to meet you."

The man's eyes were fixed on him, making Qiming feel as if he was the prey of a beast.However, within a short while, the man's eyes were filled with a smile, and for a moment, like a spring breeze, the man stretched out his hand to hold him, "Hello alumni, I am Zhang Chengjue from the 13th grade."

I don't know why when his hand came up, the tension disappeared, and it was replaced by a stable and soft sense of security.

After Dong Xue left, Zhang Chengjuan led him into the main venue, but the security personnel stepped forward to stop him at this time, only then did he realize that he had to check his student ID card or invitation letter to go in and listen, Qiming panicked and didn't have that kind of horse. what invitation.

Cheng Jue seemed to see his embarrassment, walked around from the front and didn't know what to say to the security personnel, and finally let him in, but the security personnel looked at him strangely when they turned around.

"Do you know?"

"He's a student from the same department as mine." Zhang Chengjue replied with a smile, but the meaning was unclear.

Finally they sat on the edge of the front row.

The decoration of the auditorium is mainly red, with bright red curtains, red and white floor tiles, a stage with mahogany floors, and a deep red podium.The layout is similar to that of the Republic of China, and it seems to go back to that era when placed in it, which indicates that the young people here will have the enthusiasm and upward strength of that time, and always have the spirit of dedication to the motherland.

But it didn't make sense to Qiming, he still couldn't remember anything.Listening to the speeches of the young Zhijies on the stage, Qiming felt a little drowsy, and the mobile phone in his pocket fell to the ground without paying attention, making an ear-shattering sound.

"What's wrong!" Cheng Jue turned his head and asked with concern.

Qiming waved his hand, bent down to grab the cell phone under the chair.At this time, the host read, "Next, Mr. Zhang Chengjue, the outstanding youth representative of the medical school, will give a speech on stage."

Before leaving, Cheng Jue bent slightly and whispered in his ear, "I'll come when I go."

Qiming's ears turned red from the exhalation of his words, and he muttered "Why are you so close..." He raised his head and was about to get up, but unexpectedly his eyes turned black after squatting for too long.

Zhang Chengjue’s voice on the podium became farther and closer as his visual clarity recovered, “Hello, everyone, Zhang Chengjue from the Department of Psychology, Grade 13 Medical School…”

In a trance, this sentence overlapped with the scene many years ago.

The blurred figure exuded low air pressure in front of him, and another person who couldn't see clearly was giving a speech on the stage, "Hi everyone, I am the student representative ** from the ** Department of ** Medical School, welcome to the new The first class of students came to H University..."

"That girl is very powerful, looks a bit like you from a distance, do you want to try to give a speech next time? Our school girl?" It was his own voice.

"No, you adore him?" The figure seemed even angrier.

"No...but as long as he is an outstanding person, everyone's eyes will of course be on him."

The figure burst out suddenly, and a pair of bloodshot eyes looked at me angrily, "A person as good as him? Yes, he is good, much better than me. Is it necessary to keep emphasizing it? One or two are facing him, and now even you ..."

"Hey? Don't get excited. I didn't say he is better than you. Don't be too sensitive. In our eyes, you will always be the best! What's wrong with you today? It's not like you***"

"It's okay, I just don't like hypocritical people like him." This was the first time he got angry at himself, just because of his own words. .

"If you don't like it, then you don't like it, then I don't like it either. ***, don't get excited."

"Yeah, you don't like him either...you absolutely can't like him, did you hear that? Qiming..." The figure slowed down and seemed to have finally calmed down, but the words he said kept echoing in his ears, word by word It seems to be piercing into my heart.

never like him

can't like

Absolutely!right!No!can!

That restricted emotion made him feel heartbroken, and the feeling of depression squeezed towards him from all directions. Bai Qiming stood up panting, and when the whole audience stole doubtful looks at him, this kind of The feeling became more and more intense, so strong that he seemed to be able to suffocate to death in the next second.

But in the next second, Zhang Chengjue's deep and magnetic voice appeared, "Student, is there something urgent for you?" Like the sound of nature, it broke his magic barrier.

Memory Fragments: H University Celebration Party, Alumni Exchange Meeting, Zhang Chengjue, the child of Xue Dong’s relatives (Psychology Department of H University’s 13th Medical School)