The Boy at the Waiting Bar

Wander quietly in the world of music.

Lin Xing looked at him sideways, lost in thought.There is a pen in my heart quietly depicting his face.His breathing, his eyelashes, his hair, his shirt with a slightly open neckline, his looming chest, his wrists, his ankles, there is no place that attracts him all the time.

Lin Xing realized his terrible thoughts, and couldn't help clenching his fists. He couldn't be impulsive, and couldn't hurt him.Gathering his mind, Lin Xing also closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa, trying to rely on music to calm himself down.

After a while, Lin Xing opened his eyes and was about to get up, but accidentally touched Xiang Heng's finger. Xiang Heng opened his eyes in surprise, looking at him with blurred eyes, his ears were slightly red.

Lin Xing stared into his eyes, the seeds in his heart sprouted quickly, as if something was about to break through the bondage.He couldn't help getting closer to Xiang Heng, and suddenly felt his heart beating faster, his breathing short of breath, and his blood rushing up, so all the burdens of thoughts were thrown away, and he bullied him regardless, pressing Xiang Heng under him.

Reflexively, Xiang Heng blocked Lin Xing's impulse with one hand: "Are you crazy? Be sober."

Lin Xing looked at Xiang Heng's indifferent eyebrows and eyes, and there was a moment of hesitation in his eyes, but because of his words, the pink tongue in his mouth was displayed in front of his eyes without any cover, captivating people's hearts and souls.

"I know you're not, but I can't bear it." After speaking, he pressed Xiang Heng's lips.

Xiang Hengben was struggling, but for some reason, there was something beating in his heart, pulling his hand to slowly clasp Lin Xing's waist, and the response on his lips became more and more enthusiastic.A few minutes later, Xiang Heng rolled Lin Xing over with his arms and pressed him under him.

"Bam—"

Lin Xing pushed Xiang Heng away suddenly, and Xiang Heng seemed to be awake.

"Just now, it seems that someone came in?" Lin Xing swallowed, at a loss.

Xiang Heng panted and slumped on the sofa: "They came back early."

The two fell into silence. After a while, Lin Xing heard his own voice: "I'm sorry."

Xiang Heng stared at the ceiling as if he didn't hear it.

night.Xiang Heng sat on the bed in the bedroom, closed his eyes, and waited for his parents' condemnation from the storm.

He vaguely remembered that after the incident happened, Lin Xing ran away in despair, but he did not keep him.And what Lin Xingxing said before: "You push everything on me, maybe your parents won't blame you."

Finally, I heard a voice outside the door.

Pushing open the door to Mom, she glanced at Xiang Heng and said, "Come out, Mom and Dad have something to say to you."

Standing in the middle of the living room, he saw his father smoking one cigarette after another, and his mother seemed to cry too.

Can't help but say: "Me."

"I don't listen".Tell Dad.

"What's going on, you two? Did he seduce you? Or forced you?" Mother Xiang was eager to know the answer.

"No, Mom, I."

"Stop talking." Xiang Dad interrupted the conversation roughly. "I just want to ask you, do you know how to write the word shame? Two boys, you are the same sex, if you do this, let others know, where will the whole family face? This time, I will treat you as Curiosity, restrain your behavior from now on. You and him are not allowed to communicate anymore!"

"Dad. Me, I don't think it's shameful, and I do like boys, me and him, mutual..."

"Slap!" A slap stopped Xiang Heng's inner thoughts.

"Unfilial son, unfilial son! You, you are disgusting! You can only like girls, do you hear that?" Father Xiang pointed at Xiang Heng, his hands trembling.

Xiang Heng shook his head, held back his tears, and his throat tightened: "Dad, Mom, even without him, I would at most be sure of my sexual orientation later, I, I can't change it!"

When Dad Xiang heard the words, his blood surged, he picked up the broom at hand and hit Xiang Heng: "Will you change it, will you change it or not!"

Mother Xiang felt distressed, but she didn't dare to stop her, she just persuaded her from the sidelines: "Xiang Heng, Mom and Dad have never done anything wrong in their life, why does God treat us like this, Xiang Heng, be obedient, don't associate with that person anymore, Dad Mom is getting old and can't stand such a blow. Believe me, if you don't meet him, it will be fine after a long time, and everything will be fine when you go to college and make a girlfriend. Xiang Heng, be obedient!"

Xiang Heng heard the words and knelt on the ground: "Mom and Dad, you can kill me, I really can't help it."

Hearing the words to Dad, he stopped the movements in his hands and laughed a few times: "Okay, okay, you are an unfilial son, do you want to piss off your parents on purpose? Very well, tomorrow, I will drop you out of school." , I can't afford to lose this person. The schoolwork is almost over, so you should review at home and don't even think about going anywhere, and you don't even want to see that person!"

"Dad, Dad, don't, don't want me to take a test and have a lot of homework."

"Tests? Homework? Do you still study in your heart? Don't think I don't know the dirty thoughts in your heart. You and him, it's impossible, unless I die! Do you want me to die? Do you want me to die? Die?" Saying that, Dad Xiang pointed at himself with a knife.

"Ah, old man, be careful!"

"Dad, Dad, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was at home, I was at home, I made a girlfriend, I made a girlfriend. Dad, Dad, calm down!" Xiang Heng nervously showed weakness, and at the same time, he was determined to be with him. My former self was cut apart.

Parents will never agree, and I will always be suppressed.Xiang Heng, I'm sorry.

Ten years later.

In the Waiting Bar.

Xiang Heng and Lin Xing were relatively silent.

Lin Xing shook his head when he heard the words, took a sip of lemonade and said, "There's nothing I'm sorry for, if there is, I'm sorry for you."

Xiang Heng turned his head to look at Lin Xing in doubt.

Lin Xing sighed slightly: "If I hadn't been impulsive, your parents wouldn't have found out, and neither would you, and you wouldn't have missed two preliminary exams because of this. Maybe you can perform better in the college entrance examination."

"Also! If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have to transfer another school before the exam. It was you who allowed me to go back to school again. Otherwise, how could I have a good life now?"

Lin Xing bared his canine teeth: "It turns out that we are all silently paying attention to each other. It's just a pity that I won't hear from you after you go to college." He took out a pack of cigarettes and prepared to light one.

"How did you learn to smoke?" Xiang Heng felt strange. In his memory, Lin Xing liked to tidy up and clean up and keep his body fresh, but the smell of smoke was really bad.

Lin Xing put down his cigarette and said, "Because I miss you. After I left, I couldn't help but miss you, and found that smoking and alcohol can numb me. When I'm in the smoke and slightly drunk, I seem to be able to see you."

Hearing this, Xiang Heng's heart tightened and he frowned.

"What? It hurts? It's a pity that no one is around me to control me. I don't have an addiction. If someone refuses to let me, I won't smoke or drink."

After hearing this, Xiang Heng exposed his dimples, then scratched his neck shyly and said, "The person who cares about you is here now, right across from you."

Lin Xing was overjoyed. Although he suddenly received a text message from Xiang Heng saying that he wanted to meet, he always felt that it was not as simple as a simple meeting, but it was still incredible to hear that the other party said this in front of him.

"Say it again. Who cares about me?" Lin Xing looked at him curiously and excitedly.

Xiang Heng was speechless, and it took him a while to speak: "I'm sorry, we have missed each other for so many years, and now my parents have begun to understand me. I adopted a child a few months ago, can you please raise the child with me?"

Lin Xing bared his canine teeth again, and hurriedly held back his smile and said, "You don't have enough living expenses, so let me share half of it!"

"You're really hurt, okay?" Xiang Heng pretended to be angry.The two looked at each other and smiled.

Suddenly, Xiang Heng became serious, and silently covered Lin Xing's hand and said, "It's been ten years since I held hands with the touch of rose petals. Give the person I was waiting for a shelter from the wind and rain, and now the person I was waiting for finally came to me again, Lin Xing, let us spend this life together, for nothing but love."

Lin Xing looked at his gentle eyes, just like the gentle young man many years ago, his heart trembled, and his eyes became moist.It has been ten years, the most beautiful thing is youth, and the happiest thing is the present moment.Waiting, finally waiting for the answer I wanted, waiting for the boy.