The Boy at the Waiting Bar

Waiting is a kind of boundless confusion, and it is also the desire to have a lighthouse in the heart.

I have been waiting, waiting for the person I want to wait for, and the story I want to watch.

——WaitingBar Mu Yao

Are you also waiting for someone, waiting for an answer, follow the answer in your heart, the answer you want to hear from his mouth?

In the afternoon of that day, the sun was just right, and the wind chime at the entrance of the waiting bar made a crisp sound.

The glass door opened, and a man with a handsome face and gentle demeanor walked in.

"Boss, a glass of lemonade without ice, a glass of American style." The man said as he walked straight to table No. 1 by the window.

You can see that you are a regular customer with a familiar look.

"Mr. Xiang, do you need anything else?" Boss Mu Yao put Xiang Heng's drink on the table, thinking that usually he would only order a glass of American style when he came by himself. other people.

Xiang Heng smiled and shook his head: "Let's see later."

Mu Yao withdrew from Xiang Heng's comfort zone, walked behind the bar, looked at the man by the window with his lips slightly pursed, his slender fingers crossed on the side of the table, he could see that he was a little nervous, but looking at the eyes looking out of the window, There also seemed to be a glimmer of expectation.

About half an hour later, there was the sound of bicycles passing by outside the door.

The wind chime at the door rang again, and a handsome, sunny man came in.

Mu Yao nodded slightly at him, and was about to take the bill, but saw the man looking at Xiang Heng's table, with a burst of brightness in his eyes, and then quickly suppressed it, becoming as introverted as he just came in.

Xiang Heng also seemed to notice that someone was looking at him, and turned around in a hurry, his eyes met the person who came. For a short moment, it seemed that there were some electric sparks permeating the air.

"You're here." Xiang Heng said cautiously, as if a loud noise would shatter everyone in the future.

The latter nodded with a smile and walked straight over.

"Sit." Xiang Heng pulled out the chair for him. "I don't know if your taste has changed, so I ordered a glass of lemonade as before." After speaking, Xiang Heng pursed his lips in embarrassment, and pushed the lemonade in front of the other party.

"No ice?" The man touched the cup in front of him and looked at Xiang Heng playfully.

"Lin Xing!" Xiang Heng pretended to be dissatisfied, and said angrily, "Could it be that I was wrong?"

Lin Xingwen grinned, then shook his head, picked up the cup, held it in the palm of his hand, lowered his head to look, and asked softly, "Auntie, uncle, and you, are you all right?"

Xiang Heng stirred the white sugar in the cup, nodded: "Well, it's okay." Then his throat tightened a bit: "What about you?"

Lin Xing took a sip of lemonade and nodded: "It's okay."

Relatively silent.

After a long time, Xiang Heng seemed to muster up his courage, and said softly, "Why did you leave without saying goodbye?"

Lin Xing held the cup tightly, and after a while he opened his mouth slightly: "Ask knowingly."

Xiang Heng leaned against the back of the chair as if he had been drained of energy, and took a long time to relax. He turned his head to look out the window, and said softly like a feather, "I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, Lin Xing, it took ten years to say this in front of him...I'm sorry, ten years later, he still didn't dare to look at his face and say thanks.

It's been ten years, that boy has grown into a man, but he is still the red rose in his heart, which he cares about.

Ten years ago.

"Hey, you're pretty good-looking. Do you want to be my model? I'm an art student and can draw." Lin Xing came out from nowhere, blinked, and looked at Xiang Heng with anticipation.

Xiang Heng seemed to be frightened: "Well, classmate, I don't like being stared at by others, you can find someone else." He looked behind him curiously as he said, as if looking for the place where he jumped out.

Lin Xing pretended to be angry when he heard the words, and sat beside Xiang Heng: "This classmate, I have a name. My name is Lin Xing."

Xiang Heng stared at him, and distanced himself slightly: "Student Lin Xing, I'm not called a classmate either."

"Really, oh, then tell me your name, and I won't call you classmate." Lin Xing raised his eyebrows slyly.

Seeing this, Xiang Heng realized that he had been tricked, rolled his eyes helplessly, and got up to leave.

"Your name is Xiang Heng." Lin Xing's voice came from behind.

Xiang Heng stopped and turned to look at him, only to realize that his textbook had been transferred to Lin Xing at some point, and he was surprised: "Hey, it's not good for you to steal my textbook." , but Lin Xing turned around and avoided it.

At the same time, Xiang Heng rushed towards Lin Xing's arms unsteadily.

Looking at Xiang Heng's warm face at such a close distance, Lin Xing felt a little guilty, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and hurriedly pushed Xiang Heng away: "Return you." He patted the book into Xiang Heng's arms, turned and left.

Xiang Heng looked at the direction where Lin Xing was leaving, and frowned slightly.

In class, the head teacher stood in front of the podium and clapped his hands, signaling for everyone to be quiet, and waved to the door to introduce a boy.

Xiang Heng looked at the boy and couldn't help frowning.It's him?

Xiang Heng lowered his head indifferently and continued to work on the questions, but his ears were paying attention to the teacher's introduction. It turned out that he was a transfer student.

"Hey, move the book, I'll sit here!"

Hearing this, Xiang Heng raised his head, then looked at the head teacher, and saw the head teacher nodding towards him: "Xiang Heng is solid and excellent in his studies, sit together and let him lead you, integrate into the group as soon as possible, and devote yourself to studying."

Hearing this, Xiang Heng reluctantly moved his test booklet to make room for him.

Lin Xing happily sat down, took out the textbook, and said quietly, "Thank you. I'll ask for your guidance in the future."

After school, Lin Xing caught up with Xiang Heng: "Hey, I invite you to dinner." After speaking, he was about to hug his shoulders, but he avoided him. After a flash of disappointment flashed in his eyes, Lin Xing quickly hung up his daily routine. The deputy smiled foolishly: "What are you afraid of? I won't eat you again. Let's go, I'm stingy, it's rare to treat you to dinner, and I will rely on you for my studies in the future."

In the cafeteria, Xiang Heng reluctantly was dragged by Lin Xing to pick up vegetables for dinner, and reluctantly sat opposite him.

Lin Xing looked at him with a helpless expression, thought it was funny, and jokingly said, "Hey, it's not good for you to be like this, just like I forced a good family woman and man, just to eat, why do you look so bitter?"

Hearing the words, Xiang Heng also noticed his overly obvious emotions, and after taking a bite of the meal, he returned to his usual indifferent and alienated appearance.

"Obviously he is handsome and gentle, and has a gentle temper, but he wants to look like a stranger. Why, who owes you? Or do you have something on your mind?" Lin Xing looked at him with a smile, and took a sip of the bottle at hand. lemonade.

Xiang Heng shook his head, pulled out a standard smile, and knocked on Lin Xing's bowl: "Hurry up and eat, we have to take a lunch break later."

Lin Xing nodded, and after taking a bite of his meal, he asked again, "Which dormitory do you live in?"

"What does it have to do with you?" Xiang Heng said angrily, and after thinking about it, he said, "I don't want to stay."

Lin Xing hurriedly asked: "Then you live at home? What about the lunch break?"

Xiang Heng took a sip of the soup and said, "Just lie down in the classroom for a while during the lunch break."

"How about that? Why don't you sleep with me."

"If I remember correctly, your dormitory is full, how can you have a bed?"

Lin Xing said jokingly, "You sleep in the same bed with me. I'm very thin, and you don't look fat. You can squeeze it." After finishing speaking, he raised his eyebrows.

Hearing this, Xiang Heng didn't let out his breath, choked on the food, coughed violently twice, then stopped and said hastily: "I'm not used to sleeping with other people, you just need to sleep, I usually lie down I'll wake up in a while."

Lin Xing nodded in disappointment, lowered his head to eat, and the corners of his mouth curved silently.

in the dormitory.

Lin Xing lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling with a dazed expression. After a few minutes, his eyes focused and a smile appeared on his lips. After a while, he turned over and got up, picked up his schoolbag and ran to the classroom.

There were only a few people in the classroom, some were doing problems, some were taking a lunch break, and almost no one spoke.

Lin walked to the seat, sat down gently, put down his schoolbag, and lay down on the table carefully, with his arms resting on the side of his face, looking at Xiang Heng who was lying on the side.

Xiang Heng seemed to have entered a state of deep sleep, his chest rose and fell slightly, his breathing was even, his thick eyelashes covered his eyes, trembling slightly.The ink-colored board makes Xiang Heng's complexion fairer, and his reddish ears look cute and beautiful. Such a gentle person, why is he always full of worries.

Lin Xing resisted the urge to paint his cheek with his hand, and smiled dotingly.I'm afraid this is the quiet time.

In the canteen, Xiang Heng concentrated on choosing drinks, and finally chose coffee. He was about to get up, but found Lin Xing staring at him, very close to him, so scared that Xiang Heng took a quick step back, but saw Lin Xing stretched out his hand to think To hold him back: "Be careful there are people behind you."

After Shengsheng stopped in his tracks, Xiang Heng turned around apologetically and apologized to the people behind him.He turned his head in embarrassment and said, "Lin Xing, why are you scaring me when you have nothing to do?"

Lin Xing rolled his eyes slyly, stepped forward and looked at Xiang Heng sideways: "Then why are you afraid of me?"

Hearing this, Xiang Heng was very speechless, sighed helplessly, and handed him the coffee in his hand.

"I don't like coffee, get me a bottle of lemonade."

"That's a lot to ask for!"

"What do I ask of you!" Lin Xing smiled angrily, jumped up lightly, and hooked Xiang Heng's shoulder: "Tell me, what do I ask for?"

Xiang Heng avoided Lin Xing unnaturally: "Stay away from me."

"No, no, hahaha."

After school, Xiang Heng hurriedly picked up his schoolbag and was about to go home. Lin Xing jumped out from nowhere and blocked Xiang Heng's way: "Let's go, let's play ball."

Xiang Heng looked at him in disbelief: "Do you still remember the test tomorrow?"

Lin Xing smiled nonchalantly, showing his unique canine teeth: "Of course I remember, but according to scientific research, sports can make people energetic and memory will also improve. Go back to read after playing, wow, thinking clearly." After speaking, he exaggerated his clear thinking.

Looking at the other party's funny expression, Xiang Heng couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, look, the dimples are exposed, so pretty, let's go!" Lin Xing raised his eyebrows, reached out to hook Xiang Heng's wrist, and walked to the playground.

"Bullfighting, don't say I won't let you!"

Xiang Heng saw the bright smile of the person in front of him, with a hint of slyness, and suddenly felt amused, and couldn't help showing his dimples again, and then imitated Lin Xing's daily frivolity: "It's not sure who will let who."

On the basketball court, the two handsome teenagers were sweating, showing the most beautiful smiles, and their bright voices floated in the air, sealing their best years in the summer breeze.

"Ah." Xiang Heng suddenly fell to the ground.Lin Xing was so frightened that he hurried forward: "I'm sorry, I tried too hard, where is your injury? How do you feel, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Xiang Heng shook his hands vigorously, then raised his head with a smile: "You are very long-winded, asking so many questions at once, which one should I answer?"

"all!"

Xiang Heng looked at Lin Xing, who was staring at him with a serious face, and was stunned for a while, then gradually put away his smile, shook his head and said, "It's really nothing, you know how to play basketball, there will inevitably be some collisions, normal circumstances, don't be surprised Strange, look, you can move your hands and feet, nothing."

But Lin Xing still looked annoyed and blamed himself, and his heart tightened slightly when he looked at Xiang Heng.

"It's really nothing. Let's go, you go back to the dormitory, I have to go home and read." Xiang Heng stood up, walked to the sidelines, picked up his schoolbag, and was about to say goodbye, but found that Lin Xing did not move a step.

"Go!"

"I'll take you home." Lin Xing looked at him, as if he had suddenly exerted strength, he quickly walked forward and grabbed Xiang Heng's schoolbag: "Wait for me, I'll go pick up the car."

"No need." Xiang Heng was frightened by the serious Lin Xing, and shook his head hastily, but Lin Xing ignored him and had already walked to the carport with his schoolbag on his back, so he couldn't say anything more, so he could only follow closely.

"Sit down?" Lin Xing didn't look back.It wasn't until he heard Xiang Heng's soft answer in his ear that his expression softened a lot, then he grabbed Xiang Heng's hand and wrapped it around his waist and said, "Hold me tight, I'm riding fast." Xiang Heng reacted, kicked his foot, and rode the bicycle out quickly.

Speeding on the main road, Xiang Heng watched the landscape trees on both sides recede constantly, the neon lights on the side of the street also lit up, colorful colors filled his eyes, the breeze brushed his cheeks, and his heart seemed to fly.

He vaguely heard a singing sound coming from somewhere, and looked for Heng Xun's sound, and found Lin Xing humming a ditty.

"What are you singing?"

"Does it sound good?"

"Well, it sounds nice. What's the name?"

""Take Me To The Distance"!"

"what?"

"Take me far away!!!"

"Oh--"

Two teenagers were riding bicycles, cheering heartily in the night and breeze.

Go downstairs to Heng's house.

"I'll take you here. Go back and check. If there's anything wrong, you must see a doctor." Lin Xing supported the car with one leg and returned the schoolbag in front of him to Xiang Heng.

Xiang Heng nodded: "Understood, you go back quickly."

"OK."

"Hey!"

When Lin Xing heard someone calling him from behind, he hurriedly stopped the car and turned his head to look over.

"Ride at night, pay attention to safety, go back and call me."

Lin Xing bared his teeth when he heard the words: "Understood. Go back quickly." Then he rode away cheerfully.

Back in the dormitory, Lin Xing couldn't wait to dial the number to Heng's family.

"Hello?" Xiang Heng's lazy voice came from the phone.

"It's me." Lin Xing lowered his voice, worried about disturbing his roommates, but there was imperceptible excitement in his voice, "Tell me, we called late at night, does it sound like we're having an affair?"

"Fool, two big men, what nonsense are you talking about, and you arrived safely?" Xiang Heng's tone in the middle of the night did not have the coldness of the day, but there was a trace of warmth, and Lin Xing's self-righteous pampering.

"Well, it's here. Are you reading? Then I won't bother you. See you tomorrow." Lin Xing reluctantly hung up the phone, lay flat on the bed, stared at the ceiling, and smiled involuntarily.

In classrooms.

Holding the report card, Lin Xing was a little happy, but more sorry.He couldn't help but secretly glanced at Xiang Heng who was next to him. He saw Xiang Heng holding the report card in both hands, staring at the ranking above, and frowning slightly.

Looking at that appearance, Lin Xing blamed himself even more. At that time, he wanted to relieve the pressure of the exam, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.

"I'm sorry." The mouth has already made a sound without the command of the brain.Lin Xing was even more disturbed. He knew that Xiang Heng was a person who would not show weakness or admit defeat. Saying this by himself might make him uncomfortable. Now he only hoped that he would ignore what he said because he focused on reading the report card.

"It's nothing, it's just a test. I know my level." As he spoke, Xiang Heng folded up the report card, put it in his schoolbag, took out the test questions, and wrote straight.

"Xiang Heng, take a break, you have taken three classes in a row, you..."

"It's okay." Xiang Heng continued to quickly calculate on the draft paper.

Lin Xing looked at him with an indifferent expression. Instead of the emotional expression just now, he was even more worried. He couldn't help but snatched his pen and said sharply, "Xiang Heng, don't you want it?"

Xiang Heng blocked Lin Xing's hand reflexively, and the pain in his fingertips suddenly hit.

Lin Xing noticed that Xiang Heng shook his fingers, and hurriedly took his hand and blew. After a few seconds, he seemed to realize that what he did was ridiculous, and hurriedly pushed back his hand, saying, "The school doctor said, I wrote too hard for the exam. I hurt my hand at first, but now it’s a little worse. In order to get better as soon as possible, I need to pay attention to rest. Besides, you also said that this is not a normal level. If you folded your hand in the exam, you can still make circles in a book. Here, there must be no problem, for the sake of the next exam, you can rest for a while."

Looking at Lin Xing's nervous appearance, Xiang Heng felt a strange feeling in his heart, which made his ears burn. He turned around hastily, responded softly, and then lay down on the table to take a nap.

After a long while, Xiang Heng straightened up suddenly and looked at Lin Xing: "By the way, I haven't congratulated you for making more than 100 improvements this time."

Lin Xing was reading a book, and when he heard this, he looked at Xiang Heng, and then proudly bared his canine teeth: "Let me just say, I'm so smart, my academic performance will definitely improve."

"Alas!" Xiang Heng laughed.

"Yes, yes, yes, I am a twitch. I have this opportunity to be a twitch, and it is thanks to you who make up lessons for me day and night." Lin Xing smiled and pulled Xiang Heng over, hooked his shoulder and said, "So, little master , I will invite you to dinner this afternoon, as a thank you!"

Xiang Heng slapped his hand away pretending to be disgusted: "Why do you invite people to dinner!"

"Then I invite you to sing? Can you sing?" Lin Xing approached Xiang Heng curiously.

Xiang Heng pushed him away inadvertently and said, "The singing is not very nice."

Lin Xing nodded: "Generally, people who say that can sing pretty well."

Xiang Heng stared at him, wondering whether his words were a compliment or hurt him, and then the two looked at each other and smiled.

In KTV.

Xiang Heng sat on the sofa and looked around.

"What's the matter?" Lin Xing closed the door, "Do you rarely come?"

Xiang Heng nodded.

Seeing his discomfort, Lin Xing ordered a few bottles of beer, opened them and handed them to Xiang Heng.

"I don't drink." Xiang Heng waved his hand.

Lin Xing looked at him and suddenly smiled: "I know, I will test you to see if you can abide by the rule that minors cannot drink alcohol." Xiang Heng snatched the wine from his hand and drank it. He took a sip, but was choked until his expression twisted.

Seeing this, Lin Xing couldn't help laughing, the corners of his mouth curled up nicely, as expected, he wasn't provoked.

"What do you want to sing, go order it." Lin Xing touched Xiang Heng's shoulder.

But Xiang Heng shook his head and said, "I don't know what to sing, you can order it, and I will hum along when I meet."

"Then whose song do you like?" Lin Xing disagreed, he really wanted to hear Xiang Heng sing.

"Jay Chou."

"What?" Lin Xing was surprised, "I thought you liked Lin Junjie, because his songs were quite suitable for you, a bit gentle, like Bai Yueguang. I didn't expect you to like Jay Chou. His songs are smart and powerful. I think you have a small universe in your heart."

"Cut, it's one thing to say, I just like to listen to it, how can there be so many opinions! What about you?"

Lin Xing raised his head proudly: "The songs I like are like myself from the inside out." He paused while speaking, and smiled mysteriously, "Mayday!" I wanted to make a guess, but I couldn't help but blurted out.

"Burst!" Xiang Heng threw out his feelings.Lin Xing held up the wine bottle in agreement.

"Then which Jay Chou song do you like best?"

"Dao Xiang, order a Dao Xiang."

Lin Xing looked at him and said, "Okay, I'll order Interview with the Vampire."

The two of you came and I sang several songs.

Lin Xing drank three bottles of wine, leaned on the sofa, and looked at Xiang Heng's side face by the light. Under the colorful light, it flickered on and off, as if something was scratching his heart: Xiang Heng, are you Have something on your mind?I really want to share the burden for you, but you always close your heart.Such a good-looking and innocent person should often show his charming dimples, just like now.

"Midsummer Light Year? What did you order?" Xiang Heng turned his head while holding the wheat.

Lin Xing hurriedly looked away and said, "Yes, this song is pretty good. The MV is also good. It's a movie. Have you seen it?"

Xiang Heng glanced at the MV and nodded: "It's a bit sad, the ending is open." As he spoke, a trace of worry flashed in his eyes.

Lin Xing nodded in agreement: "Then do you think Yu Shouheng likes Kang Zhengxing?"

Xiang Heng thought for a while and shook his head: "He is just possessive and wants to trap Kang Zhengxing by his side. He is too lonely and can no longer tell the difference between friendship and love."

Lin Xing took a sip of wine and lost the desire to sing this song: "Cut it, I won't be able to sing it later."

Xiang Heng heard the words and joked: "Can't sing? Don't be modest, who sang "Leaving the Surface of the Earth" so hysterically?"

Lin Xing rolled his eyes at him angrily: "How about I sing "Take Me to a Far Place" for you?"

"Take me to a distant place? Just the one you sang last time? Okay!"

"I knew you wanted to hear it. Is it because I sing very well?" Lin Xing joked.After receiving Xiang Heng's white eyes, he captured his dimples.

As night fell, under the warm yellow street lights, Lin Xing and Xiang Heng walked side by side, chatting without a word.

"By the way." Lin Xing took a few steps forward and turned to look at Xiang Heng, "A few days ago, I saw a girl give you an envelope, and she ran away after saying a few words. thing?"

"Be careful, you will fall if you walk backwards." Xiang Heng reminded with concern.

Lin Xing didn't seem to care about this, but was eager to know what happened that day.

"You're very gossip, boys don't gossip like that!" Xiang Heng bared his canine teeth, thinking that Lin Xing's gossip face was very cute.

Lin Xing blamed: "Can't you care about you? Come on, tell me, what's going on? Did she give you a love letter? What about you? Did you refuse? Or did you accept it?"

Xiang Heng raised his head to look at the sky, then stared at Lin Xing and said, "Well, but I refused."

Lin Xing stopped and grabbed Xiang Heng's shoulder: "Really?" He found a hint of joy in his tone, and hurriedly suppressed it, then let go of Xiang Heng, and continued to back up and ask, "You say you, that girl sees It looks pretty, and I heard that it is good for studying, why do you refuse him?"

Xiang Heng looked at him and grabbed him angrily: "I said you can't walk properly?"

Lin Xing smiled shyly, gently pushed Xiang Heng to grab his hand, and stood side by side with him: "Why did you reject her?"

"Now is the most stressful time in high school, with so much homework and so many books, how can I have time to fall in love? I'm afraid it will affect my studies." Xiang Heng replied casually.

Lin Xing nodded in agreement, and then put on a hippie smile: "I thought it was because of me." After speaking, he looked at Xiang Heng mischievously, blinked, and when Xiang Heng rolled his eyes at him and called him a hooligan happily ran away.

in the cafeteria.

Lin Xing put the chicken legs on the plate to Xiang Heng's dinner plate.

"No need." Xiang Heng wanted to refuse, but seeing Lin Xing's chopsticks firmly pressing on the drumstick, he had no choice but to give up, and then added a few pieces of sweet and sour pork tenderloin to him: "I know your little Jiujiu." Lin Xingwen Yan happily picked up the sweet and sour pork and put it in his mouth.

"Hey, you can go to sleep with me at noon." Lin Xing chewed the tenderloin and invited him inarticulately, Xiang Heng shook his head: "It's okay, I'll just lie down for a while."

"What are you afraid of? Afraid that I'll sleep with you?" Lin Xing thought it was funny after he finished speaking, so he laughed first, but saw Xiang Heng's serious and surprised expression, and hurriedly waved his hands: "Don't worry, we don't have to squeeze together, we One of the roommates went back to his hometown to take the college entrance examination, one was sick and went home to take care of him, and the other was taken by his father to go on a trip. Alone, why don’t you come and sleep, you can choose many beds.” Then he suddenly smiled slyly: “Or you like my bed, so you can sleep in my bed too?”

"Boring!" Xiang Heng rolled his eyes at him as usual.

In the dormitory, Lin Xing unfolded his quilt, patted the pillow, and said courteously, "Hey, it's all done, go to sleep."

Xiang Heng looked around and nodded, "Then where do you sleep?" Then he looked at Lin Xing's table arrangement, thinking that this kid really likes to be clean.

Lin Xing climbed onto Xiang Heng's opposite bed and said, "Sleep on my brother's bed."

Xiang Heng raised his head and took a look: "Your brother? Are you sleeping right?"

Lin Xing looked down at Xiang Heng, showing his small canine teeth, and teased: "Yes, I look at each other every day, why? Are you jealous?"

Xiang Heng gave him a white look: "You are really boring."

After lying down, Xiang Heng gently sniffed the quilt on his body, it was Lin Xing's unique smell, it smelled very good, and it was very catchy.The corners of the mouth curled up inadvertently.

"Hey, Xiang Heng, why don't you move to the dormitory? Let's study together. There are still two empty beds here. Come on."

"No, I study very quietly at home, and I like a quieter environment."

after awhile.

"Xiang Heng, are you happy?"

......

"Why did you ask so?"

"You seem to seldom smile, and you seldom make friends. You always seem to be preoccupied. If you want to speak up, I will help you share."

"What's on your mind, it's just your personality, it's okay."

After a while.

"Xiang Heng, I think you are still too close to yourself. How about this? Let me ask you. At this stage, we students have nothing more than two things to worry about, one kind of academics, and one kind of parents. You study so well, do you have a relationship with your parents? Contradictions? Tell me, and I will enlighten you."

"What's going on in your head? I really have nothing on my mind."

half an hour.

"Xiang Heng..."

"You're really nagging, all right, go to sleep, hurry up, get some sleep, there's still class at two o'clock."

Lin Xing could only shut up resentfully.After a few minutes, he turned sideways and raised his head slightly, looking at Xiang Heng who was gradually breathing evenly. Even in his sleep, he frowned slightly. He settles his troubles and smoothes the frown between his brows.

But it doesn't matter, these days we get along day and night, he will definitely walk into his heart and help him solve his confusion.Thinking of this, Lin Xing gradually fell asleep with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

After school in the afternoon, Lin Xing was walking on the side of the road when he was suddenly stopped by someone.Looking at the handsome boy in front of him, he didn't know what to do, so he asked, "Looking for me?" He pointed to himself.After seeing the boy nodding, he asked again, "Hello. What's the matter?"

"Lin...Senior Lin Xing, hello, I am a freshman in high school, thank you for saving me last time."

Lin Xing looked at him blankly, and stared at him for a long time before realizing that the boy in front of him was after school. He felt angry when he saw someone besieging this kid, so he shot: "It's you, you're welcome, I'm It's just a rough road. You're welcome, I haven't troubled you lately, have I?"

The boy lowered his head and said no.

Lin Xing nodded, then said with a smile, "That's good, that's all trivial matters, pay more attention to safety in the future, let's go."

"Wait a minute, senior. Well, senior, I don't know how to repay you. Do you have anything you need?" The boy continued to block Lin Xing's way with his head down.

Lin Xing felt speechless, but felt that the child was innocent, and it was not easy to show his temper, so he said, "It's really nothing, it's just to help. I can't let you promise with your body."

The boy raised his head in surprise.

Looking at the stunned child in front of him, Lin Xing felt that his joke was too big, and thought of the reason why the child was bullied, he immediately suppressed his smile, and was about to explain, but the boy interrupted: "I am willing." With a look of courage, his eyes are clear, looking at him expectantly.

Lin Xing's heart skipped a beat, as expected.He hastily waved his hand: "Well, elementary school brother, I appreciate your kindness, but I really just didn't like their attitude towards homosexuality, so I will help you, it's a small effort, no need to repay, really. "

"Don't you mind if boys like boys?" The boy blurted out, then hurriedly looked around and lowered his voice: "But you didn't say that that day, you said you should respect, understand and love. And later you told me that you too, So, why don't we try?"

Lin Xing looked at the person in front of him, Xiang Heng's shadow flashed in his mind, then took a deep breath, took him to a chair by the side of the road, sat down and said: "I understand your feelings, in such a big environment , we are different, but there is nothing strange about it, and there is no right or wrong. When you meet similar people, you will impulsively want to hug each other for warmth. I understand you, but no matter whether you are the same or different, the essence is the same, just like the opposite sex Lian, boys like girls, but it doesn’t mean they are girls, he likes them all. Similarly, I don’t like all boys. I also have a choice when it comes to love. You are still young, don’t worry, even if someone knows your sexual orientation, It doesn't matter, if you have a strong heart, self-discipline and love yourself, no one will hurt you, and you have to break through the shackles, and you have to work hard to coordinate the relationship between your parents and your lover. Otherwise, happiness is not easy. It seems that your parents are I understand you, so don't rush to find friends, take your time, it's about you and your family's happiness, you know?"

It was rare for Lin Xing to be patient and open his heart to others.Seeing the child in front of him nodding silently, the stone in his heart fell to the ground.After saying goodbye to his junior, he was about to go back to the classroom. When he turned around, he saw Xiang Heng staring at him not far away, feeling guilty.

In the classroom, the two sat side by side. Lin Xing secretly glanced at Xiang Heng, but found that Xiang Heng was frowning and studying the questions seriously.

Lin Xing was flustered and uneasy. He didn't know how much he had heard of the conversation just now, and what he thought of him.He absent-mindedly made a set of test papers, but found that there were many mistakes in the paper, so he peeked at Xiang Heng dejectedly, and kept thinking about how to talk to Xiang Heng.

Xiang Heng looked indifferent, quickly corrected the paper, picked up his schoolbag and left the classroom.

Lin Xing looked at his leaving back, thought for a while, and finally couldn't hold back, picked up his schoolbag and chased him out.

"Xiang Heng!" Lin Xing shouted while running.

Xiang Heng stopped in his tracks when he heard this, but he didn't look back.

"Xiang Heng, why are you standing there this afternoon?"

"I'm looking for you to do the question."

"Well, how much have you heard?"

"All."

Lin Xing frowned annoyedly, and bit his lip. At that time, he wanted to untangle that boy's heart knot, but he was so focused that he ignored someone approaching.

"So, what do you think?"

Silent.

"Will you despise me?"

"What do you dislike?"

"I like boys. Do you think I'm a monster?"

Xiang Heng sighed softly, and then turned around: "Boring. Just now I admitted it with a face of indifference, and enlightened others, why deny myself at this time."

Lin Xing almost wet his eyes: "I care about you." Then he realized that his words were ambiguous, and hurriedly said, "I finally made a good brother. I care about your friendship. I'm afraid I'll scare you."

Hearing this, Xiang Heng stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder and said, "I know, I understand. What about your parents?"

"They knew that at the beginning, they were like other parents. They scolded me and beat me relentlessly. Later, they were cold and violent, but they found out that he didn't change it just because he said it. My mother put down her face and went to the gay meeting. I understand. Although my dad understands, he always disagrees, but he doesn’t object anymore. I’m just worried that no one will die when I’m old. So I reached a consensus with my dad and spent some money to get me into this good school. , so that I can study hard, get into a good university, find a good job, and earn more money for my pension.”

Xiang Heng silently listened to Lin Xing's statement, nodded in agreement, and after a while, looked at Lin Xing with dimples: "Actually, I am quite envious of you. You have a pair of enlightened parents. If it were me, my parents might would want me to disappear."

Lin Xing smiled indifferently and said, "Oh, why do you think so much, anyway, you don't need it." Understood the situation, the atmosphere was weird and unnatural.

"Go back to the dormitory, I'm going home too. Oh, by the way, go to my house for dinner on weekends. My mother knows that I have made friends and said to go to my house to have fun."

"Okay." Lin Xing had an inexplicable feeling that he was going to meet his parents. He wanted to refuse, but then felt that his idea was ridiculous, so he agreed to go with him.

Saturday at 10:30 am.Lin Xing was woken up by the ringing of the mobile phone, and after seeing the display on the screen, he woke up a lot.

"What are you doing early in the morning? Didn't you say to go in the afternoon? It's hard to have a weekend without classes, so that people can't be lazy. Don't miss me, let me go there early?" Lin Xing joked while getting dressed .

The person on the other end of the phone said a word of boredom angrily, and then added a sentence of apology: "I guess I can't eat this afternoon, my parents went to my aunt's house and told me to take care of it by myself, and I won't be back until tomorrow. "

"What? It's a pity that I won't be able to taste Auntie's food." Lin Xing was a little disappointed, but he still packed up his clothes.

The other end of the phone was silent for a while and then a voice rang out: "How about we go out to eat, it's a rare time, I still have a few hundred yuan for living expenses, it should be enough."

Lin Xing put on his shoes and said, "It's boring to go out to eat, and it's warm to eat at home. How about this, is there a supermarket near your house? I'll pick you up, let's go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients, and I'll make it for you."

"You still cook?"

"What? You don't believe me? Don't worry, at least you won't kill anyone!" Lin Xing quickly went downstairs and got on his bicycle and sped towards Xiang Heng's house.

supermarket door.

"Are you sure you want to cook?" Xiang Heng continued to confirm again and again, until he saw Lin Xing unswervingly looking for a shopping cart, and then resignedly followed in.

After browsing the snack area, vegetable area, fruit area, meat area, and yogurt area one by one, I finally selected the ingredients. Looking at the truckload of ingredients, Xiang Heng finally insisted on asking the question: "What do you want to eat? of?"

Lin Xing looked at him and said, "Haven't you ever eaten hot pot? It's such an obvious ingredient, you, don't think so badly about me, I'm just fine with hot pot."

"Hey, I was scared to death. I thought you were going to cook. I was worried about my kitchen." Xiang Heng patted his chest and rolled his eyes.

"I'll help you take pictures." Seeing this, Lin Xing was about to put his hand on Xiang Heng's chest, but he blocked it reflexively.

"Not at all, even if you really want to cook, you don't have to have such a tragic expression of death. Forget it, I decided that I want to cook."

One sentence made Xiang Heng almost vomit blood in fright.

Back home, Xiang Heng helped Lin Xing sort out the ingredients, and then got an apron for Xiang Heng.

"I can't move my hands, help me tie them." Lin Xing said and stood in front of Xiang Heng, with his back turned to him.

Looking at the boy in front of him, Xiang Heng felt a strange feeling in his heart. He paused, and then quickly put on the apron for him.

"Shouldn't the hot pot be cooked directly?" Xiang Heng stood by the kitchen at a loss.

Lin Xing glanced at Xiang Heng, and rolled his eyes at the right time: "The hot pot needs stir-fried ingredients, otherwise it will only be spicy but not fragrant. You can wash the dishes for me, and then serve them out."

The two cooperated, and soon the hot pot was cooked.

Xiang Heng watched as Lin Xing took out a bottle of beer out of nowhere, but took a can of drink for himself, and looked at him curiously.

"Oh, you are underage, don't drink, lest your parents come back and talk about you."

Xiang Heng was speechless: "You're underage too, okay? And my parents won't be back until tomorrow."

Lin Xing bared his teeth when he heard the words, approached Xiang Heng and said, "Are you implying that we are the only two of us at home tonight? How about a drink? Don't blame me for what happens when you're drunk!"

Seeing this, Xiang Heng leaned back slightly, distanced himself from each other, and blurted out: "Boring."

After the meal, Lin Xing cleaned up the dishes and tidied up the kitchen while belching.

Xiang Heng walked to the TV and turned on the stereo, connected to the bluetooth of the mobile phone, and turned on the music.

"Do you like sax?" Lin Xing's voice came from the kitchen.

Xiang Heng chose a song and said loudly: "Yes, I like to listen to this tune when I'm alone."

"It's such a coincidence, I like it too." Lin Xing finished cleaning the kitchen, took off the apron, wiped his hands, and sat down beside Xiang Heng.

Xiang Heng chose the song, closed his eyes, leaned on the sofa,