The person I have a crush on always hates me

Xi Yan cooked four dishes, all of which Su Yang usually likes to eat. Su Yang was really hungry, so he took the bowl and stuffed it into his mouth. It means I don't bother you, and I will still bother you."

"Really?" Xi Yan wouldn't believe that Su Yang bothered him even if he was beaten to death.

"Yeah." Su Yang gnawed on a piece of pork ribs, "You don't want to eat?"

"Don't eat, it's too late."

"Then you do so much?" Su Yang said, "Have you practiced? Dance?"

"It's the same dance as before, practice for two days, and then go to the rehearsal a few times earlier." Xi Yan said.

"Yang, I want to talk to you about Xiaoyan. I want to listen to you. I plan to take Xiaoyan back and not let him live there by himself. You are right." Xi Yan took a sip of water and went to see Su Yang's expression.

Su Yang didn't want to mention this matter, and his face was a bit unhappy: "You don't need to listen to me, my suggestion is not the best, I shouldn't take care of your family's affairs, I shouldn't talk too much."

He thought that Li Dazhi must have some hidden secrets. What made him uncomfortable was that he was an outsider to Li Dazhi.

Xi Yan didn't want to see him suffer, and said: "Xiaoyan liked a boy before, and he talked to him behind my back. That boy was very kind to him at the beginning, and Xiaoyan always remembered my words, and he didn't want to have that kind of thing with others. Apart from me, he rarely talked to anyone, and that was the first time he gave his heart to another person."

"I remember that time, every time I went home, I could see him smiling. It was a very sweet and happy smile. He had never smiled at me like that. I thought he wanted to do a lot of things, but one day he came back. Home, he passed out on the ground."

Seeing that Xi Yan's eye circles were red, Su Yang knew that this incident had hit him hard.

"I sent him to the hospital. Fortunately, he was fine. Then he told me that he fell in love with a boy. I always thought he liked a girl. I couldn't show up. I asked Dabai to find that guy and saw him with someone else. At the same time, the man said that he wanted to have sex at the beginning, and when he learned that Xiaoyan couldn't do it, and his life might be in danger at any time, he proposed to break up."

Xi Yan stared at Su Yang with red eyes, his voice trembling: "Yang, do you know how broken I was when I came back and saw that scene? There was blood all over the bed, and Xiaoyan was lying in the middle, with a pale face and wrists Still bleeding. He killed himself."

"It's not worth it." Su Yang seemed to have something stuck in his throat.

"I also know it's not worth it, but what can I do. It was Xiaoyan's first time making friends, or love. The hospital rescued him for a long time, and the first thing he said when he woke up was why he saved him? He said he was A useless person, living is a burden, he said that this kind of life of taking medicine all day is enough for him, and he wants to enjoy happiness."

"Yang, I wanted to kill that man at the time. If it wasn't for him to seduce Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan wouldn't be able to take the initiative to talk to others. I can understand Xiaoyan. He has lost all fun since he was a child, counting the days every day. When will I die..." Xi Yan couldn't continue, Su Yang frowned and held his hand.

"There will be a miracle."

"No more." Xi Yan shook his head, "That's why I'm afraid, I'm afraid that he will do stupid things again. At that time, I accompanied him every day, and he came back calmly. After that, I sent him to a nursing home. He's a foreigner, he doesn't speak English, so I'm not afraid that he will be approached again."

"But he is also very lonely." Su Yang said.

Xi Yan smiled miserably: "I know. When you mentioned it that day, I suddenly thought of the picture of him lying in blood, and I lost my mind for a moment and yelled at you."

"It's my fault. I shouldn't be involved in your affairs." Su Yang said.

"Su Yang, don't say that. If you say you don't understand me, I'll tell you today. In fact, my life has never been bright. My family has been poor since I was a child. You are right. I have low self-esteem. I always think that Others look down on me."

Li Dazhi didn't dare to look into Su Yang's eyes. He lowered his head and looked at their holding hands: "So I worked very hard, I wanted to get rid of poverty, and I wanted to live a more comfortable life. But I never did. I was afraid Xiaoyan suddenly left one day, and the entertainment industry is really dark, I am under a lot of pressure."

"You know I don't like to talk. I have to bow my head to make money, and I have to show the happiest smile to make money. I'm not suitable for the entertainment industry, but I have to rely on this face to make a living. I want to make money, and I need to make money."

"This is me. I seem to be a glamorous big star, but I am humble behind the scenes. I have no choice. There are some things I dare not say. It is because I am no longer the daring Li Dazhi before, but My heart has not changed, it is still so pure.”

Su Yang didn't know what to say anymore, Xi Yan raised his head, his black eyes were shining with complex light: "Don't say that you don't understand me in the future, half of my life is your participation. Su Yang, in my life You are the light in my eyes, the driving force for my efforts, and you are my belief."

Su Yang's eyes were red, and he pursed his lips: "I am your belief? How can I bear it."

A person's belief is like life to a person, all Xi Yan's goals are to look at Su Yang, there are good and bad.When he was young, he hoped to be richer than Su Yang one day. In junior high school, he hoped to defeat Su Yang one day. After high school, all his goals were to make money. He hoped that one day Su Yang could think highly of him. Proposal.

"You can." Xi Yan said with a smile, "Maybe you think I'm stubborn, but Yang, I really want to show you some achievements. I'm glad you helped me, but you have always respected me .”

Su Yang didn't hold back, a tear fell from the corner of his eye, and then quickly wiped it away, scolding the man opposite: "Get lost! You are the most annoying."

When he went to eat, Xi Yan looked at him and smiled. Su Yang couldn't stand the doting look on his face.

Li Dazhi likes him, and he knows it without saying much, there will always be a day when Li Dazhi can't hold back.

"Li Dazhi, turn your eyes away and don't look at me." He was so upset that he couldn't eat anymore.

"I don't, I just look at it." Xi Yan smiled happily.

"Are you excited? I said so many words today, but I couldn't type a few words at once before." Su Yang couldn't help but smile.

Xi Yan saw Su Yang pick up a piece of meat, stretched out his neck, and ate the piece of meat: "I may have held back for too long, and it's such a pleasure to say so much in my heart at once. You are the first one, listen to my heart talker."

"Cut, it's a mess, what's the matter, why put so much pressure on yourself?" Su Yang felt distressed, but he couldn't coax others.

"Give me another two years, and I will be liberated." Xi Yan said with a smile.

"Why?" Su Yang wondered.

Xi Yan took his chopsticks and took a few bites before eating: "Because, my goal is almost accomplished."

"what?"

"A goal that I have been planning for two years, and you will know when the time comes."

Su Yang became even more curious: "Is it about me?"

Xi Yan smiled at him, and made him lose his mind: "Just think about it."

"Hey, really!" Su Yang snatched back the chopsticks and continued to eat. After a few mouthfuls, he realized that he didn't dislike Li Dazhi's saliva at all.

A few days later, they were going to fly to Nancheng to attend a concert. Major stars arrived at the airport one after another, and the airport was crowded with paparazzi and fans.Xi Yan did not disclose the itinerary of the flight, and not many fans came to pick him up.

After leaving the airport, many paparazzi came up to take pictures, and they even went to take pictures of Xi Yan's assistant, that is, Su Yang, who was popular because of his looks.With the experience of last time, Su Yang wears a mask and hat every time he goes to the airport, but his high-end brand name has aroused the topic again.

"Xi Yan, I heard you're going to dance tonight?" A paparazzi asked.

"It's not convenient to answer about the performance." Dabai replied from the side.

"Xi Yan, I heard that your assistant is newly hired? Does he have any special relationship with you? Why doesn't he show his face?"

Su Yang glanced at the bald paparazzi, and said coldly, "Will I show my face..."

"Xiaoyang, where are my sunglasses?" Xi Yan interrupted him in time, and dragged Su Yang to his side.

"It's inconvenient to answer personal matters." Dabai said.

"What is the identity of the new assistant? Are you wearing the new limited edition of the ** brand this year? Is it true?" The paparazzi found that Su Yang was prone to temper, so he asked.

Su Yang was so angry that he wanted to beat him up, he turned his head and smiled at the man: "It's quite cold today, you are very dedicated. What's your name?"

As soon as they heard this question, Xi Yan and Dabai knew what Su Yang was going to do, and they didn't want to worry about it.

"The name is not important." The bald man said with a smile.

"Oh? How come? What's your name? Let's get to know each other." Su Yang said in a brisk tone.

After all, he has been a paparazzi for many years, and he is quite sensitive. Seeing Su Yang's extraordinary temperament, he covered his face and ran away.A man next to him smiled and said, "His name is Lu Ge, from Yuguang Magazine."

"Oh." The corner of Su Yang's mouth twitched, "What's your name?"

The man ran away as soon as he heard it, and the other paparazzi looked around and all ran away.

"Excellent, just ask for their names, and they all ran away," Meng Jiaojiao said.

Dabai smiled: "These people are clever, who can ask for their names if they have nothing to do, and it's definitely not a good thing to ask for their names."

"I'll just ask for a name." Su Yang said innocently.

The concert was broadcast live tonight, and many celebrities arrived at the scene one after another, coming to the rehearsal one after another.Su Yang saw a lot of celebrities he knew, but he didn't dare to be interested. The only thing he was interested in was that Li Dazhi wanted to dance.

People with paralyzed faces dance, it's interesting to think about it.

When it came to Xi Yan's rehearsal, Xi Yan's stage moves, typhoon and dance were all very exciting, with the abdominal muscles on his stomach faintly exposed, and the scene was full of male hormones.

Su Yang in the audience was stunned. Is this the Li Dazhi he knew?

Whether intentionally or not, Xi Yan can always catch Su Yang's eyes, and the wild eyes float over, Su Yang's eyes are shining brightly, and his heart is pounding.

Hey, he's so handsome, I really want to go up and touch his muscles... This meat must be delicious, hey, I really want to touch...

The author has something to say: Su Yang's eyes were shining brightly: "Li Dazhi, come home and do the undress dance for me."

"And then?" Xi Yan raised his eyebrows.

The corner of Su Yang's lips twitched: "Then I'll reward you with money. I'll give you whatever you want."

"No, I want you."