The person I have a crush on always hates me

Su Yang didn't know how to make dumplings, and after pinching a few, the fillings were exposed. Seeing that both Xi Yan and Li Xiaoyan made them so well, he was embarrassed to put down the dumplings, so he quietly put the dumplings with the fillings in a corner.

Li Dazhi and Li Xiaoyan glanced at the dumplings, both startled, but said nothing.

Su Yang caught sight of their expressions, picked up a dumpling embarrassingly, squeezed it twice, and the stuffing was exposed again, then threw the dumpling on the table angrily: "No more dumplings, you can make them."

"Brother, you teach Brother Su Yang, just stand still." Li Xiaoyan's fingers were slender, and the dumplings he made were very beautiful.

Su Yang curled his lips, sometimes he was very angry that he didn't know anything.

"I'll teach you." Xi Yan walked up to Su Yang and taught him step by step. Su Yang pinched it twice, and the stuffing came out again. He was so angry that he wanted to throw it away, but Xi Yan grabbed his hand and couldn't smile.

"You have to be patient. The more you make dumplings, the better they look."

He held Su Yang's hand, and taught him how to wrap it little by little. Su Yang gradually found the technique, and the filling was not exposed. It's just that other people's dumplings are standing up, while his dumplings are lying down.

"Yes, isn't this pretty?" Xi Yan smiled.

Su Yang looked at the dumplings made by Li Xiaoyan, then at his own, and said, "What a fart."

"It looks good." Li Dazhi said.

When eating, Su Yang only picked the good-looking dumplings to eat, and didn't touch the ones he made himself, but Xi Yan only picked the bad-looking ones, and Su Yang felt very comfortable watching them.

It was getting dark, Xi Yan finished washing the dishes, Li Xiaoyan brought over a stack of photos: "Brother, don't you tell me to prepare some beautifully decorated photos, I'll check it out and pick some for you."

"Well, it's just right." Xi Yan can actually find these photos by himself, he just wants his brother to have something to do, so that he can get ahead.

Su Yang, who was playing with his mobile phone on the sofa, took a look here: "What are you doing to prepare photos? You are going to buy a new house."

"Keep it for later use, maybe I will change the house in the future." Xi Yan said and looked at the photo, "Su Yang, come and take a look, and help me as a staff officer."

Su Yang put down his phone, picked up a stack of photos to look at, and picked out three: "This living room is beautiful, but this is a big villa, and the house is too small to achieve this effect."

Xi Yan took a look at the photos, and put aside the ones Su Yang picked out.Li Xiaoyan seemed to think of something and smiled.

"I like this bedroom, the suite, and the big bathtub." Su Yang found another photo, which is a photo of a local windmill, with flowers everywhere, "This scene is so beautiful, I told my dad before, The backyard is full of flowers, but he refuses to do it, saying it is useless and he has to wait on it."

"Do you like the backyard to be full of flowers?" Xi Yan raised his head to look at him.

Su Yang nodded; "Well, how beautiful it is."

Xi Yan discovered that the styles Su Yang likes are all luxurious and extravagant. To put it bluntly, he likes whichever looks expensive.

When Su Yang went to the toilet, Li Xiaoyan said: "Before you said you bought land to build a house, don't tell me, it was built for Su Yang?"

"Hehehe..." Xi Yan smiled mischievously, and he just saw it, "I want to have a home that belongs to both of us. Of course, both you and grandma can move in."

"Brother, do you love him that much?" Li Xiaoyan felt incredible, before his brother kept mentioning his crush, who he thought he was, but Su Yang, what should I say.

The impression he gave him since childhood was that Su Yang was very proud and never looked directly at him and his brother. He didn't know how good they were, but did he just think that Su Yang might love his brother?

Li Dazhi didn't speak, he put Su Yang's favorite photos in a small bag alone, and put it in his luggage pocket.Li Xiaoyan suddenly thought of another possibility, and said, "Brother, it's not because of money, is it? Go after him."

Xi Yan went to see him and looked a little angry: "You think so? Your brother and I can make money, and I can afford you and him."

"I'm sorry, I'm just afraid that you have changed." Li Xiaoyan smiled slightly, "Of course, I hope you can be together well."

The room here has only one bed. Xi Yan rented the room next door to Su Yang, which was also a suite. After sending it to him, he said, "Go to bed early, we have to catch a flight back tomorrow."

"Where do you sleep?" Su Yang saw that he was going to leave.

"I'll go and chat with Xiaoyan for a while, and if I'm stuck, I'll deal with it on the sofa over there all night."

"Oh." Su Yang was not very happy, but he couldn't stop people from visiting his brother.

"Go to sleep." Li Dazhi turned around and went out to Li Xiaoyan's room.

The two of them were just chatting about their recent situation and family affairs. In the middle of the night, Li Xiaoyan was really sleepy and went to bed.Xi Yan thought about it and went to the next room to see Su Yang sleeping soundly.

Maybe the room is too hot, Su Yang has pushed the quilt to the ground, and his forehead is covered with sweat.Xi Yan wiped his sweat lightly, covered him with a thin blanket, and then went to sleep on the sofa.

At noon the other day, the two of them were going to catch a plane. Li Xiaoyan sent them to the intersection of the nursing home and said, "A letter from the landing."

"Well, I may be busy recently, and soon, I will wait for you at home in a month." Xi Yan said.

"Bye bye, brother Su Yang." Li Xiaoyan waved at them.

"Go home and take you to play." Su Yang said and left with Li Dazhi.

After walking a long distance, Su Yang looked back again.The sun passed through the gaps in the leaves and cast a beam of light on Li Xiaoyan's body. He didn't leave, but watched them quietly.

"Li Dazhi, I don't think you should throw him here." Su Yang said.

"The doctor said he needed to be cleansed."

Su Yang turned back to look at Li Xiaoyan again, feeling very uncomfortable: "Didn't you see that he is lonely? Do you want him to be so lonely all the time? He is only 23 years old, do you want to wait here..."

He didn't dare to say he was dead, Xi Yan was shocked: "He won't die."

"Li Dazhi, I know you are doing his best, but is this really what he wants? You should let him get in touch with people more. In fact, you can let him fall in love, maybe he will like it."

As soon as Su Yang finished speaking, Xi Yan yelled out: "You don't understand at all!"

His roar startled Su Yang, Li Dazhi seemed to see who the person in front of him was, and hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, Yang, I didn't shout at you, I can't hear this, I'm sorry."

He looked at Su Yang with red eyes, and put his hands on his shoulders: "Don't be angry, I really didn't want to shout at you."

Su Yang didn't know which sentence touched Xi Yan, and he didn't know what was hidden in it, he just shook his head with a wry smile: "It's okay. Maybe I still don't know you well enough, I'm talking too much."

He pushed away Li Dazhi's hand and walked away.Xi Yan looked back at the nursing home, Li Xiaoyan hadn't left yet, and was still standing there.

He clenched his fists and went after Su Yang.

The two were silent all the way, Li Dazhi didn't dare to talk to Su Yang, because Su Yang's face was really cold.In fact, Su Yang was not angry, but just felt a little tired.

Dabai picked them up at the airport, and seeing that their expressions were not very good, he knew that there was a conflict between the two of them.He said: "Go to the company and review your dance, we have to go to the New Year's Eve concert in two days."

The two got into the car one after another, Su Yang said: "Go to the city and find a place to stop, I will take a taxi home."

After all, he put on his hat and slept with his head tilted against the window.

Xi Yan frowned, and asked nervously, "Lie on my shoulder?"

"No need." Su Yang refused decisively.

Dabai peeked at the two of them from the rearview mirror, then shook his head.

Su Yang returned home and had a good sleep. After waking up, he felt more refreshed, and it was already dark outside the window.I haven't written a novel for several days, let's write.

He wrote about some fights with Li Dazhi in high school before, and he didn't know when Li Dazhi started to spank him only on his butt, but he didn't care, he beat Li Dazhi to death every time.

He is fine in two days, and Li Dazhi is not good in a week sometimes.

——The nightmare of studying in the third year of high school is over, and it is finally the day of graduation.

Everyone had happy smiles on their faces that day, but Li Dazhi was still paralyzed.

With graduation photos, the big guys came to the front of the teaching building and stood in a row according to size.Zhang Fan pulled Gao Yang to stand in the third row, after a while, two people squeezed over beside Gao Yang, they were Fang Cheng and Li Dazhi, they almost started fighting because they had to stand next to Gao Yang.

"Who are you? Gao Yang and I are friends." Fang Cheng shouted dissatisfied.

"Share friends for taking pictures? I stood here first." Li Dazhi's face was paralyzed, and he stood motionless beside Gao Yang.

Gao Yang couldn't help but smile: "You two are sick, don't you just have the same position."

The teacher came to see Fang Cheng and Li Dazhi, two tall men wandering in the third row, and shouted: "Fang Cheng, Li Dazhi, you two tall men, go to the last row, why are you wandering in front?"

The classmates who were watching the fun laughed, so Fang Cheng and Li Dazhi had no choice but to go to the last row, one standing on the far left and the other on the far right.

It was also on this day that Fang Cheng confessed to Gao Yang, but Gao Yang mercilessly refused, Fang Cheng laughed, cried while laughing, and ran away from Gao Yang's sight.

Gao Yang felt very uncomfortable. He always regarded Fang Cheng as his brother, and never thought of other ideas.After leaving the campus, Zhang Fan was waiting for him: "I see Fang Cheng got into his father's car, and he said he was going abroad, to New Zealand."

"Well, it's good to be gone." Gao Yang told Zhang Fan about the confession, and there was never any secret between them.

"Don't think about it, the more you think about it, the more annoying you get." Zhang Fan raised his chin, and saw Li Dazhi standing under the bus stop sign, "Li Dazhi."

Gao Yang raised his head and met his line of sight, he didn't intend to pay attention to him, and walked around him, unexpectedly, Li Dazhi kicked his ass from behind, ran to them, and said while running: "Gao Yang, I I will make you look up to me and wait for me to come back."

Gao Yang didn't know why, but suddenly felt very reluctant.

"Hey, everyone is gone, and you will miss it in your life." Zhang Fan said.

That summer Li Dazhi was admitted to Nanjing University in Nancheng with very good grades, and applied for management.Su Yang's grades have always been rubbish, he didn't pass the exam, and in the end he spent money to go to Zhang Fan's school, majoring in foreign languages, he is from Beicheng, so he can live at home.

Before school started, Zhang Fan came to him and told him about Li Dazhi's situation: "I heard that the school is very expensive, and his grandma is borrowing money everywhere, but you also know, who would dare to borrow money in his family's situation? Giving is equal to giving."

"What about Li Dazhi?" Gao Yang asked hurriedly.

"It hasn't stopped since the holiday. I saw him go out to work every day. Once I saw him eating steamed buns on the road. To be honest, it was very pitiful. I bought him water and sausages. He saw me hiding my eyes and said Don't let me tell you what he said."

Gao Yang frowned: "Why?"

"I guess he doesn't want you to see him in such a mess. He's a man who wants to save face."

After Zhang Fan left that day, Gao Yang found out his pocket money, which was more than 1 yuan.Early the next morning, he got on the bus to Nantah University, found the principal, and paid for it himself, hoping to use the name of the school to subsidize Li Dazhi who was about to enroll.

One semester has passed, and it's time for winter vacation.

Gao Yang wore a new suit and came to the compound to look for Zhang Fan. When he arrived at the compound, his eyes uncontrollably went to Li Dazhi's house.Zhang Fan ran out from the unit building: "Yang."

"Go eat delicious food?" Gao Yang suggested.

"Let's go." Zhang Fan hugged his waist, Gao Yang raised his hands, Zhang Fan pushed him away, "Really, I'm not a virus."

"Hahaha..." Gao Yang laughed loudly, "Hey, is Li Dazhi back?"

"No, I heard from his grandma that he is working part-time, and he may not come back this year for Chinese New Year."

"Oh." Gao Yang was a little disappointed.

In the summer vacation of the second year, Gao Yang still came to the compound from time to time, and heard Zhang Fan say, "Li Dazhi is working as a model, and he won't come back during the holidays."

"Yang, did you know? Our compound is going to be demolished, and it is said that everyone must move out in September." Zhang Fan suddenly laughed, "My family has finally saved enough money, and we are going to move to your villa area."

"Really?" Gao Yang was happy for him, and visited Li Dazhi's house again before leaving the compound.

After the demolition of the compound, Gao Yang completely lost news of Li Dazhi. The only thing he still had contact with was the money he donated to Li Dazhi every semester.

Until his junior year, he saw Li Dazhi on TV.

"Hey, son, look quickly, this is not Li Dazhi from our compound." Gao Mama pointed to the TV and said.

Gao Yang was smiling at first, but when he saw the picture on TV, his smile disappeared immediately.This is an idol TV series, and the scene at this moment is a clip of Li Dazhi hugging an artist.

Gao Yang didn't understand why he was angry, so he went upstairs angrily.

At that moment, he felt that Li Dazhi was no longer the Li Dazhi in the compound, he had changed and became a halo.

The relationship between them has completely become the past.Li Dazhi did it. He is no longer the poor boy who can't afford popsicles and eats steamed buns.

After that, Gao Yang no longer inquired about Li Dazhi, and his life continued to move further away, completely disregarding his own wishes, and his youth would never come back.

Su Yang posted the latest chapter, feeling a little sad in his heart.What hasn't changed is that Li Dazhi is still so bored and doesn't say anything.

Xi Yan next door quit the novel software, his eyes were a little red, and he muttered to himself: "Yang, what do you want me to..."

Su Yang wanted to order some food, but there was nothing to eat after looking around, when the doorbell rang.He went to open the door, and Li Dazhi appeared wearing an apron, smiling so hard that his gums were showing.

"I don't know, can the young master come to my house for dinner?"

"Get out! You're so stupid for laughing!" Su Yang punched him, but Xi Yan grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the door, coaxing him to go to the next door.

"It's okay if I'm wrong, I promise I won't yell at you again in the future."

"Li Dazhi."

"Ok?"

"I hate you!"

Xi Yan smiled, and looked at him tenderly: "I don't hate you, let's go, it's all your favorite food."