The person I have a crush on always hates me

It was already past eight in the morning when Su Yang arrived home. He opened the door, and instantly a smell of rice wafted out from the room. Xu Fan came out wearing an apron, still with that bright smile on his face.

"Yang, are you back?"

Seeing that he felt much more comfortable, Su Yang took off his cold cotton jacket: "What are you doing?"

"I'll make porridge for you, ah! My lean meat porridge." Xu Fan hurried into the kitchen.

"Can you eat it?" Su Yang felt melancholy. Xu Fan could comfort him, but he couldn't cheer him up.

"What are you talking about, anyway, I'm better than you." Xu Fan served a bowl of lean meat porridge, and then brought side dishes, "Come and eat, you must be frozen after a night's train ride, the night train is the coldest."

Su Yang went to change into clean clothes, then sat down and smelled the porridge: "Well, the taste is not bad."

"Of course." Xu Fan sat beside him, Su Yang leaned his head on his shoulder, Xu Fan's eyes became hot, and he said with a smile, "Oh, this feels so good, so I can be your pillow too, You have always been my pillow before."

Su Yang hugged him even tighter and buried his head in his shoulder.Xu Fan seldom saw him have such a fragile side, tears were confiscated and fell out: "Yang, are you worried about Li Dazhi?"

"No." Su Yang insisted.

"You still want to lie to me, it's written all over your face. So, have you figured out how you feel about Li Dazhi?" Xu Fan wiped away his tears.

"I can't think clearly, and the more I think about it, the more annoying I get. I don't want to face him again, I don't want to see him. When I see him, my head is full of words he humiliated me. Now, he wants to talk to me, and I feel wronged. Maybe you're right, anyway, I just don't want to see him, never again."

"Are you sure you're not hiding from your inner thoughts?"

Xu Fan's words silenced Su Yang.

Yes, he seems to have discovered something bad. His concern for Li Dazhi seems to have passed, and he seems to be slowly changing. What is it in the end? He doesn't want to admit that it is liking.

They obviously hate each other, how could it change.

"Let's have some porridge first, it will get cold later." Xu Fan said.

Su Yang really couldn't eat it, but he didn't want to disappoint Xu Fan, so he took a few big bites: "I have to update a chapter of the novel in a while."

"Then I'll go back first, and I'll come to accompany you in the afternoon."

"Yeah." Su Yang glanced at him, "You and my second uncle?"

"Don't mention it, he didn't like to talk to me after I fell in the snow. Forget it, I want to escape too. Don't think about it. Leave everything to tomorrow."

After Xu Fan left, Su Yang turned on the computer, and there were actually a few little angels urging him to change.

——It was a summer vacation after graduating from the third year of junior high school. Gao Yang was admitted to the fourth high school, a very ordinary school, but he didn't care, because he didn't like studying in the first place.

Li Dazhi's grades came down that day, and his grandma was so happy that she met someone in the compound and wanted to say it again. She didn't know how many people said bad things about her behind her back, it was the source of jealousy.

Half a month after the summer vacation, Gao Yang was about to move, to a large villa in the suburbs. Taking advantage of the afternoon, he and Zhang Fan went to enjoy the villa first, and it was already three o'clock in the afternoon when they came back.

It was still very hot in summer, and the two of them rode mountain bikes, and they were already covered in sweat on the way back.Gao Yang passed by a development zone and said, "Hey, Zhang Fan, this community was also developed by my dad."

"This place is too out of the way, can you make money?"

"My dad said that the city center will be moved here in the future, and the appreciation will happen sooner or later."

Zhang Fan smiled: "I absolutely admire Uncle Gao for this. Your family can become richer and richer because of real estate."

"My dad is smart." After Gao Yang said that, he saw Li Dazhi coming out of the construction site. He was wearing dirty clothes and a big post cap, and he was carrying the goods that had just arrived at the gate of the construction site.

"Li Dazhi, what is he doing?" Zhang Fan asked.

Gao Yang stopped his bicycle, and Zhang Fan also stopped.Li Dazhi over there raised his head and was stunned when he saw the two people, and avoided them in a panic.The summer was extremely hot, his face was a little tanned, and beads of sweat fell from his Dagang hat.

He was about to leave, but Gao Yang called to stop him: "Hey! What are you doing?"

Li Dazhi was at a loss and didn't dare to look Gao Yang in the eye: "What can I do? Make money."

"Aren't you at public expense? Why do you still want to make money?" Gao Yang had no other intentions this time, but simply wanted to ask.

"Gao Yang, don't you think it's strange what you said?" Li Dazhi blinked his eyes helplessly, and he gestured at Gao Yang's clothes with his hands, "You, dressed brightly, of course you don't feel worried, I... ...Have you seen my clothes? You have to wear them even if they stink! Are you humiliating me by standing here? Are you asking questions knowingly? Are you happy to see me in such a mess?"

Gao Yang became angry: "Li Dazhi, are you sick! I just asked, how did I humiliate you?"

"You think that everyone has the same fate as you! If I don't make money, I will starve to death." Li Dazhi stared at him fiercely, "Gao Yang, do you know that standing in front of me is the biggest thing for me?" Humiliation, I don't want to see you, please, disappear from my eyes and never appear again."

He frowned, turned and entered the construction site.

"There's something wrong with this person." Zhang Fan said, turned around and saw that Gao Yang's eyes were red, and his lips were tightly pressed together.

"Did you hear that? He said that standing in front of him was the greatest humiliation. What happened to me? Didn't I just ask? Why did he teach me over and over again!" Gao Yang said, his eyes became hotter, and he got on his bicycle. gone.

Zhang Fan chased after him: "Yang, I think Li Dazhi is quite pitiful. You can see how he is at a loss. He should really want to hide."

"He's always like this, thinking that everyone looks down on him." Gao Yang speeded up, and when he got home, he locked himself in the room without water or food.

Gao's mother has called him several times, but there is no response: "Yang, what's the matter? Tell Mom."

"Still coming out?" Dad Gao said from the side, knocking on the door, "Eldest son, what's wrong? Who messed with you? What do you want? Dad will buy it for you."

"How can this be fixed?" Mama Gao said.

At this moment, Gao Yang opened the door: "Mom and Dad, shall we move tomorrow? I don't want to stay here anymore."

"That house needs to diffuse formaldehyde, wait until autumn." Mama Gao said.

"Then you and Dad wait, I will go by myself." Gao Yang went to see his father, "Dad, can you do me a favor?"

"It's not like you. You always have an affirmative tone every time, and you have to ask me." Dad Gao smiled, "What's the matter?"

Gao Yang glanced at his mother, and dragged Gao's father into the room: "Mom, I want to talk to my father alone."

"Okay, okay, don't carry me if you have something to do." Mama Gao smiled and walked away.

After Gao Yang made the request, Gao's father opened his mouth wide in surprise: "You asked me to secretly raise Li Dazhi's salary? Triple the salary? What do you think?"

"Just say you can do it or not?" Gao Yang pouted unhappily.

"Then tell me why you want me to help him? Aren't you against him?"

"Oh, Dad, you just do it. I don't know why, but you just help him. If you don't help him, I won't be able to sleep well." Gao Yang simply got up, lying on the bed and pouting.

"Okay, okay, let's do it." Father Gao didn't recruit him.

"You secretly, don't let him know that I helped."

"Live ancestors." Papa Gao muttered and left.

-

Su Yang was so dizzy that he stopped typing on the keyboard, drank a glass of water, and passed a chapter together.It was only then that he realized that he had a fever, probably because the train was too cold last night and he was freezing.

When Xu Fan came, he knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened it. Thinking that something was wrong, he quickly entered the password and went in. He found that Su Yang was asleep in the bed. He took a few glances and felt that something was wrong with him. fever.

"Yangyang, you have a fever, get up quickly, I will take you to the hospital."

Su Yang seemed to have heard his voice, and forced to open his eyes, his voice was weak: "I won't go."

"If you don't go, get up quickly." Xu Fan went to help him, but Su Yang turned over and didn't move.

"Just be stubborn, what are you doing? If you really like Li Dazhi, you can tell me, why are you hiding!" Xu Fan roared out, crying anxiously.

"I said I didn't!" Su Yang shouted and covered his head with the quilt.

"I'll go buy medicine for you." Xu Fan frowned and went out of the house, just happened to meet Xi Yan and the others coming back, thinking that Su Yang was suffering, he wanted to take care of them at all, and pressed the elevator.

Dabai and Meng Jiaojiao entered the room, Xi Yan pursed his lips and asked hoarsely, "Is he alright?"

Xu Fan didn't want to talk to him, and said, "He's not good."

Xi Yan still wanted to ask something, he got on the elevator.

Su Yang took the medicine and the fever still didn't subside, and he didn't know what he was talking about.Xu Fan vaguely heard the word "mother" and wondered if he was homesick, so he called Su's mother.

Mother Su's voice changed when she heard it: "Xiaofan, take care of me, I'll go right away."

At this time the doorbell rang, Xu Fan was in a bad mood, he frowned and went to open the door, it was Dabai: "Do you have something to do?"

"Ah, I want to ask, what happened to Su Yang? Was he injured?" Dabai asked.

"Don't you hate him?" Xu Fan asked back.

"No." Dabai lowered his head in shame, "It's best to be fine, then I'll go buy medicine."

"What's wrong with who?" Xu Fan asked.

"Xi Yan is running a fever, so I don't want to go to the hospital."

Xu Fan suddenly realized that his voice was indeed hoarse just now, so he softened his heart and said, "Wait a minute, I have medicine."

Su's mother and Su's father came together, and seeing Su Yang's pale face was heartbroken.Mother Su slapped Su Wengang a few times: "It's all your fault, I insisted on forcing him out."

She squatted on the ground to hug Su Yang, rubbed his hair and said, "Son, it's mother, let's be obedient and go to the hospital."

Su Wengang is also blaming himself, flustered behind.

Su Yang heard his mother's voice in a daze, and slowly opened his eyes. When he saw that it was indeed, he immediately hugged her neck: "Mom, I want to go home."

Gao Meili's heart was broken: "Alright, let's go now, ah."

"Go home, let's go home, eldest son." Su Wengang said, "Xiaofan, go find a cotton jacket, let's go now."

"Yeah." Xu Fan brought the big padded jacket. Su Yang sat up forcibly, but his head was dizzy, and he lay back down again. Gao Meili put the padded jacket on him, and put him down with Xu Fan. On Su Wengang's back.

Su Yang hugged Papa Su's neck tightly: "Dad."

"Don't, don't, don't bark." Su Wengang usually loves Su Yang the most, and he can't bear his trembling voice.

As soon as they went out, Xi Yan was hesitating at the door, his face was pale and he looked sick.Dabai and Meng Jiaojiao were at the door, looking like they couldn't help it.

Su Yang met Xi Yan's gaze, and turned his head away from him.

"Dazhi." Mother Su said.

Xi Yan bowed politely to the elder: "Su Yang..."

"The fever doesn't subside. Let's take him home. I think you are sick too. Don't delay going to the hospital." Mother Su said.

"Ah."

When they reached the elevator entrance, Su Yang could see Xi Yan again, Meng Jiaojiao frowned, and whispered, "Brother Yang, are you okay?"

Su Yang shook his head at her, not only his face was pale, but his lips were also pale, and his eyes were slightly red.He couldn't help but went to look at Xi Yan again, Xi Yan couldn't stand anymore, leaned against the wall and smiled at him.

Su Yang tilted his head to the other side, and Xu Fan sighed beside him.The elevator came, and they got on the elevator. Papa Su said sharply, "I heard from your second uncle that you are going to be his assistant. Is it because of him that you are sick?"

Su Yang didn't say anything.

"If you don't speak, I will take it as acquiescence. If you agree, I can immediately make him unable to get along in the entertainment industry." When Su's father said this, his eyes were stern.

"Dad, what does my illness have to do with him? If you dare to mess around, I will ignore you again." Su Yang frowned, and exchanged glances with Xu Fan.

"Dad is not impatient, when did you have a fever?" Su's father said, "Yes, Xu Fan, call the family doctor quickly and ask him to wait at home."

Su Yang pursed his white lips, afraid that Xu Fan would look at him with reproachful eyes, so he buried his head in his big padded jacket, and said softly, "Find another one for Li Dazhi."

The author has something to say: Su Yang smacked his lips: "It's over, I'm going to fall."

"Yang, come into my arms, I will love you forever." Xi Yan laughed and opened his arms.

Su Yang curled his mouth, rushed over, and rewarded Li Dazhi with a row of teeth marks.