i don't want to die again

After Xu Shunian left angrily, he was mostly calm when he returned to the dormitory.

After thinking about it, he was a little impulsive just now, but he couldn't help it. Those dirty things that popped up from time to time scared his mood ups and downs, which was hard to control.

Not thinking about what happened just now, Xu Shunian sat down and took out the diary, eager to confirm whether he had a similar ghost experience before.

He flipped through the thick notebook from the beginning to the end, but he couldn't find any relevant descriptions, which made him almost sure that this situation only appeared after he came back from the mountains.

It's just that before he could think about it carefully, the contents of the last diary made his mood quite complicated for a while.

"He has always carried that jade tablet with him, and I secretly brought it back. Maybe I will not leave any shadow in his heart in this life. Maybe after I die, he will soon forget me. The existence of his body, but I can die with his personal things, which can be regarded as consolation, he attaches so much importance to this thing, maybe he will always remember me because of it..."

Seeing this, Xu Shunian couldn't help covering his eyes, feeling a little hot on his face, because he felt extremely ashamed.

Who would have thought that just now, when he spoke out righteously and sincerely offended him, he would find out that he had really done something wrong, which was a bit embarrassing.

Xu Shunian immediately turned his bed inside and out again, but he didn't find the jade plaque. After thinking about it carefully, he felt that the whereabouts of the jade plaque seemed to be lost in the scenic spot.

He felt uneasy all night, and when he lay in bed, he tossed and turned because of it.

Go look for it in the mountains tomorrow, maybe you can still find it, as long as you can find it, then apologize when you go back, it won't be too embarrassing.

Xu Shunian still comforted himself like this before going to bed.

On the weekend of the second day, with nothing else to do, Xu Shunian got up at seven o'clock. After packing everything, he took his bag and was ready to go.

When Xu Shunian walked to the middle of the dormitory, Qi Ye was getting up sleepily to go to the bathroom.

When he climbed out of bed on the scaffolding as if wandering, he didn't notice that he stepped on the last railing and didn't hold his hand firmly, so he fell back. At that moment, Qi Ye was so frightened that he lost all sleep.

Xu Shunian, who happened to be passing by, gave him a hand, and saw that the man stabilized his figure, so he withdrew his hand and continued to walk outside.

Qi Ye stared blankly at Xu Shunian's back as he opened the door and left, he couldn't recover for a moment.

University A is quite far from the mountain forest scenic spot. It took Xu Shunian nearly three hours to get there from the subway to the bus, because it was the weekend and there were many tourists in the scenic spot.

Xu Shunian waited in line for half an hour to buy tickets, and it was already noon when he entered the scenic spot.

With a few packs of biscuits and water bought from the school supermarket, Xu Shunian recalled where he got lost before while eating, and then went up the mountain in that direction.

This scenic spot is along both sides of the stairs of the sightseeing route. The mountains, rocks and trees have been trimmed and polished. There are some small safety warning signs every other section. You can meet many tourists passing by along the way.

And the higher you go, the fewer pedestrians there are. Standing on a fenced platform and looking around, Xu Shunian can see the dense and vast jungle in this area.

According to his impression, the place where he was found was about 10 minutes away from the sightseeing route of the scenic spot, and the place where he first woke up seemed to be on the edge of a mountain rock, and under the rock was a deep cliff.

Xu Shunian can be sure that when he left the mountain, he did not have the jade token on his body. If he had always carried the jade token with him, the most likely place to lose it was near the rock.

After struggling for a long time, Xu Shunian brought a few marker pens that he bought temporarily from outside to leave marks around him at any time to prevent himself from getting lost, and then he plucked up the courage to sneak into this mountain forest.

It is difficult to move forward in the undeveloped forest. Xu Shunian carefully marked the route while looking for the route in memory, but this is obviously not easy. There are trees and slopes everywhere in the forest, and almost everywhere grows One way, if you are not careful, you will lose your way.

But Xu Shunian didn't know why. He was particularly impressed by that rock. After groping for a while, he saw a somewhat familiar terrain.

After looking around, Xu Shunian walked in that direction, marked a big red circle on a protruding stone, and then climbed up the slope with hands and feet. As soon as he stood up, he saw the big stone in his memory not far away. rock.

In fact, when I think about it carefully, when I was discovered by the staff in the mountain, I was wandering around here. At that time, my mind was still not clear, and I was almost on the sightseeing route, but the aunt who was patrolling the mountain was shocked when she saw me early in the morning. Jump and call the police immediately.

Thinking about it later, his location at that time was not very deep in the mountains. Compared with those donkey friends who were looking for thrills and adventures, he was really not in a dangerous situation, and it was probably because of my original intention, I just wanted to find a quiet place to be simple and straightforward. Once everything was settled, but I didn't know what happened, and I was sleepy in this area for more than two days.

One of the reasons why Xu Shunian wanted to take this trip was to find out what he had experienced back then.

After Xu Shunian walked to the edge of the rock, he stood on the edge and looked down. He couldn't help but feel a little weak, and didn't dare to look at the abyss below.

Without taking a break, Xu Shunian immediately rummaged around here carefully, but he couldn't find it after searching around, and he was too tired to sit on the rock and pant for breath.

Surrounded by the unique cool atmosphere in the jungle, the rustling sound of the wind and the fine insects were intertwined. Xu Shunian sat on the rock and exhaled a long breath, feeling extremely relaxed in his soul and body. illusion.

After resting for a while, the sun above his head was suddenly blocked by a huge cloud, and the sky suddenly darkened a bit. Xu Shunian looked at the sky, worried that it would rain suddenly, so he got up quickly, planning to look for it along the way. Leave the mountains.

Following the sign of when he came, Xu Shunian got into the dense forest again. I don't know if it was because of the wind, but he suddenly felt a gust of cold wind blowing from all directions, which made people shrink their necks.

Xu Shunian felt a little strange in his heart, but he still didn't forget to look for the jade token.

Just as he buried his head in picking up fallen leaves with a dead branch, he suddenly saw a passing shadow in his peripheral vision.Xu Shunian raised his head abruptly, and when he looked in that direction, he saw only a patch of scattered tree trunks, without any living creatures.

Fear sprang up from his heart, and Xu Shunian hurriedly accelerated his pace, and he didn't care about looking for things anymore.It's just that the mountain road was rugged, he tripped over something when he raised his leg, staggered and almost fell, but fortunately he grabbed a branch in time.

Before he stood up, he froze, because he seemed to hear the voice of someone speaking, the voice was soft and thin, and he couldn't tell what he was talking about, as if it was far away, and it seemed to be close at hand.

Xu Shunian only felt a chill on his back, and he didn't dare to delay to find his mark and ran out. When he went down the slope, he almost slid down on his back. Fortunately, his clothes were thick, so he didn't feel much pain.

The human voices coming from nowhere became more and more obvious. From one or two voices at the beginning, to the end it seemed that there were many people whispering around you, which made Xu Shunian feel like his brain would explode.

After almost falling down again, Xu Shunian stabilized his figure and hugged the tree trunk to breathe, and then his breathing stopped for a moment.

Because in the field of vision in front of him, a dozen steps away from him, stood a pair of pale feet without shoes, which looked like the feet of a thin child.

Xu Shunian was short of breath, trembling all over, and raised his eyes stiffly to move his gaze upwards slowly.

Then his pupils shrank suddenly, because there was a little girl covered in blood, staring at him unblinkingly with a pair of empty black eyes.

"Ahhh!" Xu Shunian finally couldn't help screaming.

The strong desire to survive made him immediately run away from the little girl, but in his panic and haste, he found that there were suddenly many figures around him.

Among the shadows of the whirling trees, those shadows also seem a little illusory, standing there straight and motionless, but it makes people feel that they are all staring at you quietly.

Xu Shunian's legs were weak, his heart was beating like a bell and a drum, he tried his best to force himself not to look at these shadows, he just stared at the edge of the forest and rushed forward regardless, stumbled and fell a lot on the way This time, the palm of his hand was also dripping with blood from the branches, and he didn't even look at it.

When he finally rushed back to the stairs built in the scenic spot, he didn't dare to stop, and ran non-stop towards the crowded place below.

An old lady with her granddaughter was startled when she saw him running down from the top in a panic, and immediately picked up her granddaughter and ran down together. Shu Nian is not much different from this big guy.

On the way, the old lady asked Xu Shunian out of breath, "Young man, did you encounter any beasts up there?"

Xu Shunian's consciousness gradually returned, and he didn't know how to answer for a moment. Seeing that there were more and more people around him, and there were still many tourists casting strange eyes, he stopped and slumped on the bench by the side of the road. , gasping for breath.

Looking at the old lady's concerned eyes, he answered honestly: "I saw a lot of ghosts on it..."

The old lady was stunned for a moment, with a very complicated expression on her face. She looked at Xu Shunian's expression and felt that he didn't seem to be lying, so she nodded hesitantly and said, "Hey, young man, don't go to the mountains alone. It’s so deep that you might get lost.”

Xu Shunian nodded, and didn't say much, just raised his hand to look at the wound on his palm, it seemed that there were several cuts, his hand was covered with blood, it was a bit scary to look at.

When the old lady saw it, she quickly took out a clean handkerchief from her pocket and handed it to him: "Oh, what happened, why did you bleed so much, go down the mountain and get some medicine to wipe it off, be careful not to get an infection. "

Xu Shunian took the handkerchief, thanked the enthusiastic old lady sincerely, and went down the mountain, recalling this encounter along the way, still a little bit out of his wits.

He even really suspected that he had a mental disorder to see those weird pictures one after another.

When returning to school in a daze, Xu Shunian first went to the school hospital to treat the wound on his hand, and when he returned to the dormitory, his roommates were not there, and they probably went out to play together on weekends.

After tidying up his mess inside and out, Xu Shunian lay down on the bed tiredly, staring at the ceiling numbly.

At this time, a boy's loud singing broke his contemplation, and he couldn't tell which dormitory was singing.

It's just that the hoarse and full of emotions, and the free play of forgetfulness, is really hard to ignore, and it is quite penetrating.

As Xu Shunian listened, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and his tense mood relaxed a lot.