nostalgia

In a certain corner of the campus, there were only three or five spaces surrounded by students who were slowly coming and going to watch, and gossiping conversations were going on from time to time among the crowd.

People are born with a desire to spy on other people's privacy. This ugly desire gradually gathers, explodes, and turns into a sharp sword to stab others.It depends on who is taking the lead this time.

On the most conspicuous place above the bulletin board, there is a piece of printing paper with several big bold characters written on it.

Jiang Luyu, a 15th-level finance major, and Yi Yan, a 16th-level finance major, are lovers! ! !

A few ambiguous photos of the two people's interactions are posted below to set off the whole story vividly and vividly, and the truth seems to be coming out.

Mouth is the fastest and least quality communicator. It spreads rapidly and becomes outrageous at the same time. When Li Suran heard the students gossip vividly in the classroom, he raised his eyes to Zhong Jinxi, and Zhong Jinxi felt the gaze. Then he also looked at Li Suran.Gradually, Zhong Jinxi's eyes became cold, because he saw suspicion in Li Suran's eyes.

Everyone has left, and only the two of them are left in the classroom looking at each other with their own thoughts.

Zhong Jinxi's anger was already bursting through his throat, and he could no longer suppress it, "What do you mean by looking at me like this? Do you suspect that I did it?"

"I didn't say that." Li Suran's voice was clearly lacking in confidence.

"But at least you have such a thought in your mind!"

"Did I tell you, why are you guilty?!" Li Suran was also a little annoyed.

"I'm guilty?" Zhong Jinxi calmed down, and said with a cold snort, "You still doubt me."

"is that you?"

Suddenly, there was a feeling of cold wind passing through the heart, and the whole person seemed to have just been fished out of ice, Zhong Jinxi laughed back angrily: "What do you think?"

"Besides me, only you know about this."

"So you think it's me? You think I don't like Yi Yan and hurt him in this way?"

"No...it's just that this matter has only been told to you."

"Don't forget that there is another party involved. Why don't you think about Jiang Luyu's tricks, and you just suspect me? Li Suran, sometimes I wonder if we are in love, and are you the one who is me? Beloved person."

When Li Suran didn't know what to refute, Zhong Jinxi left the classroom without looking back.Li Suran got up slowly but didn't know whether to chase him out, what to do, and fight again?

Standing there alone like a fool, it took a long, long time to understand what kind of mentality Zhong Jinxi used to love herself.It turns out that the one who is selfish is precisely himself.

The moment Li Suran saw Yi Yan approaching, he felt a headache.He admits that his EQ and IQ are not that high, and he was not good at dealing with problems and interpersonal relationships, and now he has no coping strategies after reflection.

Yi Yan walked towards Li Suran hesitantly, "Brother Suran, do you know what happened on the bulletin board this morning?"

"Understood, how could that happen?"

"I don't know what to do now."

"You won't admit it! Anyway, there is no evidence for this kind of speculation."

"There are pictures on it, don't you know?"

"Do you have a... photo of you?"

Li Suran was a little annoyed, because he hadn't figured it out and heard only a few words. If he had known about the photo, how could he have suspected Zhong Jinxi?When they were together, Zhong Jinxi didn't even recognize them.In the final analysis, I was too reckless to hurt people, whether it was unintentional or intentional, the result was the same.

"Well, so it's not easy to rely on."

"What are you going to do?"

"I do not know."

"Where's Jiang Luyu, have you gone to him?"

"I don't want to see him. I thought it would be over if we broke up and I would have a new life. I didn't expect this to happen."

Li Suran nodded, "That's right, don't meet him at this time, just let this matter pass slowly, as long as it is not some outrageous photo, there is actually room for maneuver."

"No, no, it's just that some people are in a slightly intimate state, and they don't even hold hands." Yi Yan hurriedly explained.

Li Suran patted Yi Yan's back and comforted him: "Then don't panic, you don't have much contact with Jiang Luyu during this time, and this matter will gradually fade away after a long time, don't worry, I will accompany you by your side .”

This kind of warm scene was an eyesore in another person's eyes. Lin Xu watched them from a distance from the back of the classroom, a part of his heart was angry.

Before that, I never understood—or just didn’t dare to admit—why I like being with Zhong Jinxi so much. Although I’m not sure if I’m really in love with him, but he is really a person worth dating.For such a person, Lin Xu is willing to spend time chasing after him.

If there was still fear of Zhong Jinxi's famous herb in the past, now it seems that Lin Xu has to re-examine whether Li Suran is really suitable for Zhong Jinxi. If the two of them are not suitable together, then he... ··

After communicating these things, Lin Xu suddenly felt relieved, and took out his mobile phone to make calls while walking.

"Zhong Jinxi, are you in the dormitory? Okay, I'm here to see you."

It took only 15 minutes to walk from the teaching building to the dormitory. Lin Xu kept his mind blank on the way, but he was approaching Zhong Jinxi's dormitory, so Lin Xu hesitated how to say this.The door was not closed, probably Zhong Jinxi left it on purpose for him, Zhong Jinxi sat on the chair in a daze, his eyes never moved from one place, he just looked at Zhong Jinxi in a daze and a daze, until Zhong Jinxi found out by himself.

"Lin Xu, what are you doing standing at the door, come in." Zhong Jinxi was still out of shape, and seemed to be losing energy.

"Zhong Jinxi, what's wrong with you, Li Suran again?"

"No."

"Why defend someone who hurt you?" Lin Xu raised his voice unconsciously.

"No, no, nothing hurts." Zhong Jinxi's eyes flickered.

"No? Hmph, if not, why would you look like this?"

Zhong Jinxi avoided Lin Xu's eyes unnaturally. He said that he was afraid of looking at his eyes. He felt that the vortex in them would make people unable to tell lies.

"We just had some quarrels." Zhong Jinxi avoided the serious ones.

"Tell me."

"In the process of being in love, there are many things that hurt feelings like this. No matter how you avoid them, you can't escape them. Some relationships will become more and more quarrelsome, while others... just end there. I don't know if we will be Which one, I just feel that my motivation to desperately keep this relationship is not so strong."

"I've been in love for so many years, so you want to let go?"

"It's not letting go, why would I want to let go? It just doesn't seem to be as important as before. I have never been a saint. I always want the same return for giving. To put it bluntly, it is an equivalent transaction. If I can't see what I want in return, and I don't want to give as selfish as I am. You know, he doubts me for others? He never thought of being fair to me, maybe he just knows me Love him more, so you bully people like this?"

"You want equal returns, right?" Lin Xu's voice suddenly became very gentle, making the surroundings warm, and he said: "If you give me 50% of the love you gave Li Suran, I will return it to you." 100%, what do you think of this deal?"

Zhong Jinxi was startled, and stared blankly at this impossibly docile little lion, with disbelief evident in his eyes.

"Why? Think I'm joking?"

Zhong Jinxi was noncommittal, and Lin Xu curled his lips and said, "I didn't really believe it at first, but then I gradually discovered that there is always something about you that keeps attracting me, making me keep getting closer and closer, but I can't reach zero. The distance, so inexplicable frustration and even fear, like walking forward with eyes closed, always feeling that there is danger ahead and unable to take the next step. And you, it is that kind of danger that scares me but fascinates me.”

There was an unnatural blush on his face, it was the first time Zhong Jinxi was confessed by the same sex like this, it was direct and hot, which made him at a loss what to do.

Seeing that Zhong Jinxi didn't make a sound, Lin Xu continued: "Actually, I heard what happened this morning outside your class door. I believe you won't do this."

"Do you believe it? Why do you believe it? You are not involved in this matter."

"Maybe, so I just rely on my feeling and believe in your character, you can't do this."

"You believe me, but he doesn't..." Zhong Jinxi thought of Li Suran's eyes at that moment, "You said you believed in my character, but he, we have known each other for so long, he actually You don’t choose to believe me because of my character, heh, what an irony.”

"So, this is the incompatibility between you. He questioned you for his friend, just wanted to protect his friend, and you just defended yourself. There is nothing wrong, it's just not suitable. Just like I used to Just like Shen Yao." Zhong Jinxi buried his head in silence, Lin Xu held his shoulders and said, "Zhong Jinxi, look at me. I'm not forcing you to do anything now, I just want you to reconsider. This is the first time in recent years. If you want to catch someone so much at a time, are you willing to give me this chance?"

——If I can't see what I want in return, I don't want to give blindly like this selfish.

These words echoed in Li Suran's head all the time. It turned out that he had paid so much and was so tired.

The door of their dormitory was not closed, Li Suran thought it was pretty good, at least he knew some of Zhong Jinxi's thoughts, and he was willing to change and improve, he even ignored the immorality of eavesdropping on others' speech, if—— He didn't see Lin Xu hugging Zhong Jinxi, then everything would be different.

Zhong Jinxi didn't push him away, but he could see that Wei Wei wanted to make a certain movement with his hand, whether he hugged him back, or pushed him away, Li Suran didn't know, but in the end, Zhong Jinxi still lowered his hand, whatever hugged by the other party.

It turned out to be this mood.Presumably Zhong Jinxi felt so empty when he saw himself and Yi Yan, and finally understood why Zhong Jinxi resisted others from entering their world, what a fear of losing it was.Now, the World Report came so early, so that he also stood in his position.

I know that insisting on leaving is an excuse for your injury, can you come back to me because I am also afraid of losing you?I'm afraid, I'm afraid that after you change yourself, you won't even look at it again.