Death of the Rhino

Along the way, Li Yishu was still rambling on like before.It turned out that Li Yishu went to visit Xu You in prison, only to find out that he had been released from prison early.For more than a month, Li Yishu has been looking for him.

Li Yishu said that a friend of one of his clients—a boss surnamed Qu, who seemed to be in the steel business—told him that he had seen Xu You near Shuilin Bay, so Li Yishu met him.

When Li Yishu babbled, he basically didn't understand what was going on. It was hard for people to believe that he was a sales manager who had both sides in the auto industry.For two years, Li Yishu lived in the house they shared.

Everything in Xu You's room is the same as when he left.Xu You repeatedly rehearsed the smile he didn't have time for along the way, and Xu You, who returned to his room, had skillfully and sincerely prepared the smile specially prepared for Li Yishu.

"Xu You, I'm sorry for you. If I didn't encourage you to buy that Grand Cherokee...the problematic Grand Cherokee..." Looking at Xu You who was pale, haggard and forced to smile in front of him, he practiced the same sentence "Are you okay" for a long time, but I couldn't say it.

Xu You looked at Li Yishu who was full of remorse, and shook his head gently.How could Xu You blame him.At that time, Xu You, who was running around with the studio and the company, needed such a means of transportation.It just so happened that Li Yishu still needed such an opportunity to sell his client a favor.

Maybe it was because Xu You "accidentally" slept with Li Yishu's girlfriend, or maybe it was because Xu Youben was always responsive to Li Yishu.So knowing that Li Yishu was just exchanging resources with him, and knowing that there was something wrong with that car, he still bought it.

Xu You's eyes lost focus on the scar on Li Yishu's face that trembled with emotion.The scar left by Xu You's punch reminded Xu You all the time what he said before his fist hit Li Yishu.

Li Yishu said, "Why did you ask him to hold the wire rope?"

That was the first time he experienced the pleasure of venting his emotions with violence.When Durex was caught in Baudelaire, Xu You knew for the first time that pleasure can not only come from violence; when he slept with that woman without knowing that Li Yishu just wanted to have fun, Xu You knew for the first time , violence, can also be done in this calm way.

However, when Li Yishu and his girlfriend wanted to have fun for the rest of their lives, Xu You knew that calm violence was useless.Therefore, he chose to play taboo cards.And he himself is that card.When Xu You jumped behind Li Yishu and scored a goal, the woman's panic and the resentment and unbelievable look on Li Yishu's face made Xu You feel the unstoppable pleasure again.

Xu You is also a taboo card that Qu Buyan disdains to use.

"At that time, if only I turned to the side of the road..." Xu You seemed to see God's cauliflower falling into the timeline.He saw that the book was brand new, he saw that the dumplings at the bottom of the bowl were safe and sound, he saw the umbrella on the bench standing silently, he saw the elevator descending from level to level, he saw the taciturn female doctor in the prison .He saw that clear and calm lake...

"Xu You! That wasn't your fault! It was an accident!" Li Yishu grabbed Xu You's arm, as if he had just confessed to some trumped-up crime.

Xu You looked at the lake water, and he saw a crumbling leaf...

"Xu You! You are not wrong! If you turn to the side of the road, then...then the one who dies is..."

Xu You saw the pedestrian crossing the road on the phone, and he quickly stepped on the brakes.However, this problematic Daqi didn't stop at the braking speed it should have.Xu You glanced out of the window, and there was a lake beside the road—a clear and calm lake.

Xu You thought, if he turned to the side of the road, it would be possible to avoid hitting the pedestrian who was flying towards the front of the car; if he turned to the side of the road, then he and Li Yishu would die...

But he didn't, because he suddenly thought of the book in the car.Together with Xu Qu and Li Yishu, he searched all over the bookstores in Nanjing to find the book.He couldn't hurt Wolff.

A fishy smell suddenly appeared in Xu You's mouth, and he felt as if he had swallowed a fish eye from the future.Now he really wants to know, what kind of punishment will be the punishment for attempted murder?

"Kazuki, I killed someone again..." Xu You caressed Li Yishu's shoulder with one hand, and the shoulder that was shaking due to excitement turned into a trembling that Xu You couldn't understand.Li Yishu's shoulder left Xu You's hand, he squatted down slowly, and pulled Xu You's shirt with both hands.

"Xu You, don't be like this...it was me, and I was the one who let Xiaoqu hold the wire rope. I walked by, I didn't know it would leak electricity...I was afraid, so I asked you like that...Xu You, I know you can't forgive me, I know it's not because you have something for me...but Xu You, you didn't kill people...don't do this..."

Li Yishu was choking, Xu You's right hand was hanging in the air, and the book held by his left hand seemed to be dry.He followed the ray of light sitting on the back of his hand and looked outside the window, it was already morning.Why is the night the loudest and the quietest in the morning?

Xu You has no way of knowing whether Li Yishu also swallowed a fish eye from the future when he was ten years old.But Xu You knew that after the age of ten, Li Yishu became another son of the Xu family.It turns out that everything is really replaceable.

The news that the producer of "Rhinoceros" engaged in big female college students became known overnight as expected.It even made the headlines of several entertainment magazines.So far, "Rhinoceros", which has been postponed for two years, has become the most topical film at the moment.

On July [-], "Rhino" premiered.Also on this day, Xu You and Li Yishu returned to Nanjing.Xu You didn't go home, he said goodbye to Li Yishu, and came to the cemetery alone to visit Xu Qu.

Xu You thought that he would never see the unhurried scent of perfume standing in front of Xu Qu's tombstone again.

"Teacher Qu." Xu You still blurted out like the first time.He thought that he would never see Qu Buyan again.

Qu Buyan turned around slowly.He was still the same, with a suit jacket slung casually over his left arm, a spotless shirt, and a meticulously dotted tie.But the Xu You reflected in his eyes was completely different.

"Teacher." Xu You shouted again, as respectful and humble as he had shouted every time.For the first time, he indulged himself to focus on Qu Buyan's eyes.

"Teacher, do you know? How lucky Xu You was to meet you, and how lucky he was to be the first person he met after he was released from prison.

Teacher, do you know?How many times did Xu You stand on the top wall of Wanping Building and look down, Xu You felt that it was like a warm stove, how many times, he wanted to jump down desperately.But Xu You didn't dare, Xu You was afraid that after jumping, the ground would be dirty.Xu You once thought that if he wanted to die, Xu You must find a place where no one cares about, dig a hole, bury himself, and then dare to let himself die.

You see, teacher, Xu You is such a self-righteous and humble person, a person who is afraid of disturbing others even if he dies.Xu Youben thought that he would leave after Xu Qu's death day.But, you gave Xu You an umbrella, you cooked dumplings for Xu You, and you gave Xu You the lost book..."

When Xu You talked to himself, he suddenly laughed.He couldn't understand Qu Buyan's eyes.He couldn't understand the calmness in his eyes as always, as calm as the bay lake by the roadside.

"Xu You thought, you've already read that book. You thought it was dirty, so you threw it away, didn't you?

Xu You took a self-righteous guess, was that book thrown into a non-recyclable trash can by you like a medium-rare steak?Or was it burned to ashes by you and flushed down the toilet of a toilet on the side of the road?

In your opinion, all dirty things don't deserve to be around you, don't you?So Xu You is not worthy, is he?

Xu You guessed self-righteously again, do you think the fake coming out is more valuable to you than getting a female college student pregnant?Or do you think there is no difference between the two, but you think Xu You is dirty, so you don't bother to use it, right? "

Xu You saw that on the smooth mirror-like lake, a dead leaf was swirling involuntarily under the breeze.

"Teacher, do you know? Xu You once had such a little expectation that you could use Xu You's card, even if you pretend to use it. However, Xu You didn't want you to do this. Because, because Xu You really Don't want to get your hands dirty, not even a little bit.

Xu You is a dirty container, a container into which everything is dumped.When the container was full, they poured it over the books. No.30 pages seven, eight pages, No.90 four pages, first..."

"Enough!" For the first time, what Xu You heard was not a statement without any emotion.Xu You suddenly panicked, a little overwhelmed by flattery.This time, he smiled from the bottom of his heart.

"Teacher, you think that's enough, don't you? You threw Wolfe away and found a brand new one. But it's not Wolfe anymore, is it? Xu You knows it's not Wolfe, Xu You knew it from the beginning. But, did you know Xu You dirty from the beginning? Since you knew it from the beginning, why did Xu You stay by your side?"

Xu You always thought that he was lucky enough to grab a life-saving straw, but he forgot that straws can also kill people.He felt the beginning of the sleeping pills swallowed up in his gastric juices raging again.He moved his gaze to the tombstone next to him, and looked at the off-white photo on the tombstone that was almost the same as himself.The man in the photo is smiling so brightly.

"Teacher, do you think Xu You resembles him? They are very similar, like books printed in the same edition. However, you can tell who is Wolfe in the books printed in the same edition. Why, why not People recognize who I am? Why did I become Xu You?"

Xu You's gaze shifted to Qu Buyan again, and he saw layers of waves being rolled up by the wind on the surface of the lake.Xu You looked at Qu Buyan, and asked with a wry smile: "Teacher, why did I become Xu You? I was standing there, why did they say I was dead? Why didn't anyone ask me, why didn't anyone ask me?" I just engraved my name here..."

The upheaval in his stomach made Xu You even have no strength to smile wryly, he could only freeze the last trace of expression on his face.

"Teacher... Xu Qu slept here when he was ten years old. Teacher, thank you very much, thank you for everything you have done, and everything you have not done... Thank you for giving me umbrellas, dumplings... And...Wolf..."

Xu You saw that the dead leaf that was blown up by the wind finally broke free from the hold of the wind. It was like a young eagle that fell from the edge, free and desperate to complete its first soaring in life.But it didn't see that there were stormy waves under the cliff.The first soaring is also the last ups and downs.

He saw the dead leaf fall into the center of the lake, causing circles of ripples on the mirror-smooth surface.Ripples scattered on the surface of the lake, one circle, another circle...

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