Death of the Rhino

Unsurprisingly, Xu You didn't know whether Qu Buyan actually went to see Yun Zhou or not.Because Xu You, who had been waiting in the Wanping underground parking lot from two o'clock in the noon to two o'clock in the morning, did not wait for his employer at all.

Big cut out of the warehouse, big cut into the warehouse.Elevator doors open, elevator doors close.The elevator doors opened again.

Xu You who opened the door was once again stunned outside the door.This time it was the smell of cigarettes that kept him out of the door.The source of the cigarette smell was the girl curled up on the rhinoceros head chair.

The girl was only 20 years old, with black curly hair that just reached shoulder length; she was wearing a red dress, and she was sitting there curled up with bare feet.She held a red Zippo in her right hand, and the half-burnt cigarette held between the index and middle fingers of her left hand, which was pressed against the back of the rhinoceros head chair without hesitation and snuffed out.

The girl heard the sound of the door opening, and before she could remove the cigarette butt that was using the rhino head chair as an ashtray, she turned her head vigilantly.The moment he saw Xu You, the defense and panic on his face were replaced by a timid and flattering smile.It was as if he had run into some disaster and was accidentally bumped into by others. He was caught off guard and worried about being accused.

The girl looked like a student, and Xu You didn't know why he felt the smell of tobacco was frightening.He smiled and nodded to the girl, and gently closed the door after entering.

"Old Qu has a cleanliness." The girl's voice was crisp, like the sound of a camel bell swaying in the morning breeze.She removed the stubbed cigarette butt from the rhinoceros head chair. The rhinoceros head chair, which was intact a minute ago, had been scalded with a hole by the girl who had used it as an ashtray as a prank.

In the smell of cigarettes of fear, there is a willful smell of burnt hair.The place where the cigarette butts burned on this innocent and strict sofa looked like a hole eaten by a bold moth.

"The teacher is obsessed with cleanliness." The fact that both of them knew well, was confirmed and informed to each other by the two of them one after the other.The first time I saw the girl, I could clearly see the panic passing across her face.Since you are flustered, why are you so blatant?

Xu You didn't know what Qu Buyan would do with this giant ashtray.Would it be like handling a medium rare steak and that vermilion umbrella?

The girl suddenly laughed.She kept the cigarette butt in her palm, and rhythmically opened and closed the Zippo in her left hand.Orange flames extinguished and flickered on her dazed face.Xu You stood not far from the rhino head chair, watching the flame on the lighter flicker and then go out.

The sound of the lighter being closed again overlapped with the sound of the door opening.Xu You's heart trembled strangely, he was sure that the girl was the same.At the same time, the two people shifted their eyes from the lighter to Qu Buyan who opened the door.

Qu entered the door without saying anything, and closed the door with his backhand.He didn't speak, neither of them spoke.In the entire hall, there was only the sound of Qu Buyan's footsteps.Qu Buyan walked to the rhino head chair, and put the suit hanging on his left arm on the rhino head chair.

His pause told the two that he saw the wormhole in the rhino head chair.He paused for a moment, and the girl whose eyes had been following Qu Buyan's movement, lowered her head.Xu You's gaze fell on Qu Buyan's hand.

He saw Qu Buyan's long and slender fingers slowly pulling off the tie, revealing a white and slender neck in the slightly loosened neckline.He saw the tie hanging in Qu Buyan's hand, slowly moving towards the girl with her head hanging down.

"Teacher..." Xu You's voice was trembling, he didn't expect to be frightened by his own voice.

"What's the matter?" The tie stopped moving, Qu Buyan turned to look at Xu You and asked.

"Do you... need Xu You... to go shopping?" Xu You said in panic.He clearly saw the thrown away killers in the trash can downstairs.

"No need." Qu Buyan just said lazily.These two words made Xu You's blood freeze instantly, as if he had fallen into a frozen ocean, and all his senses and nerves were frozen.

Time seemed to stop flowing in an instant, and Xu You's face was frozen in place with ashes.He watched the bow tie go around the girl's ears, watched the girl's body tremble slightly; watched the slender hands tie the bow tie behind the girl's head, watched the girl being gently picked up; The sleeping girl entered the master bedroom and watched as the door of the master bedroom was randomly closed.

Xu You could only watch, only see.He is like a lonely audience watching a silent film alone in the dark.There is no smell, no sound, just the picture is switched frame by frame.

The sound of the master bedroom door being closed was like a button to start the time.The blood that was completely coagulated a second ago gushed and churned in his blood vessels like a volcanic eruption, and all the senses swept over like a waterfall roaring down from a bank.Desperate cries, rough impacts, the tearing of cloth... All these screamed in his ears, shaking his heart.He couldn't bear the sensual ravages of this momentary attack, he felt like he was about to explode.

He clasped his neck, trying to restrain the trembling devil in his chest.He rushed into the study room desperately, tore open the canvas bag, grabbed the brand new book, and savagely tore off the first page with uncontrollably trembling hands and stuffed it into his mouth.His eyes lost focus on the second page of the book, and he swallowed it whole like a hungry tiger.But this couldn't restrain the demon raging in his chest, he once again tore off a page savagely, stuffed it into his mouth, and swallowed it whole.Then, another page...

He almost swallowed all the beginnings he knew so badly into his stomach, and the paper-filled throat made him unable to breathe.He pinched his throat, the churning in his stomach bumped against the opening stuck in his throat again and again.He was so suppressed that his neck was bleeding and his face was flushed.His tears were forced to fall on the mutilated book, and he felt that he was about to suffocate.

He couldn't swallow it, he couldn't swallow it.He wanted to spit out the beginnings that almost killed him, but he couldn't spit it out in this place, not in the study.He almost scrambled out of the study, crashed into the bathroom, and knelt on the ground holding the toilet.He held the book with his left hand on the side of the toilet, stuck his head into the toilet, and dug his right hand into his throat.

He retched non-stop, and the bloody smell came out of his throat with his fingers, but he still couldn't spit out anything.Bloody secretions flowed out of his mouth continuously and fell into the toilet continuously.

Dying suffocation made him almost put his hand down his throat, and the sudden impact forced him to cough violently.His trembling hands were shaken by the sudden cough, and the book he was holding fell into the toilet.

He was so frightened that he didn't care about the suffocation, and rescued the book that fell into the toilet.He smiled crazily as if in a daze, hugged the soaked book in his arms, and kept wiping the dirt on the book with his coat.

He tried to spit out the mouth, but was swallowed by this fatal fright.

He knelt beside the toilet and smiled foolishly, and suddenly there was a muffled sound of hitting the wall and the subsequent sound of glass shattering behind him.The trembling that had just been swallowed raged again.

He scrambled out of the bathroom again, across the living room, to the door of the master bedroom.He kept banging on the door like he was insane, and kept banging.The chaotic and violent door slamming silenced all the sounds, and he sank into a self-made paralysis.However, the sudden strong smell of blood in the air brought him back to reality once again.

He stopped.What made him stop was the silence in the master bedroom.He looked at the wet door he had smashed, and at his hands that were flushed and stained with water from the toilet, he immediately fell silent.

He paced slowly, across the hall and into the study.After getting his towel out of the rucksack, he strolled into the bathroom.He knelt beside the toilet, holding the book in his arms in one hand, and holding the towel in the other, carefully scrubbing the dirty stains on the toilet and the floor.He didn't get up slowly until he confirmed that they were clean and tidy, walked out of the bathroom, walked across the hall, and walked to the door of the master bedroom.

He raised his head, and repeatedly wiped the stained place on the door that he had smashed.After wiping the door clean, he knelt down again and carefully cleaned the place where he had stood and where the sewage had fallen.

After everything was back to normal, he got up in peace and walked into the study.Put the towel back in the rucksack and wear it across your body.He put the key of the big box on the desk, glanced at the change on the desk, smiled slightly, turned and walked out of the study.

He came out of the study, looked around without any extra effort, walked directly to the door, gently opened the door, walked out slowly, and gently closed the door.

He walked to the elevator door, and his appearance was reflected in the tightly closed elevator door.

He looked at himself in the elevator door, looked around, and suddenly understood what Qu Buyan said about "not knowing how to compliment".

This man not only sees him thoroughly, but also skins him alive, wants him to watch his bloody self, and wants him to remember this humble appearance that even hurts.

This is what Xu You sees now, what he looks like.

He didn't press the elevator button, turned around and walked towards the stairs.Walk down step by step from the 21st floor.The voice-activated corridor lights were turned on one by one by his footsteps.The lights in front light up in an orderly manner, and the lights behind them turn off in an orderly manner.Now, in this corridor, only his own footsteps are left.

Xu You thought, if he hadn't pressed the elevator button at the beginning, if he had just taken the stairs to the top floor of Wanping Building.What would he be like now if he hadn't started in the first place?

Xu You walked out of the stairs, passing Daqie who was out of tune, and walked out of Shuilinwan.He is like a lone ghost, wandering in the busy streets.He hugged the book that had no beginning in his arms tightly, he wanted to say sorry to it.I'm sorry for making it bruised and bruised, and I'm sorry for letting it accompany me and have nowhere to live.

"Xu You!" Xu You was stunned for a moment, and his eyes that were out of focus on the road gathered again.This voice is mynah.

Xu You slowly raised his head, the sweaty starling held his suit jacket with one hand, and leaned on his knees with the other, half arched, panting heavily.Xu You looked at the panting starling, and his stiff calm was replaced by a smile that he hadn't had time to practice.

"Long time no see, Kazuki."

The author has something to say:

Dazai's nonsense:

The protagonist Meizi in the first part appeared.The contrast between Meizi and Qu Buyan is a bit big~

As for whether it can be classified as Danmei, it depends on Xu You's understanding of Qu Buyan's emotions...

In fact, Dazai thinks that it is... haha