Tides: Years of Dawn

Years later, Crewe recalled whether it was that night that Gawain saw his true self for the first time.Because Gao Wen's eyes were alienated, fearful, and defensive.

He looked at Crewe not like looking at a future lover, but like looking at an opponent.

Although that expression was stern, Crewe knew that before he could truly combine with Gawain, he needed to let Gawain understand—what he really looked like.

Gawain saw that Crewe did not speak, thinking that Crewe had acquiesced to his statement.

He sighed softly and said - "I'm sorry, I didn't think that I would cause you trouble. My original intention was to protect you, but at this moment I can't tell what I think. I I don’t know when I started to regard you as my person, so I—”

Gao Wen couldn't continue talking, it was too difficult for him to look directly at the desire in his heart.

Hua De has repeatedly taught him to focus on his studies and his career.Even though he has a mother like Clement who puts love first, the time that his mother spends with Gawain is limited, and he is more influenced by his father.

His father is an extremely introverted person, and Clement helped him make up for his inability to deal with emotional problems.But Gao Wen inherited his father's shortcomings, but no one could deal with it for him.

That being the case, Crewe decided to give him a push.

"That's confirmed." Crewe interrupted him. Gawain had already made a decision at this point.As long as Gao Wen didn't stay with him out of sympathy and sense of justice, then their marriage would have a good chance.

Crewe does not require the two to have smooth sailing, and the current age is not enough to see the long-term future.But as long as Gao Wen has love for him in his heart, he can take the next step.

But before that—

Crewe finally approached Gawain, this time he didn't wrap his tentacles around Gawain, but held Gawain's hand with human fingers.

Then, he said an extremely harsh request - "Please use the family law to deal with me, twenty lashes."

Gao Wen was very surprised.

Crewe expected Gawain to have such a reaction. After all, he was used to being weak. Not to mention twenty whips, even a slap seemed to be able to break him apart.

But Crewe knows himself, and he can take it.And twenty lashes was far better than the possible estrangement between him and Gao Wen.

After what he did to Jade, and after he decided to seek revenge from the sea crocodile, he slowly realized that there must be many things in the future that he needed Gao Wen to forgive himself.

Gao Wen wants to protect him and pamper him, and at the same time he can take care of Gao Wen's aftermath.If he had already dirty his hands to begin with, it didn't matter if he dipped his hands into the filth again.

But in front of each other's emotions, they must be honest with each other.Their union must be equal and clean, instead of letting Gao Wen take the lead and choose tolerance and forbearance.

So he asked Gao Wen to even out with him.

This is the family rule of the sea monster family, and everyone knows it very well.Even if, as Gao Wen said, they can not tell outsiders, this hurdle will always exist in Gao Wen's heart.

Gao Wen was raised by the parents of sea monsters, even if Gao Wen didn't admit it, he was bound to be subtly influenced by such a concept, no matter how much he sympathized with Crewe, it was impossible to truly erase this stain from the bottom of his heart.

Unless, it's business.

After Crewe explained his position, Gawain wasn't sure if he was convinced.And Crewe seemed unwilling to give Gawain the room to refuse, he unbuttoned the robe and the inner lining.He turned around and turned his back to Gawain naked.

"If you are willing to appoint me as an assistant, give me a whip." Crewe said.He didn't give the situation of not having support, because even he was unwilling to make a clean break at this moment.

Gao Wen stood in a daze for a long time, and finally went out of the room, and brought a whip made of troll tendons from the study.

That night, the sound of whipping beat every brick in the study.

Crewe gritted his teeth, and didn't groan from the beginning to the end.From the trembling fall of the first whip, to the crisp end of the last whip.

In order to let Gao Wen concentrate, he even counted the numbers one by one instead of the other party.

His flesh was cracked by the whip, each one was shocking.

His sweat dripped from his soft hair, fell on the stone table, and flowed into the cracks in the stone.

Tears kept welling in his eyes, but he would not let them take shape. He still had a lot of times when Gao Wen needed to be soft-hearted, and the present was not one of them.

Gawain needs to do this.Whether for Crewe or for himself.Because of his young age, Gao Wen's heart is still warm at this moment, he can't see others being hurt, and he can't see rules hurting closeness.But he is the one who wants to become the lord, he must learn to restrain his compassion and tolerance.

Crewe's actions made the two of them take a step forward for their respective goals and ideals, even though Gawain was not voluntary.But when Gao Wen thought about it many years later, he had to admit that it was that night that he first saw the ruthlessness in Crewe that he didn't have.

After twenty lashes, Krupi was bruised.

His arm supporting the table trembled uncontrollably, and his tentacles curled up in pain.

Gao Wen's heart was scarred and scarred. Every time the whip fell, while cracking Crewe's body, it hurt in his heart.

He dropped his whip and hugged Crewe from behind.

He pressed his head hard on Crewe's neck until he pressed Crewe's whole body on the table, turned over on the table again, and pulled him into his arms fiercely.

Maybe he didn't feel it before all this happened, but now he understood strongly the cause of the dull pain in his heart.Gritting his teeth, he fiercely sniffed the sweat and blood on Crewe's body.

Crewe wanted to push him away, since Gawain already understood his inner feelings, there was no need for him to stay.

It was very late and he had to go back.He had to keep a wounded Saru and Jade under his watch, in case they did something unexpected out of their extreme grief.

But Gawain didn't let go, this time he twisted Crewe's chin involuntarily.

They kissed, and Gao Wen took the initiative to kiss someone for the first time.

Not confused, not hesitant, he bit Crewe's lip and bit Crewe's tongue.He swallowed each other's saliva, letting the turbulent emotion in his body make the muscles tense and the skin hot.

Crewe made him realize the existence of love in a morbid way, but now, Crewe must and can only belong to him.

Crewe's back was in pain, and Gawain's scaled fingers rubbed against him. The blood and wounds were even more unsightly.But he was powerless to resist, his head and eardrums exploded the moment he was bitten.

Gao Wen regarded him as his assistant for nearly four years, but today was the first day he got Gao Wen.

Crewe did not stay at the sea monster's house that night, but Gawain followed Crewe to the octopus's house.Saru and Jade were very surprised. They never expected that Crewe, who had not been in touch with Gawain for nearly a year, would directly send Gawain to the door.

Even, spend the night in his room.

They didn't do AI, even though Gao Wen felt that the skin all over his body was burning.

He applied medicine to the wound on Crewe's back, and then hugged Crewe from behind and fell asleep with a force that almost crushed the opponent's bones.

Sea monsters are bloodthirsty. When the first stone slab was split into four pieces, the ancestors of sea monsters showed their bloodthirsty and warlike side, not to mention their kinship with Leviathan who needed blood sacrifices.Those genes are dormant in the body, just waiting to be stimulated one day.

It is also because of this that Gao Wen was able to deal with the beasts, was able to escape from the attack of giant monsters, was able to see the corpses of the Sea Serpent's house all over the place without fainting at a young age, and was able to sit calmly in Barrow. In his seat, seriously think about what to do next.

Hua De's steadiness and calmness suppressed Gawain's nature, but at this moment the bloodthirsty factor was awakened and stimulated by Crewe.

It was also the first time that Gao Wen realized his strong desire to conquer and possess. He realized that he not only wanted to protect Crewe, but also wanted to press him down, let him kneel at his feet, and wanted to Moaning, begging for mercy, after being bestowed with scars all over his body, he could only beg for his healing and forgiveness.

Even if Leier knew Gawain better, he never gave him such a strong stimulation.That's not because he doesn't understand, but because Rael is afraid.

Just like what he said to Gawain back then——Crewe will eventually become extremely vicious and cruel—and he still has the second half of the sentence, which is that he is worried that Gawain will become an accomplice and seize power. One day, righteousness will be turned into belligerence, and enthusiasm will be turned into bloodthirsty desire.

Gawain couldn't hold back his desire at all, he lay down for a while and turned Crewe over again.He stroked Crewe's body vigorously, and his tongue turned into a letter and penetrated into Crewe's throat.He wants it so much, he can barely maintain human form.

And a certain human organ has long been so hard that it hurts, rubbing against Crewe's tentacles and lower abdomen.

Tremblingly, he demanded that Krewe transform into human form, or jump into the sea, and they bonded in animal form.He will definitely not abandon Crewe, but he doesn't know whether he will have the patience to survive until the day when Crewe and him actually swear an oath by the sea.

But Crewe didn't agree.He tied Gawain's waist with his tentacles, turned him over and pressed him on the bed.The bed was already stained with blood and medicine powder, and the breeze that was blowing was mixed with a strong smell of medicine and blood.

"It's not time to break the rules, wait a few more months," Crewe said, his hair was loose on Gawain's sides, and by the moonlight, he could see Gawain's beastly vertical pupils, "Then I I will dedicate my life for the next few decades to you.”

This is the oath Crewe made to Gawain.He swore an oath of allegiance, an oath of constancy.And from that moment on, even though he betrayed countless people in the years to come, he never betrayed Gao Wen.

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