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The moonlight at night is very hazy and has the effect of paralyzing people.

Ling Yao forgot his real life, only this piece of moonlight and this person were left in front of him, and time stopped at this minute and this second.

Zhang Fan was as intoxicated as he was.Indulging in the moonlight, on this ignorant and simple person.

The boundless edge of the city, like a circle, surrounded him.

He felt constrained and anxious, and couldn't help but spit out the truth that was stuffed in his heart.

"It's really annoying recently." Ling Yao pretended to smile relaxedly, and rubbed his hair blown away by the evening wind.

Zhang Fan nodded, staring at him intently, listening to him patiently.

"I've been a little... abnormal recently. My boyfriend said I have a mental illness. But I know I don't."

He frowned when he spoke, and his tone was a bit more forceful.Looking at Zhang Fan, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said disappointedly: "He doesn't believe me."

After Zhang Fan listened, he didn't even ask any more questions, and replied firmly: "They are the ones who are sick."

Ling Yao laughed out loud, and his heart softened suddenly.

For a split second, he seemed vulnerable to place all his trust in this stranger whom he had only met a few times.

"Thank you for believing in me."

Strange to say, Ling Yao felt very comfortable with Zhang Fan.

Thinking carefully about the reason, he clenched his fists, yes, when he was with Zhang Fan, he was never harassed by anything strange.

Only with him can he be a normal person with clear thoughts and human emotions.

And next to Fang Xin, that thing would harass him all the time, and Fang Xin still thought he was sick and forced him to take medicine.

He wants to break up, but he is currently living in Fang Xin's house, and if he proposes to break up now, Fang Xin will definitely think that he is insane.

When Zhang Fan heard Ling Yao say that Fang Xin forced him to take medicine, he was obviously very angry, and immediately asked Ling Yao to live in his house.

Ling Yao hesitated.It's not because of mistrust, but because of desire.

He understands what love is, and he also knows the changes in his mind, but he still has a partner at this time, he can only control himself, not to let this inappropriate emotion spread too fast.

But after all, he still couldn't bear to refuse, Ling Yao pondered: "I... think about it."

Zhang Fan lowered his head and covered his eyes with the back of his hand.

If not, he was afraid that his bloodshot and bulging eyeballs would scare the people in front of him, and his heart was shrinking rapidly, why would he reject me?For him?

But that's okay.He was a tyrant who was only gentle with Ling Yao, and when he put down the cover on the back of his hand again, he was a calm and trustworthy gentleman.

It's just that Ling Yao deeply remembers that he was sad and chaotic at that time.He couldn't help but let himself be close to him, comfort him, make him smile again.

Zhang Fan's eyes were as clear and shallow as moonlight, and shining like stars.

Ling Yao never knew that someone's eyes could look like this, and he couldn't help comparing these tolerant eyes with Fang Xin's eyes full of pity and doubt.

The restaurant behind him played music, which was as beautiful as a dancing waltz, and the gorgeous and low-pitched woman whispered her love words: "IbefallingforyoubabyandIjustcan'tstop——"

Ling Yao's heart trembled, and Zhang Fan hugged him in a timely manner, and when he looked up, he could only see his angular chin and deep eyes, looking back at him.

Zhang Fan's call came softly in his ear, not by his name, but a very intimate title.

Ling Yao knew what he meant, but it was undeniable that his heart was sinking, maybe it was all because of the beautiful moonlight, which made him feel like a boy, full of enthusiasm and helpless.

"When he's holding met, and he calls me 'Moonlight' too—"

The music came intermittently, and Ling Yao closed his eyes in Zhang Fan's arms.

……

When the two parted, it was unexpectedly uncomfortable like never before.Once met with Zhang Fan's affectionate eyes, Ling Yao felt powerless.

He didn't want to leave him, he didn't want to go back to that home, rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep, be harassed by strange things, and face Fang Xin's strong care and drug injection.

When he returned home dejectedly, before he took off his clothes, a smell of alcohol came over him.

"Where did you go again?" Fang Xin's tone was very bad, his blurred eyes and frowning eyebrows all showed that he had drunk alcohol and was dissatisfied with Ling Yao's late return.

Although Fang Xin had a bad attitude, Ling Yao still had patience and told him the truth: "With Zhang Fan——"

As soon as Fang Xin heard the name, he became anxious and rushed forward to strangle his wrist.

"Zhang Fan...Zhang Fan! It's him again! What's your relationship?!"

Because Ling Yao has been very indifferent to him recently and resisted his kindness very much, as if he was really mentally ill in reality, he argued with him because of this.

Fang Xin was very irritable. He waited for him all night and drank a lot of wine. He originally wanted to drink away his worries, but now he is more worried.

Ever since Ling Yao got acquainted with the man named Zhang Fan, he went out early and returned late every day, even when he was on a business trip, he didn't bother him anymore.

The relationship between the two continued to decline, which made him jealous and annoyed. All Ling Yao's explanations were automatically filtered in his ears.

Ling Yao was silent for a while, not intending to deceive Fang Xin, but also planning to take this opportunity to talk to him, "I have nothing to do with him. But I don't deny it, I have a crush on him."

This sentence was like a fuse. Fang Xin, who was usually quite good-tempered, suddenly lit up. With the effect of alcohol, his sanity gradually collapsed at this time, and he grabbed Ling Yao by the collar.

"What did you say? Ah? Favor? Fuck, Ling Yao, did you cheat on me! I really fucking want to kill you!"

Excited, Fang Xin's blood surged up, and he slapped Ling Yao regardless of Ling Yao's struggle.

The loud voice surprised both of them.

Fang Xin calmed down, realized what he had done, and immediately softened his attitude, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it-forgive me, I, I was too excited..."

Ling Yao's eyes were as calm as stagnant water.He looked at Fang Xin with negative emotions, and the affection between the two was completely wiped out.

Due to the uninterrupted medication during this period, even though Ling Yao appeared to be much normal on the surface, his insides had begun to collapse.

His body is not as healthy as before, and his emotions are also very unstable. Zhang Fan is so careful with him, understands him, trusts him, and makes him feel comfortable.Fang Xin, on the other hand, is the opposite.

He had no way to consider Fang Xin's starting point, he only knew that this slap completely knocked him down into the abyss.

Ling Yao only left a word to break up, and then ran out in a hurry. Fang Xin was drunk, and his movement speed was much slower, so he failed to catch up with him.

Walking on the empty road, everything was silent, and the evening wind blew his bone marrow down. He walked slowly, and then ran quickly with his neck curled up.

He felt that someone was staring at him, it was a very hot gaze, as if he was about to reach out in the next second...

The surrounding flowerbeds, garbage bins, and lush branches and leaves on the trees, such a depressing sense of peeping is everywhere.

Ling Yao sniffed, as if he was sobbing.He felt as if he was really sick.

But the only one who believes that he is not sick is Zhang Fan.

Yes, only Zhang Fan.

The author has something to say:

Listening to ArianaGrande's "Moonlight", I couldn't help but lyrical... The song is really beautiful.