Hechun and Jingming

Compared with the warm spring and flowers blooming in Fangzhou, it can be said that Boston is still in winter.Qu Jingming once felt that this city was the most suitable place for him, and every time he came here from other places, he would have the feeling of "coming back".Especially when the weather is cold, as soon as you breathe in, the cold air is poured from the nasal cavity into the lungs, so cold that it seems to freeze the heart in your chest.

Yet it was a feeling of safety and security.

Sometimes, a person's attachment to a city is no less than that of a person; the care and tenderness of a city is no less than that of a person.Now when he looks at every bit of this city, it's like watching a lover's last glance.

Even the corners of the hospital attracted his attention more than before. He would often stare at a certain place, think of Hechun, and his reluctance for the city, and the bitterness of the dilemma rose in his throat. Come.

"...Then it's settled, okay, Joe?" The instructor raised his voice slightly.

"Huh?" Qu Jingming came back to his senses, played back in his mind what the instructor said when he was distracted just now, and confirmed it habitually, "Shall I be the keynote speaker? No problem."

His mentor, Holmes, was looking at him with blue eyes and a slight smile.This is a man with more than half of his gray hair, and the problem of most of his life has been the kidney.Unlike Director Qi, this is an old urchin who is too humorous and a little too self-indulgent. So far, his biggest hobby on weekends is going to the park to play skateboards with teenagers.

His head is bald with a circle around the Mediterranean Sea, and his white hair falls down in an orderly and slow manner around the Mediterranean Sea. Many of his inspirations are taken from that piece of Mediterranean Sea.For example, sending Qu Jingming to China to participate in project exchanges; another example, Qu Jingming fell in love with him in the first semester of studying at HMS, and used a two-pronged approach of temptation and entanglement to pry Qu Jingming away from his original tutor. gone.

Qu Jingming's resignation report to the hospital was easily typed, but to this mentor, he has not been able to express his thoughts about returning to China.

And Holmes was as perceptive as the famous detective. He tapped on the table: "Joe, what's on your mind?"

Qu Jingming had just agreed to be the keynote speaker for the project general report for a few days. According to his seniority, it should not be his turn; according to the direction of communication, he is returning to China for communication, not the most important communication point of the whole project...so no matter where he comes from On the one hand, if he agrees, it will make other participants in this project unhappy. It is really a thing that can barely be fooled, and if he makes a mistake, he will be ridiculed for a whole year.

The old naughty boy chose him because he recognized his basic abilities, and teased him with a little naughty taste, and most of them were the latter.Under normal circumstances, he would also weigh the refusal. Today, he agreed to it a little bit in the meaning of this old urchin's mischief. This abnormality is naturally on his mind.

Seeing that he didn't answer, the old urchin said again: "Don't hide it from me, I can see it."

It is better to hit the sun than to choose the day.Qu Jingming opened his mouth and took a light breath, clasped his hands on the table, and looked at his tutor: "After I get the MD, I want to go back to China."

Hearing this, the blue eyeballs of the old urchin Holmes immediately changed from the mode of daily wear to the mode of tearing eyes when he was furious. The speed of the transformation is shocking. I couldn't help pulling up all the defense values ​​in my heart.

According to the development of an old urchin, he will jump to scold people next time. Others scold with their reproductive organs, but he can scold with his whole body organs.However, Qu Jingming waited quietly for half a minute, but the storm still did not come.

I saw the old naughty boy tremblingly put away his hand that was about to slap the table. I don't know how much effort he had put in to suppress his anger during this half minute. only one "old" left: "Why?"

Qu Jingming pursed his lips, lowered his eyelashes, and said softly, "It's a private matter, I'm sorry."

"You..." Old Holmes sank into the leather chair, and the blue crystal eyes seemed to be covered with smoke, "You are really sad, I have envied and envied you since the first practical exam after entering school. Talent, I can't believe how there is a young man like you in the world, with such a precise consciousness, and such a graceful operation of a scalpel. But, you have a great talent, but you waste it like this... What is it worth wasting your talent like this? "

His voice was neither soft nor heavy, but his tone was as if he was interrogating a sinner.In his eyes, to waste talent is to fail God, and it is an unforgivable sin, more terrible than the sins stipulated by the laws of the world.

Qu Jingming is well aware of his ideas and concepts, and he cannot defend himself in front of him.

They faced each other in silence for ten minutes, and Holmes hesitated to speak several times, as if he had many things he wanted to say to Qu Jingming again, and also seemed to have many hateful words to scold him to wake him up.But Qu Jingming has such an appearance, smart, beautiful, and extremely indifferent.If he wants to listen to you in his heart, he will sincerely believe in you, respect and accept all your guidance; if one day he thinks otherwise, you will never be able to make him sincerely convince you again.

He flies in the sky as a lone eagle, runs in the wilderness as a lone wolf.Unfortunately, for human beings, he is also a person who cannot be tamed by external forces. He believes in one thing, no matter how far and how long it takes, he will do it. If external forces drag him down, he will split these external forces sooner or later.He only listens to his heart.

Holmes felt powerless, and he waved his hand: "Child... a child with God's blessing and grace, always willful. You go to work first, and I will think about it."

Qu Jingming stood up and looked directly at him: "Thank you, Professor."

Coming out of the professor's office, it was already night in Boston. The yellow light warmed the cold outside. He took a breath of the air that always made him feel at ease, and walked into the hospital path that was still covered with some snow. Somewhat indescribably heavy.

At this moment, the cell phone in his pocket rang, and it was Hechun.He makes regular morning and evening international calls every day, and the call time is as short as 5 minutes and as long as one hour.

Qu Jingming took a deep breath and answered, "Hello."

Hechun probably just woke up, with a sticky voice, shouting "Mingming", and then sighed: "Life is too short, I counted, if you come back in June, we will live to be 90 years old, no, you are 90 years old , I have to be 92 years old, then we only have 62 years, only 740 four months, since you are so busy that you can only give me a few hours a day, so our time together is actually very short..."

Usually, Qu Jingming would laugh when he heard such unreasonable troubles from him, but at this moment, he felt an inextricable feeling in his heart. He didn't laugh, but after listening to it, he suddenly asked him: "Didn't you ask me, why didn't you continue to study Math?"

Hechun felt that his topic was being ignored, he was taken aback, and replied: "Yes."

Qu Jingming sighed lightly and said, "I want to talk to you for a while."

He Chun heard it, he was obviously in a bad mood, he couldn't see it, he couldn't touch it, and his heart was broken immediately, he didn't even care whether his topic was ignored, so he quickly held out his hand gently: "Okay, you what you want to say?"

Qu Jingming: "Tell me why I study medicine."

He Chun: "Isn't it because of your little girlfriend?"

"That's just the beginning." Qu Jingming pondered for a while, "I said, don't interrupt me, and don't laugh at me."

He Chun said, "Okay, I'll just listen."

Since going to school in Seattle, Qu Jingming has taken a pre-med course, which can be regarded as the beginning of contact with medicine.After obtaining a bachelor's degree, he applied for a master's degree in HMS. He studied and practiced all the way. By the beginning of this spring, it will be his fourth year as a resident physician and his No. 11 year in medicine.

As a Chinese, he has walked this difficult road in the United States, and he can be called outstanding.Lin Lu's illness was his motivation, and it was Lin Lu's death that made him insist on going on this path, and the death he saw in the hospital when he was studying pre-med in Seattle in the same year.

Since he came to this world, he has walked with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Whether it is in reality or in psychology, he has encountered countless setbacks on the road.When others judge him or oppress him, he relies on telling himself that no matter what kind of person he is, malicious criticism and persecuting others are wrong in themselves, and he cannot give in to right and wrong, but Resisted with bare hands, and grew into a person who was not controlled by inferiority and weakness.

That year, when he finally reached adulthood, just when he thought there would be another world, he suddenly discovered that even if he could resist the harm of people and the teasing of fate, he could not resist the attack of death.

Life is so fragile, whether it is the strong and lively Lin Lu, or the patients of various shapes in the hospital, they are all unbearable; once they lose to that fold, what happens to the world has nothing to do with them anymore.

In the face of several deaths coming, he did not know from which corner of his heart, he took out a handful of hot passion, which is rare in this life, and he felt that he wanted to do something to resist this blow for the survival of his life. the power of.

"Even with my small strength, I can't win every battle. In my hands, there will still be lives slipping away, but at least I have resisted, resisting for the patients under my scalpel."

"Hechun, you may not know. In this world, except for you, I rely on resistance to everything to prove that I am alive." When he said this, his voice was very soft, as if behind a sentence written in a pen, I drew an inconspicuous full stop with a very light pencil, and the sentence ended very unfinished and helpless.

But he did fall silent and said nothing more.They each face a morning and a night, intoxicated by the spring breeze and engulfed by the severe cold, the only thing that conveys the information of each other's existence is the sound of breathing.

After a long time, Hechun finally said: "Obviously, I... I have thought about it, I can only live with you, I have wanted to be with you forever since I was a child, and now it is clearer. Can you, promise to be with me Together, we will never break up again."

Qu Jingming lowered his head, he had been walking in the cold air, even his breathing became cold, until now when he heard these words, his heart suddenly ignited.He thought, the only person he had never resisted, now expressed his intention to stand with him.

He took a breath, raised his hand to rub the tip of his nose, and answered him, "Yes."

He Chun laughed out loud when he heard this, and after laughing for a long time, he complained a bit, "Why did you answer so solemnly? In other words, it's more romantic. I've confessed, otherwise you should confess too, and you can say anything." ..."

"I love you."

He Chun paused, unable to speak for a long time.

Qu Jingming said with a smile: "Is it alright?"

He Chun: "Yes... yes."

Qu Jingming: "How does it feel?"

He Chun: "Ah, what?"

Qu Jingming: "I said I love you, how do you feel?"

"My dear mother, don't talk about it, my scalp is about to explode..." He Chun yelled, his breathing became heavy, and after a long while, he lowered his voice, "Really, I don't I understand why the reaction is so big. Are you laughing? I warn you, you can't laugh at me, or... I will kill you. "

Qu Jingming smiled impolitely.

He Chun couldn't bear to see Qu Jingming until summer, and now he doesn't want to bear it for a day.

Ten minutes later, he hung up the phone and jumped up from the bed, looking through the window at the big purple magnolias blooming bustlingly downstairs, hating Chunshen viciously, turned around and called his assistant, asking to buy a ticket to Boston. US visa.

When it was over, he called Gu Jianfeng again. As soon as the other party answered, he said in a crackling voice: "Brother-in-law, I promise to sell myself to you for another two years to develop a business in the US market for you. You first give me a long-term post at public expense..."

The author has something to say:

It is said that there is no overseas MD in the domestic medical market. A normal person who has obtained an MD degree in the United States and obtained a doctor's license should not choose to return to China hahahaha.In short, we don't care about such small details, (covering face and rolling...