Hechun and Jingming

Hechun came down from the top floor for two consecutive days to give work guidance to Wang Zhengang, and Wang Zhengang was a little terrified and couldn't take it anymore.No matter how good the private relationship is, the leader can't stand the inspection every day!He had no choice but to grit his teeth and push away the water glass in front of him: "Dachun, if you want anything from me, just say it, don't just come down and torture people like this!"

"Why am I torturing you, I care so much about the operation of the Ministry of Tourism..." He pretended for a while, and then revealed his true colors, "It's like this, Jingming is going back to the United States in two days, you can help me find out, How does he see his future?"

Wang Zhengang: "..."

Hechun selectively ignored his speechlessness, and thoughtfully explained to himself: "It's not easy for me to ask this question. Once I ask, it's as if I want him to give up the great future of the United States. But I don't know how he If you think about it, it's very bottomless, and if you don't have a bottom line, it will be like this now, nothing to torture you."

Why are you still involved with me.Wang Zhengang rolled his eyes inwardly: "Why are you so anxious? He will definitely tell you when he has made a decision. If he didn't say anything, it proves that he hasn't made a decision yet."

He Chun: "I know, but I'm not afraid that his decision is to choose a bright future. He prefers to do research. The medical research environment in the United States is better than ours, right?"

Wang Zhengang stroked his fingers: "You dare not ask yourself, lest he think you want him to give up the United States, but you really want him to give up the United States! You..." He sighed and shook his head, "Why? You can’t really face your own heart, you’re a shady businessman, why are you pretending to be a good person here? Go tell him directly, you want him to stay, if he doesn’t stay, what are you going to do with?”

Hearing this, He Chun glared, thinking that Wang Zhengang entered the role of domineering president really quickly, and he has only been the boss for a long time, so it is only natural that he should use the routine of domineering bosses on real targets.Although this set sounds cool, but after thinking about it, he still thinks that he should stick to a simple and down-to-earth mentality when dealing with a partner.

"Let me tell you this, as for me, I definitely want him to come back. I can't tell him this directly, otherwise it will be suspected of coercion, but I have to pass on my feelings to him, otherwise if he thinks I don't care whether he stays or stays at all? Of course, it is most appropriate for this glorious mission to be completed by our mutual best friend, you."

Wang Zhengang drooped his head, looking at Hechun with incomprehensible eyes, but since he still had to work in this company, he had no choice but to reluctantly accept this glorious delivery task.Forget it, it's like fulfilling the meal promised to Qu Jingming half a year ago - after all, he still didn't escape.

Therefore, the day before Qu Jingming returned to the United States, he was suddenly invited by Wang Zhengang, saying that he would practice it for him.Moreover, this time Hechun was uncharacteristically not clinging to him, claiming that he had a social occasion, and dropped him off to a place before leaving.

When things happen, there must be something strange. On the way from the dining hall to the private room, Qu Jingming thought about the meaning of the meal, and basically concluded that it was Hechun's idea.After meeting Wang Zhengang and seeing his troubled face, I became more certain about my guess... But what's the problem, do I have to find a third person to communicate?

Hechun's carefulness made Qu Jingming feel guilty and unhappy, and he felt a little irritated in his heart. He didn't come to Wang Zhengang for those little greetings, and when the two dishes came to the table, he asked directly: "What mission did Hechun give you?"

Wang Zhengang was caught off guard and was forced to face the core. He smiled, shook his head twice, put down his chopsticks, and carefully extended Hechun's previous words, analyzing his mentality one by one. Try to be well-founded and logical.

At any rate, he was a classmate and friend for more than ten years, and he didn't forget to pull Hechun's mentality in the direction of "fear because of love", and set up an image of an infatuated man for him against his conscience.In the end, he proposed the core of Hechun's mission: "He just wants you to stay, and he can't do without you at all. This is true."

These words were so sonorous and powerful that most people would be shocked when they heard them, but Qu Jingming looked indifferent.

The situation was similar to what he had guessed, but in all fairness, he was not willing to pass on his thoughts through a third person, so he said haha ​​lightly: "I still have to see what happens in the United States. I'm still here. I really can't say well... this, don't worry."

Smiling again, he took the initiative to clink glasses with Wang Zhengang: "Excuse me, did you make him a trash can?"

Wang Zhengang was stunned when he heard it, and thought, why doesn't that sound good... But Qu Jingming's expression was still the same as usual, with a slight smile on the corner of his lips-although he has a pretty face , but the combination of facial features and his temperament makes it a bit stern. When he is not smiling, he is too sharp, making people wonder if he has done something wrong recently; when he smiles, it is like a spring breeze blowing on his face. In the past, she was a gentle and pure beauty.

At this moment, he is a beautiful face, so Wang Zhengang blamed himself for being a villain.He weighed the degree of completion of his task and felt that it was almost done, so he stopped asking.

They ate and chatted about some innocuous things, most of which were the campus past, and for a while, it seemed that they had returned to the time when all worries were tied to a piece of paper, and the meal was over before 08:30. The word "practice" was not in vain.

After the two broke up, Wang Zhengang turned around and reported the situation to Hechun. Hechun heard it, but he didn't show any dissatisfaction, he just muttered: "Why do I think I didn't go the right way... "

Wang Zhengang: "You must have gone the wrong way. In the matter of two people, the most taboo is to bring in a third person, unless you spend money to find a professional mediator!"

He Chun: "Why are you so vulgar, and mentioning money again!"

Wang Zhengang: "..." Professional emotional mediation requires money, so he didn't bother to talk to Hechun.Later, He Chun hung up the phone with a sigh, and Wang Zhengang no longer knew what happened to the two of them.

In fact, after Hechun put down the phone, he wandered around the house alone.

Because most of the luggage and work documents were in the dormitory of a hospital, Qu Jingming stayed there the night before his departure.And Chun, who claimed to be going out for a social meeting, looked at his watch. It was only nine o'clock, which was still early for him to finish his normal socializing.

He was scratching his head with anxiety when the phone rang again.He glanced at it, and his heart skipped a beat. It was Qu Jingming.

For some reason, he was extremely nervous, feeling that he had been seen through, and he answered the phone in a weak voice: "Hey, Jingming, have you finished your meal?"

Qu Jingming said, "Well, what about you?"

He Chun gritted his teeth: "It's still early..."

"Oh." Qu Jingming said, "Then come to me when you're done, I have something to tell you."

He Chun immediately regretted what he said, he wanted to "end it" now, Qu Jingming paused, and then said: "What time is fine, I'm not in a hurry to sleep."

He Chun: "Yes."

After hanging up the phone, he sat on the sofa for a while, then grabbed the car keys and went out.Although Wang Zhengang is sometimes unreliable when doing business, especially this kind of private business, but his consciousness is still good, and he said the right thing, "If no one stays, why do you have someone?"

He has to let him stay.

Qu Jingming was not at all surprised that He Chun appeared outside the door less than half an hour after hanging up the phone. He turned sideways to let him in, and stood by the door watching him change his shoes, He went into the living room together.

This old house is exaggeratedly tidy now, everything is placed in Qu Jingming's order, all the luggage has been packed, and it is placed in the living room, and the breath of life that was so hard-won in the house is now returned to zero.All of this is very parting, Hechun subconsciously avoids to look at these, and throws himself on the sofa without a formality.

Qu Jingming went to get him a bowl of soup, as usual, it was a hangover soup with the smell of ginger.

He Chun held it over, the weather is not really warm yet, the warmth of holding a bowl of soup in his hand is still very attractive: "Actually, I didn't drink, I will send you off tomorrow, how dare I drink."

Sitting at the other end of the sofa, Qu Jingming said slowly, "I can't cook this for you in a short time. You can drink it or not."

He Chun raised his face, looked back, and asked the question along the way: "Will you come back?"

Qu Jingming looked at him: "Why do you think that there is a possibility that I won't come back?" He sighed softly, leaned on the sofa, his eyes were a little lowered, and he looked very gentle, "You are here, If I don't come back, where can I go?"

"I……"

He Chun felt as if he had poured a large bowl of hangover soup into his heart, and it became hot all of a sudden, and he was full of things he wanted to say, picking and choosing, and found that he didn't know which sentence to say first, for a while, like This young boy was so at a loss when facing his sweetheart's confession.

"Oh! It's really..."

In the end, he put down the soup bowl, leaned forward and hugged Qu Jingming in his arms, kissed his thin lips lovingly and vigorously, moved his hands and feet, and expressed the emotion full of internal organs by playing hooligans. Feeling.Qu Jingming let him alone, the two entangled on the sofa, hugged each other, dawdled, not very excited, savored slowly, seemed to have a special taste.

After a while, the sofa managed to become the only human aspect of the old house.They stopped in moderation, mainly because Qu Jingming stopped the development, he did have something to say.

"Tell me." He Chun sat up, pulled his messy clothes, and pretended to be a serious person.

Qu Jingming glanced at him up and down, too lazy to complain, he would not forget what he wanted to say when he was excited, and the point was to speak: "I leave when I say it, and come back when I say it, are you angry?"

Hearing this, He Chun froze for a moment: "...it's okay."

Paused, took a breath, and smiled again: "To be honest, I was quite angry. When I was a child, alas, when you went to the United States, I felt that the whole world was my enemy. My sister , Aunt, I feel that your family, including you, is my enemy, and no one has thought about it for me."

"I'm actually not angry because we were forced to break up. I just feel that the world doesn't tolerate me so much. Then I received a postcard from you, and you didn't have any heartfelt words. It seemed to be going well. At that time, I The most angry, because my last companion in the world is gone."

Speaking of this, he smiled a bit reluctantly, and his attitude was really more serious. He looked into Qu Jingming's eyes and said, "If I lose a girlfriend, or lose a gay person, it's fine, it's just a broken relationship. That’s all. But I think, I can’t accept losing you for nothing. For a long time, I’ve been thinking, if you don’t want me, are you denying me? Am I really not accepted by the whole world?”

Qu Jingming moved his lips subconsciously, and uttered a thin voice: "No..."

But before he finished speaking, Hechun waved his hand: "Let me finish, or I won't be able to say it again. I feel that after you don't even want me, I'm so angry that I can't find it. The only thought is that I can't because No one wants me, so I don’t want myself, so I arrange myself very busy and do a lot of overloaded things. Ah Gang and I went to the same school for four years, I didn’t know at all, he said I worked too hard , I can’t see anything around me. They don’t understand my behavior. They wonder why I am working hard to make money when I am obviously not short of money. Go it alone."

"dont you agree?"

When his eyes were saying these things, they sank little by little, and finally turned into a very strong, cold and hard melancholy. Qu Jingming had known him for more than 20 years and felt this kind of breath twice.

The first time, after the death of He Yonglian Mo Shufang, he was immersed in a fever. When he heard that the doctor had judged him as a mentally ill patient, he was cold and completely unable to accept everything passed to him by the outside world; the second time Back, it was the last time he had sex with him in the middle of a fever, they were physically connected, and they were so close that they couldn't be any closer. He clearly felt that his heart was cruel and desperate.

It was bad both times.

Qu Jingming let out his breath very lightly, as if he would exacerbate the coldness at the moment when Hechun asked "Is it?" he didn't even dare to answer, he just looked into Hechun's eyes and shook his head. Shaking her head, she went to hold his hand.

Hechun was held by him, looked down at their hands, and smiled: "I'm done talking, in fact, I'm usually very busy, I don't have the energy to think about these things, you have to know, I have to make up a paragraph for you .”

Qu Jingming didn't poke at his self-deprecating explanation, and took the initiative to stretch out two fingers to scratch Hechun's fingers, and Hechun immediately realized that he pinched those two fingers to play with, that was the fun of his little hobby.The atmosphere has been adjusted a bit.

Qu Jingming said: "You are angry with me, why did you accept my pursuit so quickly?"

"Are you stupid?"

For the first time, Hechun showed an expression of "I despise your IQ". Don't want you, since the final fact will be to be with you, why should I refuse to send you to my door? Watching you dangling, I still hold back? "

Qu Jingming: "..."

Hechun appropriately added the facts: "Besides, I haven't agreed to your pursuit yet. You can continue to pursue and use whatever tricks you have. I can stand it."

Qu Jingming shook off his hand: "I have to get up early tomorrow, go to bed."