Hechun and Jingming

Said that there was no way to rest, Qu Jingming still slept at Hechun's house until noon, without dreams.When he woke up, he heard Hechun on the phone outside. It sounded like he was talking to a company subordinate. He had never heard that voice and tone before. He was very serious, and he could feel that he was very focused just by listening. With a stern aura.

Qu Jingming listened to his call with great interest, feeling a subtle sense of strangeness, which was very novel.

After a while, he ended the call, Qu Jingming heard his footsteps walking towards the room, but stopped halfway, and then heard him start a new call, this time the tone was milder than before, but still Qu Jingming could tell that it was a subordinate, and Qu Jingming couldn't help but smile when he heard it.

For a long time when he was a child, He Chun was an impulsive but brainless fool in Qu Jingming's eyes. At first, he looked down on his stupid and reckless style, almost zero tolerance.However, I don't know since when, he accepted his reckless impulse, and even became a total tolerance. He accepted and gave everything he said and wanted, as long as it was not excessive and he could afford it.

Later, when talking about these past events with Lin Lu, Lin Lu said that he spoiled Chun and Chun so unprincipled, but he didn't think so.

There are some things in this world that are very common and logical in the eyes of the person concerned, but in the eyes of the bystanders, they can be classified as unbelievable.He can probably understand Lin Lu's perspective, but he doesn't care much about what he sees from that perspective.

"Don't I pamper you too?" He said back to Lin Lu like this at that time.

Lin Lu opened his blue eyes and stared at him, as if he had heard some big joke. After a while, he muttered aggrievedly: "Do you think you treat me the same as you treat him? ?”

This is different, Qu Jingming thought.But he smiled at Lin Lu and didn't answer.

Later, Lin Lu struggled with this issue for a few days, but because she was sick, she didn't go to school, and she didn't have many friends. She often took a question and studied it over and over again, and she had to understand it emotionally and logically before giving up. Qu Jingming was no longer surprised.It's just that he didn't expect that when Lin Lu came up with a result on this issue this time, he gave him a suggestion that surprised him and deeply affected him.

Lin Lu said: "You should go back to him in the future, believe me, you really love him."

He was quite shocked at the time, and this sentence was buried in his heart.

He had just grown up that year, and he had just struggled through the most difficult year and a half of his life.During that year and a half, he was tortured so much that he didn't want to experience it again in his life.

At that time, everything in his new life was very strange, from talking to people to going out, everything was very difficult for him.Childhood indeed planted the seeds of inferiority and anxiety in him, but from the age of six to 16, Hechun was by his side, and he helped him get through all the obstacles in communicating with people from the very beginning, with simple, reckless and unthinking words The method choked in the bud the many malice he might feel, so that he had the illusion that he was no different from an ordinary child... until he faced a completely unfamiliar environment alone again, and tried his best to get rid of it. He learns and does well what he doesn't know, and carefully handles his words and deeds in dealing with people, walking on eggshells every step of the way, lest people see his inner vulnerability. Only then did he realize that he is a weak person.

Without Hechun, he is a weakling.

This idea that seemed biased after he matured completely occupied his brain at that time.

He once suspected that he would never get better. The excellence and brilliance of the past ten years were all fake; he even felt that he could not live normally without Hechun... He hated Hechun a little, but he was crazy Miss, but when he was thinking about it until his head ached, he couldn't contact Hechun.

He was more frightened than any lonely dark moment in his life, and he couldn't reach out.Because I am afraid that the result of reaching out is disappointment.He couldn't bear any disappointment, didn't have the courage to take any risks, was completely controlled by inner weakness, and was in a dilemma.

And Lin Lu is a colorful existence in his darkness, sometimes it is gray, sometimes it is orange.

Grey, because Lin Lu was the only person he could find to compare himself to when he thought of the word "miserable". He secretly used this poor girl of the same age to find a little psychological balance and comfort; Orange, it was Because this girl who is worse than him is his only friend, full of kindness, different from Hechun, but giving him similar warmth.

In the end, instead of falling in love with Lin Lu, he satisfied Lin Lu's wish of falling in love, and also found a crutch for his hopeless muddy life.During the three years, he did kiss and sleep as he confessed to Hechun, but only once. It was really an experiment and trial activity.

He never loved Lin Lu, and Lin Lu never loved him.

Lin Lu wanted to fill in as much "completed" as possible in his short life, and he was a cooperator. In this topic, his only selfishness was to find a little warmth and steadfastness to rely on.In the end, he was spoiled by Hechun's ten years of gentleness and spring breeze, and warmth has become a necessity for him to survive.

Many years after Lin Lu's death, he didn't recall her very much, only that sentence was deeply engraved in his heart.When the time with Hechun has faded, blurred, and meaningless for a long time, and he no longer knows whether he can go back to find the boy back then, only Lin Lu's words still resurface in his mind from time to time.

Over the years, he has also encountered a variety of fates in various environments, both men and women.Among them, some faintly show the possibility of development, but most of them are one-time.He found that his need for love was very low, and he had almost no desire to fall in love with others. After the weak stage when he first arrived in the United States, and gradually regained the sovereignty over his own life, he no longer even needed to learn from others. Absorb the warmth and get rid of the spoiled and bad virtue.

It's just that he wants to know more and more whether Lin Lu's words are true, whether he really loves Hechun.

And these, he thinks he can't talk to Hechun anymore, he can only look for the answer.

After making two phone calls with Chun, he finally opened the door and walked in. Their eyes met in an instant, and his heart filled up unbelievably. He looked at He Chun and smiled.He Chun immediately ran over and squatted in front of the bed. He clearly had a domineering president's face with heavy eyebrows, but he was grinning widely, which was very damaging to the character.

"I'm telling you something, don't be angry." He even scratched the tip of Qu Jingming's nose flatteringly.

Qu Jingming: "Tell me."

He Chun cleared his throat: "That's it. I think it's a waste of money for you to rent a house outside. Why do you rent a house when I'm in Fangzhou? How about..."

"Live with you?"

"Buy a new set."

The two sentences were spoken almost at the same time, and after they finished speaking, they looked at each other in surprise.He Chun's eyes couldn't hide his emotions in front of this person, and his eyes almost overflowed with joy; Qu Jingming was surprised, it is said that Fangzhou's housing prices are on par with first-tier cities, so he is so rich?

He Chun pursed his lips, his eyes were clear: "Buy a new one, how about it, it's a new real estate on the bank of Fangzhou's mother river, Shengfeng Real Estate has investment there, so it won't be too expensive for us to buy. "

Qu Jingming sat up and raised his eyebrows: "Us?"

He Chun maintained a squatting posture, looked up at him, and suddenly remembered that Dr. Qu claimed to be chasing him this time, and within a few days after saying this, he was rushing to buy a house for others. Too unaware of being chased.

Howling in annoyance in his heart, he immediately changed his words: "I mean, if we Shengfeng people want to buy it, it's not expensive."

Qu Jingming: "Oh." He didn't seem to feel much about this sentence, but frowned, "When I left here, my household registration was also moved to my dad's. Buying a house in Fangzhou is not a limited purchase policy. How long does it take for a non-local account to pay taxes or something, I don’t meet the requirements.”

Seeing his serious face, Hechun couldn't hold back his heart, got up and sat down on the bed: "Then I'll buy it, that place is very good, I originally wanted to buy a set to live in a serious way, after all, it's here. It was bought temporarily for the convenience of going to work, and it can be used for investment and rental in the future.”

Qu Jingming looked at him and smiled slightly: "Then I will live with you?"

He Chun leaned over and let him go: "Yes, yes, you got the point. Slow down on the new house, you move here first, it's a good place, the property level is good, the transportation is convenient, and there is comprehensive shopping when you go out Center, don't look at me as a second-hand apartment, it's not cheap at all!"

People are fake.Qu Jingming sighed secretly, nodded, and agreed without any hesitation, no matter what kind of ambiguity may arise in the things in his plan, he doesn't care too much.

It's getting late now, and the time off he saved from the overnight surgery is coming to an end, and in the afternoon he will be doing research on his exchange project, so he doesn't need to go to the operating table, but he has to organize and analyze a bunch of data and look at a bunch of specimens.At this point, it might be late to take the subway, he looked at Hechun: "Aren't you going to the company?"

He Chun: "It doesn't matter."

Qu Jingming was blunt: "Then you can take me to the hospital."

Of course, Hechun didn't say anything else, and immediately waited for Dr. Qu to wash his face, eat lunch and go out. He felt very relaxed. He planned to go to the company later and ask the assistant to cancel today's viewing appointment... So yesterday he swore that he would rent a house. If so, it becomes fart.In addition to canceling the viewing appointment, he also has to go to the supermarket. The refrigerator in his apartment is as clean as the wall.

Qu Jingming arrived at the hospital, changed his clothes, and was about to go to the research room, when a little nurse ran over to him, looking very anxious: "Doctor Qu, you are here, Director Qi is looking for you!"

"Director Qi..." He was dazed for a moment before he came back to his senses. The little nurse was talking about the old director who lived across the door from him. He just saved his life last night through his brave actions. "Why is she looking for me?"

The little nurse curled her lips: "I don't know, she's going to look for you as soon as she wakes up, and I've asked you several times, and we all told her that you are on shift in the afternoon, and you don't go to the inpatient department, she has a bad temper Very, I just cursed for no reason, saying that the current doctors have no medical ethics at all, and there are still some who don't go to work... Doctor Qu, don't get me wrong, she didn't mean you, she just came here aimlessly, and she just said that when she got angry .She said she had a good attitude when she was looking for you. "

Qu Jingming had heard about the old lady's strange temper a long time ago, and he didn't care about it after hearing this: "Thank you, I'll explain to the research office, and I'll be there later."

The little nurse said, "Doctor Qu, I came here specially from the inpatient department to find you." There was a sweet smile on her face.

Qu Jingming saw it, how could he not understand, he had experienced a lot of similar things, he was a little indifferent, and smiled: "Thank you so much, Nurse Zhao, I will invite you to dinner at noon tomorrow, okay?" , The attitude of acting on occasion, a good-looking man does this, most people will eat it.

The little nurse also felt quite satisfied, probably thinking that if there is one, there will be two, and she is full of confidence: "Okay, I want to eat a lot!"

Qu Jingming had a gentle smile on his face. Humans and animals were harmless, and the little nurse went back happily.

He turned around and went into the research room. Dr. Li, who was in the same group inside, saw him and greeted him hahaha, and turned out to be Director Qi's topic: "You are really a young talent. Last night, Director Qi watched the surgery. I hit you, I've been looking for you everywhere today."

Qu Jingming also probably thought of this reason. In the operation last night, he was not the attending doctor, but he mentioned a more important point. The operation was done unconventional, which may have attracted Director Qi's attention.He responded with a smile, looked at the data and specimens he wanted, marked them down, and pushed them to Dr. Li: "Then I'll go there, and I'll do the analysis when I come back."

"Go, don't worry here." Dr. Li pushed his glasses and reminded him kindly, "Be careful, the old lady scolds people very fiercely, and the more optimistic people are, the more fiercely she scolds."

Qu Jingming smiled and nodded, not paying much attention.