Hechun and Jingming

This calmness lasted until after four o'clock, and the feeling of heartbeat kept him excited.When he finally saw Qu Jingming coming out of the operating room, his whole heart trembled violently, and he rushed to meet him, his excited and anxious appearance made people who didn't know him think that he was the patient's family member.

Qu Jingming was not surprised to see that he was still there, but he was a little helpless. He forced a smile at him and said, "Wait a little longer, I'll change clothes and go back together."

Carrying a thousand catties of idol baggage, Hechun put his hands in his pockets and nodded in style: "I'll wait for you right here."

There was a bit of teasing in Qu Jingming's smiling eyes.

He Chun cheekily pretended not to understand.

After waiting for a quarter of an hour, Qu Jingming changed his clothes and came out. Looking at his familiar appearance in regular clothes, He Chun coveted him even more when he was wearing a white coat. He thought to himself, he must wear that at home in the future, how nice it is, How exciting... His mind suddenly had many scenes that should not be described in detail, and he was so distracted in the early morning that he was extremely immersed, and he didn't hear Qu Jingming's words for a long time.

"...Hey, is it okay?" Qu Jingming probably couldn't bear it anymore, and patted his arm with the back of his hand.

He Chun came back to his senses: "Huh?"

Qu Jingming saw the expression on his face when he just came back from the fugue, and knew that he didn't listen to anything, so he repeated: "My dormitory burned down, so I can't live in it now, can your family borrow it?"

sure!Very capable!He Chun let out a roar in his heart, and on the surface he was still carrying the burden of an idol, with a serious face, he replied: "Yes."

Qu Jingming seemed to be very tired, he didn't joke with him too much, he didn't flirt with him too much, instead he took a deep breath that looked uncomfortable for no reason.They were silent with each other for a while, and found Hechun's car in the hospital parking lot.After getting into the car, Qu Jingming immediately lowered the back of the passenger seat and lay down.He Chun saw that he didn't want to talk, so he stopped talking.

After the car was on the road, He Chun didn't even play the music, and the match was relatively silent in the early morning. It was really quiet.It wasn't until halfway through that Qu Jingming suddenly spoke softly, talking about the patient who had just been operated on. It turned out to be a former doctor in their hospital. She was an old lady over [-] years old. She used to be the director of nephrology, but she was suffering from hypertensive nephropathy. For many years, she had a withdrawn personality. She was a widow all the year round. She almost died in a fire this time.

"When the old director was diagnosed with hypertensive nephropathy, it was a bit late, and there were signs of renal failure. She rarely took medicine, but it was not that she didn't want to live. She was very clear about her condition. The control of the hospital is very strict, and she does the physical therapy in the hospital on time. In fact, she has a strong desire to survive, but today, she gives me the feeling that she doesn't want to toss... She was brought out of the fire by me. At that time , how should I put it... I feel that she doesn't want to live anymore. "

"I heard that she has a bad temper and became a widow around 50 years old. For some reason, she broke up with her family. For more than 20 years, her children have not walked with her. Now at this age, only the hospital is still in charge. She, after all, is an old doctor who has made outstanding contributions to the hospital. On the operating table just now, no family members came to see her. Only Director Chen, who had worked with her in the same department for more than ten years, rushed over in the middle of the night and accompanied her in the operating room. she."

"Hey... I'm saying this, it's boring, right? I'm just feeling very emotional suddenly. Hechun... Someone said that I will die alone like this, because I have no feelings at all, and my blood is cold."

This sentence is far from He Chun's understanding of Qu Jingming. When he heard it, he immediately thought of an unpleasant scene, and then thought of how uncomfortable Qu Jingming must be under such cruel accusations. , I feel distressed.

He hurriedly turned to look at the passenger seat, wanting to see Qu Jingming's expression when he mentioned this point, so as to judge how such vicious words hurt him.However, after Qu Jingming seldom took the initiative to say such a thing, coupled with the energy consumption of the late-night operation, he was already a little bit exhausted. At this moment, he was lying on the back of the chair, his eyes fell on the road ahead without focus, and his eyelids Drooping, as if to close your eyes.

He Chun felt very sorry for her, and said softly, "Sit for a while, there is still a long way to go."

Qu Jingming said softly, "Yes." After a while, he added, "It's almost dawn."

He Chun's hand holding the steering wheel moved, a little bit of the urge to reach out to touch Qu Jingming, but they hadn't returned to that point, he tapped his fingertips, not daring to go beyond the relationship, and only comforted him more gently: "Sleep Well, there's still plenty of time."

Qu Jingming was silent, let out a soft sigh, and murmured: "Thank you."

Hechun smiled "ha", "Thank you, there is nothing to thank."

Qu Jingming poked his head into his neck and closed his eyes: "Thank you for waiting for me."

He Chun froze for a moment when he heard this suspected pun.He turned his face slightly to look at Qu Jingming, who had closed his eyes and fell asleep, and saw that half of his face was buried in the darkness, and half of it was illuminated by lights. The sleeping person had no expression, but showed all expressions, original expressions.

He Chun couldn't help but look at him carefully, and found that he was more like Qu Yang, his facial lines were so clear that he was a bit unhuman, and his lips were pursed with a bit of coldness, as if he was born with a distance from this world.

When no one spoke, Hechun began to think wildly.Thinking of Qu Jingming's words just now, especially the phrase "cold-blooded, without emotion"... Although He Chun was never willing to admit such an evaluation, but thinking about it, he actually thought that what he said was actually quite sharp.

Looking back on the past, Qu Jingming was indifferent and not close to others in his childhood. There was indeed a hint of cold-bloodedness. When he was thirteen or fourteen, he went to Qu’s house and spent a summer vacation with Mr. Qu. Accepting the meaning of sophistication and knowing how to be kind to others, although Hechun thinks that he still despises the world in his bones, in fact he has been evaluated as "gentle".Since then, he seems to have maintained this image and attitude towards the world.

And myself, because of my obsession with ghosts, I never took the initiative to investigate his true attitude towards the world.But subconsciously?How does he view Qu Jingming subconsciously?

At the beginning he went to the United States without saying a word, and then he didn't think of a way to keep in touch. Two years later, there was only one postcard that was understated. What was the reason for his discouragement at that time?Is it just that the relationship has been extinguished because of two years of separation and no news?If it was true that everything went out at that time, why do you still want to touch him today after such a terrible time of ten years has passed?

Therefore, the theory of extinction is unreliable.Disappointment is real.

And the disappointment is because I don't believe, I don't believe in Qu Jingming's feelings for me, I don't believe that Qu Jingming still has a heart at that time - even if I still have a heart, I don't believe that Qu Jingming did.

Because, like the person who criticized Qu Jingming, he and Chun Da also thought that Qu Jingming would be cold by nature, and his feelings would not be able to bind him at all. He can treat it as a flash, a mere first love that cannot be tolerated by the world, how could he take it to the other side of the ocean?

At that time, he and Chun were disheartened with disbelief.This point, until this moment, this quiet early morning, watching Qu Jingming let go of all his self-cultivation in his sleep and revealing his true expression, did he dig it out from the bottom of his heart and seal it.

But at the moment of admitting, he denied his subconsciousness back then.

How could Qu Jingming be cold-blooded and emotionless?He simply forgave himself too easily for the malice he suffered.

He clearly remembers all the goodwill that the world has given him, and he has the heart to repay, so he will choose to study medicine for Lin Lu's illness, so he returns to Fangzhou, and he and his family have never hurt him. He still has deep affection, so he took the initiative to find him, without complaining, without revealing any complaints, and only asked "can you give me a chance".

He Chun's thought of running around for ten years fell back to Qu Jingming who was lying beside him, and suddenly reined in his horse, his heart throbbed, he wanted to shake him up immediately, and ask him these things What have you experienced all year.He doesn't want to hear the funny stories in school, he wants to hear how he has suffered alone, whether Lin Lu has accompanied him like he did in his childhood; whether he has been hurt in these years.

This can't wait to make him park the car on the side of the road immediately.

Qu Jingming was as preoccupied as ever, and a little abnormality woke him up.He raised his eyelids with difficulty, and asked in a daze, "Is it there yet?"

He Chun held his breath and stared at him: "Not yet."

"Then why did it stop?" Qu Jingming asked, actually sounding like he didn't care why.

Hechun put his hands on the back of his chair and leaned over, the shadow covering his half body covered him, and then he opened his eyes with his eyelids open, and met Shang Hechun's gaze: "What's wrong?"

He Chun looked into his confused eyes, his heart was beating so hard for no reason, he couldn't even breathe, and he couldn't remember a single question he wanted to ask just now, so he bit his inner lip with the tip of his teeth, scratched his stomach for a long time, and finally asked Very disrespectful: "Have you and Lin Lu ever talked about it?"

Hearing this, Qu Jingming seemed to be awake a little bit, and his eyes were focused.He Chun wished to bite off his tongue, but it was too late, the words splashed out.

They stared at each other like this for a long time, Qu Jingming stood up, and replied seriously: "I have talked about it, if you want to know, I will tell you."

Hechun couldn't say that he didn't want to know.

Qu Jingming paused and said, "From the time I moved into her house to the time she passed away, we have known each other for four years, we have been together for three years, we have been in different places for two years, we have seen movies, listened to concerts, traveled alone, pulled Hands, kisses, sleep, but..."

This kind of blunt description is much more hateful than telling an affectionate story with ups and downs. He Chun couldn't bear it, and had no choice but to wait for him to finish, so he bullied him and stepped over, propping his hands on the back of the chair, forcing Qu Jingming to lie down. Going back, the words in his mouth stopped, and he seemed to take a breath, but the expression on his face remained the same, faint, with a little dazedness when he woke up.

This expression is also very hateful.

Words like "three years", "kissed" and "sleeped" echoed in Hechun's mind, scorching his beating heart.Late at night makes people go crazy, he can't stop the anger in his stomach and the desire accumulated in the early morning, and he doesn't want to stop it. Looking at each other for a moment, he lowered his head and sucked Qu Jingming's lips without saying a word, and stretched in with experience. Tongue to find him.Qu Jingming was so excited by his kiss, he subconsciously put his arms around his shoulders, and the two of them immediately piled into a ball.

The body temperature sticks to the opponent's body through the thin clothes, like sparks, and with a flick, it burns into a mess.Hechun probably practiced taking off people's clothes a lot in these years. Qu Jingming found that he was naked in two strokes. Holding his five fingers, wrapping his arms around his shoulders, breathing in his mouth, the next moment he parted, he bit his Adam's apple, pushed with the tip of his flexible tongue, which made his Adam's apple roll involuntarily, and a broken low sigh came out of his throat. Find the strength to speak: "No, this is the side of the road..."

He Chun raised his head, and there were tears in his eyes, which made him startled and lost the will to refuse.

Hechun's emotions came quickly, and seeing that he had no intention of objecting, he became even more unscrupulous, tilted his head to lick his earlobe, and whispered softly: "Obviously..." This was a long time ago, and they were still half-acquainted. When he was a kid, Hechun used a trick that he used frequently. Unexpectedly, after 12 years of traveling, Qu Jingming still had no strength to resist. He dizzily gave up his principles and fell into an atmosphere of sex with him.

The body's reaction and acceptance are more direct than anything else. Among human beings, men are the species that are more likely to drown their reason in desire. They have all had women, and they have not resisted women like the legendary homosexuals. When they do it, they should The pleasure is all there.But it was never like the way they are together now, Liaoyuan is desperate and shamelessly rubbing against each other.They moved from the passenger seat to the back seat with difficulty. He Chun was not yet unscrupulous, and he still remembered to lower the automatic curtains of the car, and the car was suddenly plunged into darkness, which made people finally lose their scruples.

"Mingming, Mingming, Mingming..." Hechun's voice was choked with sobs, the two of them tangled their legs, they kicked off their trousers, their hardened organs immediately stuck together, and they were astonishingly hot , Just dawdling, sweating profusely, heart beating like thunder, panting heavy and incoherent, echoing in the car, very erotic.

Qu Jingming's legs were put on Hechun's shoulders, his hot and swollen genitals were grinding between Qu Jingming's buttocks, ready to move, but there was no lubricating thing, so he was not willing to mess around after all.Fortunately, it wasn't one or two times that they got bad manners. Although they didn't have time to go into battle, they were considered experienced. Qu Jingming got up, rubbed his naked body with him for a while, then sat in his arms with ease, and adjusted his position carefully. Clamp him with the heels of your legs.

This is too submissive and proactive, even a little pleasing, which was rare in those days. He Chun hugged Qu Jingming, kissed the back of his neck, and asked him to call his name, but Qu Jingming really turned his head , licked his lips, and called him softly: "Hechun."

He Chun shuddered, staring at his eyes that were a little out of focus in lust, and murmured in surprise: "Qu Jingming."

Qu Jingming buried his face in his neck: "I'm here."

The tone was soft and gentle, and the slightly cold tone was also tainted with a strong sense of pampering. Hechun's lower body made him clamp very hard, and every movement and friction was irritating. They just entangled like this, There is no gap between the skin and the flesh, and the peak of the moment is sought in death. Both the psychology and the body are shaking in hysteria, and the white belly of the sky is wiped away.

They didn't wake up until it was really light.As the body temperature dropped, so did the emotions. They looked at each other, and neither of them wanted to talk for a while.He Chun helped Qu Jingming put on his clothes, cleaned up himself, returned to the driver's seat, and said, "Take a rest, take a bath when you get home, and then take a good rest."

"No need, I can't rest." Qu Jingming also climbed back to the passenger seat, adjusted the back of the seat, opened the automatic curtains, and there was already a twilight of morning light outside, scattered freely in the world.

He Chun looked at him, the aftertaste in his heart fluttered and lingered, so he couldn't help but leaned over and kissed his eyebrows.Qu Jingming was taken aback for a moment, remembering that when he met him again in Qinshan Villa that day, he secretly kissed his eyebrows, thinking, this is really a fatal fate.

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