Hechun and Jingming

Gu Shangwei, that dude, actually drove the car to the teaching building.When he grew up, his family promised to buy him a means of transportation, but he chose a red BMW that was not very expensive, but every piece of paint was shining with coquettish light. This car came to pick up children from school on many weekends In the car, it looked too out of the ordinary, and passers-by all looked sideways as they walked by.

The owner was even more flamboyant than the car. He leaned against the car and called Hechun while humming a tune. People who didn't know saw his beaming vibes and thought he was here to pick up his girlfriend.

He Chun saw him upstairs, waved to Qu Jingming, and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Qu Jingming's expression was calm, his eyes glanced downstairs, and he answered a second later, when He Chun's cell phone rang.He Chun showed him that it was Gu Shangwei, and then picked up the phone.

He suddenly felt a familiar yet unfamiliar sense of loneliness, or a sense of rejection.Many years ago, when he was stuffed here and there by Xue Bingbing for two days, this feeling was very strong. Wherever he went, no children would take him to play, and even if they took him for two days, they quickly abandoned him. , the reason is nothing more than that he is an illegitimate child, and the friendlier one is because he will stay soon.

After mixing with Hechun, this kind of encounter almost disappeared. Hechun took him with him, and the surroundings were always lively.People who like Hechun will also like him, and those who are afraid of Hechun don't dare to make trouble with him. The excitement of Hechun is his excitement.As a result, he almost forgot about being alone and being excluded.

At this age, it is normal for people to gradually embark on different paths due to their different interests and hobbies and the nature of their personalities. Therefore, he is estranged from Hechun, and he does not feel sad.However, at this moment, seeing Hechun answering Gu Shangwei's call, talking about going to play with a smile on his face, and even giving him a quick "go" look in his eyes, he ran down the stairs like the wind. Without friends, the bustle you see is the loneliness that belongs to others and has nothing to do with him.

After seeing Hechun, Gu Shangwei restrained himself from scratching his head, stood up straight, and flauntingly opened the door of the passenger seat for Hechun himself.The behavior of welcoming a little vixen, welcoming a little boy like Hechun with a smelly basketball in his arms, the scene is really funny.

Hechun sat in the car, Gu Shangwei looked up at the teaching building, searched for a while, and found Qu Jingming in the corner of the corridor, then showed a standard smile with eight teeth endorsed, and shook his arm: "Goodbye!"

Qu Jingming also waved at him. He wasn't sure if he was smiling, but he felt that it was not suitable to stay here for a long time, so after waving his hand, he turned and went back to the classroom, and sat for a while before looking at the problem he wanted to solve. topic.Unexpectedly, after reading it twice, I still feel that I don't understand what the title is talking about, and my heart is in a mess.

He hated the feeling of not being able to control his emotions, but there was nothing he could do about it.

I want to concentrate and solve the problem, but the sad emotion is poisonous. If it is injected a little, people will be immersed.After all, he is just a teenager, how could he have the ability to forcibly control his emotions.His limit is not to show his sadness and loss, he resignedly put away his books and workbooks and stuff them into his schoolbag, and goes to the station ahead of time.

Usually when going home with Hechun, they would fall asleep on the bus.Today he is alone, the seats in the car are not full, so he occupies two seats by himself, so he can sleep better, but he can't sleep at all.Staring at the roof of the car and looking at the rapidly receding scenery outside the car window, he couldn't help but think about He Chun and Gu Shangwei.

There was a kind of resentment that he was ashamed to admit filled his heart, which was called "Hechun abandoned him".The abandonment without discussion is no different from those ignorant children in childhood.

But Hechun is always different from those people when he was a child.He Chun had brought him for so long, and he believed from the bottom of his heart that this man would not abandon him.Therefore, when this "abandonment" came, it was even heavier.From this, he thought of another person who was deeply trusted by him but decisively lost him, his mother Xue Bingbing.

He can't ask Hechun why he didn't take him, it's too inappropriate, but he can always call Xue Bingbing.The only contact between them these years is the phone, which is very good, the physical distance and the psychological distance match.

Back at the Root Bamboo Garden, Mrs. Chen was cooking. He Rong took two young people from the company to a meeting in the main room. Seeing him stepping in, He Rong glanced at the clock on the wall and realized that it was quite late He put down the pen in his hand and said, "Then let's stop here today, and I will trouble you to pay more attention to the decoration of the new office."

The two young men patted their chests: "Don't worry, Mr. He!"

He Rong said again: "Let's stay for dinner. On the big weekend, my mother is late to cook, and she was supposed to wait for the child, but there are not all the people, it's strange that it is deserted."

After working in the company for a few months, she also knows that she has taken the initiative to invite people to eat home-cooked meals and win the hearts of her subordinates.This was absolutely impossible for her who was indifferent and indifferent to world affairs before. At that time, she never cared about the politeness.It can be seen that people will really be bent down by life.

Seeing that she was done, Qu Jingming came over and asked, "Aunt He, can I use the phone in your room?"

Hearing this, He Rong was a little surprised. There are two phones at home, the one in her room can directly dial overseas, but the one in the downstairs main room can't, so Xue Bingbing used the upstairs one to call them every new year and holiday. The rest of the time, I basically don't need that part.

He Rong nodded, got up and went upstairs with him, and only asked when he got upstairs, "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

Qu Jingming reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth. He wanted to laugh, but it didn't look good. He shook his head: "No, I just want to ask her something." These years, he rarely even mentioned the word "mother". Xue Bingbing just uses a bland "she" to refer to.

"Okay." He Rong opened the door, and he didn't intend to go in, "You know how to dial, your aunt's meal is almost ready, come down to eat after calling."

Qu Jingming: "Yes."

At eight o'clock, Xue Bingbing just woke up, and when he picked up the phone, he was still sleepy, his voice was lazy, and the end of "hello" dragged on for a long time, Qu Jingming was a little uncomfortable, paused, and said: "Mom. "

Xue Bingbing woke up immediately, and the next sentence was much higher-pitched: "Obviously, why is it you, what's the matter, calling so early?"

Qu Jingming moved his lips, and said calmly, "It's nothing, did I disturb you to sleep?"

Xue Bingbing: "No, of course not, it's too late for mom to be happy."

I usually make phone calls during Chinese New Year and holidays. If there is nothing to say, there are holiday blessings to say, and some parents can exchange pleasantries. Such a sudden call exposed the strangeness and embarrassment between each other.But Qu Jingming didn't seem to care. Xue Bingbing had nothing to say, and he was not in a hurry to say anything.

"Mom, I want to ask you a question."

Xue Bingbing was overjoyed, and hurriedly said, "Say it."

Qu Jingming's tone was indifferent: "Did you really have no way to take me away at that time?"

Xue Bingbing was speechless.Her impression of her son was still quiet and timid. In the six years she raised Qu Jingming, Qu Jingming almost never cried or asked questions, and always let her arrange.She occasionally disliked the child's cowardice, but she also felt that it was easy for him to do so, so when she threw him to He Rong, there was almost no clear guilt in her heart.

She never thought that Qu Jingming would grow into a person who dared to question her.

Qu Jingming only waited for a short while before speaking again: "I just remembered it suddenly, there is no other meaning. You don't have to worry about me, I have a good life here, this semester exam has been in the top three of the grade, He Chun, that big fool, has already fallen into his thirties, and he still chats with girls all day long. He has been chasing after two months, and there is no progress at all. Don't tell Aunt He, or Aunt He will beat him up of."

He heard Mrs. Chen downstairs shouting loudly as always: "It's time to eat!"

So the series of daily statements just came to an abrupt end, paused, and then said: "I'm going to eat, mom, goodbye."

Xue Bingbing said "hmm", they tacitly gave each other a little time to think, and after confirming that there was nothing to say, they hung up the phone.Qu Jingming stood by He Rong's window for a while, sorting out today's events in his mind, thinking, I talked too much just now.But it did seem to become more relaxed, and the resentment seemed to be resolved in this way.

Mrs. Chen shouted again from downstairs: "Obviously, it's time to eat!"

Qu Jingming went out in response and went downstairs.

During the weekend without peace and spring, their family lived much more quietly than usual.Mrs. Chen's cake shop is running smoothly, with a small space, which is enough for her to set up two small counters outside, where she can mix ingredients and bake.The small shop has been in operation since Qu Jingming and the others started school. Up to now, the daily quantity has been figured out, and they can basically be sold out before dinner.

I don't know how the income is, but she looks cheerful. Sometimes she doesn't want to stay too late, so she brings the unsold ones to the neighbors to eat. She has always yelled "money, money, money", but she is in a serious business. I don't care about others eating for nothing, so it can be seen that there should still be some benefits.

Qu Jingming went to the store with her on Saturday to guard the booth, and brought his own exercise book, and looked through it when no one came.But most of the time there are people, because the small shop is opened near the second primary school, and many people in the school know him, maybe someone said that he is at the stall, and all the little classmates who admired him came to buy two small ones. Cake, if you are bold, you will have to chat with him a few words.

Mrs. Chen was happy that things sold more and faster. While doing the work in hand, she watched Qu Jingming deal with the schoolmates. After four o'clock in the afternoon, the day's supply was sold out. She waved her hand and said: " Alright, close up, go home!"

Qu Jingming put away the workbook, helped tidy up the store, and opened the rolling gate, and the old and the young went to the vegetable market.

Mrs. Chen laughed at him with her fingers: "I counted it today, and seven out of ten people who came to see you are female classmates. You children are too bold now, with such a small height, you dare to think about it all day long. Find a partner. Tell me honestly, is there any girl in No. [-] Middle School who wrote you a note."

"Small note" refers to the love letter, which she had seen in the past and Chunshou, and was written on the paper of the homework book, like a note in class.She felt that children could pass such a small note.

Qu Jingming said, "No."

Mrs. Chen said in surprise: "Why not? Isn't your little boy the most likable?"

Qu Jingming: "... Aunt, you are scolding me."

Mrs. Chen waved her hand indifferently: "I praise you for your good looks."

Qu Jingming had a look of disbelief.

He talked to her about some school affairs, and it was a rare thing that she didn't interrupt him with her violent temper. After listening to each paragraph, she would ask some casual questions with great interest, and sometimes she was serious, like a little girl The same goes to the root.In the end, I felt a sense of youthfulness, a bit like the current Xiao Wenqing, quite fashionable.Qu Jingming thought, it was really the best decision for Xue Bingbing to leave him.

On Sunday afternoon, he returned to school.After arriving at school, I went to the dormitory to put things away and take a shower as usual. When I came out, I saw a text message on the cell phone on the bed. I opened it and it was gentle. I probably felt worried because of his abnormal behavior that day, so I said a few words of comfort.

Although they are all her adopted children, her own brother and adopted son are still different.She would beat Hechun, but she never said harsh words to Qu Jingming; when Hechun was upset, she would let him go, knowing that he would not be sad for a few minutes anyway, and if it was Qu Jingming, she would patiently explain it away.

Good is good, but it's always a little polite.

After reading the text message, he thought again that Hechun didn't know if he was back. He hadn't seen him for two days and hadn't contacted him. Out of breath, he said, "Hello, Jingming."

Qu Jingming: "At school?"

He Chun: "It's already here, playing ball!"

"Oh, that's good, I'll hang up." Qu Jingming put down the phone, and was about to hang up, when He Chun called him on the phone, "Jingming, wait, Mingming!"

Since he was not allowed to call "Mingming", he usually didn't call out. He would occasionally call out twice when he was in a hurry. Qu Jingming smiled unconsciously, and put the phone to his ear again: "What's wrong?"

He Chun said: "Are you free after the evening self-study? I'll go to see you when I'm free. There's something fun to do!"

"Okay." Qu Jingming replied.