Hechun and Jingming

Qu Jingming quickly found "an example of liking someone" for Hechun. To be precise, Hechun discovered it by himself.

Since the military training, on the one hand, he has gradually gotten used to the life without Qu Jingming, on the other hand, he is always afraid that if he gets too close, his thoughts will be discovered.For this reason, he gradually reduced the number of times he went to find Qu Jingming. Anyway, the classroom was far away, and he went from one end to the other to find someone, blaming his new boss for his worth.

So from the frequency point of view, he can take the initiative to go to the classroom over there basically once a week, and there must be a reason.

During the evening self-study class before the monthly exam, he counted left and right. In the past few days, he and Qu Jingming had only had one meal together. Excluding that meal, there was only time to get along with each other to send him back to the dormitory at the end of the evening self-study. .It is pitifully small.So he picked up a math exercise book, quickly rushed out the back door, and went straight to the other end of the corridor.

After not seeing each other for a few days, Qu Jingming and his class even changed seats. He looked for a week before he found the target.

I saw Qu Jingming standing leaning against a desk, bowing his head and talking with a girl. He didn't know what they were talking about, and they all looked very happy.The girl and Chun knew each other. It was just at the beginning of school, and she said that Qu Jingming broke the pen. She was sitting at Qu Jingming's back table at that time, and they seemed to have a good relationship afterwards.She looks sweet and is the type that is easy to like.

He Chun stared at her for a while, and saw the malice in her sparkling eyes.So he suddenly understood what it would be like to like someone.

Whether you're smiling or deadpan, when you look at that person, your eyes will be filled with uncontainable longing.He has never seen himself looking at Qu Jingming, and he has never known this kind of light and greed.Now when I see it with other people's eyes, I immediately feel terrified. I feel nervous and panic, and I want to run away.

Qu Jingming raised his head just in time, and when he saw him, he gestured to the girl and walked over.

He Chun licked the corners of his lips, stopped his legs and feet, opened the exercise book pretendingly, and randomly picked two math problems that he hadn't solved.As soon as Qu Jingming came over, he stuffed the exercise book: "I don't know how to solve these two questions, please help me write a solution to the problem."

Qu Jingming took the workbook, read the questions, and nodded: "Okay."

Seeing how relaxed he was, Hechun suddenly felt compelled to compare: "You really know it?"

Qu Jingming: "Well, it's quite simple."

"It's not so simple!" He Chun snatched the exercise book back and looked at the questions he had drawn. It was obviously not easy. He thought about it for half a self-study class but he couldn't figure it out. It was an additional question! "Now tell me how to do it."

Qu Jingming looked at him: "... When did you love studying so much?"

He Chun: "Test tomorrow."

Qu Jingming curled his mouth, obviously thinking that what he said was nonsense.In Qu Jingming's perception of him, he has never been classified as a person who studies, and being admitted to No. [-] Middle School is purely the result of studying hard after thinking about it for a while. If no one mentions him, he will definitely not I went to study hard by myself.Based on this cognition, Qu Jingming thinks that his intention to find himself with the exercise book is very strange.

"Okay, I'll write your problem-solving ideas for you later, and I'll leave it to you after class. Go back quickly, the bell is about to ring." Qu Jingming was too lazy to bother him, and took back the exercise book from his hand, waving it lightly He waved and walked back.

"Hey, Jingming!" He Chun called him.

Qu Jingming turned his head and looked at him questioningly without making a sound.He looked hesitant, looking straight into the classroom, hesitated for a while, stepped in, and asked in a low voice, "What's the name of the girl at the table behind you? The one you paid for the pen."

The girl's name is sweeter than people's name, Ye Wanying.Hechun got the name, and the class bell rang at the right time. While chewing on the name, he glanced at him critically, then at Qu Jingming, and put them together in his heart to see if they were a good match...not a good match, Qu Jingming is prettier than that girl.

He just went back with a serious face.

After he left, Qu Jingming returned to his seat with a serious face.Seeing that he was back, Ye Wanying continued talking to him about the previous topic.This girl's voice is as sweet as her appearance, but she speaks at a relatively slow speed, which gives people a sense of slowness. When you are not familiar with it, this kind of slowness is easy to think of another word, noble and elegant.

I didn't expect Hechun to like such a girl.

While continuing to chat with Ye Wanying, Qu Jingming recalled all the girls whose hair was pulled by He Chun and who stole the shuttlecock in elementary school, especially the one who had been called his girlfriend... But he couldn't find a girl who was like her. This type of Ye Wanying.What does it mean when a teenager likes a type that he has never liked before?

The bloody TV series Mrs. Chen watched all the year round gave Qu Jingming an answer: true love.

People in Cardamom Nianhua are mostly optimistic about the existence of "true love".They have never seen it, but they have only heard it in various TV drama legends. Vigorous, the sea is dry and the stone is rotten, through life and death, with true love, there is nothing that cannot be overcome.At that age, boys and girls believe that even if not everyone has the opportunity to meet true love, they will be the one who will.

But there are also a few people who are pessimistic about "true love", and their eyes may focus on reality and their surroundings.For example, Qu Jingming.He was despised by the precocious man who went to the Mariana Trench. The love he saw was always full of derailment, divorce, and property disputes. The best married woman he has met so far in his life It was Mrs. Chen, she was kind enough to help her ex-husband raise their child with Xiaosaner.

If a kind person meets true love, he will end up like this in the end. He feels a little pitiful for He Chunlai.

But there are always more evils in the world.

In the last section of evening self-study, each teacher posted the examination room allocation form for the monthly examination at the door of his class.There are two sheets in a class, one is the distribution of the students in the class, and the other is the list of students who come to the classroom of the class. Qu Jingming suddenly saw the name of Hechun in the second sheet, and his seat is just Ye Wanying's seat.

The school disrupted the class to conduct the exam, originally to reduce the possibility of cheating. Everyone is not familiar with each other, so it is not easy to cooperate.But the teachers probably didn't expect that this would create a huge opportunity for puppy love-basically everyone used other people's desks during the exam, and there were so many draft papers, leaving one or two sheets for writing. Some young boys and girls leave messages of sorrow, spring and autumn, and they come and go, and those who progress quickly meet in the corridor, and those who are slow leave at least the number □□.

When Qu Jingming came back from the first exam, he found a piece of draft paper full of words on Ye Wanying's desk.At first glance, most of them were drafts of composition, but there was a small circle in the middle... Although the person's privacy is not good, but that person is Hechun, and Hechun who may have met true love, he is really curious.

I leaned over to look, and saw that Hechun had left two numbers, a mobile phone number and a □□ number, and wrote: add a friend.

Qu Jingming: "..."

He stared at the small circle for a long time, and almost studied the strokes of every word, so that many years later, when he occasionally saw the phone number written on the wall in the public toilet outside, he would think of it. Scratch paper... What a naive and cheap way to hook up!

When Ye Wanying came back, she also saw it.The little girl was shocked, and then poked Qu Jingming with the cap of her pen: "Well, the person sitting here is your friend, right?"

Qu Jingming turned his head and nodded as if nothing had happened: "It's my brother." Uncle is also fine, and he suddenly remembered the joke that Old Madam Chen still used to this day.

Ye Wanying pointed out the circle to him: "What does he mean?"

Qu Jingming: "I don't know, he didn't tell me either."

Ye Wanying blushed, a little shy, but also curious, she bit her lip and asked softly, "Does he know me?"

"I guess we know each other." Qu Jingming stood up, his eyes fell on the circle again, and said, "I mentioned you to him, doesn't he come to me often, and has seen you before. He's already like this, you see Come on, I'm off to lunch."

"Oh, then why do you..."

Ye Wanying half-spoken, Qu Jingming was almost at the door of the classroom, and his footsteps were faster than usual. She, a little girl with no experience in relationships, would be embarrassed to ask the second part of the sentence "how do you see it", so she could only be disappointed and lost Sighing deeply, he stared at the draft paper in front of him preoccupied.

How easy it is to have a small romance in adolescence. After the first month of school, there are one or two couples in each class holding hands at the front and back desks. Talking a lot, there are also dialogues in the drafts that are passed back and forth, but she always feels that she can't figure out the bottom line of this person.Mingming is younger than them, but why is his heart so deep.

After thinking twice, she put away the draft paper and wrote down both numbers.

After several exams, Qu Jingming did not see the draft paper on Ye Wanying's desk.He also wasn't sure whether Hechun didn't write to her anymore, or she had already accepted it.However, the possibility of the latter is relatively high, because she actually gave up waiting for her little girlfriend and came back early every time.

But Ye Wanying herself no longer asked him for advice, and he would not take the initiative to ask such gossip.It was even worse with Hechun, they hardly saw each other during the two days of the exam, and even the habit of going back to the dormitory together at night was broken because one of them came back late, or one of them had other business.

It was Qu Jingming who came back late. He started to have a real interest in learning after entering junior high school.What he learned in junior high school is much broader than before, and there are many supporting textbooks to help his thinking diverge. His interest has grown, and he has studied far. He Chun, who has other things, came over and walked around. In other words, he didn't wait any longer, and went to do his own business.

So this matter became obscure from Qu Jingming's perspective.But apart from his sympathy for Qu Jingming, he didn't worry too much. He imagined that if the two of them were in love, it wouldn't be bad. After all, it was just an emotional experience in youth.

It's just that he has always been used to taking one step and thinking about ten steps. If he can foresee that He Chun and Ye Wanying will get along well, he can worry about He Chun's grades dropping because of his relationship, and whether he can still be promoted to the No. [-] High School with him in three years... ...But that was all far away, and objectively speaking, it had nothing to do with him, so these worries were just fleeting.

So, together with Hechun's "true love", it was quickly thrown out of Qu Jingming's mind with that flash.

When young people come into contact with new things, they open wider doors one after another. Hechun has made friends and companions. Not only have new friends, established new circles, but also developed new sports hobbies, galloping on the court every day, It was a good hand.Qu Jingming and him are separated by a corridor and a dormitory building on the first floor, and they go home together on weekends. For some reason, there is a sense of discord between the two of them.

On a certain weekend after most of the semester, Qu Jingming sent a text message to Hechun before school to confirm the ticket to go home as usual: "It's at seven o'clock, is that okay? I want to leave half an hour late, and I have a question to clarify."

When get out of class was almost over, He Chun came back: I forgot to tell you that I will go to Ling County with Brother Gu this weekend and will not go home.

Qu Jingming was a little surprised. He paused for a while, but he had several answers in his mind, but he only typed one word in the end.

"Oh."

Staring at this word, Hechun felt that his heart was completely chilled.In the past, I thought that I couldn’t love, but I couldn’t say it or ask for it, but I was very satisfied when I mixed it every day and could see it and touch it. Now I’m inexplicably reduced to invisible and intangible, and I still dare not look for it. It was so heavy that his young heart was almost out of breath.

This was wrong in the first place, he thought, let's end it.