Is it my fault that there are too many gossips?

In general, what does a farewell look like?

Eat, drink, wish you all the best in your new place, are you coming back?Come back early, keep in touch, remember to miss me.

This is ordinary friends.

What about couples?

Bai Fangshi didn't know how to say goodbye to lovers. Last time he separated from Sheng Yue, he didn't say goodbye. It took three years when the door fell.Now it's different from last time, they didn't break up, they just separated for a while.

Bai Fangshi brought Sheng Yue upstairs, and the living room was in a mess. When he came home, his clothes were thrown around, coats, hats, and masks were piled up on the sofa, and a half-drunk bottle of water stood on the coffee table with its cap open. , he almost fell over when he passed by, but Sheng Yue reached out to help him.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Bai Fangshi looked calm when he looked at Sheng Yue, but his mind was very empty, and he didn't know what to say anymore.

Sheng Yue sat in a corner of the sofa, hugged the little Teddy who jumped at him as soon as he entered the door, and brushed the dog's hair one by one. He glanced over and said, "It's past twelve o'clock, what kind of dinner is it?"

"...Oh, I haven't eaten yet."

The stiff topic ended here, Bai Fangshi took off his coat, as if he had finally found a legitimate reason to save himself, he went into the kitchen in his pajamas.

He was in a daze in the kitchen for a while, afraid that he would not be able to eat the meal, but he still turned on the fire, ready to cook the noodles.At this moment, Sheng Yue's voice came from the living room, calling him by name: "Bai Fang, in the last few hours we were together, you didn't want to spend a good time with me?"

Sheng Yue's tone was not kind, and Bai Fang's heart trembled when he heard the suppressed voice, and he threw the noodles into the pot before the water boiled.He stared at the pot for a few seconds, not knowing how he answered Gu, obviously just now he wanted to find Sheng Yue, but now that he came by himself, he had nothing to say, he was out of breath even looking at Sheng Yue one more time.

If you don't watch it now, you won't see it tomorrow.

Not hard-hearted, of course he was reluctant. He originally thought that the separation was only for a period of time, and it was not so serious, so it was a business trip.He naturally thinks of the good, but Sheng Yue is not. Sheng Yue wants to think of the bad. Judging from his expression and tone of voice, it seems that he is saying goodbye, as if their relationship is completely over now that they are separated. Breaking up makes no difference.

—— Sheng Yue's pessimistic attitude infected him as well.

Bai Fangshi turned off the fire, walked back to the living room where the oxygen was thin, and sat down beside Sheng Yue.

"What time is the flight tomorrow?"

"nine in the morning."

"walk on my own?"

"Yes, otherwise, you accompany me?"

"..."

"Ha, I'm just kidding, don't be nervous." Sheng Yue said, "Everything you have is in China. I will study abroad for three or four years. If you accompany me for four years, after you come back, your career... It's gone, right?"

Bai Fangshi's throat was blocked and he couldn't speak.

Sheng Yue turned to look at him: "What about me? What if I'm gone in four years? You can talk about another one, right? Anyway, I'm not as important as your karma."

"No." Bai Fangshi said, "It's not that far abroad, I will visit you. We can also video, call, WeChat... Just let me know when you get off the plane, we can contact you at any time, as long as you miss me Now, tell me, I'll go see you, okay?"

"No." Sheng Yue said ruthlessly with a choked voice, "I miss you every day."

"..."

Bai Fangshi smiled, but couldn't tell what it was like.He lowered his head and hid his expression in the shadows where the lights couldn't reach: "Me too, brother, but it's just a long-distance relationship, it's no big deal, you have to have more confidence in me, I'm not someone who will change my mind casually ,Do not you trust me?"

Sheng Yue didn't speak, it seemed that he didn't believe it.

Bo Fang suddenly had a heart attack, he twitched the corners of his mouth, looked up at Sheng Yue and said, "What do you want me to do, I must leave everything I have, my family, friends, future... nothing Now, go abroad with you, live with you abroad, can I prove that I love you, Sheng Yue?"

"..."

"We haven't come to a dead end yet, let's separate for a while, why is it so difficult?"

"Yeah, why is it so difficult?" Sheng Yue let out a laugh that didn't look like a smile, and said in a muffled voice, "Because I always like you, when you like me, when you don't like me, you forget When you miss me, when you hide from me, when you are forced to accept me, when you feel that I am irrelevant—have you ever felt, even for a moment, that you could not live without me? Don't you Yes, but I will."

Sheng Yue has never expressed his feelings so directly, "The more I love you, the more I feel that you don't love me, maybe I'm too greedy, I don't feel satisfied with how much you give me, I always want more Do, I hate to have you sever ties with the whole world—"

"..."

"Then, all of yours is mine... But it's impossible." Sheng Yue lowered his voice as he spoke, and the last sentence was like a raving, floating out of his throat lightly and brokenly, with a barely audible cry.He was really heartbroken, and there was no light in his eyes.

Bai Fangshi had never seen Sheng Yue like this before, those words fell heavily into his ears, making him not know which sentence to refute first - I never forgot you, I was not forced to accept you, you are right I am not dispensable, of course I love you, among all the people in the world, I love you the most.

These rebuttals are probably not credible and untrustworthy based on Shengyue's criteria.

Bai Fang stared blankly at the floor, almost desperate.

Just despair.

He seemed to be watching Sheng Yue fall into the water, and he was at the other end. They drowned in different places, and neither of them could save the other, and they couldn't die together.

When Fang Shi had a sore nose, he almost shed tears.

Except for filming crying scenes, he has not cried for many years.He has always been bold since he was a child. He will not panic or be afraid of anything, and he has never been heartbroken for anyone. Today is the first time he knows that heartbreak is such a feeling.

But what did he regret, and why?

Bai Fangshi silently took a few deep breaths before letting his breath flow.Turning his head, Sheng Yue was looking at him without blinking, and the little Teddy, like Sheng Yue, also raised its head, looking at him with wet black eyes.

"..." Bai Fangshi carried the dog down and put it on the ground.

Sheng Yue's arms were empty, he understood, and before he could move, he hugged him tentatively.

Overdue a hug.

Why fight?

Bai Fangshi was leaning on the sofa, Sheng Yue leaned over and pressed his shoulders, they were close together, neither of them spoke.

After a while, Bai Fangshi said, "We didn't break up, did we, brother? — After you get on the plane tomorrow, you won't break up either, right?"

Sheng Yue nodded.

Bai Fang stopped talking and had nothing else to say.He didn't have the strength to chatter, and he didn't want to continue to quarrel and hurt each other, so he reluctantly raised the corners of his heavy mouth and smiled lightly at Sheng Yue.

It's okay if he doesn't smile, but the expression of his smile is a bit ugly, Sheng Yue suddenly bites him fiercely——

"Can you say something nice to me?"

Such a sentence overflowed from the tight lips, and Bai Fangshi replied: "What did you say? You won't believe it."

"I don't believe you don't say it?"

"Ok."

Bai Fangshi adjusted his posture and hugged Sheng Yue tighter. His waist was strangled and he couldn't breathe, so he suppressed his slight panting and said, "I love you."

With three very clear words, Sheng Yue's eyes turned red: I believe it. "

And said, "I love you too."

The latter sentence smelled bloody, and Bai Fangshi wondered why he felt this way?It took a long time to realize that his lip was bitten by Sheng Yue.What's even more strange is that he didn't feel any pain.

He pushed Sheng Yue away from himself a little, put his arms around Sheng Yue's neck, and asked in a very soft, almost breathless voice: "Do you want to do it?"

Sheng Yue paused after hearing the words, and refused without hesitation: "I don't want to leave bad memories tonight."

Bai Fang laughed uncontrollably: "I won't push you anymore."

"Really?"

"Ah."

Sheng Yue was only a little bit happy, and slipped away before he had time to savor it. He asked, "What is this, compensation?"

Bai Fangshi shook his head: "What are you thinking about?"

Sheng Yue's expression was a bit unnatural: "Why is that?"

"..."

And there's no end to the bottom line.

In fact, there is no reason, it just suddenly occurred to me that I should do this.why shouldBai Fang didn't think about it for a while, maybe because he didn't want to leave any regrets, he also wanted to get closer to Sheng Yue——

A little more intimacy, will the relationship be more stable?

He told the reason truthfully, Sheng Yue's eyes became a bit complicated, he couldn't tell whether he was comforted or hurt, he was silent for a long time, and said reluctantly: "Can't you say 'you want me'?"

"I want you." Bai Fang changed his words politely.

But Sheng Yue couldn't laugh anymore. After a night of intense emotional ups and downs, he was drained of all his strength, he couldn't laugh or cry, and only the fear of tomorrow and the dissatisfaction with this embrace tonight remained in his chest. Abandon.

Sheng Yue didn't move for a long time, and it wasn't until Bai Fangshi thought he was losing his temper that he stood up, pulled Bai Fangshi up from the sofa, and went to the bedroom together.

……

Probably the timing was wrong, when they got on the bed, they both took off their clothes, facing each other naked did not create a charming atmosphere.

Especially Sheng Yue, unlike the enthusiasm of the previous few times, he was still not happy, and looked cold.Bai Fangshi felt that he might not want to do it now, and had to agree because he couldn't meet tomorrow.

Thinking about it this way, Bai Fang was a little embarrassed, thinking that it was a bad idea.

However, although Sheng Yue looked apathetic, his actions were unambiguous.As the saying goes, failure is the mother of success. After the tragic end of the last time, he learned a lesson from the past. This time he was much more patient, patient and careful, and made Bai Fangshi a little uncomfortable when he was expanding.

It's not that uncomfortable, it's a very fresh feeling——

Bai Fangshi's waist felt a little weak, and he subconsciously moved his legs together.

He was leaning on the pillow, his legs were lifted up, entangled with Sheng Yue's waist.When he moved his leg, he accidentally bumped into something, which rubbed against his thigh hot and hard.

He couldn't help but look up at Sheng Yue, who still had that frigid expression.

Bai Fangshi: "..."

"Are you still nervous?"

At this moment, Sheng Yue leaned over to kiss him, stroking his back, waistline, and buttocks slowly back and forth.The action was gentle, and finally the fingers slid into the gap between his buttocks, and continued to use the lubricant to develop a little bit inward.

Bai Fang panted uncomfortably, and spit out the word "no" from between his intertwined lips and teeth. Before the syllable was finished, the tone suddenly changed in his throat——

"I found it, is it here?"

Sheng Yue's fingers pressed hard against his body, Bai Fangshi's waist trembled, and even his breathing became short of breath.

"how do you feel?"

"... a bit strange."

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"It's fine if it doesn't hurt."

Sheng Yue's other hand turned to the front, holding Bai Fangshi's genitals, putting his own and his's together, rubbing them lightly.

This action is too straightforward, Sheng Yue would not do this before, he always habitually "covers up" his masculine characteristics in bed, afraid that Bai Fang would develop resistance.Today, I probably have a bit of a mentality of breaking a can and breaking a can, and I am sure that Bai Fang will not refuse, so I do whatever I want more and more.

Even a little awkwardly, I deliberately wanted to show it to the other party.

He grasped the one that was so hard that it turned purple, and pushed hard on Bai Fangshi's soft buttocks: "Brother, am I old?"

"..."

Bai Fangshi's legs went limp from being beaten by him, and he was still immersed in the complicated mood of "a man can really get pleasure by leaning on the back". He was suddenly bumped by him, and he didn't realize what he asked.

Sheng Yue was not annoyed, and stretched out his hand to lift Bai Fangshi's leg, letting him clamp his waist, and then in this position, parted his buttocks to reveal the wet and red hole inside, and put his genitals Align it, insert it slowly——

"Does it hurt?" Sheng Yue only entered a part of his head, and Bai Fang's expression changed, so he had to stop, "Don't be nervous, don't bite so tightly..."

"..."

This wording made Bai Fangshi's ears blush, and he couldn't help turning his face away.

Sheng Yue's mood finally improved a bit, the haze on his face gradually dissipated, and when he bowed his head to kiss Bai Fang again, the kiss was gentler than ever before, with a trace of sadness in his joy, the kiss reached Bai Fangshi couldn't breathe and didn't relax, he took the opportunity to push forward slowly, and then went in a little bit.

"Be patient, it won't hurt soon." Sheng Yue said, "Is it too big? Do you like it?"

"En." Bai Fangshi was so nervous that his ankles tensed up, and he nodded indiscriminately.

Sheng Yue was delighted, grabbed his waist, straightened his crotch, and submerged him completely——

Bai Fangshi's whole body trembled, his tightly closed lips opened slightly unconsciously, and a short moan escaped from his throat.

"Easy, light..."

He grabbed the sheets, cold sweat dripped from his forehead, and his thighs spasmed a little.

Sheng Yue was tightly entangled by his hot and humid inner wall, so he resisted it and coaxed him patiently: "Don't be nervous, relax, I won't hurt you, brother..."

Bai Fangshi didn't speak, his eyes were acquiescing.

So Sheng Yue started to move, kneading his hips with both hands, his crotch twitched slowly, deliberately slowing down the rhythm for him to adapt.

Bai Fangshi gradually had a feeling that Sheng Yue was indeed too big, and he didn't need to use any special force to push it to the deepest point. He felt that he was stretched apart by a thick and hot weapon, almost pierced through.

The corridor was getting hotter and hotter, his blood was hot, and his chest was on fire, so hot that he could evaporate his sweat.

And Sheng Yue didn't wear a condom.

The feeling of intimate contact without barriers is very different. It was the first time Bai Fang experienced it, and he was unfamiliar with how to respond.Shengyue is also very unfamiliar, they continue on instinct, they don't know whether their performance can satisfy their partner, fortunately they have no experience, and no one can judge anyone.

Sheng Yue became more and more emotional, and the movement of his lower body couldn't help speeding up, hitting Bai Fangshi's buttocks wide open and closing, knocking him so that he couldn't hold onto the bed sheet, and his whole body slid backwards.

Sheng Yue fished him back, fixed him under his crotch, adjusted his posture, inserted his genitals again, and hugged his waist deeply——

"Are you cool, brother?"

Sheng Yue moved violently, hot sweat dripped down his shoulders and chest, and his abdominal muscles were all wet. The sweat sank into the depths of the jungle along the beautiful mermaid line, and moved back and forth with the large movements of his back and forth. shake.

"..."

Bai Fangshi's eyes were dizzy from the dizziness, the water light could kill, it made his mouth dry.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Sheng Yue thought that he was not satisfied, so he immediately worked harder than before, hitting his sensitive points with every blow, forcefully pushing his tears out.

Bai Fangshi closed his eyes in a daze, and finally couldn't help moaning, "Too...too fast...haha..."

"Call me by my name, brother."

"younger brother……"

"my name."

"Sheng, Shengyue... Well, lighten up—"

The blue veins of Shengyue's genitals bulged, pulled out the whole root, and inserted the whole root again. Every time he entered Bai Fang's waist, his waist shook violently, and his breathing was smashed into pieces, turning into irregular panting.Sheng Yue's heart was about to burst from his panting, and she couldn't help but hug him up, and held him tightly in his arms fascinatedly, just hugging him from bottom to top, pushing and manipulating him one after another.

This position was very uncomfortable, Bai Fang was sweating all over his body, not to mention his back was sore, and his butt was also red from being bumped.But Sheng Yue is like a little wolf cub, after holding back for 1 years, he finally had sex. Just now he was worried about whether he would hurt or not, but now he can't control it anymore. He just fucks him hard and doesn't care about anything else.

"Brother." Sheng Yue licked his ears and collarbone while straightening his back, "Am I doing well? Do you like it?"

Bai Fangshi nodded.

Sheng Yue was encouraged, and his mood clearly cleared up, but it didn't last long, their short-term happiness was a dream, and it would be broken at dawn. Sheng Yue's wish to put Bai Fangshi on the bed every day obviously could not be realized. He is happy now, but for the next few years—

Sheng Yue suddenly regretted it, let him taste the taste of candy, and then deprive him of the right to eat candy, it would be better not to eat it once.

"I think I'll just die now." Sheng Yue put Bai Fangshi on the pillow and leaned over to press him, "—I'll be happy forever if I die on you, okay? Brother?"

"Don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense, I want to be with you all the time, sleep with you all the time, hug you all the time, and stick in your body all the time..."

"..."

The more he talked, the more rascal he became, Bai Fangshi's face was flushed, his wet eyes were tightly closed, and he tried his best to look better.

However, how good is it when making love, the place he can't see has been ravaged to a muddy place, tightly holding Sheng Yue's genitals, shrinking and shrinking uncontrollably by the master, Sheng Yue couldn't hold back, Pinching his waist, he pushed in hard again.

When it was over, Bai Fangshi was already in a trance.

He didn't expect that there would be a day when he could no longer say that he was a straight man.

They went into the bathroom to take a shower and did it again in the tub.

Sheng Yue may want to finish the next four years at once tonight, but unfortunately the night is too short to do it without a break.

In the end, Bai Fangshi almost fainted. He still remembered the last words he said to Sheng Yue before he fell asleep: "Are you happy, do you feel a little more at ease now?"

He didn't hear Sheng Yue's answer. It was almost dawn at this time, and he tried not to sleep, fearing that he would accidentally oversleep and not be able to see his brother for the last time.

But he fell asleep anyway.

On this hot and cold winter night.