Is it my fault that there are too many gossips?

It took a lot of effort to meet once, but they broke up unhappy.

Sheng Yue slammed the door and got out of the car, walked back along the street lights, Bai Fang followed for a while, but Sheng Yue left him and walked away without looking back.

Bai Fangshi returned to the car alone, lay on the steering wheel in a daze for a while, and then called and sent messages to Sheng Yue after returning home, but there was no reply.Sheng Yue made up his mind to lose his temper with him, and it seems that he will not talk to him in a short time.

But how many "short time" do they have?

Bai Fangshi put aside his phone and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

After washing it, the phone happened to be ringing. He thought it was from Sheng Yue, so he picked it up and saw that the caller ID was the broker.

Since he was about to terminate the contract, basically all activities have stopped. Sister Ya has no work to harass him recently, and he doesn't like to listen to other things, so she hasn't contacted her.

Bai Fangshi answered the phone: "Is there something wrong?"

Sister Ya got straight to the point: "How did you think about the script I gave you last time?"

"I'm not free right now, I don't want to work."

"You don't want to start filming right away. I will adjust the schedule for you. There is a rush to decide on the role. You are waiting for news. You have to give me an answer in the next two days."

"Forget it then." Bai Fangshi said, "I'm not in the mood."

"..." Sister Ya worried, "Are you out of time or out of mood? Fang Shi, what's wrong with you recently? I hope you can be more rational, prioritize your life, and think about your future. You Don’t you dream of winning prizes? Don’t miss such a good opportunity because of a momentary impulse.”

Sister Ya didn't know if Bai Fangshi had listened, she was afraid that talking too much would annoy him, so she quickly hung up the phone.

It was already very late at this time, and Bai Fangshi drove from home to Shengyue's side, and it took more than three hours to drive back and forth.He felt fine when he went there, but the journey back seemed very long, and he was physically and mentally exhausted.

But he couldn't sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, he saw Sheng Yue's sad expression.

It's strange, he always feels that he knows Shengyue very well, he knows Shengyue's advantages, disadvantages, and all kinds of minor problems, but sometimes he feels that he doesn't seem to understand it that much, it's like observing a person closely The closer you get to something, the less you can see its original appearance clearly.

Bai Fangshi couldn't figure it out, did Sheng Yue lose his temper, or was he really dissatisfied with him?

This question seemed to be nonsense, of course he would make a fuss if he was not satisfied, but——how could he satisfy Sheng Yue?

He thinks he has done his best. No matter what, he is much more dedicated than three years ago. He can fight the company for Shengyue, take Shengyue to meet his parents, and rely on his younger brother in life. Putting my younger brother in the first place when encountering things, and instinctively thinking about him, but it was still not enough.

As long as he says a wrong word, Sheng Yue will immediately turn his back on him, overthrowing all his feelings, and still think that he doesn't love him.

—Is it because they didn't go to bed?

Or does he have to show 120 points of enthusiasm and clinginess, hang on to Sheng Yue 24 hours a day, and express his love all the time, in order to make Sheng Yue feel safe?

But he was not born with this kind of personality. If he liked this type, why did Sheng Yue like him in the first place?

Bai Fang's thoughts were chaotic, and he was a little bit extreme in exhaustion and anxiety: My brother must have misjudged him. In fact, he doesn't like me, so he has always been dissatisfied with me. What I do is wrong. He is not at all with me. happy.

——It is impossible to be happy in the future.

"..."

Bai Fangshi suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. Shengyue's love affair is still the style of high school students. The emotions are too intense, but they come and go quickly, like playing house, unreal.

But Sheng Yue has liked him for nearly four years, four years, almost the entire boyhood, he shouldn't underestimate his younger brother's feelings for him.

Bai Fangshi was lying quietly on the bed, feeling for the first time that love is indeed an incomprehensible thing, moreover, it is difficult to control.

It's like he's suddenly withdrawn now, not understanding himself—

Why did he have such extreme thoughts a few seconds ago? Did he feel wronged?He has always wanted to make his younger brother happy, but Sheng Yue doesn't seem to care whether he is happy or not, he just asks him to love him, a little more, a little more.

Bai Fangshi exhaled for a long time, and classified all the above thoughts as cranky thoughts with an abnormal mental state.Just then, his cell phone rang again.

This time it was Sheng Yue who called.

Before connecting, Bai Fangshi glanced at the time, it was past ten o'clock.

"Hello." His voice was a little low, not in a high mood.

It was the same with Sheng Yue. After one night, he still maintained the tone of the quarrel just now, and said coldly: "Just let you know, I will leave tomorrow."

"..."

Bai Fang was speechless for a while.

Sheng Yue said: "Go back to the place where I stayed before, and re-study the studies that I didn't finish at that time. It may take several years."

Sheng Yue's speech was a little fast, as if there was a force pushing him, and when he stabbed Bai Fang with this bad news, he would feel a subtle pleasure of revenge, and it was very pleasant to hurt others and himself.

However, his arrogance was quickly extinguished, and Bai Fangshi's sudden disappearance of breathing grabbed his heart, and he couldn't breathe with him, his internal organs hurt like needles.

"Don't you care?" Before Bai Fangshi could speak, Sheng Yue said angrily, "You don't care if I go abroad, then I won't come back, Bai Fangshi, I will never come back again, goodbye."

After speaking, he immediately hung up the phone.

"..."

Bai Fangshi didn't say a second word from the beginning to the end, and it took a long time before he put down the phone.For a moment, he felt that his mind was stuck, and he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in now.

When it was almost twelve o'clock, Bai Fang finally came back to his senses.

He was still lying on the pillow, pulled the quilt up to cover his face, and a thought suddenly came to his mind——

"Forget it, or forget it."

He and Sheng Yue don't seem to be suitable.

Sheng Yue didn't like him like this, and he felt very tired.

But this thought only passed through his mind once, and the expression he had on a grand date when he broke up appeared in front of his eyes. As long as he thought about it, he felt that he was heinous.This ancestor has this kind of ability, no matter what happens, people feel that they are sorry for him.

The reason is not logically right or wrong, but simply, "I made him sad", "How can I make him sad".

Bai Fangshi struggled a bit, and texted Sheng Yue: "I'm looking for you now, can you come out?"

He thought that Sheng Yue might not reply, but unexpectedly, he received a reply quickly.

Sheng Yue said, "Come out, I'm downstairs at your house."

"..."

Bai Fangshi was stunned for a moment, and carefully read the line several times to make sure he read it correctly.

——This person changed his face too quickly. Could it be that he came as soon as he hung up the phone?

Bai Fangshi immediately got out of bed, didn't even have time to change into his pajamas, grabbed a coat and wrapped it around, and hurried downstairs.

Sheng Yue couldn't come in by himself, so he could only wait outside the community.As soon as Bai Fangshi came out, he saw that his back was facing the gate, standing on the side of the road staring at the scenery on the road in a daze.

It was rare for Shengyue to be so quiet. Against the bleak winter wind, this quietness seemed a bit lonely.

Probably hearing footsteps, he turned around, his eyes fixed on Bai Fangshi, and his lips moved, as if calling "Brother".

Bai Fangshi felt sour in his heart, he forgot all thoughts in an instant.

He suddenly understood that Sheng Yue was actually not difficult to coax at all.Even if he doesn't coax, Sheng Yue will not go far, at most three steps, just waiting for him three steps away, waiting, waiting, until he comes.

He suddenly remembered a line——

what does it feel like waiting for you

i have been the night

The sun never came to illuminate me

It is said that this song was written by Sheng Yue himself. Why is it said that when it was first released, his name was marked in the column of lyrics, but he refused to admit it and changed it.

But at this moment, Sheng Yue stood in the dark with a cold expression on his face. He was used to it. People who didn't know him would think him cold and arrogant.But in fact, he is the opposite of indifference and arrogance.

"Why are you here suddenly?" Bai Fangshi walked up to Sheng Yue.

Sheng Yue blew the cold wind for a long time, and was exhausted. He nodded and said softly: "Yeah, what am I here for?...Maybe I want to scold you in person."

"..."

"I agree to go and come to say goodbye to you."