No one loves Dai Xiaojing

Who among these ordinary people remembers the number of this thing?He himself didn't think of doing this when he was green all day long, let alone this thing is not for his own use now.

When Dai Xiaojing was holding a bunch of condoms in a daze, the phone rang.

He hurriedly picked up his cell phone, and when he saw the caller ID, he couldn't help but let out a sigh, hesitated for a while, cheered himself up, and answered it.

"Brother Xiao Jing, it's me." The other party's voice was gentle and gentle, just like that gentle face.

It's not like Lu Bei who is world-weary and cold all day long, who has to hehe before saying a few words.

"Well, Jinnan, I know, I saved your number," Dai Xiaojing said, "What's the matter?"

"I apologize to you, I'm sorry, I drank a little too much that day and couldn't control myself." Jin Nan said, "You are so kind to me again, I..."

"Oh, it's okay," Dai Xiaojing said haha, "I drank too much, don't remember, it's embarrassing."

Jin Nan said, "But I always remember."

Dai Xiaojing: "..."

Jin Nan continued: "Brother Xiao Jing, let's start over, shall we?"

Dai Xiaojing: "..."

Jin Nan said: "I was young and ignorant at that time, but now I am sensible. When I came back this time, I actually said that my career development was false. I came to find you back. Brother Xiao Jing, I will never forget you. In other words, I have never forgotten you, I..."

"Jinnan, wait a minute." Dai Xiaojing interrupted him, swallowed, and said, "It's been so many years, don't mention it, you'd better concentrate on developing your career, everyone will get to know each other once, what can I do brother?" If you can help, you just say it, and forget everything else.”

"I didn't ask you to get resources." Jinnan's voice choked up, "Don't look at me like that. If you don't like my debut, I can quit now. I didn't want to make a debut either. When I was studying outside Accompanying my classmates to participate in the competition, if they are short of someone, I will make up for it. Brother Xiaojing, I..."

"Don't talk about that, it's not a bad thing for you to debut, you're pretty good-looking, and you can be popular." Dai Xiaojing said, "First of all, a call came in from my side, hang up."

After finishing speaking, Dai Xiaojing hung up, threw the phone away, and stared at it for a long time. It didn't ring, so he was a little relieved. Then he felt melancholy again, took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked hard.

Dai Xiaojing has been out here for so many years, and he has never seen anything with his eyes, but he can tell at a glance that Jinnan's white lotus flowers are mixed with green tea flavor.

But he didn't say it, and he didn't intend to say it.

For one thing, Dai Xiaojing is not the character that Hualin's three generations are accustomed to. Because of his growth environment, Dai Xiaojing seems to dare to say anything, but in fact he is quite tactful to outsiders.

Secondly, in fact, I still feel a little nostalgic.

Speaking of the old relationship between Dai Xiaojing and Jinnan, we have to count forward more than ten years.

Dai Xiaojing is 33 this year, and he met Jin Nan when he was sixteen, the best age.

Get together at twenty, separate at 21.

For the next 12 years, Dai Xiaojing never saw Jinnan.

But this time Jin Nan suddenly appeared in front of him, and he recognized it immediately.

There is no other reason. Jinnan looks like he has not changed at all. What he looked like 12 years ago is still what he looks like now. He is white and clean, his eyes are innocent, he loves to smile, and he looks very shy when he smiles. There is a Pear vortex, sweet, is the taste of first love.

Obviously Jinnan is only one year younger than him, 32, but it looks like he is in his early twenties, and no one will doubt it——The last time we met, Jinnan laughed at himself, saying that the company changed his age so that He claimed to be only 22.

It seems exaggerated to say so, but in fact, changing age is not a big deal in the entertainment industry. Many of Dai Xiaojing's companies have changed, and some of them are big names. He didn't think it was unusual.

He just, suddenly remembered his 22 years old.

How did you live that year?

Smoking, drinking, racing, dating everywhere, indulging yourself, letting yourself go, everyone looks like Jinnan.

But Jinnan dumped him, not only dumped him, but also betrayed him, betrayed him, and used him.

Jinnan is Dai Xiaojing's first love.

For a long time, Dai Xiaojing clearly remembered the day when he saw Jin Nan for the first time.

It was a sunny afternoon with spring flowers in full bloom, but I squatted miserably by the bed and listened to my mother crying and laughing occasionally.

I have to listen, because my mother is a little bit more miserable than me at this moment-this woman committed suicide again a few days ago because of her husband's new lover.

Although everyone, including Dai Xiaojing, thought she was just scaring people, others could ignore her, but Dai Xiaojing couldn't. He was afraid that if he didn't even care about her, she wouldn't be scaring people.

What if she really died?

If she really died, Dai Xiaojing would have no mother, and it would be very miserable without a mother.

Dai Xiaojing's mother told him since he was a child that if he didn't have a mother to support him, he would have been swallowed alive by those wolves and tigers, and he might be a beggar on which street now.

Dai Xiaojing was scared by his mother when he was a child and had a great psychological shadow about being a beggar. Later, he sometimes gave up on himself and felt that maybe being a beggar was much more comfortable than being a beggar in his current status. .

Thinking so, he is still unwilling to let him really be a beggar.

And if his mother dies, his father is likely to let him go completely, and take countless domineering illegitimate children who can tear apart ten of his little love children with one hand.

Dai Xiaojing felt terrible when he thought about it.

He felt that if that day came, he might as well die with his mother, otherwise he would be bullied even if he was alive, and it would be better to expect the bodhisattva to show his spirit than to expect his father to help him.

His father doesn't want to see him, just like he doesn't want to see his mother.

Analyzing it from another angle, it may be because he doesn't want to see Dai Xiaojing's mother, so he doesn't want to see Dai Xiaojing.

Anyway, this man's reproductive talent is too strong, and there are a lot of illegitimate children and illegitimate daughters. Dai Xiaojing is not uncommon.

While Dai Xiaojing was selling himself miserably in his heart, he was absent-mindedly listening to his mother talking about getting up there, and passionately insulting his father.

"Fuck him! If it weren't for me, or your grandfather, he would be a fart! Still in that kind of place! Damn, I'm blind, I fell in love with this bastard, and was deceived by this bastard , eight lifetimes of digging food from the soil..."

Dai Xiaojing has long since lost the courage to accompany his mother to fight against the enemy, anyway, just listen.

He used to be young and ignorant, scolding his father along with his mother.

As a result, his father found out and hated him even more.Forget it, later his mother will scold him for being unfilial, how can a son scold his father, how can he encourage his parents to divorce, scold him for being stupid, scold him for being poisonous, scold him for fearing that the world will not be chaotic, scold him for being so unworthy That's why his father didn't even want to see her.

Dai Xiaojing was convinced.

He felt that his parents were abnormal.

Anyway, as long as these two people meet, they will quarrel after a few words.

Women scold men for being scumbags, and men scold women for being crazy.

The scumbag usually hits him when he can't scold him, and the girl fights him not to be outdone.

After the fight, the woman cried and apologized again, begging for a divorce.

Because of the entanglement of interests, the scumbag just threatened her with the divorce and didn't really insist on it.

Then the scumbag continued to go out to be a scumbag, and the woman beat Xiaojing at home who said nothing and did nothing.

After the beating, she hugged and cried, kissed, coaxed and sold miserably, saying that the only reliable man in the world was her son, and if her son hated her or betrayed her, she would have to jump off the building.

Dai Xiaojing didn't want to betray her, and couldn't hate her, thinking she was miserable.

But when I think about it carefully, I feel that I am the worst.

Anyway, it's miserable.

To live is a capitalized misery.

The place where Dai Xiaojing sat was both the bed and the window. The window was open and the curtains were drawn up. The sunlight came in from the outside, just passing by Dai Xiaojing's side, but not him.

He lowered his head and concentrated on counting the patterns on the bed sheet. In a trance, those patterns started to move, and in a trance, he heard someone talking.

No, it's not the "people" but the flowers on the sheets that do the talking.

Then, the crystal lamp above the head also spoke.

When he looked up, he saw that the tea cups on the table were also twisting their bodies, participating in the afternoon tea party.

Dai Xiaojing is not surprised.

This is not the first time he has seen such a scene, and he is quite familiar with these little things.

Given that he's probably the only human with whom they can interact and play, the critters at least seem to like him.

Probably it is rare in this world to like his existence.

Dai Xiaojing has lived in this world for 16 years, and his thinking is very mature.

He realized very maturely that as long as a person doesn't like or love him even his biological parents, he shouldn't expect that there will be another person in this world who likes him and loves him.