Molu

I didn't expect to meet a gay roommate, even if it is open now, not many people are really gay.

If Su Mo didn't say it, she really didn't look like a Les. During the four years of college, countless people speculated about her sexual orientation, but no one believed it before Su Mo told the truth.

At the beginning, Su Mo never said anything about Xin Xin. It was not until she returned to the dormitory after attending a wedding that she was absent-minded for a long time. We realized something was wrong. After asking, Su Mo put Xin Xin's image in front of us. .

Fortunately, other people in the dormitory are not homophobic. Even if Su Mo likes the same sex, he didn't make his roommate feel that he would attack his roommate.This kind of thing, when it has nothing to do with them, most people just watch the fun.

During those times, Su Mo's spirit was not very good, and the frequent dreams tortured her so much that she didn't even dare to sleep. It wasn't until Su Mo made herself busy that she got better.

There is a reason for Su Mo to go back to look for Xin Xin. For some things, bear with them and let them pass.But I didn't make Su Mo bear it any longer. If I hadn't persuaded her to go to Xin Xin, wouldn't Su Mo have suffered these tortures?

I watched Su Mo accompany Xin Xin for three years. On weekends, when everyone was sleeping, Su Mo packed up his things and left, walking lightly, trying not to make any noise to wake us up.Almost every time she wakes up, Su Mo doesn't see her on the bed. Occasionally when she wakes up and sees Su Mo packing up her things, she will think she is so stupid, for someone who doesn't love her.

Su Mo is also a girl. She will be vulnerable, sad, and want to find someone to rely on. She has no sense of security and likes physical contact to find peace of mind.It's just that Xin Xin can't give her these things.Every time Su Mo was so tired that he wanted to give up talking to me about Xin Xin, he still wondered why he wanted to guard an impossible person.However, she can't help but want to see Xin Xin. Sometimes when she hasn't seen Xin Xin for several weeks, she will chatter with me, saying how long she hasn't seen her, and saying that she misses her.

I am dissatisfied with Xin Xin. To be precise, all Su Mo's friends, as long as they know about Su Mo and Xin Xin, are dissatisfied with Xin Xin.Su Mo told me that it is said that a bystander knows the truth, but compared to you, the person who knows Xin Xin best is herself. Others' guesses are all based on her point of view. Her friends, no one has ever thought about Xin Xin. tangled.

Su Mo is sensible, she knew the result long ago, and she respected Xin Xin's decision, not only because of love.

Su Mo has thought about and tried empathy. When we were seniors, a sophomore girl chased Su Mo.That girl happened to live in the same building as us, and everyone knew that there was an elementary school girl chasing Su Mo.Su Mo had a good impression of this girl before he knew that the elementary school girl liked her, and felt that the little girl was very comfortable to get along with.It's just that the primary school girl doesn't know much about routines, so she couldn't help but reveal her feelings before Su Mo felt anything.

At that time, Su Mo and Xiaoxiaomei had only known each other for less than a month. Neither Su Mo nor we thought Xiaoxiaomei was serious, even though she repeatedly told Su Mo that she was not joking.Su Mo said that she did such a thing once, and she didn't want to be with others when she was thinking about Xin Xin, it was unfair to anyone.I think that's right, so I didn't say anything more about it.

It's just that the elementary school girl didn't know how to get a few people who had a good relationship with Su Mo to help her talk all the time. Su Mo's already shaken heart was still shaken all the time.Su Mo cruelly told the elementary school girl about her and Xin Xin, but whoever wanted to get the unlucky child would bear anything, even Su Mo had to go to accompany others every weekend.I don't really understand why I was with Su Mo when I had to compromise like this.Su Mo also couldn't understand why this elementary school girl was still going on after talking about this.

As a result, Su Mo's bad friends became even more high. At that time, Su Mo's mood was very unstable, and the elementary school girl chased and beat him fiercely. Su Mo was a soft-hearted person, so he agreed to the elementary school girl to try for some reason.

Su Mo is a very homely person. The only sport he is interested in is playing basketball. This is how the elementary school girls are attracted to Su Mo.So Xiaoxiaomei always wanted to take Su Mo out to play, Su Mo was so lazy that she would only go out once when Xiaoxiaomei asked her out five or six times.Then for some reason, the two broke up, and after two months, Su Mo became single again.

Since then, Su Mo has become colder and more cautious.

We are not in the same school as graduate students, not even in the same city. Occasionally when I go home, I will pass by Su Mo’s city and chat with her, and I will talk about Xin Xin. I will ask about Xin Xin’s recent situation, Su Mo He won't say what shouldn't be said, and almost only talks about what happened between the two of them.Every time Su Mo is smiling, she is really happy, Xin Xin is Su Mo's opium, addicted, even if the result is bad, but, it is contaminated and cannot be quit.

I knew about Su Mo's work until he resigned. I am glad that Su Mo finally left Xin Xin, but I also know that Su Mo is very sad, unimaginably sad, and no one can persuade him. It can only be resolved with time.

When Su Mo invited me to her wedding, I subconsciously didn't believe it. I checked again and again that Su Mo was not joking with me but was serious, and I was relieved.I don't understand, all Su Mo's friends had such expressions on their faces on the wedding day.It wasn't until Su Mo told me to pick up Xin Xin's family at the door that I recalled an incident a long time ago.Xin Xin told Su Mo that she would attend Su Mo's wedding.

This is what Su Mo told me. She was very sad that day. She said that Xin Xin knew what she was thinking and said such things.She also said that even if she wanted to get married in the end, she would not invite Xin Xin, she didn't know what would happen to her.

In fact, Su Mo didn't do anything, she was more decent than usual, said what to say, did what to do, like a marionette, without her true emotions.

After the wedding, I hugged Su Mo, rubbed her head like I used to do in college, and left without saying anything.

Who knows what will happen next?It's so stupid to predict what will happen to your future. It's a stupid thing to do when you are young.They have all grown up.