seven days without love

"Haohao? Haohao? What are you thinking? You didn't respond after several words?"

"I didn't think about anything, why, what's the matter?"

"I just want to ask, what do you want for lunch? I just went out, so I can buy it for you."

"Let's eat noodles, braised beef noodles."

"Why haven't you eaten enough, you eat every day..." Xiao Bai died.

"Have I ordered many times?" Didi sent two text messages, Xu Haohao read the text message, and said to Xiao Bai: "I don't take it anymore, I have to go out and eat by myself."

"Ah... oh good...then...then can you bring me something to eat?"

"But I don't know when I can come back?"

"It's okay, Haohao can come back anytime, I can only count on you for this meal."

"Well, what do you want to eat?"

"... Braised Beef Noodles... I must have been infected by you... How delicious are these noodles?"

It wasn't until Xu Haohao left that Xiao Bai lay down on the bed and sighed.

"Hey, cousin, aren't you a psychologist? You help me analyze a situation."

"what's the situation?"

"I have a classmate who has been ordering the same dish for seven days in a row."

"Isn't this normal?"

"Normal p, he ordered beef noodles every day, and sometimes he stopped after one or two bites. I don't know what he was thinking. He didn't pay attention to people, and when the heat was gone, he didn't seem to know. It's still in the mouth."

"anything else?"

"Sometimes he is inexplicably depressed. He wakes up very early in the morning. On such a cold day, he just sits in a chair in a daze in a thin pajamas. He doesn't brush his teeth or wash his face, doesn't talk and doesn't talk to others. Even if you squeeze the toothpaste and put it on him In front of him, he was dazed as if he hadn’t seen it.”

……

"I can't sleep well at night, and I have slight hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. If there is any, this situation will gradually worsen, and I will be depressed, and I will gradually become paranoid, irritable, and impulsive. Falling into a vicious circle of illusions, I can't get out. Come……"

"You once said that your brother suffered from a serious mental disorder and suffered from mental problems caused by certain stimuli. You are twins, and the similarity is almost 100%. There should be some connection. It is not easy to judge medically, Or it may be just a special case. Simply put, similar to telepathy, about 40% of identical twins will have what we often call telepathy.”

"Yes, there are many examples of twins of medical students suffering from the same disease. There is no good cure in China, only to alleviate the disease. Foreign countries are more advanced in diagnosis, treatment, and medicine. If conditions permit, it is preferred to go abroad for treatment. Usually, pay attention Adjust your emotions, don't be bored in everything. Communicate more with relatives and lovers, especially remember to avoid triggering elements."

"Stimulate your brain, make your thinking chaotic, and become uncontrollable. Think about the first time this happens, and you should have a general understanding. Your situation can be slowly controlled, and actively cooperate with treatment. If you adjust your mentality, it may get better slowly, or it may get worse very slowly. It can be alleviated with time, and the cure is always increasing..."

With the words of the doctor still echoing in his ears, Xu Haohao stood in the sea of ​​people, looking at the hurrying pedestrians, for a moment he suddenly didn't know what to do.

"Where are you?" Xu Xiaoxiao's voice came from the phone, cool and energetic.

"I am here……"

"The succulents you planted need to be watered."

A low voice suddenly came from the phone, and Xu Haohao fell silent.

"Come and water it."

You come and go, separated by an invisible distance, but the scene has already been outlined in my mind.Xu Xiaoxiao may be lying on the bed and talking on the phone at the moment, and another person is taking care of the flowers and plants on the balcony. From time to time, their eyes meet, giving each other a smile...

"Little Haohao, where are you?"

Xu Haohao pretended to be relaxed and said: "Oh...it's okay...it's a bit tired to wander around outside..."

"I'll pick you up."

"No... no need, the bus is coming, don't talk, I should get on the bus, bye."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Haohao slumped back on the chair, his dark-colored hat and clothes were dusty due to the whole day's travelling, making him look a bit dusty.This move made a young girl sitting next to her jump.

The girl only took one look, and immediately stood up in high-heeled boots that were more than ten centimeters in length, pulling away in disgust.

"are you crazy!"

The sharp voice, a little harsh, made the surrounding circle look sideways.

Xu Haohao smiled, shaking his shoulders, looked into the girl's eyes, and replied seriously: "Yes, I'm crazy..."

The girl originally had an angry expression on her face, but when she saw Xu Haohao's appearance clearly, all her anger disappeared, and she regretted her previous harsh words.She wanted to sit back, but seeing that everyone around her was looking at her, she couldn't save face.I had no choice but to hire a taxi and leave in a hurry.

Car horns and beeps kept ringing, buses came and went, and pedestrians came and left.Everyone came and went in a hurry, busy, only Xu Haohao looked like a wanderer who couldn't find his way, he stayed where he was with his hair down, and a pair of extra feet suddenly appeared in front of him.

Beside the intersection, people come and go on the white suspension bridge.It leads directly to the park in the middle of the street surrounded by running water.Beside the old city wall at the end of the bridge, Xu Haohao and Xiao Bai were standing side by side, holding hot milk tea in their hands.

As more and more people gathered in the park, various noisy voices sounded one after another.

"What happened recently?"

"What's wrong with me? You ask that?"

"Continue to make up, who are you fooling?"

Xu Haohao smiled, "I didn't make it up, I ate, slept and went to class, nothing changed."

Xiao Bai took a sip of the milk tea, turned his face, and turned his head to Xu Haohao, "Stop fooling me with this trick, you think I'm that heartless Daewoo."

"Haha, after hearing this, Congee Congee will hunt for you desperately."

"..."

"Hao Hao baby~"

Xu Haohao and Xiao Bai turned their heads together, and even Xu Xiaoxiao waved at them from afar, running too fast, unsteady on her feet, and fell into Yuan Baopei's arms, blushing.

"Little Haohao, didn't you say you were hanging out, so you have an appointment?" Xu Xiaoxiao smiled ambiguously.

"It just so happens that we met, you two have an appointment, right?" Xiao Bai said.

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't deny it and kept laughing.

"Would you like to have dinner with us?" Xu Xiaoxiao invited.

"No, we're going back to school later."

Xu Haohao watched Xu Xiaoxiao and Yuan Baopei leave, and looked at the backs of the two for a while. After a while, a low nasal voice came.

"Let's go."

On the weekend, Xu Haohao received a call from Xu's father, saying that they were going to have a meal together.

When Xu Haohao arrived at the reserved hotel, everyone else had already arrived.

Father Xu, mother Xu Xiaoxiao and Yuan Baopei, the gifts brought by Yuan Baopei couldn't be piled up.Seeing the smile on Mama Xu's face, Xu Haohao vaguely realized something.

For the whole meal, Xu Haohao just concentrated on eating, Yuan Baopei made a toast to Xu's father, Xu's mother and Xu Xiaoxiao, but when it came to him, he found an excuse and made jokes.

Almost from the moment Xu Haohao entered Yuan Baopei's first glance, until the end his gaze did not fall on Xu Haohao for a second.

He does not love you.

He doesn't see you.

He hates you.

He doesn't even want to look at you or say a word.