how should love continue

To be honest, Shinozu has known Atobe for so many years, and he has not come to his house once or twice, but it is the first time to enter Atobe's bedroom.Although on the surface, the main candidates of the Atobu and Tennis Club are very close and everyone trusts him, but in fact he has the outright xenophobic mentality of a businessman. So even if it is Renzu, it is difficult to really enter his private space.Atobe's bedroom is just like his personality, gorgeous and flamboyant.Thick velvet curtains, large floor-to-ceiling windows, comfortable sofas, super-large-screen TVs, and KINGSIZE big beds, all reflect the luxury of the owner.Gently putting Atobu on the bed, Shinobu always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't figure it out.

"Xiao Jing, can I sleep next to you?" The voice was gentle like a lover's love words.

"En." After getting the answer, he couldn't wait to climb onto the big bed.Sure enough, it is KINGSIZE. There is still a difference between visual inspection and actual experience. Although the bed feels big when you enter the door, you will not know what is too big until you actually lie on it.Renzu estimates that even if there are three more 3cm people sleeping, it will be more than enough.

"You are not allowed to sleep here." Saying that, Atobe leaned against Shinobu and forced him out of the bed.

No way, Shinobu could only lie on the other side vacated by Atobe.Maybe it was too excited, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, Renzu found that his brain was extremely active at the moment, and he couldn't fall asleep, so he stared blankly at the ceiling and thought wildly.Suddenly Shinobu seemed to understand why he felt something was wrong: there was an open space on the side of the bed where Atobe was lying.In fact, having an open space in such a large bedroom is really not a strange thing, but this open space does not match the style of the whole room, and it looks particularly abrupt.The pure white Italian plush carpet doesn't look like an ornament, and isn't it more appropriate to appear beside the sofa?Maybe I was too sensitive, Ren Zuzu thought so, shook his head helplessly, reached out to turn off the desk lamp, but heard Atobe's voice again.

"Don't turn off the lights!"

Ninzuzu is very sure this time, it is definitely not his sensitivity, the current Atobe is really weird.In the past, every time the tennis team trained, they would never be able to fall asleep if the lights were turned off. Why... After confirming that I would have no sleep for most of the night, I resigned myself to my fate and picked up the German version of "Faust" on the bedside table. Turned to the bookmarked page: page 314.Could it be that the young master also suffers from insomnia? It seems that it happened more than once or twice!I don't know much German, so I just flipped through it casually, and it took more than half an hour for a book.

Just before the hands of the grandfather clock pointed to 12 o'clock in the morning, there was a sudden sound of the door opening.Following the prestige, he met Tezuka's tired eyes.Renzu suddenly felt that he had fallen from heaven to hell, and he couldn't tell the reason, just like the feeling of two cheating people being caught in bed.Tezuka, on the other hand, didn't seem to be surprised except for a moment of hesitation when he first entered the door. He nodded slightly as a greeting.Then, he naturally took out the bedding from the closet and spread it on the "open space", but he no longer had the strength to deal with it, and fell over without taking off his coat.

It turned out that the thick plush carpet was prepared for Tezuka, the unextinguishable lamp was left behind for Tezuka, and Atobe's bedside book was for Tezuka's entertainment.But why, Tezuka would sleep on the floor?Even if Atobe doesn't want to share the bed with him, there are many guest rooms in the villa, why must he be allowed to sleep there?The servants of the Atobe family are not treated like this, right?Also, why have you never seen Tezuka and Atobe go to school together?Since they live together, it should be normal for them to go to school together, besides, Ice Emperor and even the entire Kanto tennis world don't know their relationship?The reason for avoiding suspicion is obviously not valid, so why?When I saw Tezuka from here just now, it would be a lie to say that I was not surprised, but depending on the situation, Tezuka has been here for more than a day or two. How could he endure such humiliation if he is so proud?I remember that when Tezuka first agreed to date with Atobe, Atobe dragged him to visit the famous tennis schools almost showing off, and with Atobe's overjoyed personality, how could they live together and be so low-key?Shouldn't it be better to announce it to the world with a tweeter?And why did Tezuka come back so late?

Shinobu's brain was spinning rapidly, but Atobe sat up straight.After leaning over to make sure that his lover was asleep, he went down lightly, took off Tezuka's coat and shoes, then gently carried him to the "bed" and covered him with the quilt.After confirming that everything was in order, he looked at the other party quietly for a while, and the hand that wanted to caress his sleeping face stopped in mid-air but never fell.

Renzu was really confused, the big difference between tenderness and circumstances didn't make him unclear what the young master was thinking.Before I had time to ask, I heard a voice: "Turn off the lights!" Everything returned to silence, and after a while, the even breathing sound of the traces rang in my ears...

Everything that day was so weird that Renzu always thought it was a dream.Because the next morning, when I woke up, Tezuka seemed to have never existed, and Atobe was still asleep.The following days seemed to be no different, but Atobe's attitude towards Tezuka became worse and worse.Of course, Shinozu didn't think it was strange. It's not a new thing for the young master to like the new and dislike the old in junior high school. Tezuka is just the longest toy in his hands. After a long time, he will get tired of it and will eventually give up.It's just that Tezuka was injured, but still firmly persisted after hitting a wall, which made Renzu envious and full of deep disdain at the same time.He thinks it is just an act of climbing the dragon and attaching the phoenix to the common people in order to fly on the branches and become a phoenix.

"Originally, I wanted to have something with you that night, but when I got to the bedroom, I found that neither my body nor my mind could do it. You must have hated Tezuka at that time, right?" Atobe's words interrupted Shinozu's train of thought.

"Yeah." Renzu didn't want to deny it.At that time, I, including all the main candidates, had an instinctive rejection of Tezuka.It's not that there's anything wrong with him, it's just that a commoner suddenly appeared in the noble circle, who looked like an intruder no matter what.People who can study in Hyotei Gakuen, everyone in that family has a background, like Atobe, like myself, even the worst Hiyoshi, his family also runs a dojo.And Tezuka, to put it bluntly, if it wasn't because of Atobe's relationship, he would like to enter the ice emperor and wait for his next life!Besides, how could the deeply rooted Qingxue emperor's image, a natural enemy, make everyone feel good about him?Coupled with the provocative language of the ordinary people in Qingxue, everyone blamed Tezuka for no reason.In fact, from beginning to end, Tezuka was the real victim.

Hyotei Academy is nothing without Tezuka Kunimitsu! ! ——This is the assertion of Fuji Shusuke after a practice match in the second year of high school.Just because Tezuka had something to do and didn't participate, Ice Emperor lost and was confused.Afterwards, all the main players in the tennis club pointed their finger at Tezuka.Thinking about it now, there is nothing wrong with what Fuji said, and the Hyotei Academy without Tezuka Kunimitsu is indeed nothing.Ever since Tezuka withdrew due to parting ways with Ajito, Ice Emperor has never won any encounter with Seigaku, no matter whether it is a trial match or a regional match, whether it is a main match or a practice match.It's just that cowardly people always find excuses for their failures, and Tezuka has undoubtedly become a victim of this struggle.

"Actually, I always knew that Tezuka was never happy when he joined Hyotei..." Atobe's tone seemed to be particularly humanized only when talking about Tezuka. "However, I still selfishly want to keep him by my side and within my sight. As long as I see him, I will feel at ease."

"So, you did everything possible to get him into the Ice Emperor?" Shinozu refused to recall the time in high school, not only because of Tezuka, but also because of his own insensitivity at that time.Especially seeing Atobe's humiliation to Tsukasa, he always had a gloating expression.Thinking of this now, Shinobu feels sorry for Tezuka, deep... endless... guilt.

"I didn't do everything possible, I just told him once before graduation. You also know that with Tezuka's academic performance and tennis record, it is not impossible to enter the ice emperor as a sports student." The facial muscles twitched involuntarily.Ever since Tezuka joined the Ice Emperor, his position as the second child of the millennium king has been completely replaced.

"Since you love him, shouldn't you cherish him? Why do you still do so many things that hurt him? Do you know how much your injury hurt him? Until now, I can't help him recover!" Renzu's voice A little trembling, not only asking the trace department, but also asking myself.Why was he indifferent when he saw Atobe making things difficult for Tezuka for various reasons? "Damn it, why am I telling you this?"

Atobe didn't speak, just laughed, laughing wildly, laughing desolately, laughing so hard that he had the urge to cry.