how should love continue

Standing outside the glass window of the intensive care unit, he hesitated.

Looking at the weak person lying on the hospital bed in the room, he concealed his usual arrogance and evil spirit, no matter how he looked at it, he looked like a beautiful angel lost by God in the world, too pure.She raised her hand, wanting to touch his sleeping face, but what came from her fingertips was the coldness of glass.Jingwu, will you feel lonely lying there alone?Probably not, have you been used to this loneliness for someone like you who is worshiped by thousands of people?Originally, I thought that I was the only one who could understand your loneliness; originally, I thought that I was the only one who was the closest to you among all living beings, but I was wrong. If there was no Tezuka, I might still be able to look forward to this, but... You know, if you know how to accept love and be loved, if you can be more humane, Tezuka will be the man who can stand shoulder to shoulder with you, but you pushed him to the other end, and Xiao Lang has become an old friend ever since.But is there really room for anyone else between the two of you on opposite ends of the scale?

Put on the sterile clothes and slowly come to the bedside.The green line on the instrument was still beating steadily, and the oxygen tank was constantly bubbling, all of which indicated that the life characteristics of Atobe were continuing.Atobe, if you knew that it was Tezuka who saved your life, would you pull out the oxygen tube yourself?If you knew that Tezuka was with me now, would you regret your betrayal?If..., there are too many assumptions that make Renzu enough to understand, but unable to ask.I have seen the relationship between Atobe and Tezuka all the way. Although I have seen a lot of life-and-death romances in my 25-year-old life, I can dare to say that it is unique to be able to act like the two of them.They clearly love each other more than their own lives, but they choose to hurt; they clearly love each other deeply, but they always stay away the moment they get close.Thinking about it, I can't help but go back to those glorious years...

"I'm talking about Xiao Jing, you've almost stared at the hole in that torn paper. What's on it?" Ren Zuo sat lazily across from Atobe.Bingdi is worthy of being a first-class private school in the country, and even the coffee shop for students to rest is top-notch.The best blue mountain, accompanied by melodious piano music, can relax the tired brain to the maximum.

Atobe reluctantly withdrew his gaze, and glanced at the other party with the corner of his eyes.This guy obviously has a handsome face that resembles Tezuka, but he exudes the smell of sex all over his body. Even if he sits casually on a coffee chair and sips coffee, he can still convey temptation.No wonder his partner Xiang Riyue once said bluntly, "Even if Yushi is mummified, he still has a way to seduce others."Why is it that he is also a man, wears the same glasses, and is also unable to take his eyes off, but the guy he likes is full of abstinence, as if any unreasonable thoughts he has about him are an unforgivable and heinous crime.And that group of eccentrics in Qingxue is a typical guardian mentality, not to mention the data madness and the group of cats, cats and dogs, even his own child taming assistant is unwilling to help.There is no other way, the mobile phone number of Tezuka Kunimitsu obtained from Guan Yue, who is known as the king of gossip, can only be sacrificed by sacrificing the personal data of all the main candidates of the Ice Emperor. If the uncle is willing, there is nothing that cannot be done, no!Thinking about his achievements, Atobe couldn't help showing a smile that fascinated all sentient beings, making the ninja group almost think he had "Parkinson's syndrome".

"Could it be that you've taken a fancy to me?" The charming voice added a bit of charm to Renzupin.In fact, Renzu still hopes that Atobe can give him an answer, even if it is just a trivial joke, at least it shows that he has not gained nothing from waiting for the past few years, but even such a joke, the gorgeous person in front of him is stingy to give .Shinobu understands: Atobe is the kind of person who can get everything by reaching out, and can trample the whole world under his feet as long as he wants.Therefore, if you want to get along with him, if you want to be with him forever, you must not show weakness... Proud people always put happiness within reach, but no one wants to put down their body to touch it.Knowing this, Renzu is also happy and relaxed. Since he likes to control everything in this kind of ambiguity and obscurity, let him control everything. A master's fight will usually drag into a long tie-break.Since we are still young, since we have plenty of time, let us enjoy life!After all, youth can be squandered, but not wasted!

"Don't you usually look in the mirror?" Atobe asked jokingly.I have long been used to Renzu's flirtatious way of speaking, so "attack the shield with the spear of the son"!

"..." A bewildered expression was written on Shinozu's face.

"I don't even look at the difference between you and Tezuka!" Then he lowered his head and continued to think.

Shaking his head helplessly.Such an innocent perpetrator, who clearly knows that I love you, but rejects me with light words, making it impossible for me to criticize you harshly.It turns out that youth can not only be squandered, but also wasted.When I think there is still time and waiting, your heart already belongs to someone else.In this war without gunpowder, I probably lost from the beginning.Because you can't be persistent, you can't give up everything to chase victory; because you have no hope, so as long as you can stay with you, and Tezuka is different, he desires victory, the collision of souls, and the intersection of thoughts just like you , That's why I can get close to you infinitely. Maybe Tezuka Kunimitsu was born only for Atobe Keigo in this life, and Atobe Keigo only existed for Tezuka Kunimitsu. Apart from these, there is nothing else.

Atobe didn't understand what was wrong with him, and he was so uncertain because of his fantasies about a man in the distance who didn't know what he wanted. It's ridiculous that this was the most unscrupulous thing he defined as the most unworthy thing before.Well, let’s admit that Tezuka’s skills are very good, and he can also admit that he was invincible in that game, but if it’s just because of this, he got caught up with his gorgeous first love, wouldn’t the price be too high?Forget it, when encountering an iceberg, the Titanic would think it was unlucky, and if it hit it, it would hit it, but why would it be here in a daze after trying so hard to get the contact information?But... I don't know how many times I have entered that 11-digit phone number, but I just don't have the courage to dial it, damn it!He didn't hear the wolf's noise for a long time, so he couldn't help but raise his eyes, facing the pair of blue eyes that concealed everything.

"You... How do you usually chase after girls?" She was a little shy, but for his own future happiness, the strong man endured cutting his wrists.

"Ah?" Shinobu, who was immersed in the atmosphere of mourning the unfortunate death of his first love, obviously did not expect Atobe to ask such a question, and his brain short-circuited for a moment.

"Forget it if you didn't hear it." It was so embarrassing!Keigo Atobe, you are so inferior!Secretly blaming himself, Atobe got up to leave.

"Xiaojing, wait for me!" As he spoke, he walked up to Atobe with his feet naturally, and the two of them walked out of the coffee shop shoulder to shoulder.

"Are you still chasing girls? As long as you show the golden signboard of the Atobe Foundation, what women can't get it?" Shinobu knew that what Atobe really wanted to ask was how to confess to Tezuka, but he just asked himself to say it himself. can't do it.After all, the desire to monopolize Atobu cannot be expressed in words. If it can be expressed, it just means that the love is not deep enough.

"Stop pretending to be in front of me! You know what I mean." The usual arrogant tone, even if you ask for help, it is a matter of course.Atobe, you are really cruel, do you have to force me to speak out?

"If you like Tezuka, go and confess it. This is something every couple will do. Besides, compared to those free-spirited women, you Atobe-san are many times stronger than them!" It was no surprise to see the smile Written on Atobe's face, Ren Zuzu's heart seemed to be pinched severely, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but he still had to pretend to be free and easy.

"Your brain is quite bright, no wonder you are called a Kansai pervert! But what if..." Atobu looked distressed, the young master who had never told anyone that he loved him, even if he was extremely confident, he would still be nervous, and he would still Fear of being rejected.

"Tezuka is a beauty. If you don't make a move, Yukimura and Sanada from Likai University, Tachibana from Fudomine, and those from Aigaku will wait forever. There are so many opponents." After speaking, Atobe disappeared.With a helpless wry smile, he slowly said the unfinished sentence, which was for Atobe as well as for himself: "Don't wait until he falls in love with someone else to regret it!"