After getting back together with my ex, I became popular

This is a very spacious lounge, except for the side of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the other three walls are densely covered with paintings, one next to the other, and there are even many piled up in the corners of the walls that are too late to be placed Framed canvases, sketches, black and white, watercolors... big and small, all kinds, the variety is dazzling.But the only thing that remains the same is that the protagonist of each painting is Xu Chen.

Hundreds of paintings suddenly came into view, showing a shocking visual effect under the sunlight.

Xu Chen froze in place for a few seconds, then blinked and came back to his senses. His eyes fell on the paintings, and he looked at them one by one.

——Some are very simple, just his profile or eyes, while others are his back, he is standing under a tree with a shoulder bag on his back, he jumps high and shoots from outside the three-point line, his face covers Lying on the bench with a book, he was standing in the corridor of the classroom in his school uniform, he was hooking his friend and tilting his head and joking... A large part of these appearances can't even be remembered by Xu Chen himself, but they are all seen by Xu Chen. Record on canvas.

Or outline the shape with a few strokes, or carve it carefully, and even look like he lifted the hem of his clothes to wipe the sweat when he was sweating profusely.The muscle lines at the waist and abdomen extend down into the loose basketball pants, and then to the slightly curved and tense calves, all of which are meticulously drawn stroke by stroke.

Xu Chen's Adam's apple rolled up and down slightly, and he could almost feel the rushing desire for a moment, which belonged to the youthful and straightforward desire of young people.

These.......

So what Luo Yan said is true...

At this moment, a low magnetic voice sounded, and it was not difficult to hear the joy hidden in it: "Why did you come here suddenly—"

Xu Chen turned his head in a daze, still resting his hand on the door frame of the lounge, and met Ji Fei who happened to push the door to enter in mid-air.

"......"

The words stopped abruptly, and the air was inexplicably quiet.

There was a moment of panic on Ji Fei's face.He walked over in a few strides, slightly blocked Xu Chen, and closed the door of the lounge with his hand.

Then he hugged him backhandedly, leaned over and hugged Xu Chen while kissing his forehead and walked out: "Wait a long time, we can go to the set now."

Naturally, it was as if the scene just now had never happened.

Before Xu Chen recovered from the shock, he raised his eyes and glanced at Ji Fei, pointing his finger behind him, his voice trembling: "Those paintings..."

"Drawing casually." Ji Fei tightened his grip on his back, frowned but still smiled, avoiding talking: "Let's go, isn't there a play in the afternoon, don't delay. "

"...I've asked for leave, let's sit down." Xu Chen had a lot of things to ask, he patted Ji Fei's hand to signal him to let go, and turned to look at the sofa: " I have something to ask you."

Seeing his earnest and hesitant to speak, Ji Fei moved his body muscles unnaturally, and even had blue veins on his arms.He stayed silent for a few seconds before following Xu Chen, sat down on the sofa, and immediately put his arms around his shoulders, his voice was soft and hoarse: "...what's the matter?"

"...Uh." Xu Chen pinched his fingers, trying to figure out where to start.

After seeing these powerful paintings, his mind became even more chaotic, his heart felt sore and numb, but in this chaos, one thing seemed to be certain——

Ji Fei has always liked him.

I've loved him since I was 15.

So those eyes that suddenly dimmed in the winter night were really because of liking, not because of habit, not because of friendship.

So those psychological problems caused by his breakup are real, so Ji Fei has never forgotten him all these years.

So the reason why they are still together now is all because of Ji Fei's persistence for nearly 3000 days——

For eight years, I never stopped and never gave up loving him, and after eight years, I took the initiative to approach him again.

But he is obviously the one who was "broken up and given up"...

Xu Chen clenched his fists, his mouth full of emotions, thousands of words came to his lips, and what he wanted to say the most was "I'm sorry".

"I'm sorry..." He grabbed his thigh with his loosened hand, and repeated in a difficult voice, "It's my fault..."

No matter what the story behind it was that he didn't know, no matter what the reason why Ji Fei didn't keep him in the end, he simply denied that Ji Fei treated him differently because of his unilateral "taking it for granted"; In a state of low self-esteem, timidity, entanglement and uncomfortable emotions, in order to protect himself, he brought unimaginable harm and pain to Ji Fei, and brought three years of psychological treatment.

Thinking of this, Xu Chen felt like his blood was going to flow backwards. ...I'm such an asshole, the elder two years old are fed to the dog's belly?

Unexpectedly, this sentence of self-reflection attracted an unexpected reaction.

Ji Fei seemed to lose all strength suddenly, his breath was heavy, and his fingers trembled like convulsions.He hugged Xu Chen into his arms, tightly strangled him with both arms, and pressed him firmly between his chest and the sofa, with such strength that he seemed to crush him into pieces and melt into his blood.

Xu Chen was so frightened by this sudden movement that his shoulders shrank, and he tried to struggle but was hugged even tighter. Ji Fei's strength was almost so great that it made his bones ache.

"You..." Xu Chen wanted to speak, but was cut off immediately.

"No...I...don't want to." Ji Fei was trembling all over, with short and rapid breathing, "I refuse, I...absolutely disagree."

Wait, what refuses, what disagrees.

Xu Chen was taken aback, the inexplicable change of topic made him stunned, but the voice in his ear continued, no longer the calm and breezy before, but tinged with a bit of urgency and panic: "You don't like those paintings? I'll just throw it all away and burn it, and you'll pretend you never saw it..."

After speaking, he kissed Xu Chen again, a fierce and deep kiss, his chest rose and fell violently.Ji Fei seemed to be hanging on the edge of a cliff, out of control to the extreme, kept talking in a hoarse voice, intermittently speaking incoherently: "...those paintings, I, you...don't you like me now. ...don't be sorry...I don't want to break up."

"What a mess..." Xu Chen couldn't help but laugh at this moment, he felt it was funny and his heart ached.He raised his arms to hug Ji Fei, and stroked the hair on the back of his head, as if to comfort him: "What are you thinking, who wants to break up with you, how could I break up with you...... Bah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah."

"..." Ji Fei didn't speak immediately, but still hugged him tightly, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder, and put all his weight on Xu Chen as if he was asking for a sense of security, for a long time Cai said in a muffled voice, "Why did you say sorry all of a sudden?"

Those paintings were drawn one by one by him over the years, and sometimes he missed him so much, thinking that he would not be able to sleep at night, so he would sit up and draw all night.Each one is full of love and desire for Xu Chen in the past eight years, but the psychiatrist judges that this is abnormal, so he dare not reveal it completely, and hides them, afraid of scaring Xu Chen, afraid of He can't accept it.

Many people envy Ji Fei, thinking that he was born at the finish line, backed by Ji Gu's family, one is a huge business empire, and the other is a political family.He didn't even have to work hard at all to become the top existence in the upper class, and he could get almost everything easily.

Maybe only Ji Fei himself knows.

He does have a lot, but what he lacks is even more.

Xu Chen is so dazzling and full of vitality. He was bold and eye-catching when he was a student. Even now that his edge is slightly restrained, he still dares to break through and fight for his dream. When he hits the south wall, he would rather start all over again than give up easily. But he was monotonous and uninteresting.

With the burden of inheriting the huge family business of Ji's family, he is strictly following the pace planned by his father Ji Songyuan for him. Even the only thing he has done over the years is the only one that has been out of line, and the only thing he has persisted in despite knowing that he is deviant. It is also related to Xu Chen——

Get close to him on purpose to get his attention.

I like him, I can't give up liking him.

I keep growing, and I want to grow up, mature, stronger, more reliable, and better.

And all this thought was exhausted, just to get him again.

So this feeling sometimes feels heavy even to himself.

"I thought you didn't want me anymore." Ji Fei said softly.

Just such a simple sentence filled Xu Chen's heart with turbulent and sour emotions, his heart throbbed as if being tightly clenched, and his eyes were uncontrollably hot.He tilted his head and rubbed Ji Fei's cheek, touched Ji Fei's never-leaving ring with his hand, and said in a low voice, "Why, didn't you agree to walk together all the time?"

"I was graded for high school...cough." Xu Chen cleared his throat, "It's my fault, you were so young at that time, I thought you didn't like me, I was forcing you wishful thinking, so I... just mentioned it."

"...What?" Ji Fei raised his head blankly, and repeated in a murmur, "You think you're wishful thinking?"

"Yeah." Xu Chen scratched his head embarrassingly, "I liked you very much at that time...Although it sounds a bit hypocritical, but at that time, other classmates fell in love with elementary school girls, and they all liked you. You act like a baby and want to kiss and hug every day to show your affection, but you never do these things, you study hard every day...so I just..."

"I thought it was my wishful thinking." Ji Fei said suddenly.

The air was quiet for a second.

...... I rely on? ? ?

He thought he was wishful thinking.

Ji Fei also thought he was wishful thinking.

So they both thought they were in unrequited love? ?

this fucking...

Xu Chen's eyes widened and his voice raised, "What are you talking about? How could you not know that I like you?"

"You never said that." Ji Fei pursed his lips and looked at him.

Xu Chen was completely stunned: "Why do I kiss you if I don't like it?"

"You're so drunk, I don't know if you really want to...or just pass it off as someone else."

Xu Chen couldn't laugh or cry: "Then why didn't you ask me?"

Ji Fei lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I want to be with you so much, I'm afraid you will turn around."

When he was drunk that time, Xu Chen thought he confessed his feelings with a kiss, but he ignored that there was no serious confession and beginning between them, and he never thought that Ji Fei's calm and calm appearance had such a disturbed psychology.

Xu Chen reacted belatedly at this time, so Ji Fei obviously liked him, and when he was with him, he was so restrained...

It was because he wasn't sure if Xu Chen liked him, and he would rather be treated as someone else than dare to confirm it.

"You..." Xu Chen had mixed feelings in his heart, sighed, raised his hand and gently pinched Ji Fei's face, "Why should I turn my head back, you are so nice, obedient and good-looking, and you are still a freshman in high school." You are the first in grade, how can anyone not like you."

"But there are more people who like you." Ji Fei complained, "Everyone likes you, and no one doesn't like you. Your name is hung on the confession wall every day."

"On the day you got drunk, you came to our class for a while, just for a while, and then a girl asked me to hand you a love letter."

"What love letter?"

Xu Chen was startled, and said blankly, "Then why don't you give it to me?"

"...I don't want to give you the love letter someone else wrote to you." Ji Fei turned his eyes and said, "That day was the first day we were together, why did she like you on that day."