After getting back together with my ex, I became popular

"What did you say?" Xu Chen turned around in disbelief, and for a moment some thought came to his head, "...What first love?"

He walked back to Luo Yan in a few steps, and asked urgently, "Speak clearly."

"I knew he didn't tell you that."

Seeing Xu Chen's bewildered look, Luo Yan curled his lips and said, "After all, that's the Bai Yueguang he's been looking for for so many years, the one he's liked since the first year of high school."

The person I liked in the first year of high school...

What exactly does this mean? Ji Fei, a freshman in high school, if it was just three months in the second middle school, it would be clear, clear...

The heart suddenly began to hit the chest violently, and every time it beat, Xu Chen could hear a huge roar, the chaos was out of control, and it seemed to smash his eardrums.

There is too much information in every sentence and every word, and they all point to a direction that he never dared to think about.

"He didn't tell me..." Xu Chen pinched his palm with his fingertips to force himself to calm down, trying to find a flaw in Luo Yan's words, "...how could he tell you these things? Why should I believe you."

"When I was abroad, my dad worked as a counselor for him for three years, from the age of 15 to the age of [-]. I don't need to lie to you, I just think you have the right to know the truth - the other party is two years older than him, a tall and handsome , a very popular senior in high school."

Two years older, a senior in high school...

Even the last piece of the information puzzle fits.

"make you......"

Xu Chen didn't know how much effort he had to try to stabilize his figure, sat down on the seat again, "Tell me everything you know."

His voice was hoarse, his chest was sore, and he was almost forcing himself to make a sound, "He has some psychological problems because of... that first love..."

Luo Yan pretended to be calm when he was clearly out of his wits, thinking he had succeeded in provoking Xu Chen. He took a sip of his coffee and said slowly, "One is because he fell in love with a boy, and the other is that he took the other person. It was too important to see, and I tried to let it go but I couldn't let it go, so there was a temporary psychological disorder."

Xu Chen clenched his fingers tightly, squeezed the joint of his index finger with his thumb, and murmured in disbelief: "...how could it be."

But at that time, Ji Fei at that time...

Obviously restrained and indifferent, even saying that they broke up and never kept them...

Luo Yan revealed Ji Fei's other side in front of Xu Chen without any scruples, every word was like a sharp knife piercing his heart and lungs: "You must think he is very perfect, with such a one-in-a-million figure and appearance, family background The background and ability are too outstanding. But in fact, my dad found out through chatting with him that he has been seriously lacking in love since he was a child, so he is extremely paranoid in terms of relationships. I can guarantee that he has lied to you about many things, such as—"

"It must be hard for you to imagine that a person like him would secretly follow his first love to accompany him home because he likes it so much but doesn't know how to express it?"

Xu Chen opened his mouth, unable to speak: "..."

He really never knew.

Why Ji Fei never told him these things...

"He's not as simple as black and white. There are gray areas in Ji Fei that you can't imagine, and it's all related to his first love." Luo Yan looked at Xu Chen and said, "I'm telling you this, too. For your own good, it's not good to be someone else's shadow."

Xu Chen's mind was buzzing, and his whole body was numb from the sudden revelation of the truth, but he was not sure how much exaggeration and fiction were in Luo Yan's words, so he could only suppress all the shock and heartache, and think about it More words were drawn out of the other party's mouth: "...then, why did he stop the psychological counseling again, did he want to open up..."

"How is it possible." Luo Yan chuckled, almost a little lonely and self-deprecating: "That is his white moonlight cinnabar mole, and it will always be the best and most wanted."

"You happen to be two years older than him, right? Ji Fei couldn't get the other party, so he chose you second. If someone more similar appears in the future, you will be worthless. He has no Is it what you want to let you see a complete him, such a relationship full of deceit and secrets?"

"......"

In fact, what Luo Yan said was quite standard, he put himself in the position of a bystander, followed the temptation step by step, and even smacked a little bewitching in the end, very much like a psychiatrist.

If Xu Chen was really a substitute for the so-called Bai Yueguang as he imagined, he might have been "concealed" by the one on the left and incited by the "shadow" on the right to confront him face-to-face and say they broke up.

But he is that high school senior.

It is the person who is "paranoid and crazy" loved by Ji Fei.

"I want it." Xu Chen suddenly said softly.

It must be admitted that Luo Yan's words today gave him too much impact.He never thought that these stories would be hidden behind those years of separation, but even if there were some hidden secrets, it was between him and Ji Fei and had nothing to do with others.

He let out a long breath: "Since Dr. Luo has been fired, please stay away from Ji Fei in the future, focus on it, don't show up again, let alone pester him."

"..." Luo Yan did not expect such a reaction from Xu Chen at all, gritted his teeth and said, "You can bear it like this? Is a big man so self-respecting?"

These words tore the skin off in an instant.Xu Chen narrowed his eyes slightly, and said with a half-smile, "I don't have self-esteem, that's also a matter between me and Ji Fei, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with you, an outsider."

"You!" Luo Yan choked, "You simply don't know good from bad! Ji Fei's psychology is abnormal!"

"Really?" Xu Chen lazily leaned back in the chair, raised his eyes to look directly at the past, and said, "Does Doctor Luo know what I like the most about Ji Fei?"

".....what?!"

"I just like the way he likes his first love so crazily. The more you talk about it, the more I like him, the more I love him."

"..." Luo Yan had never seen such a recalcitrant person before, and said angrily, "You, you're out of your mind, a substitute addict?!"

"Yes, I'm sick." Xu Chen stood up with the corners of his mouth hooked, and patted Luo Yan's shoulder: "To be honest, I thank you very much, but before the next psychological counseling, it's best to investigate the matter thoroughly. .”

Luo Yan was a little startled: "What do you mean?"

"It means that Ji Fei and I are a natural couple and we will always get along well. It means that you will never have anything to do in this life and the next life, and don't try to drive us apart." He leaned into Luo Yan's ear and said in a low voice, "Since you know him There is a matter of first love, do you know that his first love's surname is Xu?"

He tilted his head and raised his eyebrows, "Huh?" There was a casual mockery in his eyes.

The expression on Luo Yan's face changed suddenly: "...you, you are..."

"Impossible...how is it possible..."

"Why not."

Xu Chen chuckled, completely shattering Luo Yan's last hope: "Ji Fei's first love, first kiss and first night were all mine. There is no one else between us. If you are sensible, stay away from him."

"Let's go, never see you again."

After finishing his concluding statement, he lightly patted Luo Yan on the back of the head twice, ignoring the shocked and panicked expression on the other side's face, and pushed the door straight out of the coffee shop.

The sun at noon in summer was warm and bright, and there were mottled light and shadows leaking from the leaves on the side of the road. Xu Chen took two steps, turned and walked into the alley next to the coffee shop, leaning against the wall and tilting his head slightly.

He is far from being as calm as he showed in front of Luo Yan, in fact his mind is a mess now.

The cicadas were singing hoarsely, Xu Chen stared at the gray concrete floor, and suddenly remembered the phrase "I have loved you for a long time" that Ji Fei said when we were together again, so the "long time" at that time was not what he thought at all, From a certain moment after the reunion, but a full eight years?

That's why Ji Fei sometimes has a sense of insecurity suddenly exposed, so he always likes to cling to himself, so he will take the trouble to confess himself over and over again to express his heart.

Is it all because he has silently liked himself since he was a child?

A piece of truth that had been buried in dust was suddenly revealed, and too many clips of getting along with each other in high school flooded up—Ji Fei sat quietly on the bench when he was playing basketball; The way he touched his hair; and after the wine fight, when he leaned over to kiss Ji Fei on the cheek, Ji Fei's red ears and trembling eyelashes.

grass.Obviously there is a difference.

Xu Chen inserted his hands into his hair and grabbed it like a chicken coop.How could he feel that the elementary school boy had no feelings for him at all.

But.......

If he really liked him at that time, why did he accept other people's love letters, why was he so indifferent later on, why didn't he keep him, why didn't he receive a single message after he left the country.

After the reunion, why never took the opportunity to tell him.

grass.Damn, he didn't know what was missing in the middle.

Xu Chen felt that he had to see Ji Fei right now.

He couldn't wait until he came back in the afternoon.

On the way to the city in a taxi, Xu Chen called Lin Wei to ask for leave.The scenery outside the car window was flying, and the trees on the road were receding like running water. He leaned on the back of the chair and was dazed.

More than an hour's drive passed in the blink of an eye. Xu Chen pushed the door out of the taxi and entered Bohua Media Building in a few strides.

In fact, he vaguely felt that he was a little too impulsive, and ran straight to Ji Fei without wearing a hat or a mask, but there were too many questions and emotions piled up in his chest, and he couldn't control himself at all.

"Hello, let me find your general manager."

Xu Chen said this directly to the front desk.

Seeing Xu Chen's face, the staff on duty at the front desk were stunned for a few seconds before they frantically dialed the internal number.

A few minutes later, Yu Wenhao came down in person. With everyone stunned, he led him into the special elevator for the president's office, and then directly into the general manager's office.

"Mr. Xu, wait here for a moment, the meeting with President Ji will end soon."

"Okay." Xu Chen said, "Thank you."

After Yu Wenhao closed the door and exited, the huge space became quiet, and Xu Chen sat on the sofa and looked around slightly.

The black and gray cool-toned decoration is very Ji Fei's style.

Sunlight poured in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, covering the entire wall of bookshelves, and the well-organized desks were all stained with a faint light, and fine dust floated in the air.

He lowered his eyes and smiled, turned his head to look in another direction, and then saw a small door in the corner, with red light flashing faintly.

it's wired.......

Why does the lounge in the office need a combination lock...

Xu Chen remained silent for a few seconds, and finally walked over with his mouth pursed.

He stared at the password input panel, and raised his hand to enter his birthday by accident.

"Crack——".

The door was locked.

Xu Chen gently pushed the door open, and immediately froze in place.

Various paintings are hung on the walls.

All the paintings are of him.