the world in which he exists

The sound insulation of the old house is not good, the noise upstairs and the door opening in the living room are clearly heard.

Gu Chaoming prepared a lot for today's date, searched many official account articles, and thought about many unexpected situations, but the only thing he feared the most was praying for the last thing that should never happen.

Gu Tao is back.

The icy turning sound of the iron door lock was like the harsh winter wind carrying hailstones, blowing Gu Chaoming into a cold freeze.

Outside the open window, gray haze seeps out of the sky slightly, covered with a layer of gray tulle.

Time to go out.

Gu Chaoming's heart was beating extraordinarily fast and violently, but the opposite of the beating heartbeat was the still movement of his hands.

The sound of the soles of shoes stepping on the floor in the living room was obviously very different, but to Gu Chaoming's ears, it was the creaking sound of the soles of shoes stepping on the old wooden floor in the ghost story.

Very similar, very similar.

The movements of the hands subconsciously stopped, and the ears dutifully kept him from missing any clues that Gu Tao had entered the door.

Based on the 17-year experience of taking care of Chaoming and Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming can even tell from the sound of his footsteps whether Gu Tao is drinking or not.

Gu Chaoming finally resumed his movements, tugging at his clothes with his fingers.

pointless action.

Invisibly exposed his tension and panic.

Gu Chaoming really didn't want his panic to show up, he thought he could hide it well, but it was still exposed in his careless small movements.

On the phone on the bed, Lin Jianfan didn't make a sound, which made Gu Chaoming, who was so nervous that he pulled the corner of his clothes, forget its existence for a while, and only thought about how to send Gu Tao out of the house first.

The demon's walking speed was smooth and normal, but to Gu Chaoming's ears, it was abnormally slow. Every step slowed down and elongated, torturing his cochlea.

Finally, the devil's footsteps appeared in front of the door.

A gray-black figure stood by the door that could not be closed.

The traces of the door were still full of holes, and the sawdust dug out stood on the door panel, and spent many days with Gu Chaoming.

The devil can always turn a blind eye. Gu Tao walked to the door and saw the marks cut by the kitchen knife on the door panel. He reached out to touch the sawdust turned over on the door panel. work.

Gu Chaoming stared at Gu Tao's fingers touching the door, his eyes were different from the contentment in Gu Tao's eyes, his eyes were sharp to break through the siege, implying the light of a knife.

The ash outside the window went deep down alone, ignoring Gu Chaoming inside the window.

Gu Tao looks normal, but Gu Chaoming has no idea whether he will go crazy in the next second.He hasn't had a normal conversation with Gu Tao for a long time. Although Gu Tao always goes home recently, every conversation with Gu Tao is always inseparable from money.

Gu Tao came home frequently and left in a normal place, which gave Gu Chaoming a chance to breathe.He always left when he got the money, and came back when he didn't have the money.

Every time I come back, my complexion is always very bad, not for Gu Chaoming's complexion, but for Gu Tao's yellow complexion, sunken eye sockets, a little listless.Gu Tao has lost a lot of weight recently, and his strength is not as strong as before. In the past, Gu Tao could knock him to the ground with a single slap, but now, like last time, Gu Chaoming can throw Gu Tao to the ground with a single pounce, and can snatch him from his hand. Bank card.

Gu Chaoming has no intention of caring about Gu Tao, he can do whatever Gu Tao does, as long as he stays in this home where he has lived for 17 years for the last year, he will fly away after the college entrance examination.

Just wait until the college entrance examination.

Only the last year of senior year, plus the rest of the semester.There is not much time left, Gu Chaoming does not want to have any disputes or contacts with Gu Tao, but Gu Tao does not intend to let him go.

Maybe being Gu Tao's only child is the fundamental source of his bad luck.

Gu Chaoming began to regret, regretting pouring the water of bad luck that God gave him at the beginning of his fate, regretting choosing Gu Tao as his father.

Seeing Gu Tao who was standing by the door pulling sawdust off the door, after calculating how much cash was left in his pocket, Gu Chaoming took out all the money from his pocket and handed it to Gu Tao, just for a safe exit.

The red and blue banknotes were stacked irregularly, with some folded corners.

Gu Chaoming didn't speak, the only sound in the air was the sound of Gu Tao scratching the wood chips on the door.Although Gu Chaoming didn't speak, the "undertone" of his actions was very clear.

Gu Tao is like a child waiting for candy at the door, Gu Chaoming handed over a candy, Gu Tao immediately came over to catch it.

From violent subjugation to silent transactions between them.

Gu Chaoming didn't know when he started to feel numb to Gu Tao's behavior of asking for a lot of money.I used to be able to give Gu Tao three or four times of money, but now it is too little to give Gu Tao once.

Gu Tao is a bottomless pit, a vampire who sucks the blood of his own child.

Gu Chaoming just wants to endure the last year, how far he can go after one year, how deep he can hide.

He pinned all his hopes on the summer of his senior year of high school.

The gray haze outside the window jumped into the window, staining the folded banknotes.

Gu Tao pinched the banknotes stained with evening gray with his fingers, pinching the thickness of the banknotes.

Gu Chaoming felt in his heart that Gu Tao would definitely not be satisfied.

No one took over the mobile phone on the bed, and Gu Chaoming turned his back to the bed where he slept every night.

Lin Jianfan, who was on the other side of the phone, was fortunate that the phone couldn't amplify his breathing, and couldn't bring his breathing to Gu Chaoming.

There has been no words over there, Lin Jianfan has not spoken in the dark, has been silent, silent, he seems to understand something, understand the reason for Gu Chaoming's sudden silence.

Gu Chaoming's father is too complicated, ordinary people can immediately ask "why don't you talk" in silence, but Lin Jianfan dare not ask Gu Chaoming who is at home.

There are too many accidents that he can imagine through the phone, and the beginning of many accidents comes from a name - Gu Tao.

When Gu Chaoming handed out the stack of banknotes, Lin Jianfan held his breath, not daring to make too much noise for fear of exposing himself.

"It's not enough." Someone finally spoke on the other end of the phone.

It's Gu Tao.

Gu Tao took the banknotes stretched out by Gu Chaoming, squeezed the thickness of the banknotes, and immediately came to the conclusion that the effort of touching the banknotes with one finger was not enough.

Seeing that Fan held his breath, Lin gasped.

His guess was right.

Seeing that Fan didn't dare to make a sound, he already knew that Gu Tao was nervous. He was afraid that if he made a sound, he would touch some nerve in Gu Tao's brain, and he was afraid that it would bring disaster to Gu Chaoming. Although the relationship between Gu Tao and Gu Chaoming in the room The atmosphere has gradually begun to become anxious.

"I know." Gu Chaoming said.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to quarrel with him, he stretched his palms into his pockets and wanted to take out his mobile phone to transfer money to Gu Tao, wanting to "buy peace with money".

But the palm has not yet reached into the pocket, and Gu Chaoming has not realized that his mobile phone is not in his pocket but on the bed, and the phone has not been hung up yet.

Same as that night.

A loud slap landed on the face.

Same burning sensation.

The same head was thrown sideways.

The same caught off guard.

Gu Chaoming didn't know which nerve of Gu Tao jumped out, or which angry cell he was restless.

The strength of anger has no emotion, Gu Tao was manipulated by anger, raised his leg and kicked Gu Chaoming fiercely.

Kicking Gu Chaoming in the stomach, Gu Chaoming couldn't bear to back up, the touch on his back reminded him of the night when he first met Lin Jianfan.

The same wooden furniture behind, the same bones collided with the wooden board, but this time I was a little lucky, there was a buffer for retreating, and the pain from hitting the desk on my back was not as sharp as last time.

Gu Tao's complexion turned yellow unnaturally, his temper was violent, and his anger made him slip away. Gu Chaoming leaned on the desk, where he struggled to do his homework every day.

Spending money to buy peace can't be done.

Violence is contagious, and so is neuroticism, Gu Chaoming thought.

A sadness that he had never felt before suddenly felt in his heart, like a vast wilderness, a vast ocean, he couldn't get out and he couldn't escape.

He ran and ran, but found that he had been wandering in place.

His mouth, like being tricked into eating that candy at a sports meeting, was severely sore.

The sorrowful sadness welled up from the bottom of my heart.

After falling down, Gu Chaoming leaned against the desk and suddenly laughed.

He pulled up the corners of his mouth and laughed, disdainfully, sarcasticly.

He suddenly realized that he was in hell all the time, but the sunshine shining on Lin Jianfan made him think that he could be in heaven.

The time of a year is suddenly stretched very long, subdivided into twelve months, 360 five days.

He has to be greedy for sunshine in endless hell.

One year he thought was short, but now it is very long.

Gu Chaoming leaned on the desk and laughed. Seeing that Fan accompanied him to the hospital for the first time, he used a smile to cover up his emotion, afraid that he would cry when he smiled.

It's the same now, he's afraid that the bitterness in his heart will overflow with a smile.

When I was with Lin Jianfan, I felt that the days were brisk, like rushing water, gone forever.In the happy days, recalling the previous sufferings, the previous sufferings are also coated with a layer of sugar-coated by the present happiness, as if it is easy to pass, as if the sufferings are not terrible, so it is easy to feel that a year is very short.

But when you are in hell and watching the demons in hell shake their fists, you will really touch despair.

Only then will I feel that a year is very long, so long that there is no end in sight.

Human beings are small and fragile, easily affected by the environment and state of mind in which they live.

What can't be solved during the day is very lively at night.

Gu Chaoming is a leader in this area. He is always affected by the environment, prone to sudden depression, sudden excitement, sudden irritability, and sudden feeling that the days are long and short.

Emotions change with the mood and environment that others don't understand, giving birth to the "second Gu Tao" in the mouth of the neighbors, which also makes Gu Chaoming feel neurotic.

Gu Chaoming leaned on the desk, he smiled, with a smile that Gu Tao didn't understand at the corner of his mouth.

The ambiguous smile will only fuel Gu Tao who is in a state of rage.

Gu Chaoming didn't dodge Gu Tao's fists and feet at first, as if accepting his fate, as if giving in.

But the young man was born rebellious, and God gave him the sweetest honey in the world.Gu Tao's beating made the darkness darker and made the sunshine in his life brighter.

Gu Chaoming put his hands into his pockets amidst the constant punches and kicks. He wanted to send Lin Jianfan a message, telling him that he couldn't accompany him to the food festival, and asked him to go directly to Su Bing and the others.

With his palms in his pockets, the pockets were empty, and only then did Gu Chaoming realize the phone call he hadn't hung up.

Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone has been listening to the live broadcast.

Gu Chaoming was startled, as if awakened from a subdued slumber, he looked at the bed, and his mobile phone lay quietly on the quilt.

He heard it all?

Gu Tao's fist and kick were still there, and after kicking him, he searched the room for money.

Looking at the mobile phone on the bed, Gu Chaoming frantically ignored Gu Tao in the room, got up from the ground and threw himself on the bed.

Sensitive Gu Tao heard the noise and turned his head, seeing Gu Chaoming flung himself on the bed, the quilt was sunken, and Gu Chaoming took the mobile phone on the bed.

If you get the treasure.

"Hey, you kid." Gu Tao's face was filled with a smile for a moment, as if he had caught Gu Chaoming's handle, as if the mobile phone that Gu Chaoming was holding desperately in his hand was not a mobile phone, but enough money for his entire life.

Gu Tao's eyes lit up, he stood up and ran over, and walked through the small room in a few steps.

"Don't come here!"

This sentence was not addressed to Gu Tao who rushed over, but to Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone.

Gu Chaoming flung his upper body on the bed, kneeling on the ground with his legs. The first thing he did when he took the phone was to yell at Lin Jianfan not to come over, and then immediately hung up the phone.

"Why, do you still have reinforcements?" Gu Tao came over and asked after hearing Gu Chaoming's roar.

"It's none of your business." Gu Chaoming supported the bed and stood up.

"You must have a lot of money in this mobile phone, come and show me." Gu Tao stepped forward with a playful smile, trying to snatch the mobile phone from Gu Chaoming's hand.

The gray outside the window repulsed the dusk, and Gu Zhaoming stepped back on the gray that landed on the floor.

Backing back and back again, Gu Chaoming held the mobile phone, fixed his eyes on Gu Tao who was walking towards him step by step, and rushed out of the bedroom as quickly as possible while Gu Tao was not paying attention.

His back hurt, and his back was hit by a stone pen holder on the table, as if it was going to break his spine.

The sharp pain climbed up to the point where it was smashed, but it didn't stop Gu Chaoming's footsteps as Gu Tao wished.

Enduring the pain in his back, Gu Chaoming ran desperately, running.

He wants to run to the gate.

He wants to run out of this house.

Just run out of this house.

There was no blood on his body, and the slap marks on his face were not very visible at night, so he might still be able to bear the pain and pretend nothing happened to meet Lin Jianfan.

His imagination was beautiful, but reality despised Gu Chaoming's imagination, and deliberately arranged roadblocks at Gu Chaoming's feet.

Gu Chaoming looked ahead and tripped over something that Gu Tao brought back and threw on the ground at will.

Gu Chaoming didn't have time to check what Gu Tao had brought back on the ground, he only felt the pain when his knee hit the ground when he fell.

Because time was lost due to the fall, Gu Tao walked out of the room and appeared behind Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming endured the pain in his knees and stood up. In the living room, he was running hard, and the door he was running hard was opened.

Sunshine poured in like the day he was being trained in the director's office.

The sun is ahead, and the devil is behind.

Gu Chaoming saw the opened door, and saw Lin Jianfan pushing the door open.

Behind Lin Jianfan was only the corridor, and only the darkening sky outside the corridor, but Gu Chaoming saw the light, and saw Lin Jianfan's face outlined by the sunshine god.

The boy who dreamed of his dream was bright, standing outside the door, standing outside the door he longed for.

He stepped into the door, bringing the sunlight to drive away the darkness brought by Gu Tao behind him.

"A surprise for you." Lin Jianfan walked to Gu Chaoming calmly and said, with a warm smile on his face.

He is a ball of light, Gu Chaoming feels warm when he gets close to him.

Walking to Gu Chaoming's side, Lin saw Fan gently supporting him, Gu Chaoming took his hand and said, "It's okay."

As soon as the words came out, Lin Jianfan suddenly pulled Gu Chaoming behind him like Gu Chaoming used to protect him, protecting him with his own body, and his whole body exuded towards Gu Tao that you want to take another step closer and I will never end with you .

The gate not far behind was ajar, and Gu Chaoming didn't know that Lin Jianfan had been waiting for him outside the community for a long time, waiting for him to go to the food festival together, and this was what the surprise on the phone was referring to.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to stay here any longer, he just wanted to take Lin Jianfan to escape here, but Lin Jianfan knew that escaping was not the way, once escaping, there would be another time, next time and next time, there would be no end.

He has dealt with Gu Chaoming's blood flowing from his scalp to his ear, he has seen Gu Chaoming's injured right shoulder that hurts when he touches it, and he has seen the gash on Gu Chaoming's forehead.

He is timid, he dare not talk to strangers too much, he is cowardly, he dare not speak back when others order him, but he can't see Gu Chaoming getting hurt, just like Gu Chaoming can't see him being wronged.

With all his strength and courage, he said to Gu Tao who was standing by the door: "Your behavior is already a domestic violence, we can call the police!"

He brought up the method that seemed to be the most deterrent to the two young men, but Lin Jianfan had no idea, no idea, and the words in his mouth were still sonorous, just to avoid showing timidity in front of Gu Tao.

Gu Tao by the door snorted and smiled: "Report and see what happens."

Gu Tao glanced at him again: "Oh~ you were the one last time, remember, why did I still say that you look familiar, I can't remember anything recently."

Gu Tao leaned against the door frame and muttered to himself, then suddenly took a step forward, Lin Jianfan gasped in fright, behind him Gu Chaoming vigilantly grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand and led him behind him.

In front of him, Lin saw that Fan hadn't moved and was as hard as a mountain. He wanted to protect Gu Chaoming the same way Gu Chaoming protected him.

Seeing that Fan didn't retreat or hide behind Gu Chaoming, Lin saw that he only held Gu Chaoming's hand.

"Hehe," Gu Tao seemed to see some clues from the palms of the two of them holding each other, "Oh~ so you two are doing this, your mother is the mistress, you..."

"Don't talk about my mother!" Gu Chaoming roared when Gu Tao mentioned Qu Yingyi.

Seeing Fan in front, Lin was startled, his shoulders trembled slightly.

"Stupid boy, your mother didn't want you a long time ago, and you still protect her, are you stupid?" Gu Tao said.

Gu Chaoming glared at Gu Tao, Lin Jianfan took his hand to comfort him: "Don't be impulsive."

Seeing that Fan had finished comforting Gu Chaoming who was angry because Gu Tao said that Qu Yingyi was the mistress, Lin turned to face Gu Tao who was approaching: "I have already recorded the whole process of your behavior..."

Seeing that Fan hadn't finished speaking, Gu Tao's waving arm fell from the air.

Gu Tao didn't know whether he panicked when he heard Lin Jianfan's recording, or because Lin Jianfan's attitude was too arrogant and raised his hand to hit someone in anger.

The slap did not land on Lin Jianfan's face, and Lin Jianfan did not move his face away.

There is fear in the heart, but the body is still in pain.

An arm extended above his head to catch the violence waving in the air.

Gu Tao's slap was caught by Gu Chaoming who was behind him, Gu Chaoming grabbed Gu Tao's arm, gave him a look, and pushed hard.

Gu Tao's center of gravity was unstable, and he took a small step back.

"It's kind." Gu Tao scolded.

"In the future..." Lin Jianfan was still trying to reason with Gu Tao. A glass flew towards Lin Jianfan, but Lin Jianfan was still not hit. Gu Chaoming pulled him, pulled him into his arms, and turned his back. The cup hit Gu Chaoming's back.

The glass that fell on the ground shattered, and shattered glass shards were shattered on the ground. Gu Chaoming stepped on the splashed glass shards and turned around, his face did not show the gentleness towards Lin Jianfan.

He will never be gentle in the face of Gu Tao, and being gentle with Gu Tao is the greatest crime he has committed against himself.

Gu Chaoming knew that it was useless to reason with Gu Tao, but he did not stop Lin Jianfan, because he knew that Lin Jianfan wanted to protect him, and he could let Lin Jianfan use his methods, but Gu Tao wanted to hurt him. Gu Chaoming will not give in like just now.

The boy put on his armor and gripped his sharp weapon tightly.

He wants to be invincible, he wants to be powerful.

He walked up to Gu Tao viciously, but Gu Tao was still shy that Gu Chaoming would not dare to do anything to him.

He screamed, and slapped his face with a slap.

He actually wanted to slap Lin Jianfan, but Gu Chaoming slapped him without hesitation.

The unexpected slap stunned Gu Tao.

Gu Chaoming calmly turned to Lin Jianfan and said, "You go first, and tell Su Bing and Xi Li that I won't come."

Seeing that Fan frowned and shook his head.

"Be careful!" Lin Jianfan who shook his head suddenly screamed.

Gu Chaoming turned his head, and a black unknown object flew in front of him. Gu Chaoming took a small step back to avoid it with 17 years of experience.

"Let's go first, I'll come later." Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan still shook his head: "You won't come."

There was a sound behind him, and Gu Tao found something out of nowhere.

In the past, he was the only one facing the violence, but now there is Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming has to pay attention, so that he loses many opportunities to escape.

Gu Chaoming didn't want him to get hurt and told him to leave quickly, but Lin Jianfan stayed where he was.

"Come with me." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming looked at him, at Lin Jianfan who said "Come with me".

How much he had expected Qu Yingyi to take him to his new home, but that was just a lie.How much he expected death to take him away, but even death was unwilling to take him away.

Now someone said to him, "Come with me."

come with me.

Get out of this house together.

Get out of this hell together.

He saw Lin Jianfan's hand stretched out to him, the hand stretched out to him on the edge of hell.

He is an angel willing to go to hell.

"Okay." Gu Chaoming said.

Gu Tao who was behind him found a suitable weapon, Gu Chaoming turned around, with bare hands, and walked towards Gu Tao with the lonely courage of a young man.

He wants to work on his fear.

He wanted to swing his fist towards Gu Tao.

Gu Chaoming seemed to be in a dream, like in every late-night dream, the fists he waved and the sharp knife he stabbed.

Now the dream will become reality, and the reality will become the prison in the dream.

Gu Chaoming clenched his fists and walked towards Gu Tao, towards the victim in his dream.

In his dream, he smelled the smell of blood, and saw blood flow all over the ground.

"murderer."

"The son of a mouse can make a hole."

"madman."

"Violence is hereditary."

Words lingered in his mind, and he entered the seamless and starless night sky again, and there was nothing in it, only boundless darkness.

"Kill him."

"Kill him and you will be free!"

"Go on!"

A sudden force emerged from the words, urging Gu Chaoming to raise the butcher's knife in his dream.

He raised his hand, raised the butcher's knife in the darkness, blood splashed everywhere, staining his hands red.

He stepped forward, and there was a force pulling him, pulling him to escape into the seamless darkness.

One hand tugged at the tail of his clothes, jumping out of the water like a fish that has been sinking in the bottom of the sea for a long time, Gu Zhaoming smelled the fresh air, not the slightly fishy blood.

He was pulled by Lin Jianfan, and pulled aside, the wooden stick that Gu Tao swung was knocked out, and the end of the long wooden stick hit Lin Jianfan's skin.

When Gu Chaoming saw that Lin Jianfan was injured, Lin Jianfan grabbed the wooden stick that Gu Tao hit him.

Gu Tao was angry, the wooden stick in his hand was pulled by a young boy, Gu Tao pulled hard, Lin Jianfan moved forward slightly, and Gu Tao could no longer gain the upper hand with another pull.

Holding the other end of the stick with both hands, they easily snatched the stick from Gu Tao's hand with force.

Lin Jianfan didn't let Gu Chaoming fight back against Gu Tao with the stick he had stolen. He didn't want to see his son beating his father. Although his father was not like his father, Lin Jianfan didn't want his son to be like his son either.

Lin Jianfan grabbed the stick from Gu Chaoming's hand and pointed at Gu Tao: "Don't come here."

Holding the stick in one hand and pointing at Gu Tao, and holding Gu Chaoming's palm in the other hand.

Surprised by the warmth of his palm, Gu Chaoming lowered his head to look at the palm he held with Lin Jianfan.

His eyes were still on the clasped palms, and his vision suddenly started to sway without notice, like water shaking in a water bottle.

Seeing that Fan threatened Gu Tao, Lin quickly threw away the stick when Gu Tao sneered and Gu Chaoming didn't pay attention, and pulled Gu Chaoming to run out the door.

In the shaking vision, Gu Chaoming saw the light outside the door, and saw the light outside the door helping them push open the heavy door.

Seeing Lin Jianfan who was running with Guangzhong leading him.

I saw Lin Jianfan leading him to a world full of flowers.